Everythingmax, dreams etc.

[numbersinarow]

Does a female just want sex, love and everything that comes with attention from the male she is with?

No, she also wants to torture other males by letting them know that they are fundamentally unable to get her, no matter how superior they become.

It is the most natural extension imaginable that some females become cult leaders who can apparently do no wrong. Even if they stalk and harass men who they believe to have autism or are emotionally vulnerable in some way (because they think those are the easiest people to make commit suicide) their followers will justify the behavior.

[numbersinarow]

So, lucid dreams which involve chasing something completely unrelated to sex, will actually... lead to getting hugged by girls in that dream. But when you're trying, it does nothing.

It seems that the best way to get what you want out of a lucid dream is to, let's say, make it your goal to get a ferrari, then it will make you go through pointless obstacles and on pointless never-ending roads which you will be made to think lead to the ferrari, but eventually that road will also contain the now-secondary thing you want. But you also genuinely have to not want it as your main goal.

[numbersinarow]

I'm heavily considering quitting lucid dreaming, it will leave you completely broken and defeated to fail when you thought you would succeed, and way more so to succeed but then be utterly powerless and experience yet another lucid dream where you don't do anything then are forced to slip back into non-lucidity 15 seconds later.

[numbersinarow]

"It's even worse than you said, it's a total nightmare."

[numbersinarow]

I mean... books were written by mortals, and a lot of times midwits, and a lot of times extremely biased midwits. Meditation was made by the core of reality.

If you have the option between theory and meditation, you should always choose meditation.

[numbersinarow]

As I pointed out in another thread on this sub-forum, meditation is a 10000000000000000000 times stronger tool for getting to know enlightenment than drugs will ever be.

[numbersinarow]

Everything is just too good to be true.

Imagine the escape to painless eternity from a reality that is indifferent and fundamentally negative being just a simple action.

Suicide, regardless of what you think about it, is like Christ. A Christ you know for a fact* is real.

[numbersinarow]

Feels fucking perfect to cut off contact with false shepherds.

They may appear blackpilled but they are in reality just there to keep you spinning around.

I will never seek out anyone who doesn't align, 24/7, with the rejection of earthly """pleasures""" and the embracement of meditation. They've been given their chance but no longer.

The demiurge's #1 goal is to keep you stuck. You are stuck when you think sex and money are possible, they're impossible. The system is rigged. If you're not acknowledging this and telling people to go straight to meditation then you're working for the system regardless of your intentions.

It could be the case that the only true rejection of the system is honest attachment to these things and accepting full lack of hope, but for now I will see if spirituality is truly bullshit or not.