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1. I've never claimed to be the most awake person ever. I have no idea how someone could actually prove that. 2. The highest level of awakening would literally be Godmode and right now I am living the human experience so I am not as awake as I can be. 3. My experience of Reality gives me the experience of God daily so I'm aware that me and God are one but even that experience can fluctuate. 4. The issue here is not my logic, the issue here is many of you have not trained your intuition to discern between levels of awakening. For example I confirmed that Leo was not mistaken when he said he was more awake than many of the Spiritual Teachers that people fawn over. I confirmed in my direct experience that he was CORRECT. I attempted to falsify Leo and the result came up that he was correct and they were wrong. But the irony is that it makes perfect sense. If you take that much 5 MEO DMT you are literally taking yourself to the Godhead and the longer you remain there the more will be revealed to you. With that said I completely disagree with Leo on some thing for example genetics being a requirement for how Spiritually advanced someone can get. We are all equally God, so much so that there is literally NO HIERACHRY. which is an illusion humans for some reason cannot shake. Carl you are the creator of the entire universe. You created me and all of creation. This will NEVER change no matter your logic. So all these distinctions you keep creating is just you choosing as God thinking its a human to keep creating distinctions from me. The truth is you are not really interested in investigating Leo's work to the finish line. You'd rather debate on some forum and convince yourself that you have the answer. 5. I have penetrated so deeply in this work that I discovered Insanity and rested in Insanity for several months, before I sought out medical assistance because I did not want that experience no longer and you know what I discovered? You can maintain your peace EVEN IN INSANITY. Why is this important? Because it revealed to me that all human drama is just delusion. If any part of God has ANY emotional issue with any part of God its just delusion. It's through no fault of their own because they are completely fooled into thinking that they are not God. 6. You gave me a list of Spiritual Teachers who said Solipsism is not true, I gave you a Yogi who said God is alone. I noticed you never commented on this. By the way the room thing about there not being other rooms is only saying this, since I noticed Leo has a habit of saying radical things but not explaining it. So I'll explain it. As yourself what do you call existence? If you investigate what you call existence is qualia. Colors, shapes, smell, sound, thoughts, emotions, touch, you get the gist. So let's say you are in your room right now. If you are not experiencing the qualia of the room then for all intents and purposes your room does not actually exist. Now you can say but I thought you said existence is eternal. Yes this is true, but under what the general understanding (unless you wanna change how you define existence) of what you call existence is, is the experience of qualia. So no qualia=no existence or you can say it exists as Nothingness not Somethingness until you get up and walk towards the room and experience it as somethingness. . But you will say then why can I hear someone walking in the other room? Okay then that means all that exists then, is your room and the sound of someone walking in another room. But notice you don't consider the sound of someone walking in a room= to an actual room. What you do as God using your human level imagination is you assume the existence of another room because you HEAR someone . This is the normal thought process and it is one rooted in survival. We are always making predictions and assumptions to help us navigate our world. It is true that this assumption helps plenty because it allows you to predict the existence of other rooms. But here is the Absolute truth, until you experience something, you are not experiencing it. Then when you are experiencing it, then you are experiencing it. So the most truthful understanding is, if you are not experiencing other rooms, then they do not exist inside your experience outside of just a conceptual assumption of their experience. You see reality is INSTANTANEOUS manifestation. When you combine that with your habit of assumption/prediction it fools you into the existence of something that is not in your experience. Now tell me where is my logic wrong?

Carl I've died before and went straight to the Godhead so yeah I speak from direct experience and when I was there, there was no world, no people, there was just a transparent mind floating in nothingness creating form and destroying it over and over in a very fluid shape shifting way. So yeah The Universe is Mental, it is a mind that literally imagines everything. And that is all that exists forever.

and think over and over again. No self, enlightenment, solipsism, God, infinite, past, future, duality, nothingness or nothing, non duality, your past, future or now experiences, body, life, heaven, hell, neo Adviata, you and me etc... Think as you writing to someone in the forum. Think over and over again. What do you see on your head? Do you see any thoughts there?

