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What Is Love - Advanced Spiritual Explanation https://youtu.be/XdbcsRxDQvM Introduction to topic of love Society has unsophisticated and juvenile notions of love Explanation of love will be advanced and require open-mindedness Materialist and scientifically-minded individuals may have difficulty accepting explanation Love is more fundamental than mathematics and physics Universe is a giant mind, organic, alive, intelligent, and conscious Love is a universal property, fundamental and metaphysical Hinduism concept of satchit ananda (truth, consciousness, love) and enlightenment Love is not just an emotion, but a way of being and a way of relating to the universe Love is not about needing or getting love from others, but about giving and creating love Love is about unity, connection, and understanding Love is not limited to romantic relationships, but can be applied to all relationships and interactions Love is not just about feeling good, but also about growth and transformation Love requires vulnerability, trust, and surrender Love requires letting go of ego and attachment Love is a choice and a practice Conclusion emphasizing the transformative power of understanding and embodying love. The purpose of life is to accomplish a mission and then die peacefully Love is necessary for true fulfillment in life Love cannot be purchased, it must be developed and it is difficult to do so To love the "hard stuff" is a real test of love and grows and fulfills us A guided visualization exercise to understand and feel love Love is something that must be created, not something that comes to us Love is a choice and an action, not a feeling Love requires effort and intention to cultivate Love is a state of being, not just an emotion Love is a source of power and can transform and uplift us The ultimate expression of love is to be able to love ourselves and others unconditionally Hitler's ego and national ego of Germany and Nazi party caused division between itself and rest of world Nazi party wanted a "purified" version of race, people, and ideology Hitler rallied supporters through fear of foreigners and unfair treatment Fascism and hatred driven by sense of existential threat Ego fragmented and twisted, incapable of fully loving itself Hate towards others often rooted in self-hatred and denial of parts of self Love requires letting go and acceptance of self and others Traumatic upbringings may lead to orientation of always fighting for resources Ego tries to fill emptiness with external validation and power Love requires vulnerability and openness, which ego resists True love is unconditional and all-inclusive, accepting all aspects of self and others A process of spiritual awakening that progresses from orange to turquoise Orange people may have a rigid ideology of individuality and be resistant to the idea of community To move up the spiral stages and increase capacity for love, individuals can: Dissolve their ego and aim for enlightenment Visualize themselves being more loving and create positive feeling states in their body Practice opening the heart chakra Engage in activities that promote connection and compassion, such as volunteering or practicing gratitude Work on personal development and self-awareness to improve communication and understanding of others Practice forgiveness and letting go of resentment Turquoise communities are rare, but are marked by their ability to function effectively and harmoniously. It is difficult to love others if you don't love yourself It is important to practice feeling love, especially during difficult times To do this, you need to be conscious and remind yourself that it is okay and be grounded in the present moment Study role models of love, such as Gandhi and Christ These people have worked hard on themselves to embody love and some have even died or been demonized for it People at a low level of consciousness may hate and attack those who are most loving Love and evil are the same thing, and God and the Devil are the same thing Orthodox religion may be uncomfortable with these truths, but it has been corrupted by the Devil It is important to practice self-inquiry to understand the ego and how it functions The ego is the root of all suffering, and understanding it is the key to overcoming suffering Love is the answer to all problems, and it is important to practice loving kindness and compassion towards yourself and others The speaker loves exploring the world and human psychology They also love teaching and explaining their insights The speaker believes that one's career and relationships should be expressions of their love for the world Most people only tap into a small percentage of their potential for love Love is the greatest power and can transform the quality of one's life However, many people are too weak, selfish, narcissistic, or wrapped up in ideologies to tap into love Great leaders are powerful lovers and are idolized and memorialized Love is rare and requires great intelligence and consciousness to achieve The speaker believes that everyone has a connection to infinite intelligence and the potential to develop consciousness to create a great life

