Deschloroketamine (DCK) Trip report

[Holymoly]

Yesterday around 2pm

dosage 40mg orally. 

 

The trip started quite quickly after about 10 minutes I could definitely notice the effects, DCK is known for confusion and I would say this is true it became increasingly important for me to let go as this experience unfolded. I began to notice that my thoughts were becoming jumbled and the discordant, I felt fear begin to kick in as i noticed that i was in quite the altered state and also being new to this class of drug (dissociative). The fear turned into excitement as I realised this fear will lead to growth and I had a wave of gratitude and self love come over me as I was able to witness that brave part of myself. The soundtrack pulled me in deeper and I began to contemplate all the psychedelic trips happening around the world at the time in therapy sessions and privately in peoples homes a sense of awe and fellowship came about followed by a sense of shared being/ oneness. Previous trips on other psychedelics definitely prepared me for this experience and would have been very overwhelming otherwise. I was surprised how strong the effects were from what was such a small amount of material.

I had many epiphanies around relationships and how much love I have for family and was shocked by the seeming coincidences in my life and relationships, my cousin is studying pharmacology and i haven't talked to him much lately but I realised how close we actually were karmically and it became apparent that I miss him and had been cut off from that feeling. I had thoughts to go call or text people a tell them how much I love them but knew better than to act on that haha. although thinking was less linear and grounded, oddly I had increased ability to have visions and be with truth in a stable way, I contemplated healing and how some powerful healers I know personally see things such as drug use, I had become quite guilty about using drugs because I felt irresponsible, but it became clear that I simply do not know the truth of the situation with drug use, allot of people seem to think that when you leave your body with drugs spirts or entities can enter your body or something like that, this is something i know nothing about and for me to base decisions of what someone else says without having direct experience isn't something is should feel bad or guilty about. 

Im currently doing a 6 month therapy course and we are currently having a break, during the experience I felt that I must tell them about this experience as they are likely the kind of people who think its not good to do and I felt it would be very interesting to talk to them about why it was that I wanted to take drugs and began to have that conversation within. I began to see that what I was searching for might actually be god and that all my previous psychedelic trips had been pointing to this, I did not have a direct realisation of god but was able to see a little bit about what god realisation is and what it looks like. It made sense that god realisation is the point of life and how rare it is for people to have that experience and was likely that I would have to go very far back in my ancestors to find one that did. 

The music ended too quickly and I was a little bummed about that because I was really into it and did not feel like engaging the part of my brain necessary to put on new music. This brought me back to reality a bit and I started to try and practice Vipassana meditation which was pretty difficult but possible. I then stood up and walked around a bit and noticed how intense the body load is and that it is definitely not the kind of substance to drive on I ate an apple which eventually made me throw up I was able to have conversations with family and they were not aware of me being intoxicated and I was just interested in talking to them but had some difficulty paying attention during conversation. I ended the trip by catching an Uber to a kung fu class and talked to the Uber driver and could have talked to him for hours socialising was very effortless. 

In the future I would like to try plugging this substance because the effect on the gut wasn't great and I'm pretty sure its an antimicrobial (Does anyone know if plugging would be good for this reason? would plugging negate the harmful effects this might have on the microbiome?) 

People say that ketamine has potential for abuse, for me my Deschloroketamine experience was quite intense and I feel that It doesn't have that potential for me for that reason. 

Also does anyone know what is a good break period for these things? 

Thanks guys ! 

[Davino]

Thanks for sharing

8 hours ago, Holymoly said:

Also does anyone know what is a good break period for these things? 

Never heard about Deschloroketamine honestly