Random Writing

[Marcel]

I find the newest conspiracy theory of some people, who genuinely seem to believe that my wife is a guy, incredibly hilarious.

🤣

Every time I think some people on this forum couldn't possibly become any more stupid, they still somehow magically manage to exceed my already sky high expectations.

Incredible. 

Edited November 10, 2024 by Marcel

[Whitney Edwards]

2 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I find the newest conspiracy of some people who genuinely seem to believe that my wife is a guy incredibly hilarious.

🤣

Every time I think some people on this forum couldn't possibly become stupider, they still somehow magically manage to exceed my already sky high expectations.

Incredible. 

I simply block those people. There's no point in arguing with them. 

I'm seriously tired of telling the forum THAT I AM A FUCKING WOMAN. 

So sick of conspiracies against me. 

 

Edited November 10, 2024 by Buck Edwards

[Marcel]

6 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

I simply block those people. There's no point in arguing with them. 

Me too hun. You know my policy when it comes to interacting with clowns.

*Straight to the dark dungeon that is my ignore list, with no chance of parole

 

Edited November 10, 2024 by Marcel

[Whitney Edwards]

This is my favorite food. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Whitney Edwards]

 

[Marcel]

It’s somewhat cold outside. 4 degrees Celsius.

I love being in the cold ( for a bit ) and then returning back to the warmth. 

 

[Marcel]

Nothing came to mind today. 

Feels like writers block on steroids.

Wonder why I tend to go completely blank when trying to journal recently 

[Marcel]

The obsession some people on this forum have with my wife is fascinating.

Some very curious creatures ( well, apparently one less now lmfao ) frequent  this website at times. It continues to amaze me. 

Im grateful for every person that behaves in an odd or even unhinged way ( online ) so I can observe their mind functioning from a distance and being in awe of its protocol.

Its just so fascinating. The way some people „reason“ , assume, project and the come to the wildest conclusions, while being utterly self-biased and endlessly stuck in one behaviour and communication style or the other, without ever improving. 

It genuinely intrigues me to understand how they came to be that way, what their daily life looks like, their general level of peace and happiness. Their family structure, education, current and past environment, friends, activities they pursue, life purpose etc.

To me both complete idiots and enlightened masters are interesting. There’s a lot to be learned on both sides of human potential. 
 

 

 

 

[Whitney Edwards]

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

their general level of peace and happiness.

They are miserable and their general peace and happiness is shit. They talk about personal development when all they do is remain stuck in their bubble of judgement and delusion. If I'm stuck in their head, they are having me rent free, so much for personal development lmao. 

 

[Marcel]

10 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

They are miserable and their general peace and happiness is shit. They talk about personal development when all they do is remain stuck in their bubble of judgement and delusion. If I'm stuck in their head, they are having me rent free, so much for personal development lmao. 

 

Fair enough. Seems accurate. Beyond the words I read I always do my best to pick up the feelings behind them and that’s about what it amounts to more or less. 
 

[Whitney Edwards]

 

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Edited November 14, 2024 by Buck Edwards

[Marcel]

Today I realised that I have more work to do. 

There are still situations that can make me furiously angry. I’m not saying anger is wrong or that I shouldn’t have the right to feel angry, especially when loved ones get hurt. 

But. I want to stay in control emotionally no matter what happens or what I am being told. 

Composure. I’m not trying to become an emotionless robot. I want to be able to feel and transmute any emotion at will.

Especially anger, because it’s so potent. Anger is a powerful fuel and I will use it effectively to create the kind of situation I envision. 

I sometimes forgot how awful some people can act. I often make the mistake of thinking that just because I wouldn’t do something someone else wouldn’t as well, yet there’s always the possibility of evil beyond my comprehension or expectations.

I need to broaden my scope in both directions of human activity. 

Increase my potentiality for good and evil. I have to be able to imagine more then the worst monsters to stay one step ahead of them. I have to be able to imagine more then most graceful angels to do even more good.

All sides of human potential contain wisdom and I am more then willing to learn and pick the gold from every perspective that offers itself to me. 

[Whitney Edwards]

Dedicated to my husband. 

[Marcel]

13 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

Dedicated to my husband. 

Beautiful 😍 

[Whitney Edwards]

Cat cow. 

 

[Marcel]

1 hour ago, Buck Edwards said:

Cat cow. 

 

A very faithful recreation with an added flavour of flowers, hills, trees, a windmill and a barn.

It’s so good 😊 

 

Edited November 23, 2024 by Marcel

[Marcel]

Some people double down on ignorance.

Some people actually reflect and transcend it.

[Whitney Edwards]

Blue you pink me

[Marcel]

5 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

Blue you pink me

So cute 🥰 

I love how you made them cheeky hun 

And the haircut is 10/10 😄

[Marcel]

It’s incredible how hard beating old patterns is at times.

Stuff I have seemingly fixed resurfaces at the worst conceivable moment and time periods.

Seems this episode was necessary to finally break this particular self destructive tendency.

Edited November 27, 2024 by Marcel