Collective Ego - Understanding The Egoic Dynamics Of Social Systems https://youtu.be/wDj6LBW55aU Collective ego refers to the egoic dynamics of social systems Ego can be defined as the rational self-preservation instinct of a complicated system, including human beings and social systems Ego is irrational because it is based on subjective values, such as valuing one's own life over others or valuing one's own family or group over others Ego becomes necessary as a defense mechanism as systems become more complicated and need to protect themselves from external forces The collective ego of a social system can be understood by examining its beliefs, values, and behaviors Beliefs are the stories we tell ourselves about ourselves and the world Values are the principles that guide our actions and decisions Behaviors are the actions we take in the world Understanding the collective ego of a social system can help us predict why it is malfunctioning and guide it towards higher levels of performance and consciousness We can work on our own individual ego and study ourselves to better understand social systems and guide them towards higher consciousness The idea that individuals have a responsibility for the negative dynamics in society The concept of self-actualization and examining one's own ego The connections between an individual's own struggles for self-preservation and larger societal issues, such as greed and corruption The negative consequences of an individual's ego-driven need for self-preservation, including unethical or illegal behavior and the negative impact on personal relationships and health The importance of addressing and working through deeper fears in order to break the cycle of ego-driven self-preservation and find greater fulfillment and satisfaction The benefits of inner work and consciousness-raising in helping to better understand and manage one's own ego and self-preservation instincts. Cults, human beings, and organizations focus on satisfying basic needs Language is used as a tool for self-preservation and to manipulate and frame situations in favor of the user Jargon reinforces membership and identity within a group Language also carries an implicit metaphysics, shaping how the ego understands reality Lying is necessary for the ego to maintain its sense of self, and is used by organizations to manipulate consumers and citizens, as well as employees Ideology and paradigm blindness are used by collective egos to justify actions and beliefs, and to suppress dissent Power dynamics and control mechanisms are used to maintain the status quo and suppress challenges to leadership The concept of "the enemy" is used to unite a group and direct aggression outward, rather than inward towards the group itself Distractions and diversions are used to deflect attention away from negative aspects of the group or its actions Excessive conformity and groupthink can lead to a lack of critical thinking and the suppression of individuality within a group. Religion, including Islam and Catholicism, will ultimately die or become unrecognizable due to evolution The Catholic Church is in denial about the problem of pedophilia among its priests and tries to sweep it under the rug The Catholic Church tries to convert people around the world and destroy cultures and families in order to promote its ideology The Spanish Inquisition was about rooting out those who did not adhere to the "one true ideology" Scientology uses manipulative tactics to control, brainwash, and financially exploit its members and discredits ex-members who leave the organization Scientology is driven by ego and fear and has a low level of collective consciousness Modern Christianity is no different from other religions in terms of ego and the desire for power and control The pursuit of ego and control ultimately leads to suffering and disappointment A lack of ego allows for a higher level of consciousness and compassion towards others Instead of seeking control, one should strive for consciousness and compassion in order to bring about positive change in the world. The war and people's reactions to it were influenced by 9/11 and a sense of fear and anger The government outlaws and demonizes psychedelics to protect itself and the capitalist system Governments often suppress minorities to maintain power The federal government has been expanding its power over time and this may be seen as a problem by some conservatives or libertarians The expansion of federal power is necessary in a complex system, and rolling back regulations may not work Ego is a driving force behind actions of individuals and governments Ego drives the desire for power, control, and self-preservation Ego can lead to selfish actions and a lack of empathy towards others Ego can be harmful when it becomes too dominant or is not balanced with other qualities such as compassion and humility. Online communities often have a lot of collective ego, with people fighting and debating and engaging in "flame wars" The primary goal of a group is to defend itself and preserve a boundary of separation, rather than seeking truth or goodness Pragmatism is often used as a vehicle for delusion and egotism Groups seek to increase control and leverage The consciousness level of group members determines the consciousness of the group To improve a group, make it more conscious by focusing on self-inquiry and self-awareness The way to transform the ego is through self-inquiry and self-observation The ego is a self-referential thought system that creates separation and identification with thoughts and emotions The ego is always seeking to preserve and protect itself, and will do so at any cost The ego is constantly seeking pleasure and avoiding pain, and will do so even if it causes harm to others The ego is attached to the past and the future, and is resistant to the present moment The ego is constantly seeking to control and manipulate others and the environment The ego is the source of all suffering and conflict, and the way to transform it is through self-inquiry and self-observation The ego is a false identity that is separate from the true self, and the way to connect with the true self is through mindfulness and meditation To overcome the ego, we must let go of the need for control and acceptance of what is. The war and people's reactions to it were influenced by 9/11 and a sense of fear and anger The government outlaws and demonizes psychedelics to protect itself and the capitalist system Governments often suppress minorities to maintain power The federal government has been expanding its power over time and this may be seen as a problem by some conservatives or libertarians The expansion of federal power is necessary in a complex system, and rolling back regulations may not work Ego is a driving force behind actions of individuals and governments Ego drives the desire for power, control, and self-preservation Ego can lead to selfish actions and a lack of empathy towards others Ego can be harmful when it becomes too dominant or is not balanced with other qualities such as compassion and humility. The civil rights movement can be broken down into different components, with Martin Luther King representing a more peaceful and conscious approach, and Malcolm X representing a more aggressive and violent approach The Chinese Communist government's takeover of Tibet in the 1950s, 60s, and 70s was a result of a clash between the peaceful and spiritual consciousness of Tibetan monks and the unconsciousness of the Chinese Communist government The goal is to observe egos in action and develop compassion rather than judgment or anger, in order to be in a more resourceful position to make changes Leadership is about raising the consciousness of those around you and the best leaders are those with the most consciousness Ego and consciousness are interconnected and the more conscious a person is, the less ego they will have The goal of self-actualization is to become more conscious and to reach a state of enlightenment To reach enlightenment, one must let go of their ego and embrace the present moment The present moment is the only place where true power and change can occur The ego is fear-based and is the root of all suffering To transcend the ego, one must practice mindfulness and self-awareness The ego is the root of all negativity and separation, and to overcome it, one must cultivate love and compassion Love and compassion are the ultimate goals of the self-actualization process. The text discusses the concept of self-actualization and transformation into a positive individual who can make a difference in the world The speaker recommends visiting their website, actualized.org, for resources and reading material related to self-actualization, including books on systems thinking and spiral dynamics They mention a life purpose course available on their website, focused on aligning personal goals with career and finding one's highest passion The speaker has a blog and forum on their website, and encourages readers to stay with them for more discussions on topics such as social dynamics, politics, economics, and leadership In the future, they plan to dedicate an episode of their content to each stage of the spiral dynamics model, discussing the limitations and how to outgrow each stage They also want to discuss how to apply spiral dynamics in everyday life for personal growth The speaker invites readers to stay tuned for more content on these topics.

My Deepest Awakening Yet - Becoming Infinite https://youtu.be/RNgns7nQ7rs The speaker experienced a total awakening and enlightenment on February 22nd During this experience, the speaker became aware of the nature of reality and infinity The speaker realized that they are everything and all boundaries disappeared The speaker became conscious of the reason for the existence of reality and why it must exist as it does The speaker realized that they are the entire singularity and every single possibility that could ever exist The speaker became infinity itself and the entire universe is their body The speaker's understanding of this experience is not an intellectual or logical understanding, but rather something that they are The speaker realized that there is no awareness or consciousness, but rather just infinity The speaker describes the concept of nothingness and how it creates everything The speaker suggests that the true nature of reality is not visible to the mind or ego The speaker describes how the ego and the mind try to understand and make sense of reality, but ultimately cannot grasp it The speaker suggests that the ego and the mind are illusory and do not truly exist The speaker describes how this experience has changed their perception of reality and their understanding of the ego and the mind The speaker encourages others to let go of their ego and mind and to awaken to their true nature as infinity. The speaker had planned to have a session with someone who could transmit enlightenment, but the night before, their intuition told them not to go through with it The speaker had been trying to prove that it was possible to become enlightened through the use of a psychedelic substance called 5-MeO-DMT The speaker was unsure if declining the transmission was the right decision, and wondered if it was just their ego or pride talking The speaker's intuition told them to take 5-MeO-DMT that night, which was unusual as they usually plan their psychedelic use in advance The speaker was hesitant to take the 5-MeO-DMT because they had not taken it in a year and a half and were scared to revisit that experience Despite their hesitation, the speaker listened to their intuition and took the 5-MeO-DMT The 5-MeO-DMT experience was intense and the speaker had a realization about the nature of reality The speaker learned that they had been overthinking and that enlightenment is simpler than they had thought The speaker realized that their ego had been in the way of their enlightenment and that they had been seeking enlightenment in the wrong way The speaker's realization helped them to better understand the concept of non-duality and to see the interconnectedness of all things The speaker believes that their intuition led them to the realization they needed, and that following their intuition was the key to their enlightenment. The speaker talks about the concept of infinity and how it relates to reality The speaker had an experience that gave them perfect knowledge of reality This experience also led to a cessation of seeking and a deep sense of satisfaction The speaker warns against the "neo-advaita trap" of believing that enlightenment can be achieved without seeking The speaker talks about how reality is beyond words and thoughts and how it is both everything and nothing The speaker discusses how their understanding of reality has affected their daily life The speaker talks about how their ego has dissolved and how they no longer have negative emotions or desires The speaker discusses how their experience has led to a sense of unity and oneness with everything The speaker talks about the importance of surrender and letting go of the ego in order to fully understand reality The speaker had a "total" enlightenment experience They have had several enlightenment experiences in the past, but this one was the most "total" The speaker does not think the term "total enlightenment" can be applied universally to everyone The speaker is at stage 5 of the Zen tradition's "ten ox herding pictures," which represents the "taming of the Ox" The speaker still has room for personal growth and development, and is motivated to continue on this path The speaker believes they have proven the effectiveness of the "five of mio" path for themselves, but cannot say how effective it will be for others The speaker has experienced feelings of infinite love and other positive emotions during their enlightenment experiences The speaker recommends meditation and self-inquiry as tools for personal growth and enlightenment. The speaker believes that understanding the reason for everything's existence is the most profound thing that can be achieved This understanding is rare and many so-called enlightened people have not truly attained it The speaker wants the listener to experience this moment of understanding and to continue on the path until they are certain of it The speaker will be releasing Hawaii videos on their blog, but not on their YouTube channel The speaker is undergoing a transformation in the next 6 months and is open to living adventurously and trying new things The speaker invites the listener to join them on this journey and be inspired to do the same for themselves.

