James123

This pain is unbearable.

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We just discovered at the doctor that my son has a tachycardia. An his situation is critical, he is in icu. i couldn't surrender. The pain was too much for me, finally i surrender and fuck, i lost my all humanly / worldly emotions. I am completely empty.

I can't even say what should I do. Fuck man completely empty again. The pain hurts so much, on my chest and in my chest, something is breaking my bones. This pain is thousand times heavier than ego death. Believe me, All bad pychedelics trips or ego deaths are bullshit. 

İ have no choice but / except / only surrender. 

Please pray for my son. 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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Deeply sorry to hear. Stay strong. Your son needs it. 


One Love....

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Posted (edited)

Sorry to hear it man.

Hang in there. It might sort itself out. The body can be remarkably strong. Give it some time before assuming the worst.

Edited by Leo Gura

You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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Doctors told my mother that I wasn’t even supposed to be born, that it was impossible. Life is miraculous 


"Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."

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1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

Deeply sorry to hear. Stay strong. Your son needs it. 

It is amazing when parents don’t give up on their children 


"Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."

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@James123

Warrior strength, my friend.

The good news is that he is being monitored at the ICU. He can make it out of this.


 

 

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Sorry to hear that, stay strong and focus on what’s real, don’t let the mind carry you away. Go for some walks if you can get some time. 

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Best thing you can do is demonstrate the strength your son needs in his dad at this difficult time.

Head up man.

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Really sorry to hear it, hoping for the best.

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I am so sorry to hear this. Sending prayers for your son. 

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Thank you very much for all the wishes guys. İ love you all my friends. 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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1 hour ago, James123 said:

Thank you very much for all the wishes guys. İ love you all my friends. 

Keep us posted on his condition. ❤️

Edited by Princess Arabia

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@James123  I can't even imagine the pain that follows this horrible of news like that.  Surrendering is a very wise choice, trying to fight against or resist what we can't change only makes us feel powerless. When faced with situations we can't change the only option we have control over is to change ourselves and actions.

Praying for you both. 

Edited by Dabidoe

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Sending the most well wishes your way. We are in this life together. Sending stength and love.

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9 hours ago, Value said:

Sending the most well wishes your way. We are in this life together. Sending stength and love.

Thank you very much!!!!

15 hours ago, Dabidoe said:

@James123  I can't even imagine the pain that follows this horrible of news like that.  Surrendering is a very wise choice, trying to fight against or resist what we can't change only makes us feel powerless. When faced with situations we can't change the only option we have control over is to change ourselves and actions.

Praying for you both. 

Thank you very much brother!!!


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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I wish he would get over it. Thank you for sharing your pain, it feels like mine for a moment.

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