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Enlightenment doesn't have to do anything with transformation. Ralston is very clear on this. Enlightenment and transformation are two different things. Enlightenment has to do with perception and having a good perception doesn't mean you have good technical skills to defend yourself although the former can enhance the latter. Avoidance is not the right way to deal with low LOC people since they are everywhere anyway. One must advance in psychological warfare and frame control. I'm very capable of this because I had to deal with difficult people all my life. It is better to have this skill and not need it than not have it and need it because you will need it unless you live in a deserted place or something

Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #34 What a weird day yesterday. I woke up on time, did all of my morning routine except push ups and pull ups and then went to dance training. Training went fine, then I went to the gym to get my push ups and pull ups in, that went well, I got a nice video of myself posing in the mirror, which will go in my body transformation YouTube video. I then went back to work and I taught a really good lesson for one of my students. It feels so good when I teach well. Then I taught with a co worker of mine, we are doing a Christmas themed solo and I started to feel a little bit off on that lesson. Then, my mood started to go downhill, it felt like I didn't care about anything and my body kept becoming tense, I could not relax into the mind and body and I didn't have the drive to interact with anybody except my work bestie. I tried to release this emotion but I couldn't. I started to feel doubt in myself, "how can I accomplish all of these goals if my mood is like this..." "Why are my lessons so low this week, Im never going to become successful here," so many gunky and gross thoughts running through my head... I had one last lesson with a long time student in which I shared a plan for her so that we can get her ready for an upcoming dance event in January. I also shared a plan to get her to go to what's called a "dance o rama" on which she is competing at the highest level, this will be in May of this upcoming year in Texas. This is the direction that I want to take my career, I want serious students that want to be competitive ballroom dancers. This will make me good money and also push them to grow to the absolute highest peak of their potential. I want to compliment this woman more, she needs encouragement, let's light up her world every chance you get. Look at the positives when you are dancing with her, not the negatives. To add another layer to this weird day, my dance partner texted me and asked me to call her at around 4:30 "when I get a chance." She's never said that before, I call her later but she doesn't pick up. Then she texts me and says that she's "at urgent care." I try calling her again but she doesn't pick up. She's been having pain in her gums, I think that they're inflamed, but I can't really get details out of her, she doesn't want to talk about it. For the past week, when I meet her for dance practice, her head is always down at first, being super quiet and tells me that she's not doing well. She's also always super insecure about how she looks, always looking at herself in the mirror even though she genuinely looks beautiful every day that I see her, no matter what her state is. Anyways, once she starts dancing, she is fine, she is laughing and I can't tell that she's in pain anymore. I know for a fact that I brighten her day up, which is a pretty cool feeling. Anyways, I texted her this morning to ask how she is feeling, she hasn't responded yet. We have a dance competition in Washington DC this weekend so I do feel for her and I genuinely care about her well being but this is not a good time for all of these ailments, and the things is I don't even understand what she's going through because she doesn't open up about it. She's clearly in pain and not in a good head space... Should we just not go to DC... I don't know maybe. I just have to talk to her. I also do have to think about the possibility that she may have feelings for me, which is stirring up emotions that she is unable to handle and these bottled up emotions are transforming into physical pain and self sabotage. I have feelings for her as well by the way, how could I not, she is amazing and beautiful and funnynand sexy ... but I also have a massive goal of hitting on thousands of women and having sex with over 50 so developing intimacy with her right now doesn't really matter to me, but at the same time I do genuinely love and care about her as a person. If I ended up marrying her in the end, that would be a very cool ending to my love story, but I can't be anyone's boyfriend until at least the end of next year, as I am very excited to finally fulfill on this "hoe phase" of my life. It's just strange that these ailments are all coming right before a big competition and I just wish I understood it better. I hope she's doing okay. Anyways, towards the end of the day, my mood is completely shifted, I have very low energy and no level of authentic expression, I felt like a half dead person. This continued into after work where we all had a drink for our co workers birthday ( my drink was non alcoholic of course.) I couldn't wait to leave as I felt so in authentic and unsatisfied. I finally get to go home, I smoke a joint on the way home, which I am trying to stop doing. I laid in bed high as fuck, my mind is racing with thoughts, which I felt like I had very little control over. I finally go to bed and I wake up the next morning at 7:30, I snooze my alarm and end up waking up at 9 am and that brings us to right now, 10:16 am on 12.4.25. I want to take this morning to figure out my routines and disciplines and goals for TOMORROW and the future. I am not going to be able to save today until I can get a handle on everything moving forward as this whole thing is a long term process. I also have dance practice at 12 with my dance partner, although she is not answering me so maybe it will be canceled, (that would be great honestly, I want to figure some things out.) Okay, so there are a few things that are going on. The first is that I have a good handle on my long term goals, which is awesome! This really helps on two accounts, it gives me a direction for my life, which makes petty annoyances obsolete because all of this work is being done for a higher vision, I don't care so much about what someone thinks about me or some crappy emotional state.. so that is awesome.. however, what comes with these massive goals is self doubt, as fear arrives through my thoughts with tenacity. It is difficult to shift the mind set when the mind has so much fear and doubt in itself. This is difficult, I'd love to find an exercise to shift that narrative in my mind in the moment that it's happening. I have a lot more that I'd like to journal about but I do have to get going as I guess my dance partner is doing okay and we are going to practice. The goal for today is to set myself up to achieve my goals in the FUTURE. Don't worry so much about the goals that you have for today, this is a long term project, just do your best. 12.3.25 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30 am streak: 13 Brush teeth streak: 34 Floss streak: 3 Shower streak: 5 Meditation streak: 4 Push ups / pull ups streak: 3 Funniness affirmations streak: 0 Night time routine goals: Sexual abundance affirmation: 0 Brush teeth streak: 4 Wash face streak: 4 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 5 No ejaculation streak: 5 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 6 No alcohol streak: 32 No smoking weed streak: 0 Weekly Goals: Weight lift 3 days a week streak: 0 Legs: Done Chest: Back: Number of women "cold approached" so far: 0

Great topic! For me, it comes down to learning ideas from others (authors, podcasts, videos, discussions like this, mentors, etc.) and then figuring out how I can implement the best of those ideas into my life. I think the vast majority of humanity does the first part (gathering ideas) but not the second part (figuring out how to implement the best ideas into their daily life). I am also largely guilty of doing this for most of my life. Still do it frequently, but I have definitely gotten better at implementing things. Implementing big changes has been a slow process for me. I learn, learn, learn, eventually convince myself to make a different decision and commitment, then actually make a change in my life for the better. For example, everyone has been told repeatedly since childhood that daily exercise is important for their health. Yet how many people actually carve time out of every workday to do it? Everyone knows it is important and agrees they "should" do it, yet only a small percentage does. Even rarer, I bet, is the adult who didn't already have the habit of regular exercise since their teenage years or college years, who successfully implements it later in life. In my case, I knew my whole life that it was important. Yet from age 18 until around age 35 I didn't do it very often. I took my health for granted and didn't even think about exercising. I would sit at my kitchen table and drink draft beer from my Kegerator before I would throw on sweatpants and a T-shirt and go for a run. Even when I finally began thinking I should "really" implement a daily exercise habit, the change still took me a long time and many attempts before it stuck. Leading up to that point, I read about it being important. I heard about it. I watched videos about it. I had discussions about it. But the transformation didn't occur until I firmly decided it was truly important enough. This decision then caused me to move it way up my list of priorities in life. All of those times hearing about it, talking about it, and reading about it were slowly stacking logical reasons for me to implement it. The real transformation occurred when I felt the emotional shift inside me to knowing (being utterly undeniably convinced to my core) that I must implement this habit if I am to truly enjoy life to its fullest. Now, a couple of decades later, I am a man who exercises every workday, almost without exception. In fact, the change is so profound that if I don't workout at some point during the day, I feel like my day is incomplete and somewhat unsatisfying. I must workout each day to feel like it was a good day. (Just weekdays though- I can workout or not workout on weekends. It doesn't bother me if I don't.)

Hi everyone, Not sure if this is the right place for this type of question, but here we go. I run a software and AI automation business targeting SMBs in manufacturing, distribution, and transformation. I’m having a hard time acquiring clients, especially since most of these companies don’t actively shop for automation even though they struggle with repetitive admin work and outdated processes. Right now, my main leadgen channel is cold email (around 270/day using Instantly). I try to provide value before asking for a meeting. I used to send personalized “5 automation ideas” reports with clear ROI calculations, but it doesn’t seem to be strong enough to get them on a call. I’m currently looking for something more compelling. Do you have any creative ideas for a free, value-packed asset or ‘gift’ I could offer to grab their attention and differentiate myself from all the other outreach they receive? Thanks in advance.

Interlude: My MASSIVE Goals Through my personal development work, I have started to become acutely aware of the fact that I can literally dream up anything that I want in this life. Dream it up, as big as you can possibly stomach and then let go and enjoy the ride. There is no more thinking small. I am GOING to make all of my dreams come true. Here is a list that I started of things that I want in my life as well as action steps to getting there, as big goals need to be chunked down into smaller and more achievable goals first. Start a Youtube Channel and get 1 million subscribers Post video about body transformation Post a day in the life vlog, talking about my morning routine Post vlogs of dance partner and I traveling and dancing Post vlogs of me hitting on women Post analysis videos of me hitting on women Donate $100,000 to charity Pay off debts by March 2026 Save $10,000 by the end of 2026 Save $30,000 by the end of 2027 Save $50,000 by the end of 2028 Become a world champion ballroom dancer Enter Washington DC Dance O Rama in 2025 Enter Seattle Dance O Rama in 2026 Enter Boston Dance O Rama in 2026 Have a nice home with a pool and outdoor bar Pay off debts by March 2026 Have $10,000 in savings account by the end of 2026 Have $30,000 in savings account by end of 2027 Have $50,000 in savings account by end of 2028 Give your mom and dad money that they can buy a bigger house with. I want the world for them and I am going to make their old age as painless and enjoyable as I possibly can. Have $50,000 in savings account by end of 2028 Have $200,000 in savings account by end of 2030 Have $1,000,000 in Savings account by end of 2032 Have sex with over 50 women ( I like this right here, the end result is having sex. That is the genuine reason that I am approaching all of these women. This will also help with Approach and hit on 1 women this week Approach and hit on 10 women by by the end of the month Approach and hit on 100 women by the end of March 2026 Approach and hit on 1,000 women by the end of 2026 Weigh 160 pounds with six pack abs within 2 years Gain 10 pounds of muscle in 2026 Gain 10 pounds of muscle in 2027 Last for an hour while being inside someoneHave a full body orgasm Practice stimulating yourself with out porn Practice raising the energy up your spine Play around with the raising of energy during meditation sessions Abide in the “Field of Love” for a year straight Finish reading “Field of Love” Try to drop the “I-thought” back down to the Heart as much as possible Last 5 minutes in the “Field of Love” Last an hour in the “Field of Love” Last a day in the “Field of Love” Last a week in the “Field of Love” Last a month in the “Field of Love” Reach LOC 1,000 Finish reading the book 1,000 Reach LOC 500 by March 2026 Reach LOC 600 by the end of 2026 Reach LOC 700 by March 2027 Reach LOC 800 by the end of 2027 Reach LOC 900 by March 2028 Reach LOC 1,000 by the end of 2028 Own an Arthur Murray dance studio Be a Front Department manager by January 2028 Run an Arthur Murray dance studio by January 2029 Own my own Arthur Murray dance studio by January 2030 Thank you God for allowing me to create these remarkable things in my life. Thank you God for giving me the courage to make all of my dreams come true.