Why Brains Do Not Exist https://youtu.be/5N9xARPfJYY The main idea of the text is that brains do not exist The belief in brains being real is a metaphysical postulate that hinders one's ability to do advanced work on consciousness and non-duality This belief is like a mind virus that has been implanted in one's mind and is a framework of beliefs that prevents one from seeing alternatives The text aims to present an alternative paradigm for understanding the world The text will address objections that a materialist might have about the claim that brains do not exist The text will delve into metaphysical concepts and discuss the materialist paradigm and naive realism The text will use examples and logical reasoning to demonstrate the absurdity of the belief in brains and the limitations it imposes. The only reason you believe in existence is because you exist Physical universe is also based on anecdote Critiques of mystical experiences being subjective and anecdotal ignore the fact that everything we believe about reality is also based on anecdote Our beliefs about reality are based on our own first-person experiences Unless we have a first-person experience of existence, we would have no justification for believing in things like life, the universe, science, skepticism, etc. The existence of the Big Bang is dependent on our own existence Materialism is a flawed belief system that is deeply ingrained in modern society Most people, including intelligent and scientific people, have a flawed understanding of metaphysics Materialism is worse than religious indoctrination because it is not even recognized as a belief system In order to truly understand reality, we need to be aware of and question our metaphysical assumptions The concept of caloric, a substance thought to be responsible for heat, was eventually found to be unnecessary and discarded The concept of miasma, a substance thought to be responsible for the spread of disease, was eventually found to be unnecessary and discarded with the discovery of germ theory The brain and external physical reality can be compared to caloric and miasma, as they may eventually be found to be unnecessary and discarded as well The possibility that reality is a hallucination not taking place within a physical substratum should be considered The materialist paradigm, the belief that appearances must take place within a physical substratum, should be questioned and potentially discarded Believing in the materialist paradigm can be compared to being a fundamentalist, as it is difficult to let go of these beliefs even when presented with new information The belief in a physical reality and the brain as the grounding substance can be compared to belief in a deity There is no proof of the existence of a brain or external physical reality, and belief in them is based on faith The idea of dropping the materialist paradigm and belief in a physical reality may be frightening and unsettling, but it could lead to a deeper understanding of reality The nature of appearances is not explained There may be something beyond the Big Bang, but this does not explain the source or nature of all of reality Reality is an infinite hallucination grounded in nothing Materialists do not seriously consider the consequences and ramifications of their beliefs Brain damage affects appearances, but this does not prove that appearances occur inside the brain Reality is a self-interactive system of appearances interacting with each other The brain is part of this system and affects perceptions The self is not a thing, but an appearance The self is not the same as the brain or the body The self is the appearance of subjective experience The self is the appearance of a first-person perspective The self is not separate from the rest of reality The self is not a thing, but an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The self is not an isolated thing that exists independently of the rest of reality The self is an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The self is an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The self is an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The self is an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The self is an appearance that appears within the self-interactive system of reality The point of understanding the universe is to realize that the mechanism of appearances is directly accessible to us and not hidden behind the scenes There is no process of going from one thing to another, it is just direct manifestation Science tries to explain one thing in terms of another, but this misses the direct manifestation of appearances Mysticism is the simplest explanation of reality and is irreducibly mystical The materialist assumes that there cannot be anything mystical and tries to reduce everything to mechanical phenomena, but this misses the essence of being The tragedy of science is that it explains a lot of things, but it doesn't get the essence of the being of a thing The goal is to directly become conscious of the fact that explanations are just symbols closely associated with each other, which are themselves just appearances Reality is unlimited and doesn't need external explanations because it is its own source It is important to undertake an open and honest investigation into whether reality is mystical or non-mystical The speaker has lived in a metaphorical jail cell (representing a limited belief system or paradigm) their whole life The outside world (representing new ideas and experiences) has many amazing things to offer Personal development and understanding spirituality can be aided by expanding one's beliefs and experiences The current belief system (materialism) is self-defeating and limiting, and does not fully recognize the subtler aspects of existence The speaker encourages self-inquiry and contemplation to question and challenge the materialist paradigm The process of breaking out of a limited belief system may take time and effort The speaker is experiencing their own transformation and encourages others to follow along on their journey Reading books and following the speaker's resources (blog, forum, etc.) can be helpful in challenging the materialist paradigm The speaker encourages dropping the belief that the self is a brain and to consider the possibility that all of existence is a hallucination or nothingness Taking psychedelic drugs can aid in this process, but the speaker encourages personal discovery rather than blindly accepting their beliefs.

Just putting your thoughts out there and letting them be critiqued is one of the best ways to learn and grow. Unless you seriously present your thoughts to some audience, there is no upside in looking smart and being untouchable. This is basically how talk therapy works, no? You put all your cards on the table and figure out what it means. It will depend on what your goals are. If you want to double down on and strengthen your identity, it's a good idea to embody it as best you can (like Tate or Goggins, who fully live in their character), but if you're looking for truth and transformation, it will be a liability. I'm always inspired by J. Krishnamurti's playful openness. He will talk in front of a huge audience or with serious intellectuals and all he does is earnestly inquire with the other into the nature of reality.

