What am I seeking?

[Javfly33]

I just realized i dont know what the fuck I am seeking.

No Matter what Life becomes, is never enough.  

Im seeking something i dont even know, how fucking absurd. 

[Davino]

As you say, sometimes is the background feeling that what happens is not enough. That's many times the case for me. 

Once seeking is deeply examined, one earns a profound sense of clarity.

It is indeed a very good sign that the whole mechanism of seeking and desire to Awaken, discover Truth or whatever is profoundly questioned.

Usually it goes like a pendulum between profound seeking and deep abiding. The balance between concentration and relaxation, effort and effortlessness, striving and letting go...

 

[Yimpa]

Truth with a capital T

[Ishanga]

13 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

I just realized i dont know what the fuck I am seeking.

No Matter what Life becomes, is never enough.  

Im seeking something i dont even know, how fucking absurd. 

You know Sadhguru's work, Your Seeking to be More that what You Are Right Now, that More is whatever, it is Potential and Possibility, our minds in this day and age have so much exposure to shit purposes and fake dreams that it opens up the mind a bit, compared to the days of just slaving away to make some shelter and find food/safety,,,but when You get a glimpse of Awakening as we call it nowadays, then the Mind and our built in Desiring Process goes to work, first it searches for Intellectual Knowing, more videos, more guru's, more books, more studying, then that gets boring and fazes away, then the work/sadhana kicks in, you feel better, then that fazes out, then the real work of seeking happens, to Be More Than What You Are RIGHT NOW!

[Someone here]

Well. The answer to your OP is not that complicated..you are seeking happiness. 

But is happiness found outside yourself in the world or is it found within? 

A question to ponder.i don't claim to have the answer .

[Davino]

@Javfly33 You seek everything, a desire for all that exists.

Infinity

[Princess Arabia]

25 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Well. The answer to your OP is not that complicated..you are seeking happiness. 

But is happiness found outside yourself in the world or is it found within? 

A question to ponder.i don't claim to have the answer .

This is what you think. It seems to be this on the surface, but is this really what's being sought. Happiness is already here.

[Princess Arabia]

What every seeker is actually seeking is, ironically, the END OF SEEKING.

[Someone here]

2 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Happiness is already here.

Spiritual baloney. 

Are you happy when you are reaaaaaally hungry for example? 

[Ishanga]

1 minute ago, Princess Arabia said:

What every seeker is actually seeking is, ironically, the END OF SEEKING.

This is called Moksha, or Liberation, total dissolution of Individuality and Identity (ego mind of sorts I guess), this is the end of seeking...this is why we are here as Humans to play this Game...

[An young being]

Most are seeking experiences of different forms, while the remaining are living the experiences.

Edited July 8 by An young being

[Princess Arabia]

20 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Spiritual baloney. 

Are you happy when you are reaaaaaally hungry for example? 

That's not what I said. I'm not in the mood for Spiritual crap today. Happiness is already here no need to seek it, just take away the shit that's veiling it and it will reveal itself to you. That's what I'm referring to. It's all here right now. We are human generators and just need to know how to allow for the energy to flow through. Nothing is stopping you but your own mind and maybe if you take Leo's course you'll learn how.

Plus it's only the mind that seeks happiness the body is perfectly fine just functioning and producing.

Edited July 8 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

21 minutes ago, Ishanga said:

This is called Moksha, or Liberation, total dissolution of Individuality and Identity (ego mind of sorts I guess), this is the end of seeking...this is why we are here as Humans to play this Game...

👍

[Davino]

31 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

What every seeker is actually seeking is, ironically, the END OF SEEKING.

All desire is for desirelessness / freedom from desire

But what can give freedom from desire?

[Princess Arabia]

12 minutes ago, Davino said:

All desire is for desirelessness / freedom from desire

But what can give freedom from desire?

Nothing because it's illusory.  The need for desire stems from separation which is illusory. It cannot be helped.

Edited July 8 by Princess Arabia

[Breakingthewall]

I Know what I am looking for: total openness to reality, erasing the entire structure of human fear that closes, being open to the now completely, beyond human life, in all its total depth. I perceive this life as an stage. I don't understand how works the cosmos, but I'm moving forward, following an impulse, creating a new pattern as clean as I can that can allow the most possible openess. In openenss is happiness, because it's the essence of reality, of better, in closure is unhappyness, then it's easy to choose the right path, seems that the design is done to move you in that direction, the narrow path of evolution 

[Hojo]

You are God flying into random things and experiencing them. You found a human a human can look at things and experience what they are without going into them. go around searching for the feeling you are feeling and find where its at your brain is a radar.

Pretend God flew into a flower it dosent know what a flower is it goes inside of it and is surrounded by colour and smells and feelings the flower is creating it is experiencing life as what a flower feels. Now it flew into a human which is just an intelligent flower. What you feel is what this intelligent flower is experiencing.

Unlike a flower This flower can do many things with the field of reality. It can label whats around it it can sense at long distance it can see very far away and understand that there are other things out there.Its just a matter of fucking around with what you feel like.

Edited July 9 by Hojo

[An young being]

8 hours ago, Davino said:

All desire is for desirelessness / freedom from desire

But what can give freedom from desire?

