Existence is a curse

[Ishanga]

11 minutes ago, MarioGabrielJ said:

There is no point for experience if memories is going to fade 

Memory fading is actually a gift of sorts, but as with everything (Duality which is actually Oneness) its a dbl edged sword..

Again no one mentions Free Will, Choice, Determination, Response Ability, You have this, but very few exercise it because they are not Aware of it, they look outside themselves (Drugs, Sex, Psychedelics experiences, etc) for an Experience to give hope or distract from Suffering..

Only those that are Suffering are here I think, and post what You posted above, those in Bliss are not really posting here and do not post these sorts of posts, so its a reflection of that..

Anyways, if You remembered all Your Lives, then it would burden You too much, since this one life is already probably doing that (if not You then it has for many), so its Life's way of starting from Scratch in a way, you still have all the tendencies that remain from the previous ones, but You can start absolutely fresh, and be a Fresh Life, that is our Choice and is available to All who Seek it!

[Spiritual Warfare]

3 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

Definetely. But the ego is illusion created. Of course you won't remember the ego because the ego is not a memory, is just the mistake in perception/identification

All beings have the same ego so to speak. Is not something customized to you

Thank you very much! Your answer explained a lot to me

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Ishanga said:

Memory fading is actually a gift of sorts, but as with everything (Duality which is actually Oneness) its a dbl edged sword..

Again no one mentions Free Will, Choice, Determination, Response Ability, You have this, but very few exercise it because they are not Aware of it, they look outside themselves (Drugs, Sex, Psychedelics experiences, etc) for an Experience to give hope or distract from Suffering..

Only those that are Suffering are here I think, and post what You posted above, those in Bliss are not really posting here and do not post these sorts of posts, so its a reflection of that..

Anyways, if You remembered all Your Lives, then it would burden You too much, since this one life is already probably doing that (if not You then it has for many), so its Life's way of starting from Scratch in a way, you still have all the tendencies that remain from the previous ones, but You can start absolutely fresh, and be a Fresh Life, that is our Choice and is available to All who Seek it!

I think remembering is more pleasing but great post

[Ishanga]

2 minutes ago, MarioGabrielJ said:

I think remembering is more pleasing but great post

Thanks..

There's allot of repetitive threads going on, and this is just not about this forum, ppl throughout the ages have been asking the same questions, putting up the same discontentment's, arguments, the difference is we are super spoiled today and we don't realize it, this is on some fronts the greatest time to be alive since most everything is already provided, those that are not provided for its not because we cannot provide for them, its because we don't have the Care in our Hearts to do so, and its not profitable, but because of all of this, we have forgotten all the already Established and Proven ways to live to our higher Potential, and try to do it ourselves because we think we are so smart lol, just start doing some Yoga, You will find it and be that much better for it...  

[Schizophonia]

This is what happens when instead of playing at life, you remain in a delirium where you hope to capitalize on your legend.

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Ishanga said:

just start doing some Yoga

No, rugby.

Way better for this vibratory condition

[Spiritual Warfare]

3 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

Thanks..

There's allot of repetitive threads going on, and this is just not about this forum, ppl throughout the ages have been asking the same questions, putting up the same discontentment's, arguments, the difference is we are super spoiled today and we don't realize it, this is on some fronts the greatest time to be alive since most everything is already provided, those that are not provided for its not because we cannot provide for them, its because we don't have the Care in our Hearts to do so, and its not profitable, but because of all of this, we have forgotten all the already Established and Proven ways to live to our higher Potential, and try to do it ourselves because we think we are so smart lol, just start doing some Yoga, You will find it and be that much better for it...  

Thank you🤪

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

This is what happens when instead of playing at life, you remain in a delirium where you hope to capitalize on your legend.

On abilify I felt like I was in a delirium at times

Edited August 15 by Sugarcoat

[Spiritual Warfare]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

This is what happens when instead of playing at life, you remain in a delirium where you hope to capitalize on your legend.

