Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

blodpudding

Now you’re making me crave it

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Ahah, maybe.

 

The most tendentious private joke on this forum.

I swear

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Now you’re making me crave it

Nice, fattier buttock for wily.

[Schizophonia]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Now you’re making me crave it

Jokes asides, i googled and it looks a bit like gingerbread, in term of composition.

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Nice, fattier buttock for wily.

Lmao you can only write such here in this thread it’s a bit like our secretive corner😂

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Jokes asides, i googled and it looks a bit like gingerbread, in term of composition.

Never heard that before. I wouldn’t agree. Gingerbread is so good tho I’ll see if I’ll make it this year

[Schizophonia]

24 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Never heard that before. I wouldn’t agree. Gingerbread is so good tho I’ll see if I’ll make it this year

You do your own gingerbread ? 🤔

24 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Lmao you can only write such here in this thread it’s a bit like our secretive corner😂

Mea culpa, i'm just proud of my fish 😉

 

I'm not going to slide too much here yes dw.

Edited Tuesday at 07:07 PM by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat Speaking of buttock, i will plug 5/10mg of 5 Meo in several dozens of minutes.

I think i will increase the dose a little each day.

Edited Tuesday at 07:06 PM by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat Speaking of buttock, i will plug 5/10mg of 5 Meo in several dozens of minutes.

I think i will increase the dose a little each day.

cool let me know how it goes 

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

cool let me know how it goes 

Of course.

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

cool let me know how it goes 

Nothing happens.

I think i felt something but it was probably nacebo effect.

Edited Tuesday at 08:43 PM by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

3 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Nothing happens.

I think i felt something but it was probably nacebo effect.

Plugging didn’t do anything for me either

[Sugarcoat]

42:

 

I’m thinking of trying to bake healthy alternatives to desserts to see if it even tastes good. I see these recipes all the time, people using honey and maple syrup to sweeten etc. I wanna see if it can be just as tasty as normal desserts. I don’t think it will be equal, but if it’s still tasty I might do it more often as an alternative. 
 

Some say table sugar isn’t even unhealthy, that it depends on what you eat it with. Maybe normal homemade dessert aren’t that unhealthy even. I would have to research it to find out. 

Edited 20 hours ago by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

43: 

I wonder if enlightened people, and here I mean for example people like the non dualists,  Jim Newman etc. I don’t know if I’d place them in the same category as someone like Ramana Maharshi. 
 

What I’m wondering though is if they maintain some form of ego structure at all. 
 

The human ego structure is so fundamental. The reason you feel like I’m over here and the world is out there, that the world is 3D deep is due to that ego structure. If it would begin to dissolve to great degrees, the world would appear less deep and more “flat” and “closer”. I’ve experienced this myself. It’s not a pleasant experience. Life is so dead when it’s like that. 
 

When you read the news and you really feel like there’s a world out there with events happening, that is thanks to your human ego structure. If it would dissolve to great degrees reading text would almost be like just letters on a screen. You’d almost loose that sense of context to this happening.

The reason you interact with others and feel like you’re really interacting with another human being and you’re able to have relationships with them, is thanks to that human ego structure. Once again, if it would dissolve to severe degrees others would appear more flat and lifeless. The less sense of self, the less sense of other. 
 

I think the non dualists like Jim Newman have zero ego at all, because they do speak of that lack of sense of space , time , other and context. I’m guessing that would be full ego dissolution. I don’t know if there is anyone enlightened in this forum, because anywhere I read I sense ego structures. I wish I had a normal ego structure myself, because for me it dissolved to great degrees and nowadays I barely feel I exist. It’s not a pleasant existence. Either there is a normal sense of self or there is none, I don’t want this half assed shit. 

Edited 20 hours ago by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

44:

Dark chocolate is so good. It’s tastier and richer than milk chocolate. White chocolate can be tasty too in small quantities. It took me a while to learn to like dark chocolate (70% is the sweet spot) but I’m glad I did it’s something I consume every day now. I will see if I’ll bake something with it too. 

[Salvijus]

@Sugarcoat ugh, so tired of all the political drama. How are you not involved in it at all? Worrying ruminating about chocolate lol. 

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

@Sugarcoat ugh, so tired of all the political drama. How are you not involved in it at all? Worrying ruminating about chocolate lol. 

Lol. I rarely read the news actually . Can you enlighten me on what has happened? Did Trump win? Dark chocolate is awesome

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

Lol. I rarely read the news actually . Can you enlighten me on what has happened? Did Trump win? Dark chocolate is awesome

I think you should enlighten me instead. On how to be so uninvolved and detached. 

Yes, Trump is the new future now. 

Edited 14 hours ago by Salvijus

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

Dark chocolate is awesome

I used to eat 99% dark chocolate. I suspect it's probably not entirely healthy. 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Salvijus said:

I think you should enlighten me instead. On how to be so uninvolved and detached. 

Trump is the new future. 

Okay i see how there's so much drama.

I just go to work. Then I spend time on social media but mostly here in this forum or listening to some non duality or another talk on YouTube. Or I'll watch food videos lol. And very rarely read the news. Being disconnected from myself and barely feeling like I exist a lot of the time helps too in being so uninvolved and detached lol