I'm back to 5MeO-DMT after 6 months of abstinence

[TheGod]

I'd decided not to do psychedelics for 10+ years because my ego had corrupted all of my psychedelic experiences and the Truth. I was very controversial about my decision to do 5MeO-DMT thinking that It would be a mistake. Nevertheless, my vape arrived this morning and I already had a mid psychedelic experience (near break-trough). I realized that if you don't do psychedelics for a long time your ego corrupts your understanding of what god actually is. Apparently you shouldn't be doing psychedelics every day or even once a week because it will backfire you. It's all about the balance. You need to find the sweet spot. 

Ego finds solipsism very depressing because it misunderstands it. Ego doesn't have a capacity to understand the Truth. It can only be experienced. People who write books about enlightenment are just entertain themselves. All of us here just entertain ourselves. Nobody is enlightened or awakened here. Because if you are awakened there is no one left. Why would you be on this forum debating the Truth or teach others? You are here because you are spiritual ego and nothing more. I'm writing this as ego. 

Also, it's very obvious to me that those who have never done 5MeODmT can't even talk about the Truth. Most of you guys just use words and phrases that you heard from gurus and read in spiritual books, You've got no clue what you're talking about. 

You can't know the Truth or talk about the Truth. You can only be the Truth. Anything else is pure entertainment. 

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, TheGod said:

All of us here just entertain ourselves. Nobody is enlightened or awakened here. Because if you are awakened there is no one lef

 

1 hour ago, TheGod said:

. Why would you be on this forum debating the Truth or teach others? You are here because you are spiritual ego and nothing more. I'm writing this as ego.

 

1 hour ago, TheGod said:

You can't know the Truth or talk about the Truth. You can only be the Truth

These statements are contradictory. You can only be the truth you said. You also said, if enlightened, there's no one left. So if you're enlightened and you are being the Truth, then you're sitting in a cave by yourself in silence talking to no one for the rest of your life. So to be enlightened and to be the truth means you'll be a mute and starve to death.

[TheGod]

21 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

These statements are contradictory

Where's is the contradiction?

22 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

You can only be the truth you said. You also said, if enlightened, there's no one left. So if you're enlightened and you are being the Truth, then you're sitting in a cave by yourself in silence talking to no one for the rest of your life

 How did you conclude this?  Being enlightened+ no one left= to sit in the cave??  

[Princess Arabia]

7 minutes ago, TheGod said:

Where's is the contradiction?

 How did you conclude this?  Being enlightened+ no one left= to sit in the cave??  

Ok well explain. I just used the cave as an example. Explain what an enlightened being that discovers there's no other, responds to life.

[TheGod]

3 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Ok well explain. I just used the cave as an example. Explain what an enlightened being that discovers there's no other, responds to life.

What do your mind thinks when I say there is no other? How do you imagine this as the Truth? How do you define enlightenment? 

[Princess Arabia]

2 minutes ago, TheGod said:

What do your mind thinks when I say there is no other? How do you imagine this as the Truth? How do you define enlightenment? 

 It's pretty simple. No such thing.

[TheGod]

4 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

 It's pretty simple. No such thing.

What do you mean? 

[Princess Arabia]

18 minutes ago, TheGod said:

What do you mean? 

Enlightenment is the realization that Enlightenment is man-made.

[TheGod]

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

Enlightenment is the realization that Enlightenment is man-made.

What’s the source of this thought ?How did discover this “truth”?