Random thoughts

[Beans]

Life is like a box of milk chocolates.

And I am lactose intolerant.

 

[Sugarcoat]

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

It’s a lot of effort for not that much, i just would take LSD lol.

I know Joe Dispenza sells (and share in his book) guided meditations and techniques for trigger « mystical experiences ».

Activating pineal gland by pushing spinal fluid in head and this kind of thing.

I can’t do psychedelics for now that’s the thing.

Thanks for the suggestions. 

[Sugarcoat]

2 hours ago, Beans said:

Life is like a box of milk chocolates.

And I am lactose intolerant.

 

Lmao. Hits home

[Sugarcoat]

46: 3 hour meditation finished. Looked at the timer approximately the same amount as last time smh… gotta work on this . It’s disrupting the flow.

[Sugarcoat]

47:

3 hour meditation finished. Tonight I looked at the timer just so slightly less than list time so it’s a step in the right direction. What I like about meditation is that the subtle frustration of meditating takes over and you forget about all your problems. 

[Salvijus]

7 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

What I like about meditation is that the subtle frustration of meditating takes over and you forget about all your problems. 

 

[Sugarcoat]

48:

Did 3 hour meditation yesterday. Took a little break after one hour because I felt tired and considered whether I should go to sleep instead, but then I regained energy and decided to continue my session. 
 

I managed for the first time to meditate for an hour without looking at the timer. In total I looked at the timer a little bit less than last time so I’m making progress. 
 

My goal with this meditation is to one day experience some kind of mystical experience. Enlightenment would be the ultimate goal though. 

Edited November 21 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

49: Non duality in everyday life

I believe that the average human experiences a sort of non duality in their life when they for example enter a flow state. When they are so immersed in something for example playing a video game or working that they become selfless for a moment, forget themselves. Yes we all have a sense of self (unless enlightened) but I don’t think the average humans feels they exist every second, it’s more an on and off thing, stronger and weaker at times depending on activity. So in a sense we all have glimpses from time to time I believe. But enlightenment is when those selfless states become permanent. 

[Nilsi]

On 9.11.2024 at 8:11 PM, Schizophonia said:

@Nilsi Btw if you look for a S tier french girl to complete your orange stage arc lol 😂

You know I’m a sick fuck, right? I appreciate the offer, but I have to admit I find it both intriguing and deeply unsettling. I don’t want to be rude, though, so if you really insist on sending pictures, I’ll reluctantly accept them.  

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Nilsi said:

You know I’m a sick fuck, right?

Yes me too.

Nice to meet you lol.

2 minutes ago, Nilsi said:

I appreciate the offer, but I have to admit I find it both intriguing and deeply unsettling.

My sister is not perfect but she is very pretty, kind, and quite intelligent, she does pole dancing, is interested in spirituality (well she is still a woman, if you know what I mean) and likes dark humor.
She struggles to find good guys and I wish her well so if I can help find someone interesting then why not.

This may seem strange to you and in fact to most people because we are far from suffering and death, so it legitimizes libidinal investments in stupid objects and it naturally pushes intimate relationships on a pedestal, but no it is the center of the human libidinal system.
It is politics, personal development, religions and this kind of things that are not natural, which are in fact essentially motivated by neurosis.

I also suppose that Latin culture makes me more liberal or even bawdy on these subjects.

2 minutes ago, Nilsi said:

I don’t want to be rude, though, so if you really insist on sending pictures, I’ll reluctantly accept them.  

You can pm but if it's just for fap it's useless 😂.

[Nilsi]

46 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

You can pm but if it's just for fap it's useless 😂.

 

I’m not that desperate.

Anyway, send me some pics - maybe I’ll come visit someday.  

[Schizophonia]

17 hours ago, Nilsi said:

I’m not that desperate.

I dont see the link.

Nevermind it was essentially a joke at the base.

 

[Sugarcoat]

What has my thread turned into 😂

[Schizophonia]

 

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

What has my thread turned into 😂

It's love.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

 

It's love.

French guy taking one for the team sharing his pole dancing sister 

[Schizophonia]

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

French guy taking one for the team sharing his pole dancing sister 

The mysteries of samsara's wheel. 

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

The mysteries of samsara's wheel. 

Imagine if she saw this

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Imagine if she saw this

It was just a joke, with a grain of truth, at worst I could delete it.

It's more the few other thousands of my messages that would get my family questioned lol.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

It was just a joke, with a grain of truth, at worst I could delete it.

You do you 

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

It's more the few other thousands of my messages that would get my family questioned lol.

All the references to me😹

[Schizophonia]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

All the references to me😹

Ahah they would find that funny.

 

They know about you and sometime do jokes/allusion to it.