Eternal fucking silence

[NoSelfSelf]

Im writing this to distract myself 😂 just got radical shift of awakening ,which is the same as the psychadelic trip i had, dont know 2 years ago where you lose attachment to the physical body and you enter this complete silence and expansion of the conciousness.It was first very blissful then it went deeper where you just become everything eternal now, immidiet direct experience of all the insights imaginary sages ever said, you can recite everything they "were" saying for hours.Freaky about this is losing sense to the body connection, becoming more and more the source of being ,so ego that cant even be killed is like looking to stay alive by writing this.There is not even the point of writing this only as an reaction of the body wantint to have a sense of reality, i dont know only place where one can speak about this without being shut in asylum 😂😂😂

[Sugarcoat]

How did this happen to you? Spontaneously? Or did you do something. That’s cool. I’ve had too massive shift spontaneously 

[Keryo Koffa]

The dismissal of ego is also ego ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Are you scared you'll love it to death or fall back into it? 🥰

[NoSelfSelf]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

How did this happen to you? Spontaneously? Or did you do something. That’s cool. I’ve had too massive shift spontaneously 

I had the dinner and with dinner i had the beer which little bit "kills" your ego, but i had beer last whole week and nothing happend.Then i noticed i got shifted to the present after a glass of beer it "felt"(bliss comes from the "space")amazing then how my mind is complete silence it started to expand and body panicking because its losing sense to reality.now i dont want to look at nothing but a screen because the conciousness is like expanding and if you focus on one thing it does something odd i cant explain..

Really? Was it similar to this?

[NoSelfSelf]

1 minute ago, Keryo Koffa said:

The dismissal of ego is also ego ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Are you scared you'll love it to death or fall back into it? 🥰

True but ego doesnt matter its seen as like a fairy tail...

Body is reacting to losing its attachment happened to me also on psychadelics...

[Sugarcoat]

2 minutes ago, NoSelfSelf said:

I had the dinner and with dinner i had the beer which little bit "kills" your ego, but i had beer last whole week and nothing happend.Then i noticed i got shifted to the present after a glass of beer it "felt"(bliss comes from the "space")amazing then how my mind is complete silence it started to expand and body panicking because its losing sense to reality.now i dont want to look at nothing but a screen because the conciousness is like expanding and if you focus on one thing it does something odd i cant explain..

Really? Was it similar to this?

Ok interesting I don’t know if I have experienced that. 
 

well I’ve had many minor shifts, where it’s like a layer of the mind dissolves or “opens” so it feels expansive. Then I had one massive shift which I call awakening April 2023 it was the same day as some rare solar eclipse I wonder if that has an impact. The way I can describe it is like I was attached to my mind before, but then I lost the attachment to my mind so it felt very expansive . My mental self died kind of, it’s also hard to describe as you say. I have tried 5 Meo dmt and the kind of ego death there is different it’s like “out of body” which is something I’ve not experienced “naturally” 
 

 

[Sugarcoat]

It’s so difficult to describe this abstract stuff but it’s like we have this ego which is like layers of mind. Or atleast kind of how it was before to me. Then if one layer “cracks” or “opens” kinda it feels expansive like your awareness expands. And the massive shift I had was like the last  mind layer for me. I haven’t heard anyone describe it like I do 

Edited August 24 by Sugarcoat

[NoSelfSelf]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Ok interesting I don’t know if I have experienced that. 
 

well I’ve had many minor shifts, where it’s like a layer of the mind dissolves or “opens” so it feels expansive. Then I had one massive shift which I call awakening April 2023 it was the same day as some rare solar eclipse I wonder if that has an impact. The way I can describe it is like I was attached to my mind before, but then I lost the attachment to my mind so it felt very expansive . My mental self died kind of, it’s also hard to describe as you say. I have tried 5 Meo dmt and the kind of ego death there is different it’s like “out of body” which is something I’ve not experienced “naturally” 
 

 

Yeah its pushing you out of the body thats my experience right now its like being surrounded by the pool of water and you the water itself 😅

Any shifts are "good" which doesnt make sense here good nor bad but until you see the whole speace around you is you then one cant see this insanity 😆

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, NoSelfSelf said:

Yeah its pushing you out of the body thats my experience right now its like being surrounded by the pool of water and you the water itself 😅

Any shifts are "good" which doesnt make sense here good nor bad but until you see the whole speace around you is you then one cant see this insanity 😆

Yea kinda I agree. I haven’t gone “all the way” tho naturally 

[NoSelfSelf]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s so difficult to describe this abstract stuff but it’s like we have this ego which is like layers of mind. Or atleast kind of how it was before to me. Then if one layer “cracks” or “opens” kinda it feels expansive like your awareness expands. And the massive shift I had was like the last  mind layer for me. I haven’t heard anyone describe it like I do 

Tricky stuff all the shifts also can be just a hallucinations of the mind until there is just "space" which you can clearely see its eternal immidietly remembered quote that jesus said:before abraham was in the womb I am...

[NoSelfSelf]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Yea kinda I agree. I haven’t gone “all the way” tho naturally 

Also one sees nobody goes all the way or not its God doing it and if God doesnt want it to go all the way it wont no matter what but still working on it helps for sure...

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, NoSelfSelf said:

Tricky stuff all the shifts also can be just a hallucinations of the mind until there is just "space" which you can clearely see its eternal immidietly remembered quote that jesus said:before abraham was in the womb I am...

I don’t know what kind of hallucinations could produce such shifts tho.. lol 

 

but nevertheless it’s cool you got to experience that

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, NoSelfSelf said:

Also one sees nobody goes all the way or not its God doing it and if God doesnt want it to go all the way it wont no matter what but still working on it helps for sure...

That’s cool you were able to see that and share it here

[NoSelfSelf]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

I don’t know what kind of hallucinations could produce such shifts tho.. lol 

 

but nevertheless it’s cool you got to experience that

Its like pool analogy alot of things happens in the water(hallucinations) but water(eternal now) is always there unchanging...

[NoSelfSelf]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

That’s cool you were able to see that and share it here

Its cool until you start literally losing your mind and shit your pants 😂😂😂

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, NoSelfSelf said:

Its like pool analogy alot of things happens in the water(hallucinations) but water(eternal now) is always there unchanging...

That’s a good analogy yea. I think I see what you mean 

[Keryo Koffa]

1 minute ago, NoSelfSelf said:

Tricky stuff all the shifts also can be just a hallucinations of the mind until there is just "space" which you can clearely see its eternal immidietly remembered quote that jesus said:before abraham was in the womb I am...

In such a state, I would speedrun all the greatest personal significances, life paths, profound questions, and so forth, seeing them from a meta-perspective is pretty transformative, a big part of my trips was to hold objects, ideas, sensations, and memories dear to me, and see them from a meta angle to expand, integrate or dismiss, whatever was authentic in the expanded state of mind.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, NoSelfSelf said:

Its cool until you start literally losing your mind and shit your pants 😂😂😂

I’ve only gone that deep on psychedelics that’s crazy you got it naturally 

[NoSelfSelf]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

That’s a good analogy yea. I think I see what you mean 

Now tricky thing for it to shift to present moment one doesnt do anything it happens by itself there is no you controling it so one cant fully see it if you not "lucky" i guess...

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, NoSelfSelf said:

Now tricky thing for it to shift to present moment one doesnt do anything it happens by itself there is no you controling it so one cant fully see it if you not "lucky" i guess...

I’ve been thinking that too that, how it seems spontaneously happen for some , although maybe practice helps too