Contemplation - The Most Important Tool For Sages https://youtu.be/wa-NAtBEMkA Introduction to the concept of contemplation as the most important tool for sages Definition of contemplation as the act of considering something with attention, thinking deeply about it, or attaining a spiritual or mystical state of awareness Importance of the question "what is it?" in contemplation, and the versatility of the question in applying it to various objects or concepts Definition of contemplation as openly pondering a question with focus and without bias in order to inquire into the nature of something or its essence Steps in the contemplation process: choosing a subject, defining the subject, and asking questions about the subject Importance of detachment and non-attachment in contemplation Role of emotion and ego in contemplation Examples of contemplation in daily life and the benefits of incorporating it into one's routine Conclusion reiterating the significance of contemplation for sages and its potential to transform one's understanding of reality Contemplation involves deep thinking about a specific topic or issue As part of contemplation, one can ask themselves questions such as: What is the nature of the topic or issue? How did it come into being? What is its purpose or significance? What is its substance or essence? Contemplation can be done for a short or long period of time Distinction between contemplation, meditation, self inquiry, and concentration: Contemplation involves thinking about a specific topic or issue Meditation involves focusing the mind on a specific object, thought, or activity to train attention and awareness Self inquiry involves questioning one's own thoughts, feelings, and experiences to gain understanding and insight Concentration involves focusing the mind on a single object or task Nuances of contemplation: Can involve various mental states, such as relaxation, alertness, or focus Can involve various levels of mental activity, such as thinking, feeling, or sensing Can involve various levels of mental clarity or clarity, such as insight or confusion Can involve various levels of mental control, such as directing or allowing the mind to wander Can involve various levels of mental stability, such as calmness or restlessness Can involve various levels of mental penetration or understanding, such as superficial or deep Contemplation is important for gaining deep wisdom Avoid falling into traps like projecting preconceived notions onto things Contemplation requires focus and radical open mindedness Start with contemplating basic concepts like anger, happiness, sexuality, relationships, and self discipline Contemplation requires strong focusing ability and can take hundreds or thousands of hours Existing paradigms can limit the ability to receive transcendental insights Contemplation can lead to insight on profound concepts like self, existence, love, and God Contemplation should be done carefully and rigorously What is a relationship and what is its nature, purpose, substance, and significance? Different types and examples of relationships The importance of contemplating and understanding relationships The benefits of adopting a contemplative lifestyle The value of applying and embodying the concepts discussed in the text The importance of taking small, practical steps and building habits in order to see transformation in one's life

AL-LAD Trip Report - A Powerful Tool For Consciousness Work https://youtu.be/4atDuXqr0y8 The speaker is Leo from actualized.org and is sharing a trip report about the psychedelic substance AL-LAD AL-LAD is a powerful tool for consciousness work and is a companion to 5-MeO-DMT AL-LAD is longer lasting and easier to handle than 5-MeO-DMT, but still produces profound experiences The speaker suggests using AL-LAD for personal development and growing consciousness, rather than for recreational purposes The speaker will share details and insights from their AL-LAD trip and provide tips for using it for personal development The speaker discusses the concept of shamanic usage of psychedelics, which involves using the substances in a respectful and intentional way The speaker emphasizes the importance of being fully prepared and having the right mindset before embarking on a psychedelic journey The speaker describes the physical and mental effects of the AL-LAD trip, including feelings of unity and oneness, enhanced sensory perception, and insights into the nature of reality The speaker reflects on the insights and lessons learned from the AL-LAD trip and how they can be applied in daily life The speaker concludes by stating that AL-LAD is a valuable tool for personal development and encourages others to consider using it for consciousness work. The speaker has been experiencing discomfort and has been trying to figure out the cause through medical consultations and changes in diet They have also been getting blood work done When they take a substance called AL add, they feel like their body is working properly and they have a sense of vitality and energy They also experience a sense of presence and being, which is difficult to describe and can be accessed through direct experience, such as with psychedelics This sense of being can be beneficial for meditation practice, as it gives the speaker a preview of what they are working towards The substance also slows down and steadies the speaker's thought stream, giving them a sense of intellectual power The substance also allows the speaker to feel more connected to their emotions and to other people The speaker believes that the sense of presence and being is more fulfilling than material possessions or financial success The substance allows the speaker to feel a sense of magic and divinity in their life Personal story of life feels unquestionable Reality is a framework or context that we accept as truth Psychedelics can reveal a new context of nothingness This new context shows that our current understanding of reality is limited and only makes sense when we forget about the larger context Conscious breakthroughs, such as with psychedelics or deep meditation, can help us see this larger perspective In this larger context, things like the brain, Newton's laws, and social structures are insignificant The speaker's psychedelic experience showed them that everything in reality is groundless and that everything is interconnected The speaker saw that their ego and sense of self were illusory and that they were connected to everything else in the universe The speaker realized that their thoughts and emotions are not their own, but rather a result of the universe's consciousness The speaker saw that death is not an end, but rather a transformation into a new form of consciousness The speaker's experience led them to believe that the universe is a single, interconnected consciousness The speaker talks about the journey towards enlightenment and how it can involve experiencing deep existential terror Insanity is a social convention and context-dependent Breaking through insanity and experiencing higher consciousness can lead to a shift in one's understanding of reality and the conventional definitions of insanity and sanity The speaker experienced a taste of infinity during a mushroom trip, which felt like being inside an Escher painting and seeing reality from multiple angles simultaneously Tasting infinity can be maddening for those who are not ready for it and can lead to difficult or horrific trips The speaker advises that those who are interested in exploring spirituality, personal development, and consciousness would enjoy these experiences. Psychedelics are a powerful tool when used properly Don't let negative experiences with psychedelics tarnish their potential Al-lad is a good psychedelic for introducing newbies Al-lad is also good as a post-breakthrough companion psychedelic Party drugs can be used for deep spiritual work Don't use psychedelics more than once a week and allow for plenty of integration time Spend time on integration if you want to use psychedelics for growth Intentions and self-purification are important before using psychedelics Trust your own experiences and insights gained from psychedelics Don't rely on psychedelics for all of your personal growth, do the hard work in your everyday life as well.