Carl you literally think someone telling you that you need to awaken is condescending? Dude you are literally creating that. When Leo has stated multiple times that people needed to awaken to experience certain things I never took it as condescending. I did my own investigation. You know what is condescending when you referred to me as "people like you" and you know what I could have taken offense to that, but I didn't!! You know why? Because all offense is EGO!!! Anytime you have a problem with anything that happens in life that is self-bias and that=DEVILRY. The only reason you have a problem right now is because you are projecting your own devilry onto me. When you referred to me as "people like you" I had no reaction whatsoever because I understood the SPIRIT from which you were communicating from. I knew you were coming from a place of good intention. What you have failed to do Carl and you have been on the forums for years, is rid yourself of self-bias. Notice how you project ill intentions onto me. You really think I'm a Narcissist and I'm here for some validation? LOL that is the funniest shit ever!!! I could care less how someone feels about me because I have complete acceptance of what I am. The ONLY reason I post here is to facilitate the spiritual path of those on the forum. I studied Leo's content and many others with an open mind even when I thought they were off their rocker and I discovered they were actually telling the TRUTH. Solipsism is a realization into the TRUE NATURE OF NOTHINGNESS. This can only be realized through a STATE CHANGE. Anytime anybody argues about anything in Spirituality they are always arguing from a position of STATE. To reach a new state requires an AWAKENING that is how state changes occur. For example Leo claims to have become aware of ALIEN LOVE, I have not had that awakening so it would be accurate for Leo to tell me I have not had that awakening because I am not awake to that particular state. This isn't condescension its whats true. HELL CANCER, DIABETES is a state!!! You could say I haven't awaken to cancer and diabetes. Sure I know it conceptually, but I do not know it experientially. Being=Experience. So instead of assuming ill intentions on my part you could realize I am acting from good intentions as I know you are. Because I know you really think I'm some flaming Narcissist who gets his kicks off on coming here claiming someone isn't awake. But the truth is, you are just creating that. After all. I am just your mirror. How you choose to interpret me, that's your business.

There is distinction, there is ego. The very fact that these concepts are known as this very conception, cannot then, be spirited away to some mysterious place known as nothingness. No more than blood can be washed away using blood. Your nondual message is getting more and more absurd. It’s never too late to realise the absurdity. The power is always within you to substitute it with something that actually makes sense. You can always write a more credible story, but first you have to burn your old books so they become null and void of persuasion or influence that may self serve to revive your past sloppy misunderstandings into the real and true nature of reality.

The only fight against Solipsism is made out of ignorance. Nothingness doesn't exist in time or space so it cannot be divided and it is that which houses all experience. The only reason anyone can argue against it is either they are not aware of Nothingness, haven't discovered Universal Mind, or haven't realized that there is literally no difference between the part and the whole. ^^^Solipsism is just a pointer like anything else. Also another barrier for many on these forums is they still haven't figured out the difference between actuality and the conceptual. So much lack of open mindedness is what blocks understanding.

If nothingness had been realized, you wouldn't have tried to claim that some very particular somethingness is implied by the Absolute.

Nothingness was a very profound realization. Very profound. It shook me to.my core as did Infinity. But Oneness as God. This. This is the most profound. And this is Solpsism in the sense that you do realize all other is part of your own mind. All other is your mind as God. To be frank had I not been already dead I wouldn't know how to move on from this. And in fact when the ego returned it took many months. The realization that all other was in my mind can never be shaken off.

