Bean’s journal 🐯

[Beans]

I have our fruit packed. 
let us go celebrate our trans identity while also supporting our trans community 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[Beans]

Please forgive me for making you feel like I didn’t care. I do. 

[Yimpa]

A huge part of me still believes that trans people are disgusting people. I won’t let this belief take hold of me. 

Let’s do this.

--

Ultimately, I've discovered that this is the ego's defense mechanism for protecting me from deepening my connection to Love.

Edited Saturday at 11:41 PM by Yimpa

[Beans]

  On 3/29/2025 at 5:41 PM, Yimpa said:

A huge part of me still believes that trans people are disgusting people. I won’t let this belief take hold of me. 

Let’s do this.

Internalized homophobia/transphobia is valid. And a very real thing I struggled with myself. I don’t doubt your abilities to free yourself from this. 
you got this. 

[Yimpa]

  On 3/29/2025 at 5:44 PM, Beans said:

I don’t doubt your abilities to free yourself from this. 
you got this. 

 

Finishing up my matcha smoothie with Oatmilk then we outta here!

And a touch of raw honey for gay luck  

Edited Saturday at 06:06 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

I will not tolerate abuse. I did absolutely nothing wrong. YOU are wrong.

Now let’s go back to enjoying this day. The place is more packed than I anticipated  

*Tried to make a new friend, only to get rejected and realize how socially inept I am 

But now, as the Sun berms towards my face and having someone to lean on my shoulders, I couldn’t have wished for it to go any other way.

*Only friend I need is SUN!

Socially Awkward and God-Conscious 💀 

Edited Saturday at 09:57 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Saw this cutie at the event 

I have deeper connections to THIS than humans 

Edited Saturday at 11:49 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

My dad:

Agapė: it's unconditional 💕 love - highest form of love 😊

 

[Beans]

  On 3/29/2025 at 7:42 PM, Yimpa said:

I will not tolerate abuse. I did absolutely nothing wrong. YOU are wrong.

 

We must dismantle this mindset 

it’s not about right or wrong

its about hearing each other 

[Yimpa]

  On 3/30/2025 at 0:41 AM, Beans said:

We must dismantle this mindset 

it’s not about right or wrong

its about hearing each other 

Dad:

social media 🤔nice - spread the love 💕 peace ☮️ 

[Yimpa]

[Yimpa]

“I’m just going to keep getting hotter and weirder.” -@Beans

[Yimpa]

@ Toy Joy

[Beans]

I’ve hit another weight goal of mine. 
still have a long way to go, but I’m happier. 

[Beans]

I also apologize for my appearance 

I don’t have makeup wipes forgot to take off yesterday’s makeup. 
next time I’ll do better

[Yimpa]

I HIT ANOTHER POTHOLE AND MY TIRE IS FUCKED! 

I had a feeling that crocodile video was cursed 

Edited yesterday at 01:05 AM by Yimpa

[Beans]

  On 4/1/2025 at 6:27 PM, Yimpa said:

I HIT ANOTHER POTHOLE AND MY TIRE IS FUCKED! 

I had a feeling that crocodile video was cursed 

I think our distracted mind is to blame.

It’s no curse to learn new lessons.

[Yimpa]

Throwback to the last-last time this happened (the last time was Beans’s tire, I don’t think we even journaled that cus it’s happened so a many times at this point lol):

 

[Beans]

  On 4/1/2025 at 6:34 PM, Yimpa said:

Throwback to the last-last time this happened (the last time was Beans’s tire, I don’t think we even journaled that cus it’s happened so a many times at this point lol):

 

I was avoiding telling Joy I no longer had car insurance. I felt shame. Immense shame. For not having my life together. I felt shame, because I was afraid joy would reject me since I came with so many other burdens. 
That day I was too afraid and embarrassed to let anyone know. 
not you. 
not the form. 
just myself suffering from the weight of my own assumptions and heavy guilt for not having things together. 

[Yimpa]

This is hands down the best April 1st 
And it turns out that someone already reported this issue yesterday AND the city marked the issue as resolved today. What a joke! Nobody put out any flags or warnings yet 

Drill baby, Drill!

Well, I took it upon myself to call the county; the lady was so nice writing my report down. My assertiveness proved to be useful so now others won’t get into the same mess I’m in

Edited Tuesday at 08:29 PM by Yimpa