Random thoughts

[Schizophonia]

10 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

Elite convo lol. 

 

Fixed 👌

[Sugarcoat]

10 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

Yea... I'm aware of it by now. I wished you had faith in me tho when I recommended a pranic healing session. I hope you find your own solution one way or the other. It's not unsolvable 

Thank you 

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Salvijus said:

 recommended a pranic healing session.

It is like the filipinos healers thing ?

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

It is like the filipinos healers thing ?

Mm, I'm not aware of what Filipinos are into. If it's like Bali then it's probably more shamanic in nature that deal with spirits and demons and whatnot. 

Pranic healing is more like reiki or acupuncture but much more sophisticated and advanced. There's probably not a single problem they don't have a protocol for curing it. Including psychological problems, traumas stored in the body, energy attachments, unbroken cords from past relationships etc. 

This video shows a power behind the founder of pranic healing. Rising a person from a wheelchair. 

 

I've had a small demo done on me from one of the practicioners of this system. It's impressive what they can do through online call alone. He basically was able to scan my energy body and say where the imbalances are. He told me the energy in my back where the heart center is, is larger than normal which basically he says that means I'm a kind person. And he said my sexual energy is congested at the root of the spine. He then did a quick clearing of that block and I felt immediate rise of energy up my spine into my head. And I felt really harmonized the entire day afterwards. It was just a quick demo tho. I didn't register with him for a serious treatment or anything. I was just trying to see what they can do. And it's pretty impressive. 

Edited September 8 by Salvijus

[Salvijus]

9 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

He told me the energy in my back where the heart center is, is larger than normal which basically he says that means I'm a kind person.

I would imagine he would find an empty hole in Sugarcoat's case. Or some kind of problem there why she feels disconnected and out of touch from her emotions. I have a feeling probably everything is out of whack in her energy system lol. That's why I recommend it. 

Edited September 8 by Salvijus

[Salvijus]

I love this quote. "there's not a single physical thing that does not have a spiritual side to it" 

It basically means, if there's a problem of the physical level, there will be a spiritual side to it that you can attend to. 

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

I would imagine he would find an empty hole in Sugarcoat's case. Or some kind of problem there why she feels disconnected and out of touch from herself. I have a feeling probably  everything is out of whack in her energy system lol. That's why I recommend it. 

I feel disconnected from myself because of all the dissolution that has happened in my self, creating that gap in the brain. 
my energy system, well I don’t feel my energy because I’m disconnected from myself

[Salvijus]

9 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I feel disconnected from myself because of all the dissolution that has happened in my self, creating that gap in the brain. 
 

Yea I remember your explanation of it. I was not trying to disagree with it. I'm just saying there could be an equivalent manifestation of the problem in the energy flow somewhere. It's just my intuition tho

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Salvijus said:

Yea I remember your explanation of it. I was not trying to disagree with it. I'm just saying there could be an equivalent manifestation of the problem in the energy flow somewhere. It's just my intuition tho

It’s fine you have your view of it.

[Sugarcoat]

19: sleep paralysis and astral projection 

Commonly it is said that you can hallucinate during sleep paralysis. And during astral projection you can travel and see all sorts of stuff. I wonder though, is it all hallucinations of your own mind or can you actually encounter real entities. From my own experience I would say that it’s possible to encounter real entities, but that most things are hallucinations. During my own sleep paralysis episodes I would always get these intense vibrations. I feel there’s something special about them, it’s like this stage that opens up the possibility to transition to astral projection. I wonder how those vibrations works, why we have them, what are they even. 

[Salvijus]

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I wonder though, is it all hallucinations of your own mind or can you actually encounter real entities.

It's a combination of both. 

When a person is picking up on energy, mind will try to explain what it is that you're feeling, and it will give you a mental image of the energy you feel. That mental image may not be 100% accurate unless your mind is super pure and your ability to sense energy is super sharp. 

So for example you may feel a malevolent energy. But your mind doesn't know exactly what to make of it. So it would paint a black figure for you. And then it's up to you to interpret it what it is. So what you see is technically your mind's creation and it's filtered through your conditioning for you to understand, but it is based on something real, an actual energy that you're actually interacting with. 