The only issue is Nothingness hasn't been grasped. Once one becomes aware of Nothingness the realization that all division/separation never existed. It's just somethingness which is nothingness's appearance of itself putting on a show for itself. What's even funnier is the Absolute and the relative are so inextricably linked that even creating a division between them is not even correct as well. For example Leo said sense organs are imaginary, yes this is true. Leo said your visual field doesn't exist because photons aren't hitting the lens of your eyes etc. and to check your direct experience. Here is the irony....the reason you do not experience photons hitting your eyes is because you as God has chosen to imagine it that way so that is the case. But let's say you as God were to speed up your perception and to reveal the Science of how your body works and how the process of sight is utilized by the body you could show the very process in your direct experience that Science already discovered through their research. So BOTH is true. God imagines human perception as limited so it cannot see the photons of light hitting the lens of the eyes which allows sight to happen. But just because God has imagined it this way, does not negate what Science has discovered when it comes to how the eyes work and their relationship to the brain. With that said...in the absolute sense eyes are not needed for sight, but in the relative domain as long as you are walking around in this human body you will need eyes to see (unless of course you open your third eye and unlock inner sight but that is whole other route of experience).

That means you are close. If you take the drugs enough times with the intent to break through eventually YOU WILL. It all depends on how badly do you want to break through. I've had a couple trips to the psyche ward because of this work as I truly lost my sanity, and then eventually it normalized and recontextualized itself and it placed me in heaven. Now even after that I am aiming to deepen the connection even more because...why not? For me I used mushrooms one time and then the rest were hero dose edibles. I'm naturally blessed that when I take edibles I retain about 75 percent of the high months after taking it. It was through edibles that I became aware of Nothingness and once I became aware of that I laughed at every forum member that ever argued against Solipsism because I became completely aware that I was every human being. That means I exist everywhere as nothingness, this means I exist in all dimensions that can be imagined. I realized that if anyone argues against Solipsism they still unconsciously think they are human. It's as simple as that. This means Rupert Spira is not really awake and Bernado Kastrup is not really awake which is disappointing because I respect them deeply and they all helped in some way on my journey. Understand that if someone has not realized that Infinity is ALL ONE= Alone in its infinitude they are asleep and are trying to keep you asleep unconsciously.

Yeah there is awareness of this in everyday life, but it took an open mind willing to investigate if this was true. Trust me I tried to falsify Solipsism and when I had an awakening into the nature of nothingness I realized how foolish it is. Because Reality is a miracle it can accomplish anything even falsifying that which is true, which it accomplishes through deception. Right now me and you experience ourselves as human and that is self-deception. Without an investigation into your true self you will always believe that your true self is human. So unless one is willing to investigate with an open mind they will never discover the Solipsistic nature of Oneness not even in physical death will they discover this. I learned this by investigating OBE and Near Death Experiencers. God loves Self Delusion because it allows it to be what it is not. Additionally Solipsism goes against the design of the emotional psyche of a human. Awakening to yourself as God does so as well as it is experienced as Insanity. So in truth I actually expect humans to reject Solipsism as they are God totally in love with other. It is the human love of relationships that fights and resists Solipsism and all Absolute Solipsism is saying is your Mind is Universal Mind. Many people believe that there is some separation between Universal Mind and the human mind. Realizing that this so called separation is just an appearance, and it can actually change and show you that what you have always experienced is Universal Mind NUKES all others. For example if you realize that everything is just a hallucination/imagination/dream then it really nukes other because you realize you are just dreaming it up. If reality is completely identical to your night time dream then it makes your POV Absolute. The irony is this could kill your motivation for awhile to do anything because why would you wanna work too hard in a dream? LOL. Society is not ready for this message because it threatens industry, it threatens ambition.