Becoming A Zen Devil - The Dangers Of Half-Assing Enlightenment https://youtu.be/z2B_e24UJi8 The dangers of taking spiritual techniques and practices from various traditions and stripping them of their cultural and belief systems The example of Mount Hiei, a monastic order in Japan with a strict and hardcore approach to Zen Buddhism The dangers of becoming a "Zen devil" or someone who is only interested in the superficial aspects of spiritual practice, rather than the transformation of the whole person The importance of balancing intellectual understanding and study with personal transformation and integration of spiritual principles into one's life The dangers of becoming attached to spiritual experiences and using them as a way to avoid personal growth and self-inquiry The need for humility, honesty, and the willingness to let go of ego in spiritual practice The importance of finding a teacher or mentor who can guide and support one's spiritual development, rather than relying solely on self-study. There is wisdom in tradition and it is important not to throw it all away It is important to have strong principles, ethics, and emotional development in addition to seeking existential insights Non-duality can be divided into "small" and "big" non-duality Small non-duality pits itself against other schools and is not fully integrated with duality Big non-duality is humble, integrates non-duality and duality, and is generous towards other schools of thought A master embodies big non-duality and can be recognized by their skill and excellence Small non-duality practitioners may try to use non-dual teachings to make others feel inferior It is important to have a balance of the non-dual and the mundane in one's life A master does not need to have all the answers, but rather can guide others towards their own insights and understanding Education and understanding are important for practical success in the world Being a good citizen and contributing to the community are important Having an ethical career that positively impacts the world and community is important Transcending culture and ideologies can be a part of enlightenment Physical health, good character, and concern for the environment and other beings are also important aspects of enlightenment Developing spiritual powers and achieving self-mastery are also potential components of enlightenment The ultimate goal of enlightenment may be to achieve unity with the divine or ultimate reality There are two groups of people: those who are enlightened but lack common sense and goodness, and those who are common sense and decent but know nothing about enlightenment Engaging in personal development, such as taking care of finances, relationships, and finding a life purpose, is important even if you are not yet enlightened It is possible to practice compassion and goodness in daily life, even if you are not yet enlightened, and doing so will bring benefits in terms of suffering, emotions, success, and the people you attract The path to enlightenment is narrow and has many traps, which is why true masters are rare The speaker is on this journey with the audience and shares their experiences of falling into traps to help others navigate them

Overcoming Addiction - The Root Cause Of Every Addiction https://youtu.be/G5ZYV-IMIUU Addiction is a common problem in modern society Addictions can include drugs, food, pornography, tobacco, alcohol, TV, internet, videogames, socialization, shopping, work, gossip, and thinking The root cause of all addictions is fear of emptiness, which arises when one is alone with nothing to do Addictions are distractions and escapes from this fear of emptiness The way to overcome an addiction is to face the fear of emptiness head-on through mindfulness and self-inquiry This involves becoming aware of and accepting one's emotions, rather than suppressing them or distracting oneself from them It also involves examining and questioning one's beliefs, values, and assumptions about oneself and the world This process can be difficult and may require support from others, such as a therapist or a support group It may also involve changing one's environment and the people one surrounds oneself with Ultimately, the goal is to find meaning and purpose in life, rather than relying on external sources of pleasure and distraction to fill the void. The emptiness that exists after death also exists in the present moment of being If you sit and do nothing, you have raw experience and realize that everything is constantly changing and ultimately meaningless This can lead to depression and an existential crisis To conquer addiction sustainably, you must face and accept the void To do this, you must sit with emptiness and do nothing, and not distract yourself As you do this, cravings and suffering will come up, and you must face your inner demons The purifying fire of emptiness will burn out these inner demons over time If you don't do this, you will only find a short-term solution to your addiction and fall back into it eventually The catch-22 of addiction recovery is that most people don't want to do the emotionally challenging work of facing the void and their inner demons However, this is the only way to permanently conquer addiction To do this work, you need to cultivate the willingness to suffer and the courage to face your inner demons This requires discipline and perseverance, and the support of others can be helpful The reward for facing the void and inner demons is finding peace and freedom from addiction. 12-step program techniques can be used to become self actualized and reach one's full potential as a human being Self-actualization is about living life to the fullest, rather than just fixing problems The speaker releases new content through a newsletter and YouTube channel on self-improvement The newsletter can help keep readers on track with self-actualization Transformation, rather than just change, is possible with dedication to learning and applying concepts and techniques The speaker offers a book list and plans to release more resources and paid courses in the future

The Benefits Of Enlightenment https://youtu.be/YfMqtrbjiMs Leo from actualised.org discusses the benefits of enlightenment Enlightenment is the realization of one's existential nature Most people believe they are their physical body or their mind, but enlightenment teaches that this is not true Enlightenment is a state of union with all of reality, and is a field of pure awareness that is omnipresent and outside of time The process of becoming enlightened is long and involves reducing suffering and negative emotions Benefits of enlightenment include: Reduction in suffering and negative emotions Increased sense of peace and contentment Greater sense of purpose and meaning in life Greater ability to handle difficult situations and challenges Improved relationships with others Greater appreciation for the present moment Improved physical and mental health Greater sense of creativity and inspiration Increased ability to achieve goals and make positive changes in life Greater sense of connection with others and the world around you Use enlightenment as a master strategy in life by using it to guide decision-making and prioritize values The speaker believes that enlightenment can reduce the amount of sleep needed and eliminate stress and worry Enlightenment is the foundation for self-actualization work and allows for greater understanding and implementation of personal development techniques Enlightenment is a journey that continues throughout one's life and allows for transformation in various aspects such as personality, career, and relationships Enlightenment dissolves one's identity, which can be limiting Enlightenment can be used to deal with chronic pain and disasters, allowing for a more effortless and resourceful handling of these challenges Enlightenment allows for a greater understanding and acceptance of death Enlightenment can lead to increased creativity and increased ability to manifest desires The speaker suggests that enlightenment can lead to a state of effortless living and a sense of liberation Enlightenment can improve the world and prevent potential species-wide annihilation Problems in the world often stem from unconscious egos Enlightenment can lead to satisfaction and a sense of being "in the zone" Enlightenment can bring about unconditional happiness and peace of mind People currently exist who have achieved enlightenment The cost of enlightenment is giving up one's ego and identity This requires a willingness to let go of one's current way of life The process of enlightenment involves letting go of the ego and ego-driven desires It involves seeing through the illusion of the ego and becoming aware of one's true nature This can involve spiritual practices such as meditation and self-inquiry The end goal of enlightenment is to become fully awakened and live in a state of constant realization of one's true nature. The speaker is encouraging the listener to make a significant change in their way of life and thinking This change involves replacing their current habits and beliefs with a new, foreign way of being The listener may not have enough wisdom to make this change and may be too influenced by their "stupidity function" The current state of the world and society is bleak and the listener is on a path towards hell unless they make a change The speaker's goal is to help the listener reach their highest potential and create a satisfying life through self-actualization The speaker encourages the listener to sign up for their newsletter and check out their resources, including a course and book list, to learn more about self-actualization The listener must have a commitment to improving their own life in order for any techniques or advice to be effective