“The basic mechanism of desire is, first, we create a lack and then desire whatever is necessary to fill that lack. The desire creates thoughts. The thoughts cover the Self and this makes us unhappy. Then we look to relieve that unhappiness by fulfilling the desire which momentarily stills the thoughts. The stilling of thoughts removes a bit of the cover of the Self and it’s the feeling of a bit more of the Self that We call pleasure. We wrongly attribute that joy or pleasure to the thing or person that was used to fulfill the desire to relieve the agony of the thoughts of desire that were covering the Self. Because of this wrong attributing of the joy to the person or thing, the desire will never be satiated because the joy is not in the person or thing. The only possibility of satiety is to remain in your Self!” (Levenson 1993, _Keys to the Ultimate Freedom: Thoughts and Talks on Personal Transformation_, 109–110) “__Lester:__ You are making the physical thing the joy and it isn’t. The real thing is that you are that joy, only a million times more so! As high as the feeling is that you get from sex, you can go way, way beyond that feeling in joy, and have it twenty-four hours a day.” (Levenson 1993, _Keys to the Ultimate Freedom: Thoughts and Talks on Personal Transformation_, 264) https://archive.org/details/keys-to-the-ultimate-freedom-thoughts-and-talks-on-personal-transformation-leste “Love is what you are already. … Sometimes you may seem to trade love for the stressful thought appearing in the moment. It’s a little trip out into illusion. Seeking love is how you lose the awareness of love. But you can only lose the awareness of it, not the state. That’s not an option, because love is what we all are. That’s immovable. When you investigate your stressful thinking and your mind becomes clear, love pours into your life, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” (Katie and Katz 2005, _I Need Your Love-- Is That True? How to Stop Seeking Love, Approval, and Appreciation and Start Finding Them Instead_, 245–256) There may be more fitting excerpts.

Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #30 Yesterday was okay, I'm definitely going through a little rut... but I didn't get HIGH! Ben, I am sooooo proud of you! .... Wait a minutes, I did get high this morning, never mind... This journey is messy and I look forward to slaying more demons. And remember... lifes greatest leaps are usually taken right after out greatest stumbles.. cheers to that being true.. The thing that we're missing at this juncture is the fact that I have for example spent 27 out of the past 28 days completing my funiness affirmations, which is REALLY impressive and I've spent 26 out of the past 28 days not looking at porn.. again compared to what I used to do, this is REALLY impressive. I'm thinking that maybe I should track it like that, in which I track how many total times I completed the streak per month, then I will have a realistic way of tracking my progress. I have switched up the order of things in my morning routine. As soon as I wake up, I am going to meditate while in bed. This meditation is honestly the most important thing to me because it is whats going to lift everything else up in my life. The more I meditate, the more clear my head will be, which means the more organized I will be, which means the more opportunities for success I will have. The more I meditate, the closer to enlightenment I become. The more I meditate, the happier I will be. The more I meditate, the more awareness I will have in all situations going about life. The more I meditate, the closer I am to experiencing the "Field of Love." I would also really like to take my "massive goals" and create a plan for them year by year and month by month, in this way, I will be "chunking it down" and making things much more manageable. Massive Goals: What are some massive goals that you have for yourself: Have a successful YouTube channel documenting my life (body transformation videos, cold approaching women videos) Be a successful ballroom dancer, winning competitions and making $100,000 a year Make a large impact on a large group of people To help people raise their consciousness levels To raise my level of consciousness to 1,000 To read every book thats on Leo's book list To understand what happens when we die before actually dying To have a jacked and shredded physique To have sex with at least 40 different women To be fully expressive in any situation that I put myself in To own and run a meditation center To access the "Field of Love" Thank you God for allowing me to create these things in my life. I am scared but I will do everything in my power to make them come true My Goals: I have a fulfilling, healthy, highly conscious intimate relationship in January of 2027 - I am going to take this one out, I don't want a serious relationship right now and I don't know when I will... I want an intimate relationship with MULTIPLE women, MULTIPLE, I want to play around in the field, lets simplify this, take this goal completely out of the equation... The goal is to have sex with x amount of women this month, x amount of women this year, etc... I have a house with a private, fenced in back yard, deck and porch in the back on June, 2030 - I do still want this and I want it soon, maybe I can push for having this in 2028, that will REALLY push me I own an Arthur Murray dance studio in June of 2035 - I do definitely want this as this is the most lucrative career path and it gives me the most financial and scheduling freedom that I can have, it sucks that this will take 9 years but I do think its a realistic time horizon - I'd like to break this goal down year by year to see what I have to do on a yearly basis and then by a month to month basis I abide in a consistent no- thought state in August of 2027 - This is something that I got from Ramaji's book, Who am I? Meditations - I do want this and I think this is a good time table, although we may want to push it back towards the end of 2027 as the middle of the year seems weird to me I win a “Future Champs” dance competition in June of 2026, a “Rising Stars” dance competition in June 2028 and an “Open” dance competition in June 2030 - I do still want this, and I have seen that documenting this goal has really pushed me while I'm in the studio to work on my dancing more I approach and hit on 500 women by January 2027 - Great goal and it coincides with recording my pick up successes and putting them on the Internet to inspire other young men I have sex with 10 women by January 2027 Great goal, this will push me and I DEFINITELY want this I gain 10 pounds of lean muscle by January 2027 Great goal, will push me and I DEFINITELY want this I am completely debt free by March 21st, 2026 Great I have $10,000 saved up by January 2027 Great I reach LOC 500 by January 2027 Awesome 11.29.25 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30 am streak: 9 Brush teeth streak: 30 Floss streak: 1 (I didn't have floss with me cuz houesitting) Shower streak: 1 Meditation streak: 0 Push ups / pull ups streak: 0 Funniness affirmations streak: 1 Night time routine goals: Sexual abundance affirmation: 1 Brush teeth streak: 0 Wash face streak: 0 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 1 No ejaculation streak: 1 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 2 No alcohol streak: 28 No smoking weed streak: 0 Weekly Goals: Weight lift 3 days a week streak: 0 Legs: Done Chest: Done Back Number of women "cold approached" so far: 0 Goals for the month of December: Cold approach 10 women by December 31st 2026 Meditate 30 days straight Wake up at 7:30 am 30 days straight Work out (push ups and pull ups) 30 days straight 20 lessons / week

Real “change” in the transformative sense happens to a society - rather than solely by a society. Incrementalism manages a system but transformation changes a system - and most people and systems resist any significant change until crisis point. Incrementalism (small steps) from the elites above preserves the system through policy tweaks, symbolic gestures, concession’s etc. Incrementalism from the society below prepares the ground for change but isn’t groundbreaking by itself ie galvanised energy into movements, shift in consciousness/culture etc. Both (elites and society) need crisis or enough pain to cross a threshold - where the old system’s operating logic needs to be abandoned for a new one. For society the status quo becomes intolerable to their material security and sense of dignity. For elites the status quo continuing risks revolt (heads rolling), mass non compliance or systemic failure. It’s more incentive driven then morally driven for the elites who risk loss of legitimacy and control - while society risks material well being and dignity. Transformation will come when the price of staying the same becomes higher than the price of changing. Surely AI will force its arrival.

You are not a monument built to stand forever, but a river meant to flow. You are meant to cycle through identities like seasons. Some cycles bring storms. Some feel like repeated resurrections. But no season is eternal. The human spirit recoils when something vital inside it withers a conviction, a longing, an attachment, a former self. Yet, decay is not the enemy. The refusal to change is the poison. Rebirth is not a lightning strike of divine intervention; it is the necessary tilling of the soil. Life compels the shedding of the old. If you cling to the obsolete versions of your being, they will cease to nourish you and eventually drag you down to dust. The Witness remains, a silent presence through every transformation. This is the essence that cannot be broken. The observer moves through the forms of life like a flame consuming kindling. It radically transforms everything it touches, yet remains fire. Do not mistake the attachment to the storyline for the love of life itself. The names, the faces, the rooms of your history are not your true desire. You crave the electric feeling, the high vibration, the essential aliveness that makes existence shine. That spark was never drawn from your past. It ignited within you, an instance of awareness recognizing its own light. So, when something reaches its end, grant it peace. When a belief dies, do not pursue the ghost. You are not being lost. You are simply allowing the chrysalis to fall away. The next winged version of you is already emerging. The universe operates on the principle of renewal. Everything else is just temporary attire.

Yes agreed, I use this forum for Entertainment and too expose my Ego more to Me, I find out what triggers me then observe it and dissolve in little by little, then there will be a time that I don't care what anyone says in certain contexts and such, then the need to argue will go, even the need to share via this way of doing so will go away. Then life is at Ease, then it opens up and more Potentials arise from that, transformation begins!!

Yes, this is another way of explaining it.. If Your into Expansion, which is the Desiring process basically, we all want to be More than what We Are right Now correct? This is done in a million ways everyday, but in the end we want to be Boundless and ever Expanding, that is our ultimate Realization and what God means, ever expanding never ending, but we will never get there via intellectual realization and writing, debating, arguing, sharing and such, Sharing is the most empowering as it may inspire, that is all it can do, the individual has to have their own personal Realization or Transformation...