You are getting lost in concept here if you want to become aware of what Solipsism is you have to understand the difference between actuality and concept and you HAVE TO BECOME AWARE OF NOTHINGNESS. You must have these realizations to understand Solipsism if you don't have this STATE change which makes it completely obvious that there was never any separation you will never know this information. Also in an earlier post you said when you physically die you will lose all content that's not what will happen go research Near Death Experiences, all that happens when you die as a human is you become Infinite Consciousness and become unlimited. You experience limitation as a human and then you experience the lack of limitation as God. Also and this is a big thing, ONLY YOU CAN AWAKEN. So you can literally experience physical death, become Infinitely Conscious and STILL BE DELUDED. If you don't fully accept yourself as God then nobody else can for you. This is why I recommend people take state altering substances, this belief that just do nothing and things will happen is horseshit. If I never walked the Spiritual Path I would NOT have awoken. The experience of Duality while an illusion IS SOMETHING YOU STILL HAVE TO WORK WITH. For example if I want to go swimming I'm not going to sit on my bed and meditate and think that the swimming will happen by meditating. I will get my butt up and go to a water source and swim. Awakening is exactly like that! No amount of forum posts are going to awaken you in general with only few exceptions. So here is something that will help. Go get an edible you can order it online the name of the company is Mood. Then take it and watch this video. Sit and listen to this video with a quiet mind. If you come up with any objections at this point you just don't wanna awaken. Anyone that tells you that awakening is ordinary (and it partly is no question) has not awakened deeply. This is absolutely the case with no question. TRUE AWAKENING is becoming aware of the RADICAL SUPERNATURAL POWER OF GOD. This is no small thing, this is literally the power to create UNIVERSES, please explain to me how that is ordinary? The only ordinary aspect of it, is your ordinary human existence is an expression of that Radical Power. So yes its ordinary, but it is also SUPER NATURAL.

There is only nothingness which is a blank, a complete blank and because it is blank it is able to hold infinite potential, and the actualization of that potential is an appearance. That appearance is an expression of nothingness which creates an illusion of solidity because it is infinitely powerful but upon honest investigation that appearance is not tangible. Touch a wall, notice that the physicality you experience is just a sensory feeling. All of experience is just a sensory feeling, you have only ever experienced sensory feeling your entire life. Reality is just sensory feeling aware of itself, its sound aware of itself, touch aware of itself, interpretation aware of itself, emotion aware of itself, silence aware of itself, smell aware of itself, it really is just one experience aware of itself and that is it. If I take away your sensory experience, sound (both internal chatter and what you call outside noises), physical touch, smell, sight, and the ability to think at all, you would cease to be human. This means that what we call human is just a bundle of sensory feelings aware of itself. Human is a state of mind. Now notice that the human is afraid of its true nature. Its true nature is DEATH. It spends all of its life running from its true nature. For all the poetic things you wrote all you are communicating is that you are afraid to be what you truly are. You are limitless potentiality with NO MANIFESTATION. No manifestation is a LACK OF APPEARANCE. The funny thing is every time you sleep at night you get closer to your true nature than you do when you wake up every morning. Notice when you went to sleep nothing was harmed. The acceptance of Solipsism threatens nothing in actuality because YOU CANNOT BE HARMED. Even saying your identity is threatened isn't even true. What is threatened is your INTERPRETATION. You fear that if you some how accept Nothingness that you are accepting meaninglessness not realizing that Nothingness is actually = INFINITE VALUE. Nothingness is the creation, the expression of all value. The only thing that limits value is SOMETHINGNESS which IS THE ILLUSION. It's the belief, and rejection of nothingness that creates the experience of LACK. One of the biggest human issues of selfishness, of individualism, is FOMO which is the Fear Of Missing Out. As long as you think and actually believe that OTHER is not YOU, you will believe you are missing out or that somehow that other human is better than you or is living a better life than you. When you realize that human is YOU then you realize you can't actually live an inferior life. So the TRUTH brings peace because it ends all comparison, it ends all drama, it even ends all conflict because when your enemy succeeds against you, its just you succeeding against yourself. It is the attachment to individuality that creates all evil. Evil is just individuality. Individuality doesn't disappear in Solipsism it EXPANDS and becomes UNLIMITED!!! Its Expansion of individuality that is Pure Goodness, because it is a Goodness that equally takes and expresses all sides. This is the beauty of Solipsism which can only be raged against when there is a profound misunderstanding that it is ABSOLUTELY TRUE regardless of how you feel about it.

