Feel good after breaking up

[AlwaysJoggin]

Keep it short 🍄‍🟫(im not perfect ) having a taste of solipsism and my past self dying literally the coward inside me vanished. I like it and so relieving knowing I'm the only one because I had hate for alot of people. Now Im just have this super maxed out confidence feel like a devil sometimes I'm also gifted genetically tall have nice face and green eyes which adds to it also was doing boxing for a long time but it got me in trouble because I had unprotected sex and got girl pregnant when I turned 24 which made me stop having this rock star like life which was short lived because it only started after doing psychedelics and to becoming a father which is also nice because I love him unconditionally and just want to watch him play and kiss and hug him. But I only could tolerate his mom for 3 years I finally gave up on her, was holding back for the child but her brain  npc like and only act on instinct I do have sympathy for her but I think it’s better for me to going back being single again it’s not about sex really if they cut my dick off tomorrow I would care less but I just like being by my self kind of been like this since I was born and I will always be there for my kid and want to see him often and support him.
 

Who knows maybe because I love my son so much I might go back with his mom I very was ready to sacrifice my life for him but it got to a point where I started doubting is I was that strong maybe Im not.

Idk why im posting this but this only site I like I check the blog often I don’t really read the forums anymore because I don’t need help anymore I got every thing wanted from watching all of leos videos on repeat 🔁 for last 9 years