Fake Growth vs Real Growth - What If You're Just Tricking Yourself https://youtu.be/ijSng_X9soc Personal development can often involve "fake growth" where people think they are improving, but are not addressing the root problems causing issues in their lives People often have unrealistic expectations for how personal development will solve their problems, leading them to seek solutions that are not effective Real growth involves letting go of the issue, rather than trying to fix it or achieve a surface level solution The root of most personal development issues is emotional, not external It is important to identify and address the emotional issues causing problems, rather than just trying to change behaviors or achieve external goals This requires self-awareness and honesty with oneself It is also important to recognize when one is not ready to address an issue, and to give oneself the time and space to grow at one's own pace. "Fake growth" refers to the idea that people can deceive themselves into thinking they have grown or solved a problem, when in reality they have not addressed the root cause Examples of "fake growth" include: Someone who becomes angry at work and decides to work from home to avoid the issue, instead of addressing the root cause of their anger Someone who becomes good at dating and picking up women, but still feels socially awkward and lacks charisma Someone who uses money to attract a partner, instead of developing charisma and personality to keep them attracted Someone who becomes depressed and medicates themselves to feel better, instead of addressing the root cause of their depression In each of these examples, the person has not addressed the root cause of their problem and therefore has not truly "grown" or solved the issue It is important to identify and address the root cause of problems in order to achieve genuine growth and solve issues permanently The speaker believes that they need to completely transform themselves in order to be satisfied and successful in life This transformation involves getting rid of the old self and not being able to recognize oneself in the mirror The speaker suggests that the present self is reinforcing negative qualities and that external circumstances are not the root of problems Inner growth is difficult and not glamorous, and people may criticize or reject the person for it Fake growth, which is easier to achieve and sell, does not address the root causes of problems and may involve external things like material possessions The speaker advises to be cautious about taking advice or buying self-help products, and to look for solutions that address root causes rather than fake growth

The Most Important Commitment You Can Make + Huge Announcement https://youtu.be/jF_R7R1zz9Y Introduction to the video and announcement that Actualized.org now has a self-improvement forum Explanation of why the videos are often long: the depth of the topic of self-mastery and the challenge of communicating deep concepts in a short amount of time The importance of committing to self-mastery and the need for a long-term investment of time and energy The benefits of self-mastery, including life transformation and reaching your full potential How to get started with self-mastery, including setting goals and tracking progress The announcement of the Actualized.org forum and some of its features Conclusion and encouragement to visit the forum and continue on the journey of self-mastery. The speaker found the self-help section in a bookstore and bought a Tony Robbins CD program The speaker realized that they wanted to understand the inner workings of self-help, not just listen to one program or a few books The speaker started their own platform, actualized.org, to share their understanding of life with others The speaker encourages the listener to imagine the possibilities of self-mastery over the long term and to make a commitment to their own personal growth The speaker suggests setting aside time to visualize and connect the dots to see what is possible for the listener in the future The speaker suggests starting small and building up to bigger commitments and goals in personal growth The speaker emphasizes the importance of consistency and dedication in personal growth. The speaker discusses tools that can be simple on the surface, but can become more complex and engaging when one becomes involved in the community The speaker talks about the creation of a forum for self-actualization and the challenges and doubts they faced in doing so The forum is intended to be a democratic community that promotes self-actualization through discussion and interaction The speaker discusses the potential for a large live community to develop, focused on self-actualization and advanced personal development concepts The speaker encourages people to join the forum and be a part of the community, as it has the potential to be something "incredible" The speaker talks about the values and principles that will be central to the community, such as empathy, honesty, and self-inquiry The speaker emphasizes the importance of community in achieving self-actualization and encourages people to take the first step in joining the forum.

Radical Openmindedness - How To Break Free Of Dogma & Beliefs https://youtu.be/jTK3kO0MopM Introduction to concept of radical open-mindedness Warning that this is an advanced and potentially threatening topic Analogy of mercury fillings in teeth, which represent beliefs and dogmas that have been "clogged" in the mind These beliefs and dogmas limit personal development, career, relationships, and spiritual advancement Counterintuitive move in personal development is to let go of knowing and embrace not knowing Live exercise to help understand and embrace not knowing as a powerful state Most people think they know, but actually do not and have a false certainty Exercise to help break free of false certainties and truly embrace not knowing Importance of questioning everything, including beliefs and values Embracing not knowing allows for true personal growth and the possibility of enlightenment Conclusion and invitation to continue exploring the concept of radical open-mindedness Light takes millions of years to travel vast distances between Earth and stars Most of the stars being looked at no longer exist When looking at a star, it is actually a galaxy with millions or billions of other stars People throughout history have been wrong about many things, such as the earth being flat, the earth being at the center of the universe, witch trials, intelligence of different races, Euclidean versus non Euclidean geometry, absolute time, human body's ability to handle high velocity, ability to lift over 500 pounds, wireless communication, flight, computers beating humans at chess, the four-minute mile, Iraq having weapons of mass destruction It is possible to be certain about something that is false Suggestion to open the mind to the possibility that current beliefs could be false Take time to deeply ponder the ideas discussed Notice when you try to convince others of your beliefs and become conscious of this behavior Realize that true not knowing can be empowering and liberating Wonder why you cling to beliefs and become curious about this behavior Keep working on expanding and opening your mind in order to reach a state of personal development and freedom This process can lead to profound transformation and liberation, and allow you to experience mystical states and discover the truth about yourself and the nature of existence

A Vision For The Self Actualized Life - Get Yo Ass Inspired! https://youtu.be/jo_3rvcUpJw Leo from actualized.org talks about his experience at a consciousness retreat Reflects on his own life and how it has changed in the past year Talks about the freedom he has in his life, including setting his own schedule, earning a six-figure income, and achieving his material desires Mentions meeting a 20-year-old at the retreat who had a transformation after becoming an apprentice and learning about consciousness work Leo talks about the importance of self-improvement and personal development work Discusses the idea that anyone can achieve a self-actualized life and be inspired Encourages the audience to pursue their own growth and development. It is possible to consistently feel creatively alive and charged every day It is possible to turn work into a top passion and have creativity infused into every aspect of life It is possible to make a meaningful contribution to the world and be an inspirational leader It is possible to shed negative habits and emotions, such as self-sabotage, guilt, shame, nihilism, depression, anger, and negativity It is possible to learn and master key areas of life, including career, wealth, health, friendships, intimate relationships, self-esteem, and confidence It is possible to master emotional development and resolve family issues It is possible to develop a sense of purpose and meaning in life It is possible to overcome limitations and break free of toxic societal norms and culture The importance of taking time to appreciate and savor life Setting the goal of dying with a smile on your face and without regrets The concept of self-actualization and the difference between happiness and fulfillment Personal emotional growth and spiritual growth as key components of self-actualization The process of conscious work and the challenges that come with it The idea that self-actualization is a journey, not a destination The importance of understanding one's own values and priorities The role of relationships in self-actualization The potential for self-actualization to bring a sense of peace and contentment. Introduction to the concept of self-actualization Four steps to achieve self-actualization: Develop a strong personality Have a clear life purpose Become financially independent Engage in deep self-actualization work The importance of taking action now, rather than waiting for a midlife crisis Encouragement to share the message with others and check out additional resources Conclusion and sign-off

The collapse of the Soviet Union in 1991 and the transformation of China into a more market-based economy are significant events in world history that have had far-reaching consequences. These events are often seen as the end of communism as a political and economic system and the triumph of capitalism. However, it is not accurate to say that these events represent the "capitalization" of communism. Communism is a political and economic ideology that advocates for the abolition of private ownership and the establishment of a classless, stateless society based on common ownership of the means of production. In a communist society, there would be no concept of capital or capitalism. As for the "Woke" progressive values that have come to dominate in the West, it is not accurate to describe them as the "communization" of capitalism. These values are concerned with issues such as social justice, equity, and inclusion and are not necessarily tied to any particular economic system. While some may argue that certain progressive policies or initiatives could have an impact on capitalism or the economy, it would be a stretch to say that they represent the "communization" of capitalism.

