Random thoughts

[Schizophonia]

21 hours ago, Candle said:

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I followed 250 members who had 1000+ posts. Then I mass unfollowed everyone (except few). By multiple selection.

Bcz I got a lot of notifications from 250 members. 

But I am gonna follow you again. 

As you feel it 👍

[Sugarcoat]

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

It's essentially a "modern" problem, yes, and the more it goes on the worse it gets.

In general stress, competition in general is the price of freedom of modern society.

Society being free makes competition possible?

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Liar

I don’t watch YouTube much at all for real. I usually switch between actualized , reddit and instagram

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

The ego's layers are polarized.

People with big egos tend to be more confrontational (negative polarity) but also more funny(positive polarity), extreme people tend to be funny because their ego is twisted to begin with.

The three funniest people i know in my country are a Franco-Cameroonian conspiracy theorist who played with anti-Semitism, a radical Catholic activist, and a neo-Nazi activist.

I see

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Me 

Pulls down his pants with a confident look*

Dw

It's the experience.

Ahah in my opinion it's a bit too late to worry about it.

She is no socially less lazy than us.

You and your dirty jokes 

 

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Society being free makes competition possible?

Yes.

I'm not saying it's better or worse, everything is polarized, but indeed the configuration provides more favorable ground for body dysmorphic disorder.

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

You and your dirty jokes 

 

Can't help

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I'm not saying it's better or worse, everything is polarized, but indeed the configuration provides more favorable ground for body dysmorphic disorder.

Definitely 

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Can't help

My journal is like your ventilation for your sexual frustration 

[Schizophonia]

16 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

My journal is like your ventilation for your sexual frustration 

No, it's mainly to please you, and because it's fun for me.

If I want to satisfy myself sexually, i manage to go back to my university and i can find myself a girlfriend in 2 weeks maximum.

Edited January 18 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

17 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

No, it's mainly to please you, and because it's fun for me.

Thanks that’s sweet

18 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

If I want to satisfy myself sexually, i manage to go back to my university and i can find myself a girlfriend in 2 weeks maximum.

I believe in you that you can.  You’re pretty solid. Have you ever considered it seriously? 

[Yimpa]

20 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

No, it's mainly to please you, and because it's fun for me.

If I want to satisfy myself sexually, i manage to go back to my university and i can find myself a girlfriend in 2 weeks maximum.

 

[Schizophonia]

7 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

 

Lol

[Schizophonia]

14 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I believe in you that you can.  You’re pretty solid. Have you ever considered it seriously? 

😂 You hope to get rid of me ?

At the moment i'm chilling in my hometown, i'm in no rush, next school year i'll see about moving back to my university town, i'll normally be more social.

 

Edited January 18 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

On 2025-01-18 at 10:10 PM, Schizophonia said:

😂 You hope to get rid of me ?

 

No, it can be funny sometimes your comment. Otherwise I feel pretty neutral about it. 

 

On 2025-01-18 at 10:10 PM, Schizophonia said:

 

At the moment i'm chilling in my hometown, i'm in no rush, next school year i'll see about moving back to my university town, i'll normally be more social.

 

I’d be glad for you if it went well with girls irl.

Edited January 20 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

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Sometimes I feel a little dumb. Like I don’t have proper access to my brain. My thoughts have a very low volume and are quite sparse like there’s a long gap between thoughts. I have a hard time getting into a flow while writing, because of this. Sometimes I wanna delete replies because they don’t sound “smart” enough. Yes I’m guilty, somehow I wanna seem deep and smart, to whom I don’t know, just in general, to myself too. I want my replies to have substance, that’s a good thing in a way, it’s good for the forum to wanna give good responses. I wonder if others think like this or if they just write. I find myself reading people’s responses and wondering how they come up with so much to say, and can compare to mine sometimes. lol guilty. 

[Sugarcoat]

61:

Sometimes I feel like that crazy scientist who has genuinely discovered something but that everyone just thinks is crazy

[Schizophonia]

14 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

60:

Sometimes I feel a little dumb. Like I don’t have proper access to my brain.

Don't take a SSRI and a neuroleptic in the same time.

 

[Schizophonia]

16 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

lol guilty. 

I sometimes spend a lot of time answering for this very reason and I think it's the same for most people.
I don't think most people here come out with very intelligent texts in one go or almost, unless they're particularly inspired and chill. 

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Don't take a SSRI and a neuroleptic in the same time.

 

😹😹😹😹In February I will switch neuroleptic so I’ll see if it just gives me severe akathisia or if it’s good 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

I sometimes spend a lot of time answering for this very reason and I think it's the same for most people.
I don't think most people here come out with very intelligent texts in one go or almost, unless they're particularly inspired and chill. 

Thanks for your honesty. That makes sense since your responses can be very elaborate, plus I know you’ve studied stuff so that’s where you get some of it from right? Some seem to effortlessly write smart texts. But maybe they have a lot of work behind it like having done a lot of contemplation . I have some people I spontaneously can think of.

[Sugarcoat]

62:

I can’t get over the fact that in The Weeknd’s song timeless he literally sings “if I was you, I’d cut up my wrist” that is such a crazy lyrics to have 

[Schizophonia]

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Thanks for your honesty.

That's normal.

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

That makes sense since your responses can be very elaborate, plus I know you’ve studied stuff so that’s where you get some of it from right?

Yes, essentially Freudo-Lacanian psychoanalysis, a bit of Jung, non-duality, and notions of neuroendocrinology; and i end up articulating all that to create a more or less holistic personalized jargon.

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Some seem to effortlessly write smart texts.

But maybe they have a lot of work behind it like having done a lot of contemplation . I have some people I spontaneously can think of.

Razard, breaking the wall, keryo koffa and people like that think more quickly than me.

Leo is lazier, closer to us or even worse lol, and doesn't hesitate to essentially make little responses, often provocative or even trollish.

 

[Schizophonia]

27 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

😹😹😹😹In February I will switch neuroleptic so I’ll see if it just gives me severe akathisia or if it’s good 

Eheh.

Keep us posted.

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

62:

I can’t get over the fact that in The Weeknd’s song timeless he literally sings “if I was you, I’d cut up my wrist” that is such a crazy lyrics to have 

You know you need risperidone when you start to believe that the lyrics are addressed to you personally. 

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat Enough simping for today i will let you alone.

 

I have to buy some LSD, (no joke lol).

Edited January 20 by Schizophonia