Just to chime in on the nature of the Absolute Infinite: no need to debate, given Leo’s already made it clear what the Absolute Infinite is, not only in videos dedicated to this thematically, but of course all his spiritual/ metaphysical videos about reality make it crystal clear: it is absolutely everything, including exactly this me, and you, and there is only the one (me or you) and there is everything too (contradiction is the nature of understanding being, for pure being is pure self-reference), and that includes the always already absent accompaniment of Absolute Apeiron, for that is pure and radical nothingness. How could there be anything else? Hedwig Conrad-Martius emphasizes that what is the real religious-consciousness “skandalon” is that there is anything at all, given the overwhelming overflowingness of Yes! Absolutely Applicable Affirmation, Pure Primary Positivity! Good without an opposite—that’s Plato’s “the Good,” highest God etc., the “beyond of being” (epikenia tes ousias) in the positive of all-inclusive sense. Is there room for “debate” or even dialectical positioning in such a sea of positivity? Yes! Of course there is! Is there room for a big ‘ol “No!?” Yes! Is it a sea of Nos? Yes! Why the fuck not? I can literally do absolutely anything, in finite reality and in infinite intelligence and infinite imagination, in the Godhead: where else is anything but in the Godhead? My own integration work includes reading the Srimad Bhagavatam not as a Hare Krishna devotee, not yet and maybe never, but because the white light of the “whiteout” experience on 5/ Bufo is understood by the ISKCON (“God-Realization,” “God-Consciousness”) crowd as belonging to the lower wrung of the “impersonalists” who see the effulgence of bliss as ultimate reality, rather than the divine super-mundane happenings of Lord Krishna as the Supreme Truth. That all works for me. I saw Leo mention ISKCON in a blog post or forum response somewhere, suggesting it’s cultish like most of religion, but I contend that everything can be recontextualized (and Leo too, and Leo’s expressed opinions too) to become conducive to Godhood (ACTUALIZATION, realization, consciousness, revelation, etc.). Happy Krishna appearance day, btw! I started the second Canto today, after midnight coincidentally (no such thing!).

Have you awakened to nothingness? If you have not then you will not understand the point I am making. The closest I can get to proving an example is remember that time when you went into DEEP SLEEP and were no longer aware of your existence? That is what the substance of reality is made of. It's literally made up of that which does not exist. This is what is meant by you do not exist, your true nature is never affected by the world because the world cannot touch it. Your ego gives you the illusion of physicality. Everything is just pure imagination, until you become aware that everything is pure imagination which is literally nothing then you will always be confused about whether something can exist without. NOTHING can exist without you it's literally impossible and how you accomplish that impossibility is you tell yourself you are a human.

Yes, but True understanding is not of the mind. It is the clarity that shines when the mind is still (no thoughts, no experience or experiencer,. realize or realizer). Seek the source of the ‘I’, and this clarity will reveal itself, not as something gained, but as what has always been present. As I said before in other topic: The realization of “nothingness, infinite, god or etc...” still carries the subtle sense of an “I” who dissolves into it, an experience that comes and goes. But to truly be nothing, or to be nothingness itself, is not an experience at all. It is simply not knowing in the mind’s terms, and simply Being in Truth. Why would you need to experience what you already are? Experience implies time, change, and an experiencer. Being is timeless, changeless, without a second. It does not come through effort, but by resting as That which is always present.

Seems like a limiting take on reality.. to say reality is ONLY a thing, excludes a whole host of manifestations reality could take.. to be ONLY a thing Also note that it’s possible that your understanding of nothing can be largely conceptual, based on ideas, assumptions and beliefs. Do you really know what nothingness is? How would we know that you know? How would you know what we know? There is a lot being taken for granted. Solipsism is primarily a conceptual notion in the human mind. Our existence cannot be validated by anything outside of it, but we constantly make appeals to authority in an effort to find something out about why we exists as we do without the hard work of contemplation to gain insight into the nature of our existence. Humans have constructed the idea of solipsism and applied many negative connotations to it as a distraction to investigating what is True.