Hmmm

[Salvijus]

"be the light amidst the madness" 

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Salvijus said:

"be the light amidst the madness" 

Great qoute 

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

On abilify I felt like I was in a delirium at times

Recently i fall into this :  https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26923999/

We report the case of a 28-year-old male patient diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder. He was a moderate smoker with occasional social gambling habits. After several psychotic episodes, he was first treated with risperidone, but he experienced excessive sedation, decreased libido, erectile dysfunction and was switched to 15 mg aripiprazole. He developed an addiction habit for gambling at casino slot machines. Due to large gambling debts, he requested placement on a voluntary self-exclusion list. Thereafter, he turned his attention towards scratch card gambling. The patient described his experience of gambling as a "hypnotic state". He got several personal loans to obtain money to continue gambling. He was then referred to an addiction unit. Before being treated with aripiprazole, he was an exclusive heterosexual with a poor sexual activity. Under treatment, he switched to a homosexual behavior with hypersexuality, unprotected sex and sadomasochistic practices. The craving for gambling and compulsive sexual behavior ceased two weeks after aripiprazole was discontinued and he was switched to amisulpride. Thereafter, he reported a return to a heterosexual orientation.

😬

Another reason to never touch this thing even with a stick.

[Salvijus]

6 minutes ago, MarioGabrielJ said:

Great qoute 

Who's gonna do it tho. Cuz I could use someone to cheer me on myself

 

Edited August 15 by Salvijus

[Spiritual Warfare]

Just now, Salvijus said:

Who's gonna do it tho. Cuz I use someone to cheer me on myself

 

Great comment 

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Recently i fall into this :  https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26923999/

We report the case of a 28-year-old male patient diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder. He was a moderate smoker with occasional social gambling habits. After several psychotic episodes, he was first treated with risperidone, but he experienced excessive sedation, decreased libido, erectile dysfunction and was switched to 15 mg aripiprazole. He developed an addiction habit for gambling at casino slot machines. Due to large gambling debts, he requested placement on a voluntary self-exclusion list. Thereafter, he turned his attention towards scratch card gambling. The patient described his experience of gambling as a "hypnotic state". He got several personal loans to obtain money to continue gambling. He was then referred to an addiction unit. Before being treated with aripiprazole, he was an exclusive heterosexual with a poor sexual activity. Under treatment, he switched to a homosexual behavior with hypersexuality, unprotected sex and sadomasochistic practices. The craving for gambling and compulsive sexual behavior ceased two weeks after aripiprazole was discontinued and he was switched to amisulpride. Thereafter, he reported a return to a heterosexual orientation.

😬

Another reason to never touch this thing even with a stick.

Lmao what did I just read. For me it gave crazy akathisia and more suicidal thoughts , doctors had hope in it but it turned out no good for me. Btw they had schizoid personality disorder as a hypothetical diagnosis for me hehe

Edited August 15 by Sugarcoat

[Salvijus]

Why would anyone think psych medication would ever work to solve anything? 

Edited August 15 by Salvijus

[Schizophonia]

6 minutes ago, MarioGabrielJ said:

Hmmm

Yes it's logical.

If you don't want to live because you will forget everything after death, it's because instead of playing life in a intense way, you live it as an "energetic homeless" because of a very stressful, heavy persona (spiritual, melancholic, isolated, in war against everybody, blahblahblah...) that you think is necessary to you to prevent you to die because of a trauma or idk what else.

And ofc, now you think to death, you are desperate by the idea of losing this big ego (persona)

 

"All this efforts for nothing"

 

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes it's logical.

If you don't want to live because you will forget everything after death, it's because instead of playing life in a intense way, you live it as an "energetic homeless" because of a very stressful, heavy persona (spiritual, melancholic, isolated, in war against everybody, blahblahblah...) that you think is necessary to you to prevent you to die because of a trauma or idk what else.

And ofc, now you think to death, you are desperate by the idea of losing this big ego (persona)

 

"All this efforts for nothing"

 

Of course you can experience and all that but it’s not worth it if you think from the absolute perspective 

[Hojo]

@MarioGabrielJ because you think you are whats in the light. Your body is in the light. When all of it goes you don't have a body and you think you've dissapearesd. And if you dissapeared you cant be there when you are gone. I beleive its an identity thing. Identity is very powerful its probably the most powerful force in the universe because it comes from God.

Edited August 15 by Hojo

[Schizophonia]

5 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

Why would anyone think psych medication would ever work to solve anything? 

Spot on

9 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Lmao what did I just read. For me it gave crazy akathisia and more suicidal thoughts ,

 

Yes ofc. At the base it's eventually efficient for people who ear voices lol.

11 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

they had schizoid personality disorder as a hypothetical diagnosis for me hehe

Me to flex i say i have ASPD or OCPD

Dark is my psyche.

5 minutes ago, MarioGabrielJ said:

Of course you can experience and all that but it’s not worth it if you think from the absolute perspective 

I think we are here to be free and play.