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I just had an intrusive image that the world was ending.

And then I farted.


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Going to my first protest in two days. I am just curious to see how it is like in person, rather than seeing it online or on the news. I don’t have strong feelings about it, but I know Beans does.

Dunno what will happen, I think it’ll be a small protest…? Let’s see what happens. 

I am like my mom, she loves to study human behavior.

I also just want to make more crazy friends 💀 

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Today I realized something important about my deadname. For so long, I rejected it completely - flinching when I heard it, working to erase it from my life, treating it like a painful mistake.

But I'm beginning to see things differently now. That "name", and the life I lived with it, wasn't just something to hide or deny. It was actually necessary. Without those experiences, I wouldn't be who I am now. Every struggle and moment of discomfort was a step on my path.

I don't need to pretend that part of my journey didn't exist. I don't have to sever any piece of my history anymore. Accepting my deadname doesn't mean I want to be called by it again - it just means I can acknowledge it without internal resistance as part of my story.

It's freeing to realize that the person I was and the person I am now aren't separate entities at war with each other. They're connected chapters in the same book. It's all me - every version, every stage, all essential parts of my whole self.

Maybe this is what healing really is - not erasing the past, but integrating it into a more complete understanding of who I am.


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Too high to work and highly in debt.

Work it is.


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I am learning not to be a pushover in our relationship. Just because I say no to your demands doesn’t mean I will let you punish me for it. I’ll still live my life as I please; you cannot control me. 

I am my own authority. 


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10 hours ago, Beans said:

i love ur cute snoring lol

 


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20 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I am learning not to be a pushover in our relationship. Just because I say no to your demands doesn’t mean I will let you punish me for it. I’ll still live my life as I please; you cannot control me. 

I am my own authority. 

what breaks my heart the most is this mental imagine of me in your own mind desperately trying to control you. 
 

and no matter how many times I try convincing you. It doesn’t matter. 
 

how is me asking for your support in a passion project of mine so terrible? 
 

You are my partner. I want to be able to lean on you. I shouldn’t have to beg for that. 
 

I’m more than willing to meet you half way, but when you dismiss me, and try to tell me to just go back to the store where a manager who severely would harass me

 

it makes me feel unheard, and hurts. 
why would I ever want to go back to a place and see someone who has harmed me so severely. 


:)) “Love is curiosity“ - Nicolas Nuvan

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You also asked me to go back to that abusive place, and I definitively said no.

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4 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

You also asked me to go back to that abusive place, and I definitively said no.

The abusive place where no one knows you and no one has inflicted harm onto you.

im not punishing you by being honest about how I felt. 
 


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5 hours ago, Beans said:

how is me asking for your support in a passion project of mine so terrible? 

I'm proud of you for putting in so much effort in this.

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Great work on replacing Trump's image with this Beauty!

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Your support can feel superficial at times

Let’s go to that protest now! >:(
WE WONT SURRENDER

NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WUT??? 
never give up 😞


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It was so hot outside and we did it!

The first person we met there was such a sweet Soul.

Stay tuned for more…

 

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Their first time on the megaphone. Such a natural :x

 

 


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