Random Writing

[Buck Edwards]

@Marcel I'm your carrot. 

[Marcel]

Just now, Buck Edwards said:

@Marcel I'm your carrot. 

*pats my carrot and feels her smooth skin ❤️

[Marcel]

Im getting better and better at staying present throughout the day. 

[Marcel]

To my surprise my sleep schedule is very consistent nowadays. It used to be so all over a place. I had a Phase that looked like this 2-3 months ago, by far the most extreme one.  

2 hours of sleep for 7 days

10 hours of sleep for 3 days 

4 hours of sleep for 5 days

7 hours of sleep for 2 days 

I still don’t understand how I only managed to sleep 14 hours in an entire week back then. It would flip flop like this every couple of days. Am I glad this is finally resolved and I now sleep consistently and mostly well.

 

[Buck Edwards]

2 hours ago, Marcel said:

To my surprise my sleep schedule is very consistent nowadays. It used to be so all over a place. I had a Phase that looked like this 2-3 months ago, by far the most extreme one.  

2 hours of sleep for 7 days

10 hours of sleep for 3 days 

4 hours of sleep for 5 days

7 hours of sleep for 2 days 

I still don’t understand how I only managed to sleep 14 hours in an entire week back then. It would flip flop like this every couple of days. Am I glad this is finally resolved and I now sleep consistently and mostly well.

 

Thanks to your carrot wifey! 

[Marcel]

54 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

Thanks to your carrot wifey! 

+1 Definitely. Wifey effects are a blessing 

[Marcel]

May have a chance to see a bit of Stage red in action today. Just hope there won’t be too much work for us paramedics. 

[Marcel]

If you are given everything you can never truly appreciate it. You don’t know what you had until it’s lost is very much a true saying. 

The human mind is very quick to get used to things and conditions and taking things for granted. 

 

[Marcel]

Today is a good day. I’ve always found it incredibly odd when people go „ugh it’s Monday“. It screams to me that they need to rethink their entire life and how they approach it. 

Mondays are awesome. A new week of this dazzling adventure hurtling through this cosmos on our, in comparison, insignificantly small earthly spaceship. 

Everything is Exciting. Even Staring at a wall is exciting. I sometimes wonder how people can possibly become bored, you have a marvel of a mind that can create anything and out of all of it it creates boredom?! 

The timing lmfao Just as I write that my peeper went of and I’m off. 

This day will be exciting. Let’s goo

 

 

Edited Monday at 05:45 AM by Marcel

[Marcel]

Well that was uneventful. What An unattended grill can cause. Moving so many cars and personal. Incredible 

[Marcel]

Did a 2h 30 Min meditation today. 

While doing so the phrase:

“Before enlightenment chop wood carry water. After enlightenment chop wood carry water.”

Echoed through my mind tying in with. “Be in the World, but not of the world” 

I feel right at the cusp of a mental breakthrough that I can’t quite put in words yet. Exciting