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Meet your shadow - A 105 Question Test

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I just did this test and learnt a whole lot about myself!

https://www.idrlabs.com/personality-style/test.php

I understood many of my neurosis and I was able to put name to my obscure psychological traits. I discovered my compulsive side (71%) and my narcissist side (50%) and how they have played in my favour and in my detriment throughout my life. The point of the test is to be humbled and also honest with oneself, so that Personal Development and real healing can happen.

I invite you to discover your dark side! if you dare...

 

It would be nice if we all share our results with the Actualized.org community so that we can link resources for targetting the specific issues we are all facing.


God-Realize, this is First Business. Know that unless I live properly, this is not possible.

There is this body, I should know the requirements of my body. This is first duty. We have obligations towards others, loved ones, family, society, etc. Without material wealth we cannot do these things, for that a professional duty.

There is Mind; mind is tricky. Its higher nature should be nurtured, then Mind becomes virtuous and Conscious. When all Duties are continuously fulfilled, then life becomes steady. In this steady life God is available; via 5-MeO-DMT, ... Living in Self-Love, Realizing I am Infinity & I am God

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I scored 71% compulsive as well, but I feel I need to be in order to accomplish something and handle my depression.
I suspect the test might be made so that you get a high score on anything no matter what you choose...

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I like a good test. I take it with a pinch of salt though.

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Paranoid I kind of disagree with, cautious maybe yes. Narcisistic and antisocial, not really. The rest is about right lol. The problem is the sample size of questions, it's not big enough. Bear in mind the steps are in 100%/7, so not very fine grained.


57% paranoid

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So I've been reflecting about my results and what they could be pointing me towards, without denying nor doubting nor any other avoidance mechanism. How these mind workings have helped me to survive and thrive but also to suffer and kill me.

Having compulsive tendencies has brought me insane levels of Awakening and personal understanding but also to hedonism and stupid compulsive tail chaising.

Having narcissistic tendencies has allowed me to strive for being the best version of myself in everything but also to dismiss the feelings and needs of my loved ones.

So in this way, I think it's important to understand our shadow, how it came to be and also its light. For Awareness itself is curative and brings understanding. Hopefully in this way, I'm catching myself more and more in this type of behaviour while understanding the underlying mechanism so therefore I can reflect & introspect to decide what step to take next.


God-Realize, this is First Business. Know that unless I live properly, this is not possible.

There is this body, I should know the requirements of my body. This is first duty. We have obligations towards others, loved ones, family, society, etc. Without material wealth we cannot do these things, for that a professional duty.

There is Mind; mind is tricky. Its higher nature should be nurtured, then Mind becomes virtuous and Conscious. When all Duties are continuously fulfilled, then life becomes steady. In this steady life God is available; via 5-MeO-DMT, ... Living in Self-Love, Realizing I am Infinity & I am God

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My results are the worst amongst you all ... :(

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Posted (edited)

I hid this initially, as I tend to agree with @Bjorn K Holmstrom it's the kind of test that will give everyone who takes it some form of disorder, and that to me, is a failing of the modern medical professional to over diagnose people. I would challenge someone to try and get a 0% to see if it's possible.

I scored high on Schizoid 86% which I agree with because I've lived below the poverty line in an affluent area for 20+ years and adapted myself to it all my adult life. Few relationships outside of family and work, with a lot of alone time. Compulsive 50%, which I didn't agree with, as I'm not spontaneous and, if anything, too reserved. Some 43% negativistic and 57% depressive tendencies in there linked to the first point, which I agree with: Always the money. No matter how long you practice philosophy or spirituality (or anything else for that matter), if you are broke, life sucks. Dependent was sort of expected but i'd put it around 20% now, I've done a lot of work on it.

Edited by BlueOak

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I’ve posted the same test somewhere on Actualized.


Nothing will prevent Wily.

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I've never been called so many names at the same time.

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4 hours ago, BlueOak said:

I hid this initially, as I tend to agree with @Bjorn K Holmstrom it's the kind of test that will give everyone who takes it some form of disorder, and that to me, is a failing of the modern medical professional to over diagnose people. I would challenge someone to try and get a 0% to see if it's possible.

Of course, it's not rigorous but it will show your eccentricities which will aid for further investigation and maybe you discover some tendencies here and there 


God-Realize, this is First Business. Know that unless I live properly, this is not possible.

There is this body, I should know the requirements of my body. This is first duty. We have obligations towards others, loved ones, family, society, etc. Without material wealth we cannot do these things, for that a professional duty.

There is Mind; mind is tricky. Its higher nature should be nurtured, then Mind becomes virtuous and Conscious. When all Duties are continuously fulfilled, then life becomes steady. In this steady life God is available; via 5-MeO-DMT, ... Living in Self-Love, Realizing I am Infinity & I am God

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1 hour ago, CARDOZZO said:

I've never been called so many names at the same time.

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The best profile to a solo daygame pickup artist :D 

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It says that I clicked disagree to many times so I must have multiple personalities o.O

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I took the test and these are my results. My psychiatrist will definitely agree with the results. Accurate test. 

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My name is Reena Gerlach and I'm a woman of few words. 

 

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Posted (edited)

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I don’t think the results represent me very well. Depressive fine.

But narcissistic, histrionic, compulsive and hypomaniac doesn’t sound like me at all.

 

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Posted (edited)

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

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Wow. You're a happily insane histrionic bunny haha. :D:D

 

Edited by Buck Edwards

My name is Reena Gerlach and I'm a woman of few words. 

 

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1 minute ago, Buck Edwards said:

Wow. You're a happily insane histrionic bunny haha

@Buck Edwards

Seems so lol 

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Posted (edited)

Personality Style Test

Your personality style is:

Schizoid

Your test scores suggest that your personality style entails: A defect in your ability to form social relationships and an under-responsiveness to all sorts of stimuli. You exhibit an intrinsic emotional "flatness" where the highs don't get too high and the lows don't get too low. Emotions like joy, anger, and sadness do not move you as much as they move other people. Your natural state appears to be one where you have "retired" a bit into yourself, which is one source of the calmness that characterizes your normal state. Unlike what might be expected, your passivity and lack of vitality is not a form of self-protection, but simply seems to be your natural state.

I was too retarded to copy the results like everyone else has

. I don't think the result was very accurate for me.

How do you copy and share the results like y'all have?

Edited by Zigzag Idiot

"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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