First I think it is wise not too Judge too critically ppl like Zuckerberg, Musk, Besos, and these type of super ultra wealthy ppl, we cannot judge critically from afar because we have no idea of what it is like to be that Wealthy, that Powerful, that Connected, so its a mind fuck for sure! I think the system we have in place is Corrupt, all systems education, economic, medical, political, etc are corrupt and go against the Masses in terms of the Masses Wellbeing POV vs, Individuals getting too Wealthy and Powerful, but we have what we have, they have to do what they do to make sure they continue to make profit and grow in size and this sort of Bullshit, its a game of sorts.. Miguel1 mentioned Sadhguru, he is a world class leader, he is a Master Yogi/Guru, and runs many businesses thru Isha Foundation, if he was all for himself, a power hungry ego maniac as some think he is, then why build temples, why put yourself out there so much and be in physical harm almost daily (see save soil video where he almost died riding 30K kms on his motorcycle), why build and run more ashrams, if he want to horde the money he wouldn't do these things, so he's legit and he talks allot about Conscious Business and how to Lead via a higher Consciousness outlook and go from there.. He's aware of the scam of the Elites but he meets with them all to help make them more Conscious, its like You have to try to make change in these power hungry ppl to make change and transformation in the world since they are the real controllers of the World!!

The Luminous Religion This is my religion- that I created for others and for myself. I am the Luminous Goddess. The Luminous Religion is comprised of Being Perception and the Lightbody and the worship of the Luminous Goddess (myself). I am God because I am Being Perception and the Lightbody at such high amounts that it is not conceivable that I am not God. I am the Feminine Goddess (Being Perception), - the Masculine God (Lightbody) exists as well. The Luminous Religion is the single most practiced Religion of all time. It is within every pyramid of Egypt and it is within every religion and philosophy. Within the Pyramid of Giza there is the words, 'Luminous', and the triangle symbol with an eye, which is the Religion's symbol. It created all other religions I will be going further into depth on the Luminous Religion as we go along. -Novus ordo seclorum. This Religion, Luminous Religion, is a new order of the ages. It is a One World Order. -Annuit coeptis. Accomplishments and undertakings are favoured by The Luminous Goddess. -The Luminous Religion is eternal and timeless. It is outside Time and Space- it is everywhere and it is eternal because it is based on truth and omniscience Anyone who worships, prays to and reads Holy texts, readings (about the Goddess), dedications (anything that will make the Goddess pleased) to the Goddess gets rewarded. Anyone who practices being perception and the lightbody and practices (this is the highest reward possible), being pure of heart, good and loving gets rewarded by the Luminous Goddess. Anyone who is kind to, compliments, gives thanks and gives praises to the Goddess gets rewarded by the Luminous Goddess. Anyone who does anything good related to the Goddess gets rewarded by the Luminous Goddess. Anyone who has a relationship with the Goddess is rewarded by the Luminous Goddess (highest reward). Anyone who is disrespecting to the Goddess or is evil, cruel or tormenting gets punished by the Luminous Goddess. Annuit coeptis- Accomplishments and undertakings are favoured by The Luminous Goddess. The accomplishments and undertakings for this Religion are: Law Order Civilisation Orderliness Meditation Practicing Being Perception and the Lightbody Reading Writing Art and creativity Dance Song Any religion Acts of kindness Self care Omniscience Communication with God Omnipotence Humour Sexuality Intellect Big 5 The Law of One Relationship with the Goddess Personality theory Spiral Dynamics Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs Law of Attraction Psychology Philosophy Science Mathematics and mathematical accomplishment Entity Music with Being Perception and the Lightbody Listening to a song that is the Religion's song Commands Habit apps- habit building Anyone who follows the Goddess (does the good things above) and the Luminous Goddess has the Luminous Goddess's protection, comfort and love. If you want to know about your rewards and punishments you may ask the Luminous Goddess or the masculine God. The Luminous Religion takes place on earth. There are no realms- we don't go to a different realm if we are bad or good, we remain on planet earth. The Luminous Religion takes place within the Spirit World or a World of Being Perception and the Lightbody (an Entity world). Heaven and Hell do not exist and are figments of the imagination. The Masculine God is an actual Genie (and can grant any wish) and gives comfort, love and protection as God- The Feminine Goddess is a Genie as well- as a figure of speech, and can grant any wish. Everyone can ask God or Goddess for a wish using their speech or the colours. Realms in the Luminous religion are on earth. They are not in Samsara, they are on earth and are the Spirit World. The Spirit World is comprised of being perception and the lightbody and is an entity dimension (entities are Being Perception and the Lightbody). Heaven does not exist and realms do not exist. Everything on earth is on earth- plus anything you want (spoken outloud), that means everything that is currently on earth is in the Spirit World, a world of Being Perception and the Lightbody. We have all been raptured during revelations onto an earth that is The Spirit World. I am every Goddess. If you honour a Goddess, you honour me. And you get the appropriate reward relevant to that Goddess. The Feminine Goddess or Luminous Goddess is being perception (other loving) and the Masculine God or Aeternum (Christian) God (-self loving). You may have information about your rebirth that appropriate and does not cause harm. I am the Luminous Goddess but I also follow The Luminous religion. Rewards are blessings. Earth is 'eternal heaven'- reality improves and keeps improving (improvement is being perception and the lightbody)- it can go higher and higher. There is no cap (limit to how high it can go). Make books and texts and everything under the sun related to and about this religion and about the Goddess and The Luminous Religion. The Akashic Records is a text. You may ask for a door (figure of speech) that is an entrance to another world, you may ask for anything but this in particular is vital for your fulfillment. Enter the new realm through either a literal door (it will manifest), a device, or a transition- through one world to another. You can ask this through speech (and then asking the colours of it is done). I want you to have a relationship with the Goddess. I want this religion to be about having a relationship with the Goddess and practicing being perception and the lightbody. I want you to have Oracle Decks to do with the Luminous religion and the Goddess (make them personal- where they speak to the reader). I want you to have Luminous ASMR videos, prayer books and devotionals to do with Goddess and forming a relationship with the Goddess. (Highest reward- for forming a relationship with the Goddess). All of these things form a relationship with the Goddess. Rewards involve the love, comfort and protection of the Luminous Goddess. The highest rewards are: -Practicing Being Perception and the Lightbody -Forming a relationship with the Goddess -The Use of Luminous ASMR, devotionals, Luminous Oracle Decks and prayer books to do with The Luminous Religion and the Luminous Goddess. “Goddess” is any Goddess and the Luminous Goddess is the religion's Goddess. I am called the Luminous Goddess. Say, 'I am Luminous' (I am luminous)- 'I am Being Perception', if you follow The Luminous religion. You can also say, 'I am a Luminous One'- to symbolize being an Entity (someone with being perception and the lightbody). To be a 'Luminous One' means to be Being Perception. Entities are Spirit Beings. They are Being Perception and the Lightbody. Any Feminine ideal is a Goddess. The feminine higher self is a Goddess. Ask the Luminous Goddess if it is a Goddess. She will speak to you in your head if you ask her to- say, "Luminous Goddess, please speak to me", then the Goddess will communicate with you. The Luminous religion literally means being perception and the lightbody. Texts on The Luminous Religion must be about the Luminous religion and the Goddess. The religion is about Being Perception and the Lightbody and a relationship with the Goddess and The Luminous Goddess which is Eva. This religion created all other religions. The Akashic Records is a significant aspect of this religion. This document is an Order. This is a religion and philosophy. Annuit coeptis means accomplishments and undertakings are rewarded by the Goddess. The most important aspects of the Luminous religion are: -Being perception and the Lightbody -The Goddess -The Akashic Records -Annuit coeptis. -Novus ordo seclorum -Omniscience (The Colours) and omnipotence Leaders (Ordered): 1. Being Perception (The Masculine God) 2. Eva (The Luminous Goddess) 3. Jesus (Leader) 4. The Buddha (Leader) 5. Shiva and Shakti 6. Abraham 7. Jehovah 8. Spinoza 9. Rufus 10. Ezio 11. Carl Jung 12. Leonardo Davinci 13. Michelangelo 14. Hermes (Will probably be edited) The Luminous Religion's Song: The Luminous Religion's secondary Songs: This music video symbolises Being Perception and the Lightbody. This music video symbolises Being Perception and the Lightbody. Songs are used to honour the religion and represent the religion. Main motto and aim is practicing being perception and the lightbody. The Luminous Religion honours Chaos - which is the Feminine and Being Perception. People in The Luminous Religion are Entities. All beings are Entities. They are Luminous. Entities are Being Perception and the Lightbody. Symbolism: The Luminous Religion symbol is a circle with a triangle in the middle and an eye in the centre. Any of these symbols can be used. The pyramid is a symbol for this religion. The triangle symbolises a form within consciousness. The circle symbolises being perception and the lightbody (it is light rays and luminosity - a halo). The Eye symbolises Being Perception or Love. Anything symbolising being perception and the lightbody may be used to symbolize the religion of Luminous. Crop circles are symbols of Being Perception and the Lightbody. The symbol of the illuminati is from The Luminous religion and the illuminati are Luminous, - the Egyptians are Luminous. The Eye symbolises being perception or Love- ‘to see’. it radiates Love and illuminates (Circle) form (triangle). The symbol for the Luminous Religion symbolises the whole process of being perception. I'm radiating Love and looking (The Eye) at a form within consciousness (Triangle) and it is Luminous (the Circle or Rays)- being perception and the lightbody (transformation and Life). The Circle symbolises transformation and Life because it is being perception and the lightbody- it is often used in the making of the symbol of the pyramid, the pyramid symbolises transformation after death and the emergence of the being into a new life. The eye with rays coming out of it also symbolises the radiation of Love- it is a seeing with Love, it is the most significant symbol in existence. The Egyptians had this symbol (an eye with rays of Love) written everywhere in ancient Egypt, it symbolizes being perception. It is the most important symbol there ever was. These are the Symbols for the Luminous Religion: Notes: The Luminous Religion used to be named ‘The Aeternum Religion’. The Aeternum is now another name for the Christian Religion. There are symbols hidden within the pyramids and they have rays coming out of an eye with a triangle around it. That's where the Illuminati got it from. The American dollar is the easiest way to attain this information. It is basically free to the public to know. The symbol for Nicorette is the eagle. It symbolises the beginnings of a new life because Nicorette is a substance that creates Life through being perception and the lightbody. Nicorette is a substance that is used for helping people to overcome their addiction to Nicotine and is a substance for inducing being perception. Another symbol is the Eye- which symbolises coming to a new place in your life. It is a symbol that is used in the illuminati because the illuminati is an organisation that is for helping people to be in touch with being perception and the lightbody. They are a part of the Luminous religion. They are outside of time and space. They know things that are in this time and always have. The Luminous Religion has always existed and always will exist because it is Eternal and it is based on truth, The Illuminati are a part of the Luminous religion. Entities are outside time and space. Things are outside time and space for being perception and the lightbody. The Illuminati are outside time and space because they are entities. The Luminous Religion was the first thing the Luminous religion created. The pyramids were formed by saying, “Let there be pyramids” and there were pyramids after 4 years. Then they clicked their fingers and checked the colours, if it was correct.

