Dream head rush.

[thurT]

Having dreams where my head begins to rush. Like a waterfall of energy falling into my head and it's buzzing. Any ideas what this might be? 

It's been happening more often recently, one of the times i was lucid and decided to fly up. I went really fast and it was like my head was a comet with the same rush sensations as the comet frictions with the atmosphere. This have any spiritual significance? Or is it just a dream? 

[Malekakisioannis]

@thurT just kundalini. Watch out with this kind of energy games, you may open some terrifying doors, especially during lucid dreaming. When awake kundalini is mostly inert.

[thurT]

22 minutes ago, Malekakisioannis said:

@thurT just kundalini. Watch out with this kind of energy games, you may open some terrifying doors, especially during lucid dreaming. When awake kundalini is mostly inert.

Thanks for the info.

Today i had one, where i saw a village and for some reason the idea came i was the village, a perception i never had and then the rush happened again. Nothin ever happens it's kind of like the sparklers, it goes off for a while and then always tapers out. 

I have opened some terrifying doors, I've dealt with what I am convinced atleast perceptive wise that they were some sort of demonic entity. Or you can also superimpose the framework of magnetic emotions in the astral. That pull you in, and it pulls you in, and your will at that point, is that even though you know it's not good, you want to partake in the emotion. And it pulls you in and it tears you apart, turns you inside and out energetically so your energetic orientation. Kind of like phasing from inverted and then a convulsion to the normal . You'r like a snarling dog biting the air being swept up by the force of a hurricane that is fuellend by your emotion. So as you engage, it gets stronger, and as you retalitate, it's dominion over you becomes greater. it's like it tears you up from the inside out.

There is that dr strange movie in the multiverse where at the end he has to do necromancy and there is this movie digital effects where these demonic spirits swim inside him and as they do it kind of pulls him in all sorts of directions at once, convulsions in many different directions. I found that illustration to be very reminiscent and accurate to what it felt like in the astral. 

 

But through these experiences I learnt first hand that victim hood there is a profoundly satanic element to protraying yourself as a victim. As it empowers the self to cast judgement and act out in retaliation. Some of these have really shook me back on the straight and narrow, or atleast to the degree that i hone my bad habits in so that they don't completely swallow me up at night. I've had profoundly terrifying experiences but i always try to turn it into a lesson to learn something good from it. And in that sense, i can't tell wether it's a demon or an angel with a tough love approach. 

I've for a while moved on from these experience, as i seemed to have been able to curtail these experiences by openly asking the perpetators and conciously choosing not to engage in the energies that these magnetic vortexes seem to want to pull me into. Using compassion seems to dispell. But in these states, i've noticed for the most part i am a puppet, pinnochio and whatecer emotions come will have their way with me. And i've been working through it in my dreams. 

 

I've recently found Astral Doorway on youtube and his stuff is so usefull. I've been looking to no avail for information that i could relate to with regards to these realms but couldn't find anything other than christian channels crying demon all the time. Which also doesn't seem too farfetched considering some of the experiences i've had. 

It has certainly scared me back on the path. Thats for sure. 

 

Curious if anyone else has had similar experiences or knows some things about this area. As it is fascinating. 

Edited August 17 by thurT
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