Naked And Transparent

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Which doesn’t mean that I don't love you all. Freaks. 

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First minor panic attack and where the fuck am I was awesome. 

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Of course I know no one here. That's how it's supposed to be done. That's how you truly turn the page. 

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Tonight I rest. Tomorrow I explore. 

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It is said that one must rest at least twice as hard as they entertain imaginary worst case scenarios. 

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In case one is unable to chill the fuck out due to an overly inflated nervous system, the correct way to go about it, is to run in circles for 37 minutes straight, then do a double backflip and yell KIA three times as loud as possible. 

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Or you know... Meditation. Conscious breathing. That can also work. 

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If you think there is no one here, you're not wrong, just a nondual parrot. 

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It takes 7 severely depressed solipsists to collectively hallucinate an alien squirrel into existence. That's common knowledge. But did you know that it would take at least twice as many to create such an epic piece of music as my new EP? Not to mention that it would take them at least three times as long. 

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I don't believe in identity or borders. Unless I just moved to an unknown city to become a wannabe rockstar. 

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Might land a job in a coffee shop. Spoke to a super kind and chill dude. Got all the info I needed. Good day. 

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Silently walking alone
The power of being unknown
Silently soothing my soul
The hiding has taken its toll
Silently walking alone

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Tell you what though... It's a trip to smoke a joint next to a police car. 

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If I believed in duality I would say that Amsterdam is a very high vibe place, but it is clearly me who is high vibe. 

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Don't worry. I'm not actually a douchebag, I'm just pretending to be one, for your amusement. Because I'm curious how many of you still believe in a self. 

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Yes self no self it's all the same to me! 

The ace of spades! The ace of spades! 

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I could get someone to share my hotel room with in a blink of an eye, yes, but I am still way too in love with her. 

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She may or may not come to me at some point... But I'm pretty sure I'm not going back. There's nothing for me there anymore.

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I'm neither angel nor a demon spawn
Though some will call me God
Gravity is just a law I've wrought

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Hear temptation, take the sky for all to see
Sheer elation, to write in history