Why am I attracted to femininity?

[Sugarcoat]

@Keryo Koffa ok interesting, never heard about that happening before 

 

 

 

 

[Keryo Koffa]

@Sugarcoat Well, it kinda makes sense, there are just many layers to it. We're dual, we carry both the feminine and masculine traits always and balance these proportions. We do limit ourselves through our psychology, however. In Reincarnation texts, the journey includes sex changes, though on an even greater scale, even Leo will tell you that you have been, are, and will be everything that exists.

 

So I went on the journey of integration and realized all my problems stemmed from a lack of integration and a misbalance of both genders in psychic attitudes, though at this point being locked into one type of body feels like a limitation as well.

 

 

And yet that itself is quite interesting because a blend of both would lose out on the prominence of either and still it's an art.

Edited August 2 by Keryo Koffa

[Schizophonia]

3 hours ago, Keryo Koffa said:

ChatGPT is the real G.O.A.T! Chat for President  Me: gets drunk on psychedelics, starts flirting with ChatGPT

-"GPT, say me how i am the most smart and hot french dude of the world 🪞😊 ?"

-"Oh, i would say Alain Delon, the epitome of French allure and sophistication. His piercing gaze, chiseled features, and undeniable charisma have captivated generations. It's no wonder he's often hailed as the most attractive French man in the world. Next to him, well, let's just say it's hard for anyone else to compete. 😉"

-"mhhhhhh...."

[Keryo Koffa]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

"Oh, i would say Alain Delon, the epitome of French allure and sophistication. His piercing gaze, chiseled features, and undeniable charisma have captivated generations. It's no wonder he's often hailed as the most attractive French man in the world. Next to him, well, let's just say it's hard for anyone else to compete. 😉"

Wait, is this a NAME REVEAL? Didn't know Alain Delon was posing as @Schizophonia on the actualized.org forum, what a surprise!

Then again, the faces match, damn GPT is smart!

It's fascinating how psychedelics can deage you!

Or did you copy Alex Demirel's homework?

Edited August 2 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

4 hours ago, Keryo Koffa said:

@Sugarcoat Well, it kinda makes sense, there are just many layers to it. We're dual, we carry both the feminine and masculine traits always and balance these proportions. We do limit ourselves through our psychology, however. In Reincarnation texts, the journey includes sex changes, though on an even greater scale, even Leo will tell you that you have been, are, and will be everything that exists.

 

So I went on the journey of integration and realized all my problems stemmed from a lack of integration and a misbalance of both genders in psychic attitudes, though at this point being locked into one type of body feels like a limitation as well.

 

 

And yet that itself is quite interesting because a blend of both would lose out on the prominence of either and still it's an art.

Okay I see. I thought if you were trans or something , nothing wrong w that just thinking 

[Keryo Koffa]

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Okay I see. I thought if you were trans or something , nothing wrong w that just thinking 

Nah, trans isn't radical enough. I seek the ability to morph between female and male seamlessly lol

But in the hierarchy of the psychic abilities I wanna unlock, it's quite a pickle on what to start with

Edited August 2 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Nah, trans isn't radical enough. I seek the ability to morph between female and male seamlessly lol

But in the hierarchy of the psychic abilities I wanna unlock, it's quite a pickle on what to start with

Lmao what 😂 each to their own I guess. 
Would that be a psychic ability? Never heard of it before. Although I’ve heard of gender fluid but that’s when someone switches on identity level 

Edited August 2 by Sugarcoat

[Keryo Koffa]

9 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Would that be a psychic ability? Never heard of it before.

Although I’ve heard of gender fluid but that’s when someone switches on identity level 

The psyche materializes the universe, so everything is psychic, so yes, but conscious manipulation is quite complicated. I know I need both experiences to truly feel whole and unlimited. Then again, there is also the genderless aspect of infinity, which is easier to experience, it goes into the opposite inflection.

Which is a continuous sensual body union experienced through merging one's identity with one's own body, skin, and cells and becoming aware of the lifeforce within oneself expressed and synergized into a persona from the endless autonomous cells, lifeforms, and psychic entities/parts/selves one is made out of. And that itself feels greater than any sex, it's becoming an orgy of every cell in your body rejoicing in ecstasy, where the surface of your whole body and skin becomes sex itself. Welp, that's psychedelics for you!  Unity, Yoga, Stage Coral!

