Well I rolled on some real shit and the universe gave me a clear message,  I decided to write it down so here it is.   You need to chill the fuck out. I saw the snake in the cage. There is no rush. Take your time. Relax. You've been on one ages 18-21. Quit being cocky thinking you can handle infinity, your probably not ready. It's easy to get excited about this. Really pay attention to what the universe is saying to you. The universe has been hinting that I need to chill, and I haven't been fully aware of it until now   If anyone in my age range can relate to this then realize there is no rush at all, seriously. I've had this sensation that I need to rush the journey and its just not necessary. I saw the snake in the cage and it literally hissed at me... it was a damn monster in there man. Your self is no joke. Take your time and do not take it to seriously. Did pretty much what Leo said everyone does in the Hero's journey video, man I saw that damn snake and retreated right the fuck back, but having that experience was really encouraging! The hero is getting right back on his feet and will keep moving forward.