Random Writing

[Marcel]

Whenever I think I understand the depths of manipulation I am taught a masterclass.

Its incredible how a person can switch, seemingly within minutes. 

I greatly need to increase my capacity and understanding of evil, every form of it.

I thought I was already set up well, but life taught me im woefully underprepared.

The problems is that someone rotten to the core can conceive of plans you can’t. Their imagination goes further. They have a deeper reach into hell. Their senses are wilder, more beastly and you don’t know how much you underestimate this aspect until you are already trapped in the spiders net. 

Appearances be what they may, life has proven to me again and again that healthy paranoia is absolutely a quality worth having, developing, sharpening and mastering.

You don’t know how vulnerable you are, until you actually think it through. We are so easily attackable from every conceivable angle.

[Marcel]

Yesterday was a very long day and today will be so presumably as well. 

I keep realising how much I unconsciously avoid to be present. A whole host of uncomfortable feelings knock at the door of my in the moment presence. 

This may explain why I get lost in my thoughts so often and drift off. It’s a distraction I fall into, almost like a safety valve, because feeling everything at once may be too painful.

Well. A lot of positivity and lovely feelings have also entered the picture, still old baggage wants its fair share of attention.

 I am improving steadily

 

 

[Buck Edwards]

1 hour ago, Marcel said:

Yesterday was a very long day and today will be so presumably as well. 

I keep realising how much I unconsciously avoid to be present. A whole host of uncomfortable feelings knock at the door of my in the moment presence. 

This may explain why I get lost in my thoughts so often and drift off. It’s a distraction I fall into, almost like a safety valve, because feeling everything at once may be too painful.

Well. A lot of positivity and lovely feelings have also entered the picture, still old baggage wants its fair share of attention.

 I am improving steadily

 

 

Love emoji.. 

[Buck Edwards]

A cat and yarn. 

[Marcel]

20 hours ago, Buck Edwards said:

A cat and yarn. 

I love it hun 

Such a lucky cat, to have so many yarns🧶 to play with, large ones too. Great work ❤️

Edited December 2 by Marcel

[Marcel]

I sometimes forgot that progress doesn’t just look like a straight line that continually goes upward. There are bumps on this ride.

Either fuel for further and higher flight or a downhill snowball of regression, depending on ones attitude.

Edited December 1 by Marcel

[Marcel]

How do you know? 

This question keeps mesmerising me. 

How do you know? Or in other words and more specifically: „What is the thought process / reasoning / which method did you use,  that lead you to this specific conclusion and what exactly makes you so certain that your thought process / reasoning / method and conclusion(s) are “correct”? 

At what point is something correct, meaning something genuinely being an exact way instead of another?At what point can you definitively know x to be true? 

Or in other words: “How do you know you know and haven’t deluded yourself, in one way or the other, leading to distorted, incomplete or inaccurate results along the way”?

Questions are fascinating tools. You can always keep asking. Curiosity, for better or worse, has no end. Or has it? 

Edited December 10 by Marcel

[josemar]

"My dad and my grandma never talked and still don’t. For example while eating a meal or even in general, they just sat/sit in silence and only talk/ed if something organisational has to be discussed. "

 

Plot twist: they are enlightened and don't put much value into intrusive thoughts or the need for validation 🥹

[Marcel]

7 minutes ago, josemar said:

"My dad and my grandma never talked and still don’t. For example while eating a meal or even in general, they just sat/sit in silence and only talk/ed if something organisational has to be discussed. "

 

Plot twist: they are enlightened and don't put much value into intrusive thoughts or the need for validation 🥹

Interesting interpretation lol 

[Buck Edwards]

@Marcel don't mind some people. They can't mind their own business. I love you. 

[Marcel]

1 minute ago, Buck Edwards said:

@Marcel don't mind some people. They can't mind their own business. I love you. 

Yeah. I guess so. Can’t help but respond.

Thanks hun. I love you 

[Marcel]

Everything is working out. Every day in every way my life is improving. Miracles all around.

Truly remarkably that this year started out awful and will end on an incredible high note. 

I’m so excited for the years to come. 🤩