The Path To God Realization is supposed to feel wrong from the human identity

[Razard86]

The human identity/psyche, is designed/constructed to desire connection with others. As such any talks about Infinite Oneness being the same as being the only entity, the only sentience around will not vibe with the human psyche's objective. This is why it is said you must die to self in the teachings. The human psyche does not desire infinite eternal power as a singularity, it desires infinite eternal power as a duality over its own world. 

As such the message of Absolute Truth will not be felt as authentic. It will feel wrong, and this is when an intuition born out of a lived devotion to truth will prevail over this dishonest emotional system. Until you overcome the bias of your emotional system, you will always be disconnected from truth. The human being's psyche is designed for convenience and comfort, this means it is always looking for the shortest path to something, but also looking for the easiest path as well. It is not designed for Spiritual Awakening and Enlightenment. 

To awaken and enlighten is basically a battle against your own construction and its control/hold over you. You have lived a life surrendered to your impulses, and now you have to resist them and suffer the consequences of a negative emotional system temporarily that is bored, and feeling disconnected. Until your love for truth can sustain you, the Spiritual Path will not be for you. Awakening and Enlightenment is not for everyone, don't let feelings rooted in FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) motivate you and push you to do something that you don't really want to do.

The only thing that will get you through is a desire for truth that is so total you don't want anything else. If there is still something you want to do like travel, eat good tasty foods, hang out with friends, start a business, go to school, try a new hobby, etc. then go do that. This work is the most difficult work you will ever do. It will drive you to the brink of insanity, it could stretch your social relationships thin, it could even make you suicidal if you are not careful. This is the most Mature path, it is the path of purification. It is becoming the most unattached version of yourself. 

Signs this path is for you. You have a heightened ability to detect deception. You are drawn towards authentic expression and have little time for silly mind games. You only want to ponder on goodness, truth, and love. You are always examining yourself and other perspectives to broaden your understanding of truth, goodness, and love. You are able to not be offended, insults and slights can't hold on you as you are aware of your human biased emotional system that creates storylines of victimhood, while at the same time you don't allow yourself to engage in emotional drama and are able to stick to what is true. You don't care about being liked or accepted, but at the same time you are still respectful. 

You speak truth both on yourself and others, and you don't care how painful it is because you understand that development is designed to be painful, it's why it is called growing pains. You understand though that space needs to be held for the room to grow and that you should pace yourself and others along their journey and understand that the power of ignorance is total, and the power of fear creates blindness. And the biggest most important one of all, you have learned yourself so thoroughly from observing yourself like a hawk, that you cannot be swayed to delusional perspectives of yourself by others. This is accomplished by always taking responsibility for your actions and understanding you can only act based on the information you have. This means if you didn't know you can't be held responsible for your ignorance. All you can do is move with an open mind, aim to be as aware and discerning as possible and do the best you can.

So forgive often, move with wisdom, know thyself completely, and accept ultimately that your human vessel does not have control, but is being controlled through a shared influential ONE WILL through interconnected, inter-defined constructions. In short you can only do what you do, do your best, and accept the rest.

Edited April 25 by Razard86

[Grateful Dead]

Wow, great post!

I'm starting to like the way you write

 

 

[Vibes]

9 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Awakening and Enlightenment is not for everyone

Why would Morpheus say that to Neo?

[Daniel123]

Fantastic, thanks for posting! This really resonated with me.

[Breakingthewall]

Real insight, real evolution