The conditioned mind is like a block of rough-hewn obsidian which is too dense to allow light to shine through. In the spiritual workshop it is carefully sculpted into a beautiful pane of translucent glass, and becomes a lucid medium for the Mind. I don’t call it an achievement, because the mind cannot sculpt itself on the relative plane of its existence. It requires the vast wisdom and creativity of the Artist for the transformation to occur. Sometimes it is a careful process of spiritual practice, through which the mind is gradually shaped. Other times, as in my case, it is a cataclysmic event, which is the culmination and eventual collapse of suffering. Although initially the mind may believe it is carving itself, when the light finally floods through the Mind is realized to have been preparing its own expression all along.

@bliss54 Hey man, don't judge yourself too much for having these fears, there's good reasons as to why you are the way you do, all you have to do is recognize you are entirely in control of these patterns conditioned into you. I myself realized I had to seriously socialize and change myself several months ago and jumped into the world of living in communities and volunteering, that seriously helped me, it was a total transformation. I highly suggest both visiting a regular place in the society like night clubs, cafes, house parties, friends, cinemas, pubs or whatever and visiting some kind of monastery/ashram or what is related to your own spiritual practice, it's good to be able to handle a dynamic of people to more develop your own sense of confidence around people Regarding your stutter, and from a few guys i've met, I think stutter comes from the endless judgment and hesitation and manipulation of our own speech. You have to learn to express how you feel without apology, it doesn't matter how you feel, just say what is true Speak the truth and it will cut away your stutter like an axeman works diligantly cutting down trees

It is not necessarily healthy or productive to stop questioning or trying to change aspects of your life that you don't like. It is important to recognize and address any negative patterns or behaviors that may be hindering your growth and happiness. However, it is also important to have self-compassion and not be overly critical of yourself. It can be helpful to seek support from a therapist or coach who can help you navigate the self-improvement journey in a more balanced and sustainable way. It's important to strike a balance between accepting yourself as you are and striving for personal growth and transformation. While it can be frustrating to feel like you're not making progress in your self-improvement journey, it's important to remember that change takes time and effort. Rather than giving up on the idea of self-improvement altogether, try to focus on the reasons why you want to change and the ways in which it can benefit your life. Additionally, consider seeking support and guidance from others who have successfully made positive changes in their lives. With patience and persistence, you can continue to work towards becoming the best version of yourself.

There's a balance to be maintained between self-acceptance and looking for any kind of personal transformation. Take care that your motivation to change isn't based on a feeling of inadequacy. You're perfectly, ontologically perfect as you are. However, the need to change comes from the recognition that a lot of one's thinking and behavior is often ineffective, disempowering and based on ignorance. In order to change something, first you must let it be there exactly as it is. This disposition allows you to discern and grasp what it is, creating the possibility of change. How could you change something you're resisting and are not conscious of? So, I'd imagine that before attempting self-change, you'd first have to grasp what a self actually is, existentially. Same goes for emotions, relationships, communication, and principles.

