Grounding journal

[Oppositionless]

Life feels like a video game where you already know you're going to lose , so you want to respawn rather than waste time dragging out your current life 

I didn't even know the race started, and now it's too late , my time is too slow. 

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Fuck living. I'm a disgusting incel .

[Oppositionless]

I'm done with positivity. I'm focusing on negativity in the hope of willing my body to die. I can't cold approach , no matter how much I go out, so there's no point in being here.

Edited September 3 by Oppositionless

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God damn it

Edited September 30 by Oppositionless

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Edited October 4 by Oppositionless