March | Pisces | 28 🌌♓

[Sabth]

March 9th 2024, 11:33PM

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What would success looks like to me? 

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What can be done in Canva? My sister is buying me a Canva pro and told me to explore it. I don't know man.

What product should I made? I really don't know. I like my style better. I want everything to be an original work. Idk what this is all about. Idk how to use a Canva or how to profit from it. It's literally a new thing for me. 

But I've seen that it had a portfolio template that I want to use once back then. Didn't know that it was Canva. So now I can use it. But, I still couldn't make a portfolio. Because of my 

 

[Sabth]

I am unqualified. I should at least make a preparation. Be prepared. 

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Edited March 10 by Sabth

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I want to have a daughter. I'm afraid that I couldn't get one.

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Day 1 - 1% done. 

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If only money would be easy as this to get ~

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Can I make $2135 a day? I would be a millionaire in my currency if I could make $2135 a day for 100 day. 

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[Sabth]

To start over feel like dying to me. It was so hard. I went back to buy all the things I've lost. (Without the writings and without the drawings. Only tools) But it was so hard for me to recreate my arts. It was things that was lost forever. It will never be the same. Around eleven months ago, I bought things that are of sentimental value to me. But I can no longer create art. And it's not even one percent of what I had back then. They no longer sold a lot of things. That I had back then. And today, I went to that shop again. I bought things that are like the stolen things from me. But it's empty. And to start again feels like dying to me. 

I write my business idea before. That information is what's important. But now it has been stolen. So now I only had the new one, book that I buy. But it's empty. I had to start over. 

 

This one, I had one of it each. But my diaries? They no longer sold those books. I can't find it. It used to be my favourite and I bought each after each when I've finished writing it all. Books upon books. I do have a lot of it. But now.... 😔

[Sabth]

I just bought these. Like the ones I had once.. 

But I think I'm getting older. I had so much to write about back then. But now.  I don't know. I want my mind to be filled. I like myself back then. I like my writings. My notes. My life. My everything. But now, 

 

 

 

I'm empty minded. There's nothings to write. I don't know.  

Maybe notebooks aren't what's excites me any longer. I used to be so full of arts. I created a lot. My life was fun. I am always filled. Huh? I should get to do something..  but now I rather like clothes and appearance. Things that I enjoy more. 

[Sabth]

Really my life is no longer exciting right now after my things had been stolen. A part of me. 

Unless if I could travel, or work, or going to a different country or living in a new place, I don't think my life is doing well. I am in a bad circumstances right now. 

And I no longer like to be driven by my sister. She used to drive me back then. But now I only like to be driven by my mom. 

[Sabth]

Well, at least this singer is releasing a new song for 2024 :

[Sabth]

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things .

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things.

Curse be upon those who tooke my things.

Curse be upon those who took my things. 

Curse be upon those who took my things.

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I am so bored. 

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24th December 2022

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Just now, Sabth said:

24th December 2022

That is the end of my life. I shouldn't be living now. NO I SHOULDN'T. 

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I never go to a concert, hence never ruined my ears. But today, the mosque ruined my eardrums. So I had to go back. It was soooo bad. Too too bad. Not gonna risk my ears. But I already stay for a while then. ☹️