How LSD Changed Me.

[ExploringReality]

I started out with personal development in high school to assist me in learning about my emotions, being that I've always had anger issues expressed through rage and violence (fights). Around the 11th grade I stumbled upon videos of Darryl Anka channeling Bashar and videos on YouTube about Quantum Mechanics and challenging Newtonian science and the possibilities of paradigms being shattered and explored. This really opened my mind to possibilities and questioning my own worldviews and belief system, it made me pursue this journey of understanding what reality, mind and perception truly are. What is Existence? It's fascinating to me, this lead to me reading books on spirituality, books by Michael Talbot, Thomas khuns "structure of scientific revolution" and books on philosophy and metaphysics. At some point I stumbled upon Terrence McKenna lectures, mind you this process is happening between 17-19 years old and started learning about the scientific and phenomenological descriptions of consciousness under the influence of these psychedelic compounds. LSD came over me and expanded my Sense perception every time I took it and I would isolate myself at home doing full body yoga, ocean breathing and traveling through the inner space of my mind and body. I understood what death actually is, what consciousness is, what this moment truly is! This Consciousness of yours is the consciousness that is I. I is I. Psychedelics have definitely changed how I think, how I relate to my emotions, I am more empathetic and compassionate. I love reality. You lose yourself as God then find yourself again and again. When I take a psychedelic it's like I'm a dead person who awakens after a thousand years of sleep so you can forget what you are. You have never left this  timeless moment. You only dream you are here.

Edited July 29 by ExploringReality