Edited September 8 by Salvijus

[Keryo Koffa]

27 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

19: "I can't tell what's real and what's hallucination" reminds Keryo of something

 

Edited September 8 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

 

Cool

[Keryo Koffa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Cool

"It's okay, relax"

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

"It's okay, relax"

Such kind words 

[Sugarcoat]

20: my interesting dreams tonight 

it’s 4 am and I just woke up from a dream. I wanna write about it now as I still remember it. I dreamt that I had a long discussion with my mom and sister. The interesting thing about it was how elaborate and clear the discussions were. Usually when you have a dream it’s pretty random things, but this was like it was a real life discussion. 
 

we discussed what rape is, and I defined it very clearly. We discussed what god is, if god is separate or everything. I also talked about how it’s beneficial to talk about things, that it can clear out energetic blockages in the energy system and develop you . 
 

im fascinated by this dream. I also remember waking up at times and feeling this sort of energy going up through me, especially in my head. I have had sleep paralysis with vibrations many times, but this felt somewhat different.

i also remember dreaming that I was hallucinating a middle aged man being in our apartment. I also mentioned how I used to hallucinate as a child. For example maybe two times as a child, as I was awake I hallucinated (or maybe it was real) that there was a black silhouette standing at our doorway. 

Another thing I wanna add is that sometimes when I wake up at night from a dream I will feel just so slightly scared. Just like I am now. It feels as if there is a sense of “presence” to my environment. 
 

i believe there is something to this, maybe there are times, for example while just haven woke up from a dream that you are more “receptive” to things. So that’s where the scared feeling comes from, you being more receptive and able to “sense” things like potential paranormal phenomena. I hope I’m making sense. That’s it for tonight. Cheers

 

[Sugarcoat]

21: experimenting with diet

 

In my past I used to suffer from severe chronic abdominal distention. After every meal I’d get distended. Then I experimented with diet to try to see if any foods were the cause. ( I didn’t find any correlation)

I went on a few weeks of essentially zero FODMAP diet, eating mostly animal foods. Almost zero fiber. 
 

Then one night I got cravings so I binged on white bread and some sweets. I woke up the next day severely distended. Had a severely sore throat. Then a few days later developed a massive ear infection 

 

My conclusion from this experience is that the lack of fiber in my experimental diet negatively affected my gut, maybe by lessening the diversity of microbiota, and thus increased my gut’s sensitivity causing the strong reaction to the binge.

when I eat a higher fiber omnivorous diet, my body can tolerate a binge.

its not to say the binge is good, it’s certainly bad, but a healthy gut shouldn’t react so severely to it. (Btw I don’t binge anymore)

Some people have similar experiences with reacting to foods and might interpret this as those foods being the problem, but instead in some cases maybe it’s the sensitivity of the gut that is the problem, and /or the lack of diverse microbiota. 

[Salvijus]

8 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

21: experimenting with diet

 

In my past I used to suffer from severe chronic abdominal distention. After every meal I’d get distended. Then I experimented with diet to try to see if any foods were the cause. ( I didn’t find any correlation)

I went on a few weeks of essentially zero FODMAP diet, eating mostly animal foods. Almost zero fiber. 
 

Then one night I got cravings so I binged on white bread and some sweets. I woke up the next day severely distended. Had a severely sore throat. Then a few days later developed a massive ear infection 

 

My conclusion from this experience is that the lack of fiber in my experimental diet negatively affected my gut, maybe by lessening the diversity of microbiota, and thus increased my gut’s sensitivity causing the strong reaction to the binge.

when I eat a higher fiber omnivorous diet, my body can tolerate a binge.

its not to say the binge is good, it’s certainly bad, but a healthy gut shouldn’t react so severely to it. (Btw I don’t binge anymore)

Some people have similar experiences with reacting to foods and might interpret this as those foods being the problem, but instead in some cases maybe it’s the sensitivity of the gut that is the problem, and /or the lack of diverse microbiota. 

I've been eating according to the ayurvedic/tcm principles for a few years now. I can say eating food in proper order and in proper combination makes a huge difference for the digestion. Normal science is also starting to say similar things now. "Goddess of glucose" is one example. 

According to the sources i mentioned before, you always have to put some veggies, leafs before the carbs or protein. 

Edited September 15 by Salvijus

[Sugarcoat]

11 hours ago, Salvijus said:

I've been eating according to the ayurvedic/tcm principles for a few years now. I can say eating food in proper order and in proper combination makes a huge difference for the digestion. Normal science is also starting to say similar things now. "Goddess of glucose" is one example. 

According to the sources i mentioned before, you always have to put some veggies, leafs before the carbs or protein. 

That’s interesting, I’ve heard just a little bit of it mentioned by conventional science

[Sugarcoat]

22:

I think about suicide so often I don’t know how much longer I can stand my life.