When Contemplation goes Haywire, maybe Knowing itself is a Paradox of limitation

[Keryo Koffa]

I was contemplating the effects of age on psychedelic experience and that's how my reasonings go at the current stage of my development, do you have any pointers towards the next stage of reasoning ability that transcends my current one?:

Less rigidification, people tend to lose their flexibility and open-mindedness with age because they adjust to societal norm, like they say "you're the average of the 5 people you spend time with" but also "you average towards the system you live in, as time progresses", though that's just one perspective. When one accomplishes everything, one can start individuating from there and expanding one's paradigm as needs are met, see maslow's hierarchy of needs. So any position can be justified and rationalized, though all of them are rooted in some real component, which often leaves major cues to its origin in general social tendencies but also there are important individual components to the complexity that can't just be described in simple statements. So the Zen Masters are right to affirm and negate and be discontent with any position, even as spiral dynamics stages keep swinging the pendulum to ever greater discernment and balance, though all of that is done through transcending dualities, though there are ever greater dualities to infinity, though one can also know one's own intent intuitively and shortcut that process, though one's subconscious is vast and exploring it always leads to greater perspective and realization of the interconnections that create reality and exist outside one's limited awareness, though one can presume that there is a layer of god so vast, that it contains all possible explanations and reasons, as Leo states in his "An Advanced Explanation Of God-Realization" video, though that's not within my direct experience yet, though one could say that it is and I'm just not aware of it, though someone else would say that it is even then, though I could continue this chain of thought to infinity, though it may end, or it may not and I am getting tired of this specific line of reasoning and exploration, which is really probably just to say that I should take psychedelics and experientially transcend it all, though I had previous experiences like that and they continued with the same process just on the experiential instead of mind axis, though that may not be a bug but a feature, though I guess I intuit one can get to a stage where everything is so tuned into and synchronized, that one becomes the experience and all its facets oneself to the extent that one's reasoning ceases, as it becomes known, felt experience. Leo must have a lot of experience of this, as he always seeks ever greater big picture understandings and continues making these long contemplative videos on various layers of the holarchy. I am enjoying the process though but Hmm...

[Javfly33]

1 hour ago, Keryo Koffa said:

I was contemplating the effects of age on psychedelic experience and that's how my reasonings go at the current stage of my development, do you have any pointers towards the next stage of reasoning ability that transcends my current one?:

You can not transcend reasoning with more reasoning 🤭

 

[Keryo Koffa]

@Javfly33 Are you sure? Logic can disprove logic, that's the essence of paradox. Why not the same with reason? 

How else do you leave a paradigm, but by dismantling its axioms to open you up?

Welp, expanding through feeling and yoga, psychedelics and consciousness also works I guess

But I do enjoy reasoning, I want to push its boundaries and ultimately dissolve it from the inside out, I just find that really satisfying and completing, to implode a structure and realize its vanity, just as Leo always makes new videos...

Else I'm left feeling that there are assumptions I haven't questioned and that boggles me

But maybe I'm also addicted to exploration itself, I like relating all these concepts and dimensions, it's like Art

Maybe that's its own Ego-Identity, I'll question it on my next trip, though I'll also do it in the time until then, though as you would say it, being hung up on it is it's own problem, maybe...

I guess it's the question of exploration vs transcendence, I do like exploration and transcendence opens me up to more, I want to explore but not be limited in the exploration, so then that's transcendence, I'll keep going, though maybe to keep going one needs to stop going... hmm....

Edited July 13 by Keryo Koffa

[Jehovah increases]

Knowing itself is a Paradox of limitation. It already does.