No life - on the deepest level

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Javfly33 said:

Have you tried psychedelics?

Yes a little 5 Meo dmt and dmt but my parents found and threw it away hehe

[BlueOak]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

Thanks for the response. 🙏🏻 I’m trying to deal with this as best as I can

Good luck to you. 

The word you picked: Deal. Makes me want to say be easier on yourself, and be a good friend to yourself.

[Sugarcoat]

9 minutes ago, BlueOak said:

Good luck to you. 

The word you picked: Deal. Makes me want to say be easier on yourself, and be a good friend to yourself.

Thanks 🙏🏻

[Javfly33]

55 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Yes a little 5 Meo dmt and dmt but my parents found and threw it away hehe

Uf. There is something. Probably the relationship with your parents is not very good, isn't it? 

I guess you are probably pretty young (just saying it from the fact that your parents have ability to 'throw' your stuff).

When you independence from your parents a LOT of things might change, dont lose hope.

Your whole mental state could be easily just because of living with your parents, do not substitute the power that can have of ones mind and energies. 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Javfly33 said:

Uf. There is something. Probably the relationship with your parents is not very good, isn't it? 

I guess you are probably pretty young (just saying it from the fact that your parents have ability to 'throw' your stuff).

When you independence from your parents a LOT of things might change, dont lose hope.

Your whole mental state could be easily just because of living with your parents, do not substitute the power that can have of ones mind and energies. 

We have a quite distant relationship. Other than that it’s fine. They don’t trust me after that happened though. 

yes I’m 21

thank you for your input 🙏🏻 I don’t feel in my case they contribute much to my mental state . But yes I am still working on my independence so that is slowly making its way 

[Ulax]

@Sugarcoat Sounds to me like those are depressive/ dissociative symptoms.

Have you done any work with body scan meditation or yoga nidra?

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Ulax said:

@Sugarcoat Sounds to me like those are depressive/ dissociative symptoms.

Have you done any work with body scan meditation or yoga nidra?

I used to meditate regularly in high school but then stopped. That’s all. I didn’t really have these issues back then. 

[Nemra]

Thoughts keep coming to my mind like crazy.

Thoughts all over.

Edited August 17 by Nemra

[Sugarcoat]

18 hours ago, Nemra said:

Thoughts keep coming to my mind like crazy.

Thoughts all over.

Sometimes I can barely hear my thoughts so disconnected I feel from myself

[Nemra]

@Sugarcoat

Have you started to "hear" less of them, so much that you feel disconnected from yourself which is your thoughts?

If on the deepest level you have no life then why do think that having the previous experience of your thoughts is you?

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Sugarcoat

Have you started to "hear" less of them, so much that you feel disconnected from yourself which is your thoughts?

If on the deepest level you have no life then why do think that having the previous experience of your thoughts is you?

I feel disconnected from both myself and my thought processes. So yes I “hear” less of them. Not that I am my thoughts tho 

[Nemra]

@Sugarcoat

Well, you said, "Sometimes I can barely hear my thoughts, so disconnected I feel from myself". You made a connection between thoughts and yourself.

If you say you're not the thoughts, then you can't become disconnected from them in the first place.

[Sugarcoat]

8 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Sugarcoat

Well, you said, "Sometimes I can barely hear my thoughts, so disconnected I feel from myself". You made a connection between thoughts and yourself.

If you say you're not the thoughts, then you can't become disconnected from them in the first place.

Maybe it wasn’t the best wording. I mean I feel disconnected from ~both~ myself and my thoughts, it goes hand in hand for me

[Nemra]

@Sugarcoat

Do you want to feel more connected to them?

[Sugarcoat]

2 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Sugarcoat

Do you want to feel more connected to them?

Yes. Life is extremely dull this way

[Nemra]

@Sugarcoat

Why do you feel disconnected, if I may ask?

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Nemra said:

@Sugarcoat

Why do you feel disconnected, if I may ask?

Id say it’s something purely in my brain going on

[CARDOZZO]

Sounds like learned helplessness.

Read this: https://wh1tepilled.substack.com/p/white-pill-wednesday-14 

[Keryo Koffa]

@Sugarcoat, you have the opposite problem from everyone here

Most here wanna pop their ego balloon, but yours needs inflating

We need to pump up your deflated ego! C'mon everyone help out

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, CARDOZZO said:

Sounds like learned helplessness.

Read this: https://wh1tepilled.substack.com/p/white-pill-wednesday-14 

🙏🏻