Hey, you can laugh - just allow yourself to feel emotions, or anything else for that matter. Possibly "deluded" in that you take your view of the struggle as an unquestionable fact or condition. A good story doesn't feel made up, nor does it look like a story but as "the way things are." Why would emptiness and nothingness be negative, or resisted? They're likely misunderstood as well. Even if you mean them differently, we already live as if we were empty at our core. It's a consequence of confusing Being with self (we take the latter to be our nature.) The overly-simplified version is this: the self is already empty by its nature. Recognized for what it is, this is neither negative nor positive - just the case. It is seen as a natural and universally-shared condition. You need to become increasingly clear on what's what in your experience. How the mind is used determines and influences your experience - state, focus, level of satisfaction, the ability to feel anything and how it is felt, the likelihood of getting depressed and enthusiastic, and so on. For example, with enough work, I could make myself suffer a similar way by concocting, in my mind, a similar "condition" as yours - and by taking it seriously (assuming there isn't a physiological issue going on.) Nothing objective would have changed. My body would be just fine - the difference being what I do with my mind. We can see, then, that this is far from being a simplistic and superficial matter. The moment you assess some experience as negative, the possibility of a "positive" experience arises with it. It's not that you experience both negative and positive things at the same time - necessarily. The distinction "negative" exists thanks to "positive," and vice versa. It's an existential point. It might seem like you are describing your experience, but how can we get even clearer on what's experienced and what's conceptualized? Heck, even the sense of self may be conceptual, even though we regard it as a 'sense,' and yet, it seems solid and real, does it not? If even the sense of self was conceptual from the beginning, suffering its dissolution, partial or otherwise, was also based on figments of mind! You, and your experience, have always been complete in themselves. The task is learning to use the mind in a functional and healthy way - which usually includes shutting it off and being grounded in one's body. So, enough minding for you.

In our everyday life we really don't think of things being nothing. We live in the dream in which there are atoms and electrons. So that's what I am made of. Atoms. However, should I probe deep enough or awaken i can realize that I can zoom into my hand forever. But we don't go about our normal day with this in mind otherwise it would really make things difficult to function. On that note if I probed deep enough I would probe myself out of existence. The ego doesn't want this and really has a disdain for nothingness. It desperately wants to be something.

@Razard86 Ok yes that makes sense, thanks. But I hope this is not an on or off switch. I hope it is possible to gradually smoothly become nothingness. How have you reached nothingness?

When something is seen as nothing, truly seen as nothing you literally cannot unsee it if you tried. The ego is afraid of nothing because it thinks its something bad. Whenever you go into deep sleep and wake up its the same as death basically. Well most people believe that when someone shoots them they will disappear into nothingness forever and never have an experience again. This is why they cling onto somethingness so bad. What is missed is, something=limitation. Nothing= No limitation. What a human desires the most is actually to be nothing, but due to ignorance they think its bad. Without realizing your nothingness you actually limit your connection. Instead of watching a movie...wouldn't you like to BECOME THE MOVIE? Instead of playing video games wouldn't you rather BECOME the video game? The realization of nothing opens up your experience and makes it MORE intimate. Why? Because TRUE LOVE=NOTHING. FAKE LOVE= SOMETHING. FAKE LOVE= Subject Object Relationship. TRUE LOVE= Everything. Do you know how great it is to become NOTHING? It's so good it is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. Once you realize Nothingness you want to share it with EVERYONE. The solution to creating world peace is NOTHING. The solution to all problems is NOTHING. To the extent there is separation from NOTHING is the extent that there are problems. When nothingness is properly recognized for what it is as the only real connection that exists is when TRUE LOVE springs forth. True Love is the only reason I repeat myself on here at all because I sincerely want you all to awaken to the wonderful magnitude of NOTHING and yes I hope you don't have any bad trips along the way.