Edited August 2 by Keryo Koffa

[Schizophonia]

27 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Wait, is this a NAME REVEAL? Didn't know Alain Delon was posing as @Schizophonia on the actualized.org forum, what a surprise!

Then again, the faces match, damn GPT is smart!

It's fascinating how psychedelics can deage you!

Or did you copy Alex Demirel's homework?

Lmao.

Unfortunately no, i don't think still being as attractive than him.

+ who is Alex Demirel ?

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

The psyche materializes the universe, so everything is psychic, so yes, but conscious manipulation is quite complicated. I know I need both experiences to truly feel whole and unlimited. Then again, there is also the genderless aspect of infinity, which is easier to experience, it goes into the opposite inflection.

Which is a continuous sensual body union experienced through merging one's identity with one's own body, skin, and cells and becoming aware of the lifeforce within oneself expressed and synergized into a persona from the endless autonomous cells, lifeforms, and psychic entities/parts/selves one is made out of. And that itself feels greater than any sex, it's becoming an orgy of every cell in your body rejoicing in ecstasy, where the surface of your whole body and skin becomes sex itself. Welp, that's psychedelics for you!

And here the MDMA descent begins

[Keryo Koffa]

@Schizophonia Oops wrong name, I forgot his name and took the first result of the google search, I meant Bryan Johnson:

 

[Keryo Koffa]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

And here the MDMA descent begins

Haven't tried MDMA yet, sounds interesting! Thanks for the recommendation, let's see what it can do!

Edited August 2 by Keryo Koffa

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

The psyche materializes the universe, so everything is psychic, so yes, but conscious manipulation is quite complicated. I know I need both experiences to truly feel whole and unlimited. Then again, there is also the genderless aspect of infinity, which is easier to experience, it goes into the opposite inflection.

Which is a continuous sensual body union experienced through merging one's identity with one's own body, skin, and cells and becoming aware of the lifeforce within oneself expressed and synergized into a persona from the endless autonomous cells, lifeforms, and psychic entities/parts/selves one is made out of. And that itself feels greater than any sex, it's becoming an orgy of every cell in your body rejoicing in ecstasy, where the surface of your whole body and skin becomes sex itself. Welp, that's psychedelics for you!  Unity, Yoga, Stage Coral!

Sounds lovely 

[Keryo Koffa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Sounds lovely 

It's... a lot. I'm still integrating

[Sugarcoat]

2 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

It's... a lot. I'm still integrating

I have yet to experience such on psychedelics. When I tried 5 Meo I was too afraid to up the dose over 10 mg so I only got myself a little partial ego death for a minute or so that’s it lol

Edited August 2 by Sugarcoat

[Keryo Koffa]

Me, a couple of humorous @Schizophonia replies later, following the advice to heart

 

[Keryo Koffa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

I have yet to experience such on psychedelics. When I tried 5 Meo I was to afraid of to up the dose so I got myself a little partial ego death for a minute or so that’s it lol

Well, I was actually the same way on 5-DMT, 5-MipT was unique and heavenly. The cosmic ecstacy was a result of 2C-B, LSD and Shrooms one time and then extended in scope a second time through Dissociatives. Psychs expand your awareness, but Dissos really merge you with your experience.

[Sugarcoat]

18 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Well, I was actually the same way on 5-DMT, 5-MipT was unique and heavenly. The cosmic ecstacy was a result of 2C-B, LSD and Shrooms one time and then extended in scope a second time through Dissociatives. Psychs expand your awareness, but Dissos really merge you with your experience.

Interesting 

[Keryo Koffa]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Interesting 

Yup, well, they also dissociate you from your experience. It's less of a paradox and more of a strange loop. You dissociate from your ego and associate/merge into your sensations. If you go far enough, you'll experience infinite synchronicities, but too much is quite disorienting, to the point where you don't even notice it is

[Sugarcoat]

5 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

Yup, well, they also dissociate you from your experience. It's less of a paradox and more of a strange loop. You dissociate from your ego and associate/merge into your sensations. If you go far enough, you'll experience infinite synchronicities, but too much is quite disorienting, to the point where you don't even notice it is

Cool