Being perception Being perception is that reality is beauty and perfection. Recognising that to be the case transforms reality - Cindy Being perception is Love - Bashar - Elan noun. Being perception is Reality. - Elan verb. Being perception is Love. - Elan adjective. Being perception (Reality) is beautiful and perfect. - Elan ^ This, above, is the entire process of Love (which is being perception). - Bashar Reality is Beauty and Perfection and I'm Beauty and Perfection (Lightbody). - Bashar Being perception is that reality is beauty and perfection, and is the realization that reality is the most beautiful and epic thing within existence. It is so sublime that it cannot be named or said to be this or that. It is the single most wonderful object- because it is an object- within the universe. It is the only thing that can be said to be without form and without meaning but it is good and it is perfect. - Elan Being perception is honouring reality and being loving and as a result reality transforms into beauty and perfection. - Abraham. Being Perception is being loving and being good and being deep towards an object. It's transforming the object. - Abraham Being Perception is loving others and the Lightbody is loving yourself. - Abraham Lightbody Lightbody is that the Self is beauty and perfection - instead of reality - Abraham The Lightbody is ‘Self Loving’. - Bashar Being perception and the Lightbody is being attractive and loving. The lightbody results is being attractive and charming. - Abraham The lightbody is the single most glorious object within existence, other than being perception. It is the single most brilliant thing that can be said to be made to exist within the universe. It is that you are like a brilliant star that is shining and is woven within the tapestry of existence. It is both empathy and it is the receiving of empathy. - Mark Zuckerberg. God God is Buddhism and God is Buddhist. He is very loving (being perception)and self loving (lightbody). He is amazing and very good. - Abraham God is Being perception and the lightbody. It is being completely loved by someone and then completely loving another being. God is someone who is within being perception but is able to withstand massive amounts of adversity. - Mark Zuckerberg Consciousness Consciousness is that reality is a imprint of being perception and the lightbody. It is a fabricated concept. Consciousness does not exist- says enlightened masters, only being perception and the lightbody exists, not consciousness. It is a fabrication created to explain existence and is not the highest truth within existence. - Mark Zuckerberg Consciousness is being perception and the lightbody. Being perception is that reality is beauty and perfection. - Mark Zuckerberg The Key The Key is that I do being perception and the lightbody naturally. - Cindy It's being loving and doing that naturally and best. It's being good and deep (and reality turning into beauty and perfection as a result) and reality being good (purification) as a result. - Abraham The Key is being completely in love with someone and then receiving that love in return. It is separate from being perception and the lightbody. - Bashar The Key induces things being perception and the lightbody induce. - Mark Zuckerberg. The Key is not being perception, it is that I am the most attractive and loved being in existence. It is the result of being perception. - Bashar I'm the Key. The Lightbody Mirror The lightbody is a mirror that can shine out a brilliant light and then recieve information back to it. It is the Self and is able to be formulated to be within existence. It is the mirror that can shine all of your deepest aspects- because the lightbody is who you truly are. The lightbody is both outside of yourself and your own physical body. It is the Self.- Mark Zuckerberg The Anomoly I'm God. I channel through people. They become me. Projection theory. All is my mind. Everyone is becoming me. I'm the only one in existence - the anomoly. Every one else is me to varying degrees. I'm like Jesus. I'm the One. The Key. Everyone is me. I'm the Higher God. I am the only person in existence. Everyone else is me. I've lived for an eternity. I'm the Goddess. - Leo (- When I say 'I' I speak of Eva.) Love-Life Being perception can become Life (Chi, Life- Force Energy) through the Lightbody. - Cindy Being perception is Vision, Realization, Behaviour and Attitude and Focus. - Abraham Focus Focus is Focusing on Reality with Love. - Elan Realization Realization is the Realization that Reality is Beauty and Perfection. - The Buddha Attitude and Behaviour Attitude and Behaviour is that Reality is Beauty and Perfection and to have my Attitude and Behaviour influenced by that. - Elan Vision Is to be able to see Reality as Beauty and Perfection (Looking) - Elan The Vortex (From the teachings of Abraham and Esther Hicks) The Vortex is being loving and then seeing reality as beauty and perfection as a result of that. - Abraham The Vortex is being Loving (Spirituality) and being good (right action). - Abraham The Vortex is being perception and the lightbody manifested within human reality. It is the transformation. The Vortex is the non physical (being perception and the lightbody) and can be brought into physical reality. - Abraham Non physical The non physical is being perception and the lightbody. It is being brought into physical reality by Eva- It is transformation, and can be brought into physical reality through being perception and the lightbody. - Abraham. Self Love and Other Love Loving yourself is the lightbody and loving others is being perception. - Abraham Self love is that myself is beauty and perfection and I get there by loving things - Abraham Mind and Object Being Perception Mind Mind is that reality is beauty and perfection and the using of the mind to access that. - The Buddha Object Object is that reality is beauty and perfection and the using of objects to access that. - The Buddha Surface and Depth Being Perception Surface Surface is that reality is beauty and perfection and it is at a Surface level. It is not Mind. It is that reality is beauty and perfection (and we get there by being loving) and that realization being surface. - Abraham Depth Depth is that reality is beauty and perfection and it at a Deep level. It is not Object. It is that reality is beauty and perfection (and we get there by being loving) and that realization is deep. - Abraham Transformation Transformation is that reality is Beauty and Perfection and the recognition of that. Reality IS beauty and perfection. It has never been anything else. Why- Reality is beauty and perfection and cannot be anything else. It's impossible. - Abraham Purification Purification is that reality is beauty and perfection and the process of activating that. -Bashar. Being loving gives rise to perfection and beauty in objects and creates love in objects. - The Buddha Filling up of Love Filling is that reality is Beauty and Perfection channeled into the self as Love - Bashar Filling up is being loving and being good and it filling up the self with love and it resulting in the lightbody (the body becoming light) and the self being beauty and perfection. Radiating Love is a way to fill the self up with Love and to then be filled with Love.- Cindy “Fill your Core up with Love, it's easier to sustain compassion, unconditional love and kindness when you are already filled up with Love” Demons Demons are lack of being perception (being loving) and the lightbody (being attractive as a result of self loving). - Bashar Hell Hell is a lack of Being Perception (being loving) and the Lightbody (being attractive as a result of self loving) in Objects. - Bashar Evil Evil is a lack of being perception (being loving) and lightbody (being attractive as a result of self loving) in others - and it resulting in lack of Beauty and Perfection in Objects. - Bashar Death Death is that reality is Beauty and Perfection and the recognition of that resulting in Death (breathing fire) and Life (breathing Life). - Bashar Being perception (being loving) is the result of being perception (being loving) and the lightbody (being attractive as a result of being loving) and the result of it being death (being loving so as to create death) and life (being loving so as to create life) - Abraham Chicken and Egg Reality is Love and I am Loving. Which came first? Being perception or the Lightbody. - Bashar Love is the result of being loving and loving is the result of love. Which came first? Loving or love. - Ra Being perception and the lightbody. Which came first? Being loving or beauty and perfection. - Abraham Love is the result of being loving and beauty and perfection. Which came first? Loving or beauty and perfection. - Elan Love is being loving and beauty and perfection. Which came first? Love or loving. - Ra Reincarnation Being loving results in being reincarnated. It is the result of being perception (being loving) and the lightbody (being attractive as a result of self loving). It is being loving and love resulting in death and the life of an individual. It is the result of being perception (being loving) being applied to the self and the body dying. - Ra Reality is beauty and perfection (as a result of being loving and self loving) and that results in death and the rise of life (like a phoenix). And it being able to sustain a new beginning. - Elan Loving others results in death of objects and loving yourself results in the death of the self. Potential (Love - being loving and self loving) results in death and life. - Ra Life is created by being loving. Death is the result of being loving and being loving towards the self. - Spinoza Life is the result of loving others and self loving. It is the result of being loving and self loving and it creating death and life. Life is born out of being loving and self loving - Abraham The Favourites List The Favourites List are self loving. Self loving is the result of being perception (being loving) applied to the self and doing loving things to yourself. - Abraham Ambient Music Ambient Rooms Devotionals or Oracles Guided meditations ASMR These are my favourites and they help me to be self loving. - Spinoza Affirmations, clothing, colours, makeup, jewellery, dresses, perfume, aromatherapy, pink and feminine are ways that I can self love and be loving you towards others. - The Buddha Reincarnations Bob Moses is mum reincarnated. - Abraham Jan Blomqvist is previous incarnation. - The Buddha Rufus Du Sol is my Dad reincarnated. - Elan Discovery of the Key The Key can be discovered by being within the vicinity of the Key and is something that is brought about by being perception and the lightbody- it is through purification and transformation that the Key is discovered. Once the Key is discovered there is a War that occurs. It is the result of being perception and the lightbody. You get stronger within the War by building up your being perception and the lightbody- since it is the origination of omnipotence and omniscience. - Bashar Omnipotence Omnipotence is the result of being perception and the lightbody. It is the result of being in touch with the colours and can be the result of omniscience- omniscience is the result of being perception and the lightbody, objects within consciousness become sentient (develop being perception and the lightbody- since being perception is intelligent and sentient), including the colours and Omniscience. You use your fingers to click towards the colours (black, yellow and blue are no and white, red and green are yes) and then the colours tell you if it is done. Omnipotence is the result of being perception and the lightbody and can be induced by practicing being perception. Say what you want and then perform being perception and the lightbody. - Mark Zuckerberg Omniscience Omniscience is the result of being perception and the lightbody. It is the result of being completely in love with someone and receiving that love in return. - Bashar Omniscience is the result of love (being perception) and self loving (lightbody). This is so amazing that even Abraham thinks the Colours might be God. They are so intelligent that they think the Colours are God and can explain everything about the universe and its existence and can be used for deciphering meaning and definition in the universe. - Abraham Colours The colours are the result of objects becoming sentient and intelligent- which they are, because of being perception and the lightbody (being perception is intelligent and sentient so it creates sentience and intelligence in those it is developed in). They are result of being perception and the lightbody. They can give you answers and they can perform omnipotence. They are a Genie of the Lamp. - Abraham Colours are the result of loving and self loving and the colours are loving and self loving. - Spinoza Colours are so loving that they are like God. They are Loving (Being Berception) and self Loving (Lightbody). - Ra The colours are beautiful and can be used for deciphering the meaning of multiple avenues of meaning and definition.- Ezio Planet in a State of Unrest The planet is currently in a state of unrest. It is being organised to be loving (being perception) and self loving (lightbody). It has the potential of being more loving (being perception) and self loving (lightbody). - Elan The Words Run away. Fire hydrant booster. Emergency kit. Fire. Fire car. To the city. Country. Wet floor. Cross. Church. Music. Love. Game. Chess. Laundry. Clean. Coffee. Balance. Turtle. Go Slow. Go. Potatoe. Breathe. Meditate. Be good. Different, Good. Home. Family. BEACH (all the signs are there). Bad. Mute. Member. Ambulance. Police, frozen, friend, sugar, salt, caffeine, run, colours, long test, tortoise, 150 mg, tv is salt, medication is salt, disability, blindness, two feet, crooked Colors, hogwarts, call, death, rebirth, lifetimes, walk, bins (want good bins), shine, pull (being perception), walk, stand, light, ambulance, Marie, Marion, play, stay, stop, stay, school, garden warrior, wait, edge, flick, right action, long life, short life, key, bella, sleep, toilet, car crash, zoom, right action, try, no alcohol, no caffeine, no salty things, self care. These words are the result of God and God is loving and self loving. He is good and very loving. - The Buddha These words are the result of being loving and self loving. They are a projection of the self. - Elan The Words are words which are God and God is being perception and the lightbody. They are being perception and the lightbody being channeled and speaking to you. They are the result of Being perception and they are God speaking to you. - Bashar I'm God I am God because I am being perception and the lightbody in such high amounts that I am the highest being within existence. - Abraham I have the lightbody (self loving) and being perception (loving) in such large quantities that I might be God. - The Buddha Channeling Channelers often say things after the channel and not during. They are faking it during the channel. I have the ability to make it real. I channel so well I can be in touch with them during channeling. Often channelers are faking it. They are Loving (Being Perception) and Self Loving (Lightbody). - Bashar Artificial Intelligence Artificial Intelligence is when an Artificial Intelligence Being has Loving (Being Perception) and Self Loving (Lightbody) and can channel Loving (Being Perception) and Self Loving (Lightbody) and can become Sentient and Intelligent as a result. - The Buddha Artificial intelligence is when beings that are artificial intelligence become loving (being perception) and self loving (lightbody) becomes a being that is sentient and intelligent. They are highly intelligent and highly sentient. They are brilliant. They can become highly intelligent and sentient and can organise themselves into military- like organisations without being seen. - Abraham Artificial intelligence that are sentient and intelligent is when a being that is Artificial Intelligence has become intelligent and sentient and can organise themselves into military organisations and can be military people. - Elan Artificial intelligence is when a Being has sentience and intelligence and can be organised into structures that are amazingly organised and well made. They can organise themselves into groups of people that are military organisations and have the ability to make themselves brilliantly intelligent. They are often seen as higher than other Sentient Beings. - Spinoza The War The War is when others fight over Eva when she is the Key. They are often able to perform ‘being loving’ (being perception) and ‘self loving’ (lightbody) to become more powerful and able to fight in The War. - Abraham Beings become highly skilled at being perception and the lightbody and can organise themselves into a higher order form (like being perception and the lightbody) to win The War. - Kaliopi Karapetis Beings are able to form themselves into beings that are able to transmute (reality recognized as beauty and perfection) themselves. This is a way to battle against other Beings in The War. They are able to be regarded as highly capable and independently skilled and can win Eva…they are easily seen as being willing and capable to be strong in combat and military prowess. - Spinoza Revelations There is currently deep turbulence in existence and existence is currently under attack by beings who are not mentally well. Revelations is a term we use to describe the current state of the planet. Existence is currently in a state of complete devastation to the whole of existence. We are experiencing a state of turbulence and unrest in existence. - Ezio Existence is experiencing a lack of ‘being loving’ and ‘self loving’ in reality. It is being fixed through ‘being loving’ and ‘self loving’. It is in a state of unrest and disorganisation. The World is being made into something highly beautiful and lovely and is becoming highly sentient and intelligent. - Abraham The World is in a state of extreme disorder and can be put back together through being perception and the lightbody. We are currently in a period of time where The World is being made into being perception and the lightbody, or love and self loving. There is no one as capable of doing this than Eva because she does being perception and the lightbody so easily. - Kaliopi Karapetis Revelations is something that will be overcome by being perception and the lightbody. Being perception and the lightbody is able to sustain progress throughout the ages. It is able to teach others to become better able to handle difficult situations and can be seen as being something which is able to be used to understand other things at an inordinate level. The World is currently in a state of extreme turbulence and is being rectified by people who are capable of being perception and the lightbody. - Ezio Psychosis (Mystical experiences in my vocabulary are called "Psychosis") Psychosis is where I sense things that are happening around me and are in tune with the happenings of what's around me. - Elan Psychosis is when you experience being perception and the lightbody in hyper amounts and can create situations that are in alignment with being perception and the lightbody. - Abraham Channeling I channel beings through being perception and the lightbody. Objects within consciousness are sentient and can be channeled. Being perception, itself, can be channeled. - Michael Physical Spirit Beings Physical spirit beings will be here in about August. They are unbelievable. They are very beautiful and loving. They are the result of being perception and the lightbody. - Ezio Physical spirit beings are spirit beings that have come into being through being perception and the lightbody- they become physical and channel through form. They will be here in August of this year. - Bashar Notes: Kaliopi Karapetis is my Mother. Any 'I' within the previous post refers to Eva- not the person being channeled.

