Sexuality is very confusing

[Javfly33]

Lately i´ve been letting my sexuality run fucking wild. Like no repression or judgment.

In a sense i feel that is a growth indicator.

But in other i feel the more one invests and go deep in sexuality the more it seems certain chains are being put in your being everytime you get 'dirty' with other person. The more one feels is getting oneself more entangled in social/power dynamics, and the karmic dimensions of the beings you interact with and have sex.

It feels energetically something feels 'dirty', 'enslaved', entangled. BUT , that could be actually the ego trying to surpress something. Maybe the mind do not want to explore the profoundity of what sex can reveal to us. 

So... trying to avoid it and put it under the carpet seems a judgment of the mind, like the ego tries to judge sex because his idea of love is limited.

But...it can not be denied...it seems no matter what amount of sex one has one seems to not get anywhere after all those experiences. 

Edited May 13 by Javfly33

[Felliks]

Nice one! I've been letting go and seeing where it leads with my girl, and oh boy is it wild.

Yes, it's wild, which is seen as dirty, and entangled because it is that way. Ultimately, it's a play with fire, cool while safe.

Just be able to put it out at any moment.

I've been in situations where I couldn't, and now it kind of runs my life.

[Jannes]

You have different parts of your brain. We often underplay that the more primal parts of our brain play a huge role in our perception of reality because it would reveal that we still have a lot of wild monkey in us. If you do a lot of stuff that triggers the monkey mind in you (like wild sex) it's gonna have a big impact on your psyche. 

[QVx]

Sex is infinite in mind, when one lets go of identifying with what is and simply bathes in that which is then you’ll find your answers

Enjoy the wild ride! What’s the most profound experience you’ve had thus far?

[Princess Arabia]

You're having sex with your thoughts. The body doesn't care about your sexual escapades neither does the brain; they only care about survival and reproduction. This is why we want more and more and more and why you're not getting anywhere. There's nowhere to go. It's just a pleasure principle for your mind which will never be satisfied in the long run.

Just have sex for sex's sake without trying to get somewhere.

Edited May 14 by Princess Arabia

[strika]

On 14. 05. 2024. at 3:22 PM, Princess Arabia said:

You're having sex with your thoughts. The body doesn't care about your sexual escapades neither does the brain; they only care about survival and reproduction. This is why we want more and more and more and why you're not getting anywhere. There's nowhere to go. It's just a pleasure principle for your mind which will never be satisfied in the long run.

Just have sex for sex's sake without trying to get somewhere.

you miss every time bruh 🤣🤣🤣

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, strika said:

you miss every time bruh 🤣🤣🤣

Stalking me. You're everywhere I go😂