I haven’t gotten diagnosis as of yet for the physical. When I tell the doctors about the mental aspect they consider it a “delusion” so they put me on anti psychotics, which didn’t help In my journey of partial self dissolution, every time a layer to my self would dissolve, it felt freeing and I got more happy/peaceful. But it was temporary Towards the end, it started to rather feel like I was approaching a kind of nothingness, which is the emptiness I’ve described Problems I had in the past , such as social anxiety, existential anxiety, self image issues, all vanished the more my self weakened. So yes you and the spiritual people are right, it is freeing But mostly in spirituality they talk about complete self dissolution, and it’s described as positive sometimes (although some describe a nothingness too) Partial and full self dissolution are two different things, they don’t really talk about how it is to partially dissolve then being stuck in that state. It’s a different matter I plan on starting to exercise more soon, and going back to eating really healthy. I don’t know if I wanna do meditation tho lol .So I will see how that goes. I do think there is a neurological component. Like attention, the mind, awareness can and has changed something neurologically- seems possible. Dissolution of self seems to have neurological component (as you see I haven’t dropped the dissolution concept😂) I agree there’s two kind of self awareness. One which is just pure awareness of the internal. And another that is a self centered focus and concern for the self image. I find I have a lot of both. So yes I’m full of myself, but not only that I still don’t understand how negative and positive emotion arise simultaneously, do you mean that someone can’t be JUST happy for a moment? Like there’s always a negativity in the background of that? It’s ok if you find me impossible to talk to because I keep returning to the same description. To me it’s just me describing my experience

@Razard86 Knowing is biggest illusion Mr. İnfinite intellect 😊 İf Truth come knowing or experiencing, it can come in this forum to everyone who use psychedelics or reading a book 😊 Don't you guys still can not get it? 😊 Of course "you" can not get it. 😊 The realization of “nothingness” still carries the subtle sense of an “I” who dissolves into it, an experience that comes and goes. But to truly be nothing, or to be nothingness itself, is not an experience at all. It is simply not knowing in the mind’s terms, and simply Being in Truth. 😊 Why would you need to experience what you already are? 😊 Experience implies time, change, and an experiencer. Being is timeless, changeless, without a second. It does not come through effort, but by resting as That which is always present. 😊 Mind is so fucking tricky so funny 🤣 🤣 🤣 I fucking love you guys 😊

Whether I name it as nothing or not does not matter because EVERYTHING is nothing. It cannot be divided!!! You are literally creating a division right now!!! Your biggest issue that blocks you is you presume to know it all. You lack humility. For example you literally deny the existence of God and evidence of God is literally all around you. Creation, existence is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. If you don't like the name God you can use the name Infinite Intelligence. Also your biggest irony is you criticize the use of language, claimed you were going to leave Actualized.org then you returned and you keep using language. Don't you see how deceived you are? What you need to do is to take a break and sort yourself out if you want to make anymore Spiritual progress. Also there is a YOU in deep sleep, if there wasn't a YOU in deep sleep you couldn't remember it. The YOU is invisible. You think a YOU has to be visible to be a YOU. Right now your physical organs are invisible because you cannot see them or feel them (unless you have raised your awareness to full body awareness) and that doesn't make them any less YOU. Right now events are happening around you and you don't have to see them or perceive them for them to be YOU. Your issue is your allowing your finite mind to place a limitation on what YOU is. Selflessness is still a YOU. It's what is called a null identity. Which means it is an identity of no identity. If nothingness wasn't an identity, it couldn't create one. So it is still an identity it is just an identity that lacks awareness of itself. God has two extremes it can be completely aware of itself at the highest level, or it can be completely asleep and have no awareness of itself. For example a doorknob has no awareness of itself unless you as God give it that awareness by accepting it as a part of you. But if you deny that a doorknob is you, then it lacks self awareness as a doorknob. Even then your awareness of the doorknob is limited unless you awaken to all the inner energetic inner workings of it.

Its the biggest trap, because a community like this is so rare you can find yourself here for months without doing any real spiritual practice if you aren't careful. Also there are too many people who lack the proper foundation making threads masquerading as if they know what they are talking about. I mean there are people claiming to be enlightened on here who don't even know what nothingness is. In fact I think it's the biggest form of ignorance on these forum what nothingness is.