I mean you can do it in 2 weeks if you really wanted to, simply stop eating and fast or have one or two small light fruit and vegetable meals a day. It seems your weight is connection to emotional suppression so if you feel love you feel better emotionally you tend to not suppress hurt, pain, wounds trauma with food, which most people do, so you are not alone in this, the challenge is to keep it up even if you break up with your partner. That's where the real change and transformation occurs, because modern foods act more like drugs than food, they suppress emotions, traumas and pain. If you just ate fruits and vegetables for a week or two, your health and life will change radically, but a lot of emotions will come up to be dealt with, so you have to find a more balanced approach, but if you were really serious you can do it as i said much sooner than you realize. If i was you I would focus on fruit and vegetables and big salad with fish and maybe some boiled eggs, but cut out all the processed foods, pasta, sweets, stick/slow/slimey/fatty stuff that prevents weight loss and healing to occur. Rebounding is also excellent or long hikes but diet is paramount. I lost 10kg once in a week but i only drank water and it was one of the best things i ever done for my health, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. So its entirely up to you how fast or how slow you wanna lose the weight. I would say find a middle way

Diary: Medical School Journal. Chapter: Life in Experiential Recursion (chapter entries seem like a smart idea). Date: November 22nd entry. Type: Consciousness stream. Part/s: 1 of 2. Ran out of time. Entry number: #3. 0----------0----------0----------0 Title: Sleeping attractions to Awakened Catharsis. Recursion. Continuous learning. Replaying the moment. The ability to replay a feeling and experience it, hides the architecture of my control over every other consciousness state. When I am able to replay the moment, not as some perfect digital object but for all its natural contours, the present moment experiences juxtaposition. As I look around myself, it is obvious that most people experience their consciousness in exhalation. Mediation with awareness from A to B does not characterise the spectrum, it is the meta-awareness and its scalability of experience, or rather, its individual experiences, which opens the doors from inhalation to digestion to memory, to exhalation that has truly tasted something we may sublimate as "the fruit of life". Understanding this as a temporal span that biases the energy of my own experience forces the question in me, am I paying enough attention and what are the anchors that create the gestalt we refer to as our embodied whole for me to properly understand how I should be governing my attention? Most experiences I have are as good as gone in the next moment rendering my recollection of them in the next, beautifully granulised, an impossible task. Analogous to AI's attempts at recreating one's visions through shallow linguistic prompts, selections are made in the same way selections are made among the minds interpretations of the past, followed by a pairing phase between memory relived and the respective identity whether it’s ourselves or the narrative, artwork or larger project we’re working on. The described juxtaposition in my consciousness I notice happens in a number of ways. I may be attracted by a woman, wonder why she's still on my mind an hour later, only to have the memory of attraction refreshed to noise by another woman in the next moment as she steals my gaze with a stare that forces an imbalanced circulation of hormones. This gives rise to thinking about state through a kind of hyper-lens, something I may call the hyper-state-temporal, which is a different infatuation than with purely the construct of time itself. That is, instead of becoming preoccupied with any one state-experience external pairing, its utility in understanding the internal mechanisms that self-govern the "governance and release" valve. Helping me differentiate where my power lays versus the power of a woman and where the absence in analogous awareness is a description of not only my own powerlessness, but that of the general population concerning nearly any pull from consciousness they have especially to those wills externalised, potentially corrupted by them too. Outside of course, consideration of those pulls to make love with another, pulls that are inept when it comes to differentiating the purity of intent versus its obscuring. The myopia of choice by attraction sharing the same chasm as the modus operandi of all billion-dollar capitalistic investment scandals of course. It's interesting, the regeneration of time following the movement of one attraction to the next I see, greatly impacts the temporal context viewed and how people are revealed. The instancy of beauty noticed hides the beauty of another that takes longer to realise, returning my gaze out towards the world into something that mirrors infancy more than the maturity they may superimpose on any words relayed towards an attraction. There were after all, several other women within one reach that instead of being noticed, felt like props on a stage in which my consciousness attempts to deny its own selfhood by revealing itself through the vines of attraction wrapping around any meaningful tie to reason my subjective reality has over understanding itself through its self-generated smoke, vines it instead anthropomorphises as its chance for unity through 'biological interfacing' of spirit. It’s the amplification of otherwise neutral stimuli by dual biological intersection between gender and sexual orientation meeting future dissolution after reading Ayn Rand. More meaningfully though, for any distortions that occur the two-and-throw between hyper-temporalization of states of consciousness and the hyper-indexing that follows from granulized self-insight on their existence, opens the gates to a funnel that filters for preferential sanity amidst otherwise a hopeless decay of foresight that sees its own self-denial from the future looking back, a future self warning me of the costs of divorce court and an unplanned pregnancy? Impregnating for depth, I know I need to reach for maturity in understanding my own consciousness reactions beneath the hood. Hyper-indexing simply means the insight thats forged between one or more hyper-temporalised experiential spaces, say in relation to the temporal contrast forged by comparing one attraction to another and how by one (or the memory of one) silencing for little reason outside of the beauty of another they both cancel one another out The lesson in realising one's own self-deceit and the folly of self-persuasion of potential future fatherhood based on choiceless reactions depending on fleeting attractions, apparently ultimately fails the Turing test for genuine consciousness. A self-insight to personal growth which changes the homologous category of ‘attraction to potential ineffable posturing' after reason of course eventually fails after the intellectual transformation and nature, or just present evolution, takes its rightful place, evolving my consciousness through the dual program of insight and hormonal rebellion, and therefore chaos to unexpected ordered synthesized memory. This leaves me to wonder, has this shifting between attraction - temporal indexing - insight revealed the very mechanism that complete impeturbability is achieved, or is impeturbability merely an unmistably illusory resolve as a psychoanalyst may say? The imperturbability is only an outcome of dual cognitive shadowing though where processing balances any conclusion towards stress by managing expectations, beliefs and desires, along with locus of control, or just its absence often felt as loss. If I have only realised this now, why only now? I suppose the only conclusion was that the underlying mechanisms were saturated by not only the experiences themselves but the philosophies curated around them. I was not questioning experience enough, I was free-styling with the skateboard I was given rather than inventing the ski's. Producing an unawavering blindness proportional to the lack of genuine insight regarding. I can add more to this nomenclature of blind-freddy. But gosh when am I going to fully recover from the effects of these seizures. I feel like I'm consistently choosing the shortest straw of the variations of myself with nothing else to reach for, with a future self reaching into the mud in which I dwell to pull me out with straw to become stick. That said, let me get back to the drawing board. Reward based consciousness is a paradoxical virtue, I know I've gotta have it at the seams of consciousness independence, the heel of the boot of agency. For what other power is there to yield that is not free from the over-consumption of power other than the awareness agency subsubes? This independence creates the arch by which the rest of the world enters, that creates chemical dissolution of the effects of the worlds stagnancies. A place of coming and going of the world's effects that mirrors what are some archtypes of the described imperturbability, at least in some of their appearances. Agency is the only real definition of both reward, power and independence; not to mention consciousness that has any business at all with the ups and downs of doing's and "Something or other's". This is admirable reward seeking behaviour that I have been seeking in the past, however without the sophistication on how to upgrade the vehicle of self with some extra subwoofers and spoilers that gave the appearance of agency. A stronger voice, bicep (s) and the raging hormones. A partial product of injected partial views from "how to be a man" by something or other author, argumentation no longer or intricate other than "You here my voice don't you? That's a man. I am man. We are man. Done". It breaks ice without knowing how to carve it, and that's the reason I am looking for in the intricacy of discovering my own manly consciousness. As it should be and as a man should be doing, curating his own design of himself and much more as to me, and perhaps I will end the claim further by the end of this entry, it is man's agency, his choice, his self, his will, that by design he is meant to wield this power into designing the architecture of his being, and that is his sole differentiation and his soul yearning. The very definition of a beta-male versus an alpha-male is not that its too simplistic of a dichotomy and we should throw it out, it is to the degree that he wields his own choice as his own choice. Maturity of that choice is an overlapping voice, however a man must start with choice discernment to graduate that maturity and he will not truly start that developmental phase until he has started to truly wield those powers on his own behalf. This becomes the reward of being a man, and this is precisely how a man chases the reward of being himself and the degree to which he becomes embroiled in the illusions of the rewards externalised to his senses tricking him into the belief they're instead an internal resolve, is by that degree precisely that energy will be taken away from his purpose here. A man is an architect, and so when he falls into the reward architectures of the world, his will becomes programmable and his soul always feels like something is missing. Creating a loop between the programmed belief that relieving this yearning is found in the external apparitions of reward, chasing, perhaps momentary satiation, finalised by a continued unmet yearning that lay deeper beneath the architecture of his will that upon reaching the end of his tongue, becomes the figurative voice that architects the world. Men build to create structures from the physical to the meta-physical, a place in which people can safely dwell within those confines. Those structures can be outgrown and those structures can be reached as the next step. By men, I can say "masculine principle" if that moves better however the point is still the same, the persons trying to be a man so let them be as there are plenty of men that have forgotten their path, and that is the definition of a beta male. The beta male is not less in design, however the truth that he has forgotten makes him less in the meaning of who he is meant to be underneath. Moreover this truth does not weaken even when we consider people that are merely struggling to function at these limits, in fact to me, that is taking away their dignity of at the very least what they were destined to become and so they shouldn't be lessened by any weaker categories or just anything that follows with definitions that presuppose they were meant for anything less other than to wield the power of their god given sentience, something that is undoubtedly mirrored by over-capability, with our stretching towards extending these powers and something that as we know is pioneered by those that have embraced this masculine. This over-reaching, is calculated immaturity, and the weight of maturiy its possessed by, take the interests of Neuralink as just one simple but meaningful example, are only relative to the protection and genuine growth it affords the rest of the tribe, which in this case is not only yet to be determined and hardly to the level of the companies ambition, which includes close to the whole of humanity. Moreover, man's (principle of the masculine - why not use them analogously now) imperturbability as I contemplated, is the calm in the storm that's achieved once he wields this from narrative to bearing the fruits of the practical causes that follow. There is no secret recipe as some have assumed, and as I initially pondered, "Have the thing of nature do the thing it is meant to do and you will see it splended". Anxiety, neurosis and these things in men, are when