Bean’s journal 🐯

[Beans]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

Babe, you want to start testosterone soon.

God help me if you start testosterone!

amen. 🙏 

[Beans]

1 hour ago, Yimpa said:

Babe, you want to start testosterone soon.

God help me if you start testosterone!

Amen 🙏 

[Yimpa]

People have bullied and harassed throughout my entire life just because I was born different - strangers and close ones alike - hence why I’ve become accustomed to mocking others using comedy to cope with that trauma.

You don’t want to know want I did to those close to me in private.

Edited September 6 by Yimpa

[Beans]

2 hours ago, Yimpa said:

People have bullied and harassed throughout my entire life just because I was born different - strangers and close ones alike - hence why I’ve become accustomed to mocking others using comedy to cope with that trauma.

You don’t want to know want I did to those close to me in private.

You were a child. You need to learn to forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made while blinded by ignorance, rage and deep sorrow.

If the abused don’t unlearn abuse 

then you become the abuser.

I’ve harmed my twin sister once. 
and watching her cry broke my heart. 

Years later she would come to do the same thing to myself

i know it’s something we both regret 

something we can’t really speak about 

no one is proud of who we were in the past. 
neither am I saying I was born a saint

[Beans]

2 hours ago, Yimpa said:

People have bullied and harassed throughout my entire life just because I was born different - strangers and close ones alike - hence why I’ve become accustomed to mocking others using comedy to cope with that trauma.

You don’t want to know want I did to those close to me in private.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C_CjIFwigJz/?igsh=emt0bTVpZHg2b25y
 
 

[Yimpa]

This cycle of abuse needs to seriously stop. And I am the only one who can end it.

[Yimpa]