It's not necessary to be completely free of desires. What's necessary is trying to reach the point at which you will be happy and contended with your suffering.

[Rafael Thundercat]

Is amazing to see some guys here that in some isntances are all over the place with grand explanations of reality and yadayada and lecturing everyone else and then suddenly lost as a bee inside a closed house in the summer, that ones we see hiting the window. For me this is when God decides to apply the humble down lesson in one of its incarnations. 

What you guys lack to understand is that there is more to this game than Realizing Absolutes. In the end you can even know you are God, Solopsism and whatever. But you still will need to deal with the fragility of being this human you are with all the things human are and need to face. 

Welcome to Real life. Sometimes is a freaking Hell,or Divine Comedy. 

[Javfly33]

11 hours ago, Davino said:

It is indeed a very good sign that the whole mechanism of seeking and desire to Awaken, discover Truth or whatever is profoundly questioned.

 Nice 👌

11 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Truth with a capital T

But what is that?

11 hours ago, Ishanga said:

You know Sadhguru's work, Your Seeking to be More that what You Are Right Now, that More is whatever, it is Potential and Possibility, our minds in this day and age have so much exposure to shit purposes and fake dreams that it opens up the mind a bit, compared to the days of just slaving away to make some shelter and find food/safety,,,but when You get a glimpse of Awakening as we call it nowadays, then the Mind and our built in Desiring Process goes to work, first it searches for Intellectual Knowing, more videos, more guru's, more books, more studying, then that gets boring and fazes away, then the work/sadhana kicks in, you feel better, then that fazes out, then the real work of seeking happens, to Be More Than What You Are RIGHT NOW!

Man yesterday I sit in the grass and I put Shivaya Parameshwaraya mantra and completely lost sense of individuality. Couldn´t find myself and I decided to open this topic lol. Pretty magical moment it was. I had to sit more on the grass lol ego vanishes more easy like that. 

11 hours ago, Someone here said:

Well. The answer to your OP is not that complicated..you are seeking happiness. 

But is happiness found outside yourself in the world or is it found within? 

A question to ponder.i don't claim to have the answer .

Within, Im sure. 

11 hours ago, Davino said:

@Javfly33 You seek everything, a desire for all that exists.

Infinity

Yes, yesterday I felt I experienced my being as pure unlimitation, couldn't find myself in the body, pure freedom. 

11 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

What every seeker is actually seeking is, ironically, the END OF SEEKING.

Well said. 

11 hours ago, Ishanga said:

This is called Moksha, or Liberation, total dissolution of Individuality and Identity (ego mind of sorts I guess), this is the end of seeking...this is why we are here as Humans to play this Game...

👍

10 hours ago, Davino said:

All desire is for desirelessness / freedom from desire

But what can give freedom from desire?

I think by Realizing oneself , if oneself is the ultimate desire/satisfaction. 

6 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

I Know what I am looking for: total openness to reality, erasing the entire structure of human fear that closes, being open to the now completely, beyond human life, in all its total depth. I perceive this life as an stage. I don't understand how works the cosmos, but I'm moving forward, following an impulse, creating a new pattern as clean as I can that can allow the most possible openess. In openenss is happiness, because it's the essence of reality, of better, in closure is unhappyness, then it's easy to choose the right path, seems that the design is done to move you in that direction, the narrow path of evolution 

It is the drive of reality yes

5 hours ago, Hojo said:

You are God flying into random things and experiencing them. You found a human a human can look at things and experience what they are without going into them. go around searching for the feeling you are feeling and find where its at your brain is a radar.

Pretend God flew into a flower it dosent know what a flower is it goes inside of it and is surrounded by colour and smells and feelings the flower is creating it is experiencing life as what a flower feels. Now it flew into a human which is just an intelligent flower. What you feel is what this intelligent flower is experiencing.

Unlike a flower This flower can do many things with the field of reality. It can label whats around it it can sense at long distance it can see very far away and understand that there are other things out there.Its just a matter of fucking around with what you feel like.

I am God? What is God? I don´t know what is god. 

2 hours ago, Rafael Thundercat said:

Is amazing to see some guys here that in some isntances are all over the place with grand explanations of reality and yadayada and lecturing everyone else and then suddenly lost as a bee inside a closed house in the summer, that ones we see hiting the window. For me this is when God decides to apply the humble down lesson in one of its incarnations. 

What you guys lack to understand is that there is more to this game than Realizing Absolutes. In the end you can even know you are God, Solopsism and whatever. But you still will need to deal with the fragility of being this human you are with all the things human are and need to face. 

Welcome to Real life. Sometimes is a freaking Hell,or Divine Comedy. 

Well, you were who called me a Guru or something like that last week, I never put myself such a label.

Don´t think God applied to me any humble down lesson 😂 I opened this topic myself yesterday, not God. 

I don´t have any image to defend, so one day I might open a topic explaining something profound I might discovered, and other day I might open a topic asking for advice.

Honestly if you keep being such a constant dick I´ll end up blocking you because is getting really tiring reading your messages every time you post on my topics. 

Grow up. 

Edited July 9 by Javfly33