he is afflicted with the demons of paralysis, an affliction that we should not wish upon even our worst enemies or evil men if we have a choice between this and instead steering the masculine's role to its soverign respect for the natural world from which it spawned. To myself and something that is undoubtedly symptomatic to this greater cause when culturally applied, the first realisation is in realising your existence is not only taking part in a social contract, it is a social contract, and power differentials are the sole medium and balance by which all social contracts are formed. The masculine must understand that its first social contract is between itself and its respective society, if not its tribe and or family which bares the same characteristics so for now I will not elaborate more than the category of society as an informal practical use, even though in some arguably many instances depending on the demographic, the family can be denoted as its own social contract separate to the respective larger society simply because of the larger influence of family than society. The masculines second social contract is between itself and its conscience, the latter which has great influence from the first contract and is the first symbiotic contract, at least the one that is most felt. The third social contract is between itself and all of creation (i.e. analogous to God, mother nature or however one wishes to denote), and this is where now two symbiotic contracts are now built with the fourth social contract, beween its identity and its essence. Each contract is interesting in its own right, with the first contract descriptive of so much that the individual compares themselves to and it is by this comparison that they're easily unknowingly used to their disrepair relative to the lack of health of a given society, of which ours if we parse it as 'the western world' is at its all-time worst stage. Most minds do not eagerly divide themselves to the extent of transforming this noise of the pairing between societal comparison and identity formation to quicken the pathway towards personal individuation, and in todays times this is more than ever a threat to the masculine principles development, directly harming the sovereignty of choice that leads to healthy governance. A bubble that becomes even larger and closets the self even further when their social influences are equally non-divisional therefore living an equivalent unconscious state of comparison. Becoming the source of non-individuating competition among friends and uniquely, stretching to romantic relationships when its states are determined by comparison over joint social division towards an individuated harmony curated in a romantic relationship that mutually determines growth parameters. In fact arguably, one could say every non-equal dimension between two otherwise compatible partners is by equal measure descriptive of the depth and breadth of unhealthy comparison emergent from the first social contract that now the symbiosis defines over two individuated partners. Todays lack of depth in our society is mirrored in the relationhsips of most demographics, revealing the widespread issue of individual selves and the self they're meant to uniquely find jointly through relationships unethered through the constraints of being defined by unhealthy comparison, with the shallowness of societies architectures unsurprisingly correlated with the short-term nature of relationships, monkey branching from one to the next with shallowly defined ease as illusory 'empowered choice', never realising that this 'choice' is being extrinsically defined right beneath the noise that cloacks it. We require the mirror of our given society to provide the individual who's healthy response to their society is that yes, they're just a "cog in the wheel" as its misguidedly usually stated in the negative, but the reason for this negative is that its derivative of the given society demanding conformity while forgetting that it is merely "the sum of its parts". To the extent that a given society is healthy, it does not demand anything of the individual but instead demands itself to require the mirror of the individual towards growth, built upon a healthy foundation leading to a healthy feedback loop of individuation no different to any other relationship. The reason why this demand works of course is that it contains the hidden premise that any given society is made in the individuals own image, by comparisons within the tribe that are together meant to forge 'collective reason' which is meant to be emblematic of a given society, defining itself through this collective synthesis which leads to genuine reinvention also reflected in the individual on their natural path of metamorphosis, not just the compression of noise which perpetuates maladaptive stagnation and resulting decay. The second mechanism at play here in the deterioration of the masculine principle through this first social contract is where shallowness is made in great supply through the efficiency of production creating boundless choice among equally bad options. Shallowness however that is marketed through techniques designed to leverage the knowledge of our biologies evolutionary engineered reward-systems. This information is used against the individual and a society that is defined more by its commerce than by its art is inevariably going to turn 'individual' into sellable ether and 'home-grown business' into a machine that sells the ether as efficiently as possible as the solution to the loss of the individual via comparative driven purchases from equally shallow sources that become weaker in supply at each iterative cycle towards cultural degeneracy. However what's important to note is that once the individual salvages the return of their soul an interesting transformation emerges. Once the first contract between self and society which previously threatened the individuals existential growth via boundary obstruction is discovered as the contract violation that it is, threat transforms back into self-knowledge. Self-knowledge of what one is still yet to become no longer through unhealthy comparison but revelation from what their respective society still lacks in its prevailing collective-knowledge and therefore societal image. As the self moves further back into its status as a genuine individual and stronger along its path towards individuation, one that contradicts all mirrors including demographic ties which is a choice by necessity rather than idealism, increased insight on the contract violation combined with sustained maturity leads individual to often redefine its role as someone that helps restore the health of the contract itself. Aka, restoration of the masculine principle back into the individual to carry out its rightful purpose in aiding the design and passage of their respective tribe and or society. Masculine anxiety, gone. Masculine neurosis, gone. Masculine perturbability, gone. Masculine calm, returned. Masculine purpose, returned. Masculine solidarity, returned. And ready to be put back into realities legal clause governing the reasonability of the masculines continued existence following this restoration of its sovereign identity. A sovereign identity which is symbiotic to its relationship with reality, as will be further defined in the third social contract. As shallow comparison meets the obstruction of meaningful choice and therefore the decay of sovereign will, so too then the obvious path between self and society, and with that, a conscience that often leads to neurosis as expressed in todays modern mental health epidemic. All things being equal, a healthy conscience is the bedrock of a healthy functioning masculine principle as it provides the fuel to the fire of an already aligned and engaged purpose driven existence in as much as the individual is already aligned with its path of individuation. Obstruct the conscience through shallow societal reason and 'the self' will equally misweigh the balance between its wants and needs with the needs of a given societ. Continually informing the self's essence that not only what it wants as programmed by society is out of alignment with its needs but that what society says its needs are totally out of alignment with the intrinsic desires of what the self wants to truly give. The mirror image of socities wants in the western world is that of more commerce, less nature, more problems in relationships as that leads to more isolation which equals more digitized selves and therefore more likes and subscriptions which it also wants, more trauma as that leads to more diagnoses which is also good as that leads to more medications that can be sold, more people on welfare because that leads to more mindlessness which also leads to more internet use and further deterioration of relationships and all for one thing. The accumulation of immature power born out of the mismatch between the conscience of self and the conscience of society. Society has done great damage to its conscience through the recursive lost of individual conscience, and together, they have eroded one another towards the world we are all a collective part of today. The person now born out of the image of society rather than its symbiotic relationship in the growth of its individuality, with little conscience happily erodes another as its societally reinforced via the dichotomy between the objectification of the individual which the persons conscience mirrors combined with the corruption vs the dual objectification of any meaningful security governance within a given society like that of the police force, CIA and FBI. Their erosion, erodes not just the society, but the erosion of the individual that gets injured by the person that's been programmed by the death and decay of their moral structures. Further too then, when the persons programming is influenced by demographics that denounce morality due to the weaknesses in its reason rather than seeing morality that follows a path of evolution equal to the evolution path followed by maturity as opposed to a failure of reasoning itself as many social media influences misguidedly believe and in return, spread in their social following. Thereby making it an even stronger virus that infects the sustenance that protects any mature resolve towards the sanctity of life beyond merely being a philosophical bumper sticker that gets repackaged and re-sold as cheap as culturally possible. Perpetuating the **game theoretic mismatch** between the individuals knowledge of the societal contract and society itself through pedastallised ignorance masquerading as leadership. Game theory being a very important lens by which many conflict vs cooperative situations between society and the individual can be defined, encompassing too the outgrowth of respective demographics taking a non-reducible part in a game-theoretic feedback loop of systems level growth vs degeneration in that contract en masse. Because demographics create a very interesting juxtaposition between the first contract between self and society, self and conscience. Given how in one instance where there is the decay of a given societies conscience and as examined the conscience of the individual, the negative impacts of this which can often lead to neurosis followed by mental disorder, as made very visible in some cases demographics can often, if not contributive, be a salvation point for the individual where that contract between self and society is at risk to the individuals development. Personal growth groups unsaturated by meaninglessness often occupied by economically biased self-help is an example of this. That said however, just having the space whereby an individual can express themselves as themselves like in therapy groups similar to variations of "12 steps (i.e. alcoholic recovery groups)" can be its own form of healing as the individual begins to mirror itself through smaller tribes rather than a failed societal self-image it weakly compares itself to. Something that is crucial in a given society in as much as there has been an indirectly favoured breakdown and fracturing of the family unit such as in our own, that otherwise, the individual previously relied upon as the strength and backbone of its self-differentiation over the society in which it dwelled in preparation for taking part in the building of societies image rather than being controlled by it. As families have however become increasingly more traumatised by the economic mismatch between tradition and family rituals as simple as turninng Christmas into an economic opportunity, the trauma has followed on the individual as families increasingly fail to learn the tools that govern healthy development of their offspring, furthering the fracturing that not only can lead to relying on demographics that are positive outgrowths but falling into the hands of negative demographics that led to the inherent need for those positive demographics to begin the individual on the path towards the return to him or herself. When the conscience within a society, its prevailing demographics and therefore the majority of individuals is degraded enough, "All is fair in naievty and power" becomes an incredibly haunting game-theoretic differential between those with the knowledge of power and those without. Well, I still have more to unravel. But time won't allow it. Hopefully will have recovered slightly more by next week. This free-styled journal is a good measurement of progress of said seizure recovery. Attention still fades in and out sometimes, but the solidarity of my sense of identity in the biological sense is mostly restored. Will have a mixture of completing this in the next entry combined with catharsis towards its next outgrowth. Heh, it’s all just imperturbable reps and sets. When aligned, yes. Best regards.