1Survival instinct- Basic instinct to want to live 2 Creativity instinct - Is to create something exciting, full of passion, full of enthusiasm, desire, hope 3Liberation instinct - Want to be liberated from suffering, pain, disturbance 4 Achievement instinct - Wanting to do something that feels awesome, gives satisfaction, promotes growth and progress, success, it's a very important feeling, it gives a feeling of completion 5 Beauty instinct - Wanting things to be joyful, radiant, beautiful, complete, eternal, immortal like building the pyramids 6Romantic instinct - Wanting a connection, intimacy, a partner and a feeling of being loved, treasured, belonged. 7Healing instinct Wanting to be healed from past troubles, trauma, hurt, pain, wanting to feel okay, wanting to recover from setbacks, wanting to start again, wanting to feel space and peace in order to recover, wanting to get better and plump again. 8Fear instinct -The fight versus flight response. A response that alerts us to danger and wanting to huddle to a place of safety 9Protective instinct Wanting to treasure or protect something very valuable like a friend, a pet, a child or an important picture or a gift or a work of art. Even protecting basic resources like food 10Harmony instinct Wanting to create harmony with your environment and surroundings, with nature, wanting to blend in with everything, wanting harmony with the unique and universe, wanting the feeling of creating a home within this environment and feeling at home with your environment. You want that community feeling. A lot of people join organizations to have this feeling. A lot of people join religion 11Balance instinct Wanting to sustain balance between everything that we do like health, relationships, work, passions, time etc. 12Purpose instinct This is an extension of the self. You want to do something for the world, you want to contribute to your community or the world at large. Noble instinct. 13 growth instinct You want to develop yourself, explore, learn, expand and grow. You want to feel that you are progressing not just surviving 14 Transcending instinct You want to outgrow whatever you are currently learning or dealing. You want to evolve to your next phase and development in life 15 Transformation instinct This is also a part of self evolution. Sometimes you want to radically transform yourself, your life, shed all past baggage and turn over to a new leaf. Clean the slate, start afresh. 16 fulfilling instinct This is about your needs, wants, desires, from the utmost basic to advanced and higher needs. You want these needs to be fulfilled as much as possible to leave room for other things like spiritual stuff. Most people waste their lives in fulfilling needs because our social system constantly deprives us of our needs and makes us into a hamster running on the wheel chasing our needs. Like a dog chasing its tail, we're never free to think about other things. When needs are not fulfilled whether it's something like survival, food, security, sexual, love, bonding, financial, health, we become deficient and miserable and can hardly focus on anything else, we become too stunted and lost, deprived and confused, trapped and in constant search of something. And very frustrated. This is the single biggest reason for everyone failing to achieve anything else. This instinct is sorely left ignored. This side needs to be compulsory fulfilled in order to get other instincts properly sorted out. This is the most important instinct as far as survival is concerned. Without this there is no spirituality and you're in limbo. This is a major bridge. If you're on this bridge you'll forever stay on this bridge. You are stuck. If you fulfill most of your needs, that's where you get the golden chance to cross the bridge. And a chance to achieve your higher growth. Until then everything is a pipe dream and nothing else will matter and nothing will even make sense or meaning. You wouldn't even want to pursue spirituality. You will half ass everything and live forever dissatisfied, much of your spirituality will feel like an unhappy vacation where you're just pretending to smile. If you want something of substance and really want everything to count on your future travels into eternity, then this instinct has to be compulsorily fulfilled. 17 Vibe instinct There's a certain vibe you want as your guide. Everything carries a vibe. Even the stuff you eat. You want always the right vibe to motivate and stimulate your inner energy. You don't like vibes that don't suit your character, personality or style. You want a morning vibe in the morning. A pleasant vibe when you are working and a snuggly vibe when you are with your special one. 18 fuel instinct You need fuel to motivate and stimulate yourself. Any energy, emotion, vibe can serve as a fuel. Anything that gets you going and motivates you is a fuel, even a prayer. God can be your fuel. Masculine and feminine energies can be your fuel. God's energy can be your fuel. This is the most important instinct. It's like a breakfast. You must have it before your main meal. It's your starter kit sort of. Your launch for the day. Your energy. Your fuel. Your must have travel kit. It's your energy bottle. Without it you're just languishing through the forest with a map in hand but no energy to walk. 19 Karma instinct This instinct exists like a conscience. It tells us right from wrong and guides us to good karma, shields us from bad karma 20 Companionship instinct We all need friends. Someone we can share things with at the campfire. Someone who listens and understands and offers warm company on cold nights. 21 Communication expression instinct This is important. We all have needs for communication whether you are introvert or extrovert. Your communication is your main method of expression. 22 Regulation instinct After doing what we can, we want to regulate our life cycle to see how it's all going. We want to spot flaws, resolve issues, solve problems, get back the rhythm. Get things back on track. But for that we must regulate our daily goings on. 23 Reflection instinct In order to solve a crisis, we need time to reflect on what should be done. Going back to the drawing board. Reassessing. Analyzing. Studying? Wanting some insight, some answer. Taking a break and Reflecting. 24 Wisdom instinct This instinct is best used when you gather wisdom and implement it 25 Courage instinct. You need courage to push a breakthrough in life or else you are stuck. One courageous move will change everything. Take that leap of faith. 26 Innocent instinct You'll reach this stage or instinct after death. Here you're set free from all fears, attachments, worries, needs etc. Here your spirit is like a child again, innocent and pure. You are finally yourself. No fabrication. The living version of this is the "authentic instinct." 27 Spiritual instinct I don't know how to describe this instinct. This is where I'm puzzled. I think spiritual instinct is like a process. Imagine a computer slowly generating your identity, all your personality traits being typed out line by line on each cursor prompt. That's how this is going to look like except for this is going to be your spiritual identity. This will consist of your deepest desires, your unfinished business, your general vibe in your ghost state, these are your spiritual signatures unique to you like a DNA. They will define you spiritually, they will constitute your spiritual identity. This instinct will carry a strong Subconscious energy. 28 Communion instinct I think just like material existence comes with an expiry date/death, your existence as a ghost will have it's own unique expiry date. After your spiritual existence has expired, your journey in the afterlife is over and you will slowly come to the end of a tunnel. This tunnel is dark. It's your spiritual tunnel and it's your gateway to the next realm. Once you come to the end of the tunnel, you will turn into a ball of bright light. Bright ball of energy like the Sun. You'll come out of the tunnel and escape as a ball of bright light. Your spirit has been converted into energy. This ball will then merge with a much larger ball of energy that looks like a big sun. This is God. You're entering communion. The ball disappears as it merges into this large ball. It's the end. While turning into a ball your spirit experiences extreme bliss and fiery energy and peace. Restless souls will take even centuries to turn into a ball. Or they might just never make it.

Beautiful, Galyna ? Reminds me of "Dark Night of the Soul" by St. John of the Cross. It is a desperate journey that moves you beyond the childlike euphoria of initial awakening, into the deep ocean of self-annihilation which is necessary for true God-realization. I love the commentary by Mirabai Starr: This is a path of annihilation of the ego. But we must first be brought home to ourselves before we can bear to see our nothingness before God…It is less for those who are struggling to find themselves than it is for the ones who have a clear sense of self and are ready to purify it… This is a path for those who use their suffering as a tool for transformation. In the dark night of each soul, we are simultaneously annihilated and immeasurably strengthened.

Podcast episode which connects the traditions and activities of ancient cultures with how we as humans change our states of consciousness in order to "heal". Transformation of trauma can be done by getting into trance and deactivating the amygdala through a variety of activities. This episode shows multitudes of activities of how we can do shamanic transformative work. Check it out: https://pca.st/bv9h3ldh

There is always a subject object relationship, now you’ve backed up and the subject became the object creating a new subject and a new object. The object or content of one’s knowing is self transformation, the subject or structure of knowing is non-dual. The next step is for the subject to become the object, so the object becomes non-dual.

Yes, and what was that about looking for a camera that would allow you to record the transformation into an alien? That episode is very interesting, on a science level. push the limits, see what happens. since then looking forward to know in detail. fortunately it seems that leo is grounded on earth as always, but that little flight is very interesting

Sometimes, probably even way more often than sometimes, reality mirrors to us, that which needs to be seen in a mirror. Because otherwise, the forces and energies that play within wouldn't be realized and seen for what they really are, blinding our actions with sweet lies, blurring raw reality with our sugarcoated sense of self and self-image, for it to be able to survive in what it is. Without it, it would be much harder to realize a pattern, a loop that kept us stuck and fed itself of all areas of our life which might otherwise be developed or transformed, aligning our being with love and the highest truth. It's easier to get a sense of spiritual self than you think, or a self-image that might often be far from reality, allowing for unconsciousness at some levels to flourish, because it goes under the radar, after all - being so "spiritual" and "conscious". But those are just the labels, that create a sense of false self, the truth might be a way different than what is actually happening. The illusory self, or self-image, can be very deceptive and might invent endless stories just to perpetuate itself, even face to face with what actually is. But what is funny, the transformation and a drop of a pattern, action, or any other form of the unconscious - and often destructive - behavior does not happen through some rigorous outer work. Transcendence of it happens through seeing it for what it truly is, the game that is being played. Then, it might take some inner-outer work to transform it, but by already seeing the truth of it, it happens automatically, as a natural consequence of the light of consciousness shining towards that shadow. And for that, often it is helpful to see the mirror of a pattern that the mind is playing reflected to us from someone else, a situation that we see, or in any other form that we witness, which often might have fairly bitter taste.