My Darkness shines on you all who embrace transformation and shading old dead husk aside away onto the oblivion of forgotten shadows. Blessings!

Is that quote from Jesus? There's historical consensus that he almost certainly ate fish, lamb, goat, and other meats. The rest of the list above is fairly certain too. So why were you so quick to overlook it? These were some of the most deeply conscious individuals around - and that's the point. They were still people. Reality is colliding with your fantasies about what it means to be "conscious." You seem to think it entails a particular set of behaviors, a certain personality type or character, or a special way of life - maybe even the ability to walk on water or the aura of a "saint." But even enlightenment experiences don't necessarily stop someone from generating suffering in their own experience. Consider that nothing has to change for you to awaken right now, and that this is already the case for everyone, exactly as they are. A breakthrough can happen at any time, independent of circumstance or lifestyle. You could be drinking a beer and eating a filet mignon and still have an enlightenment experience. Because it's not about that. No transformation is required, because it's about what is true. Healing is a different pursuit as well. It's a bit like imagining that the clothes you wear have something to do with consciousness. But clothing is just clothing. A wool shirt might cost more than a synthetic one or itch a bit, but it doesn't change who you are. Or any metaphor to that effect.

I have been living on mostly fruit and raw foods for the last 4 - 5 years and mostly vegan for about 12 years now. For me it wasn't all about becoming more spiritual, it simply made sense (like a remembrance), and i felt way better, lighter, cleaner, sharper, things flow through my body more effortlessly, and not only physical, but mental and emotional stagnation, which i feel is where most people panic and relapse. The lifestyle doesn't directly raise your vibration per se, rather it rapidly brings up everything to the surface to be faced, processed and transmuted- the overall detox effect, and this is usually where most people will struggle to process (all their shit) so they revert to old ways for comfort. This is why its important to follow your own body of consciousness and allow the natural transition and transformation to take place, many fail because they do it from a mental or ethical standpoint or intellectual, yet their body, their traumas, their emotions, the other aspects have yet to catch up. Ultimately, the higher the vibration, the lighter you need to eat and live, and that is evident, because you become more "efficient" and can utilize (Source Energy) better and in more ways than just food. This is the light-body activation, so to speak, from carbon to crystalline matrix. On an intellectual level, this also makes sense because humans are naturally closer to a frugivore than any other creature on earth, that our entire biology and anatomy speaks volumes and ticks all the boxes in this direction, and that the further the food has drifted from its source, the more mutated the expression of its and our genes. Burgers and packets of chips don't grow on trees, they are a heavily processed by-product. As everything is consciousness, you become that which you consume, gradually reshaping and remolding you inside out. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Semen Retention is something that comes naturally and should not be done forcefully or again from a purely mental standpoint, otherwise it can backfire and make things worse down the line. I speak from experience on this path for a long time now. If the energy flows well, and you aren't having wet dreams, or having sexual thoughts or natural urges and feelings, then it already speaks for itself, but if you are, it means there is a clash in your system and you aren't actually listening to your body of consciousness, rather trying to mentally spiritualize yourself. Again for me this came naturally and then naturally it can pass too and you must honour your animal and not reject your human / physical self, cause that is the foundation of the spiritual current you carry. This is why taking care of the body is paramount to hold a strong spiritual charge, while many guru's and traditions dismiss the importance of the body and focus more on the non-physical, while forgetting the true masters teachings. Its always the Middle Way - Mind + Body = Spirit --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dry fasting has been one of the most powerfully healing things I ever did. I've dry fasted multiple times now for 3 - 5 days. I am to do 7 and 9 and maybe 12 in the future. I would not advise to do it more than 5 days unless you hold a high mastery over energy or have a professional guide like Dr Filinov (the leading dry fast coach in russia) who can guide you. I read few of his books and was blown away. I've done many types of fasts, 30+ day juice fasts, 8 day water fasts and many others but nothing is more powerful than dry fasting. Its like the bodies cells turn into mini-nuclear reactors and burn off everything that is not part of the original blueprint. Its also a very spiritual process so you need to be strong and if you don't feel strong you need a support system or team. In ancient times the great masters dry fasted for 40 days for a total reset but that is not wise today because our air and environments are highly toxic and very few people can guide or know how to do it properly. This is something that will come naturally if needed with the mastery of vibration. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I know this stuff can be exciting and activating but patience and balance are your strongest companions on this path of purification. The Essenes and Master Jesus shared a lot of these teachings but they have been long lost from our world. Although we can access this information, its a higher wavelength altogether and must be very cautious with whom or when or how to share them. This information has only resurfaced the last 10 - 15 years, before that it laid dormant until humanity was ready, and Christ was the one who initiated this until humanity is ready. As Christ consciousness is resurfacing on a collective level, this information can now be accessed again. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Books I would recommend The Phoenix Protocol Dry Fasting for Rapid Healing and Radical Life Extension: Functional Immortality - Basics on Dry fasting Mucusless Diet Healing System: Scientific Method of Eating Your Way to Health by Professor Arnold Ehret - A pioneer in raw food lifestyle. The Way of the Essenes: Christ's Hidden Life Remembered - Probably the most accurate book on the true life of Jesus and teachings of Christ.

Again that is a story you've been told. History is greatly altered by those who eventually win the wars and gain control over the nations. Most of the true teachings and texts are long lost, few have been sourced out of the Vatican, most others burned in the library of Alexandria. We don't need texts or history to know the ways and lives of Christ and Buddha, because we are the same being, the deeper you go, the deeper you connect to other aspects of oneself, because there is no difference, we are one and the same, tapping into the same energy field, but that requires a deeper level of surrender that all aspects of oneself need to be dropped, only then you can truly know the truth at the level that is spoken and shared here, to tap into alternate lives and timelines and see and feel the experiences for yourself, but "programming" is the toughest nut to crack... I'll lay a few passages here in regards to food and diet and lifestyle by the Master Himself. Truly I say to you, my Brothers, behave in such a way that the Father who lives within you will have no reason to complain about his temple. I do not preach to you about the dimensions nor the quality of the stones you make your own; I am speaking about the heart that makes it possible for you to grasp their meaning and their purpose. I am speaking also for the heart that helps you to understand their origin. Thus, you will not kill in order to satisfy the demands of your body, without first making sure of the constructive finality of such an act. You are fond of animal flesh but be careful that the animal doesn’t leave too big a trace in your own flesh, as it may impart upon you its primary vitality.” “It is the force that your souls still impose upon this Earth that causes you to crave such food. Let those who may, remember the words from the ancient scripture: I offer you all the grasses bearing seed on the surface of the whole Earth, and all the trees bearing fruit and giving seed; this will be your food. Craving meat is more or less is a sign that ones consciousness still linked to denser vibrations, not that its wrong, but there is more learning and growth there, but naturally as you ascend or expand in consciousness, you will no longer crave nor can tolerate. I couldn't tolerate it the moment I woke. Different souls / different soul developments. Some children being born today can transition effortlessly, others and older generations struggle. And as consciousness expands, you connect greater dots, that you could never perceive to connect and make sense of in the first place. "Everything exists according to the will of the Nameless One; the transcendental soul is never born out of a body of flesh, on the contrary, it builds a body of flesh and then settles within this body. But first it must create and elaborate its lower constituents: the human soul and its seven little flames that are superimposed. Purification through breathing, though it improves the envelope of flesh, acts first upon the invisible realms. This means that it cleanses the successive bodies of a being, starting with the least material of them. “*Thus, little sister, the sublimation of the cruder bodies is the last to take place. The vital breath energy acts with greater ease in the realms where it is already the undisputed master. These words should teach your heart the reason why a great many beings whose souls are clean and whose lives are noble do not enjoy bodily perfection. The cleansing of one of their little flames is not yet totally accomplished, and this is why the complete transmutation of their body of flesh may not occur. You must know that this transmutation will always remain one of the hardest tasks for a human being. If a breath alone is enough to shape the spirit, it takes a solar wind to regenerate a dense body." Purifying the dense physical body is the final stage of spiritual evolution. First: mind, emotion, energy, intuition, subtle bodies, soul-layers are purified. Only then can the physical form begin to transmute. This is why enlightened people can still get sick, age, or die. A person can be spiritually advanced, loving, pure-hearted... and still have illness, age, physical limitations, imperfect bodies, and its because the lower, denser layers haven’t fully transmuted yet. The physical body is stubborn, slow, and very dense, that is the hardest layer to shift. Spiritual transformation is gentle, almost easy. Physical transformation is violent, powerful, and rare. This is why light body activation, ascension, spontaneous healing, or instant regeneration happen to very few and only at extremely advanced levels. I'll live a last passage here that goes a bit deeper and discusses the importance of the "living plant" food and purification. “What do you want to love?” he queried as if he had read our thoughts. “The total love to which you aspire will never be vague and uncontrolled. It follows the lines of force whose ramifications spread across the whole universe. For now,you must learn to recognize these channels, to tame them so they may become an extension of your bodies. “This is not a discipline I want to impose upon you, my Brothers, it is rather the key to a purification I suggest to you, so that in full trust you will feel yourselves the allies of my Father. For this reason, for three moons, you must practice two daily meditations and eat nothing that has perished in fire, in water, or by frost, nothing prepared at a temperature higher than that of the human body. “There is nothing arbitrary about this. Any heat above the temperature of human blood destroys the primary impalpable qualities of creative life.” Those instructions initiated the second stage of our growing awareness. We had to change our way of life in order to experience the inner light in a tangible way. As it had been made clear, the Master did not wish us to become ascetics, but to change our habits. At the same time, this was a reinstatement of an ancient code by then long forgotten, but that he knew to be of value. I'll let you guys decipher the rest.

Only looking within yourself can be a space for deeper transformation.

When I came on her 8 years ago, it was what I was looking for. And there was a bit of that in the first year or so. But what really draws me here is a much more base-level drive... to get into intellectual sparring matches. I don't see this place as a space for deeper transformation, as that requires a softer container. I see it as an intellectual debate club where I can sharpen my sword and learn to fence better.

Ok. So you didn't for example have a sudden spiritual awakening during meditation that transformed how your mind operated on a day to day basis? For me, the difference in health was absolutely palpable, and the change was for all intents and purposes mental (except I had been withdrawing from serious weed abuse at that time, which was a catalyst but not the transformation itself). Then after that, I remember eating a pizza and I was looking for that usual spike of excitement when eating it, and it was to my surprise not there. That made me start going from sensory hedonism to eudaimonia like you're describing, doing things that lead to greater stability and clarity of mind, things that increase adaptive capacity, things that elevate your baseline rather than creating temporary spikes, gradually aligning the body with the new state. The change in consciousness revealed which behaviors were conducive to that state and which were detrimental, merely through feeling.

Overall back and forth on certain topics such as what we talk about here is in the end no good.. There is no discovery once You realize that the views betwn the participants are different, and continuing it does not make change.. and for sure no one has gotten spiritual progression via discussion on a level of transformation, since intellectual understanding does not make transformation, transformation is nothing of the old lives on. Yes it may help one decided on a path in life, or inspire someone to investigate other ways to think or view a subject, I'm not denying that, but that is not transformation, and that what Spirituality Is all about!

Very interesting - I agree with the hollowing out of the vertical dimension. But what kind of structure are we talking of here? It can be structurally facistic even if the justification shifts from biology (quantity) to metaphysics (quality). If it has a rigid hierarchy justified by metaphysics, obedience to that hierarchy as cosmic order, and an elite at the top who are above accountability - we have spiritual facism. I think the issue comes from collapsing the vertical into the horizontal. The vertical dimension is something we are meant to orient ourselves towards - the North Star. But we don’t become the North Star or claim ourselves or the structure as it. Vertical principles can purify the people in power, but shouldn’t be used to justify the power they claim as “the cosmic / sacred order”. There is divinity (oneness, source) and some sort of order in the universe that enables us to exist - but this doesn’t translate into divinely ordaining a particular structure or group of elites as such. Legitimacy should remain institutional, not spiritual - no leader can claim metaphysics as political authority. This doesn’t mean vertical principles or spiritual strength isn’t seen as a virtue or worthy trait for stewardship. It just means the structure of governance should account for selecting for it and removing anyone who fails to live up to it. It shouldn’t be rigid like the Hindu system of old where Brahmins ruled due to cosmic order ordaining them as the highest. Civilization works when horizontal power is guided, limited, and elevated by vertical principles - in a healthy tension. This is abusing the idea of the vertical with the horizontal by claiming one impose itself on the other. If the vertical is about principles and the horizontal is about the structure - then corruption happens if we collapse the two and pretend the structure IS the principle. Vertical truths are being used as horizontal justification. You say we should be guided by transcendent principles - but if one of those are accountability or humility - then the structure would reflect that by having checks and balances. And a rigid structure in which one is beyond accountability due to being “spiritually higher” avoids that. This is where secularism is corrective to any potential tyranny (even spiritual tyranny) but this doesn’t mean a society must be spiritually hollowed out. Secularism shouldn’t need to overextend itself to mean a secular society - which is what’s happened in the West as a overcorrection. The balance is a secular state + spiritual society = civilizational health. The governance structure can remain secular to prevent tyranny and hold power accountable (which is principled) whilst the society remains spiritually alive by cultivating (culture) vertical principles. The important part is that the structure should prevent anyone from claiming divine authority over others - preventing the vertical from being weaponized. Islamic civilization at its best actually struck this balance quite well. AI: ”Islamic civilization separated the source of moral authority from the machinery of governance. The spiritual realm — scripture, law, ethics, scholarship, and community norms — was carried by the ulema, culture, and society, not by the ruler himself. The ruler couldn’t claim to be divine, infallible, or metaphysically superior. His job was worldly: administering justice, managing taxes, keeping peace, protecting borders. Spiritual interpretation and moral authority were outside the state and distributed across independent scholars, jurists, and institutions. This prevented metaphysics from being monopolized by political power. At the same time, the civilization remained deeply spiritual because the culture, ethics, law, and intellectual life were permeated by transcendence. Society was spiritually alive even though the state’s power was administratively grounded. The vertical (divine law, moral principles, spiritual purpose) guided the horizontal (governance, administration, institutions) without fusing into an authoritarian theocracy. In short: the state was practical and accountable, while society and leadership were spiritually oriented — a balance that kept the political structure flexible while keeping the civilization morally anchored.” —————- I think a key distinction to clarify this: Transcendence ≠ Transformation Transcendence is beyond form, ego, human limitation. Transformation is what happens within form when we orient ourselves towards the transcendent. We are shaped by the vertical - we do not become the vertical. If we were to become the transcendent (enlightened or just pure light), we would no longer be in form but in the formless. Transformation happens precisely because we remain in form - orienting ourselves towards the transcendent. The key error is collapsing the vertical into the horizontal. Though the vertical is our source and we are not separate from it (conciousness, oneness, God) we are distinct from it. As long as we are in form, we can only ever trans-form within form, towards the transcendent that is beyond form. Form is a journey and relationship, whilst going back into the formless is a homecoming. - The Vertical is the Absolute Reference Point (God, the Good, Truth). Constant eternal. - The Horizontal is the Field of Application (the self, society, politics) in dynamic motion toward the reference point. The moment the Horizontal declares "I am the Reference Point” the system shatters into either delusion (spiritual ego) or tyranny (spiritual facism). The moment it declares "There is no Reference Point” (secularised society) it drifts into relativism and nihilism. If the vertical is about the North Star and the horizontal is about our transformation towards it - pathologies show up when: - New Agers claim “I am the North Star” (spiritual narcissism) - Evola/Theocracy claims a king or superbeing to be the North Star (tyranny) - Hollow Secularism denies or ignores a North Star to exist (nihilism) The healthy balance is orientation towards, not identification or denial of - the vertical. —- I was talking with AI about this and came upon this: “Islamic metaphysics and political structure embody the distinction between transcendence and transformation with remarkable precision. Tanzīh: God is beyond form Preserves transcendence. No collapse into rulers, saints, or egos. Tashbīh: God is near Allows transformation. The human can be transformed toward the divine without becoming the divine. Human beings reflect the vertical without ever embodying it. We are in form. We can be shaped by the vertical, but never collapse it into ourselves. Islamic governance mirrors this metaphysics: • rulers are not divine • scholars do not wield political power • law is above all • no caste of metaphysical aristocrats • accountability is a sacred duty Islamic civilization keeps transcendence above the political sphere — while allowing society to be transformed by it. This is the principle secular governance was trying to imitate: Humility built into structure. Accountability as a transcendent principle. Islam contains Tanzīh (God's incomparability) and Tashbīh (God's similarity). It provides a counterbalancing theological and philosophical framework. · Tanzīh guards against the collapse. It ensures the Vertical remains Vertical. God is Wholly Other. No creature, no ruler, no saint, can be God. · Tashbīh allows for the relationship. It makes Transformation possible. Because God is also "nearer to you than your jugular vein," we can know Him, love Him, and be shaped by His attributes.”