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ignorance is bliss. And I don´t think they are so happy. The just cope with life by getting together and keeping themsleves busy with nonsense. That is like me saying how well I smell because I put perfume on all my clothes and deodorant under ampits instead of having a shower.

Yeah i can feel chronic anxiety coming back But i ride this wave, deep breath away and loosen my back I will fight my own mind until I win and no fight persists, just being in the abyss, Yeah I dont want stress and I dont want pain, just ecstasy and bliss Yeah I do want impact I will be real, first i have to get rich And thats some stressful shit So much pain I was down in the ditch Just work with what I got, accept the shit Thats why you have to dream, its 1 of a few means in which you never quit Have to invest daily even if you're never perfect, which u never will be People terrify from petty negatives , but they cant see Men terrify rejection, they reject themselves Its a projection, delusional world collect the appreciating assets every day no matter what And It's about breaking thresholds, within your own mind, u fill the pot Confidence is an accumulation of breaking meaningful personal thresholds Until then u never stop, no matter what Yeah I guess the way im wired, I only ever wanna feel inspired Even when im tired Yeah I guess i always got the fire Yeah my English teacher used to get so frustrated, I was like 16 and I i was always late and my eyes were jaded, and i still got as but i didn't even try and barely finished my assignments, I was in too much pain I just did in one take, a scribble of sloppy notes and i just saw his face, look of disgrace, but looking back its kinda funny in a way And looking back im grateful he saw something in me, and he had charisma too and wasn't a boring guy, even if in his wage he struggles to survive, and in this way I can mature because i realize, not all teachers were sociopathic and tyrannical and evil in the eyes People call rap conformity and I'm not tryna argue or deny But u have to always focus on the gold and keep an open mind Lyricism is an art and the music too And they make beats and have vision and orchestrate to the producers they oversee, And that isnt easyy i call it masteree But business and life in general is my passion music just an extention I'm an interconnected guy there's no severance in my mind, some things irrelevant but most things human connect, i dont need no niche interest about cars I got bigger fish to fry, firstly living a good life and thrive not just survive, only success is on my mind, and hard work is divine, the blocks star heavy then u build a ville an pyramid in no time

The most common issues I see with moderners, they use capitalism as an excuse or materalism for anything: Just leave the country Just buy something new that will fix your soul I don't have a soul I am atheist (while they yearn to see yours very often) Making fun of the history and anger of black history (it's mostly saddening then anything I cry most of it out nowadays, because this level of ignorance is not bliss) The tendencies to use face and having a clean-slate which can also be an integral or tealish tendency imo, but more out of TIER II security reasons to secure knowledge and the priviledge of learning, but the exact narcissistic greedy tendencies of the modern consciousness attacks this The hatred of diversification of interest and money and networks The lonliness that can start at this stage The level of clarity required to make some dense people break-up where psychdelics often are the gateway towards looking into the intereoception of this level of consciousness There are many positive aspects to this also, but it requires the establishment of fundamental goodness, and after this the COMPASSION OF GOD, or at least the serenity of a GODDESS. More about my ex now...

Yeah when you put it like that I agree. You can't really practice sex outside of a relationship outside of doing a bunch of hookups which don't tend to produce great sex anyway from my experience so working on the package is the day to day logical move. When you're with a girl then yeah make sure she cums often and in varied ways and she'll feel like you're irreplaceable. Also being really attracted to the girl you're fucking makes for better sex I find since you become an animal and ravish her and that comes from having a high SMV to be able to pull hotties. I've banged girls I was not really into and like sometimes I can't even stay hard cuz I don't actually wanna be there and start questioning my decisions in the middle of it and it makes the process even softer . Also it makes it so I really want them to leave where as if I'm really into the girl I can fuck 3-4 times and afterwards we just collapse into bliss and pass out together even if I barely know her.

Even among weirdos, I feel lonely. Nobody has any idea what it means to be in my shoes. To experience the paradoxes and contradictions that I do, the bliss and the suffering. To live through all of it, and still be here, fighting, hoping, falling down, getting up, getting knocked down again, and again, and again... My experience of life is so unique, it feels like a mistake, an error, an exception. Something that wasn't accounted for. Nobody should be allowed this much integration. It's just so many different parts that don't fit well together, but somehow do. I'm a monster. A Frankenstein. I shouldn't be allowed to exist.

@Natasha Tori Maru @Leo Gura ive never cried in bliss at an orgasm, but ive sure as shit have cried when I realized other is me. Being Her will always be better then fucking Her. ☺️

Not gonna lie - I have had such intense, single pointed focus meditation sessions where all is so married in union it was the bliss of orgasm. After I really considered orgasm; it is a pure state of absolute being. Total single pointed focus. Irrefutable. A total inability to seperate mind in that state. It makes sense the deepest state of focussed meditation feel like orgasm, somehow. I shit you not, the feeling was the same. And so utterly shocking. It is a practice to reach those states though. I cannot get there without a lot of dedicated time. A purge of modern life does it. Isolation. It is no wander sex and orgasm is a huge drive for humanity if this is what we touch on. Who knows ...

“Ignorance is bliss”. It’s when you start thinking about it that it becomes a burden. They don’t see it as anything to escape because they haven’t built the structures to bother them. “The ability to step back and see the bigger picture” only occurs if you have the preference and capacity. Without the preference and capacity, the ability never manifests. Sure, it’s a more sophisticated use of the mind, but I’m not sure calling it “advanced” is the best frame, as it seems to smuggle ego in while at the same time obfuscating the more important preference and capacity mechanisms. Maybe I’ve misread, but you seemed to have projected a problem a very specific cognitive architecture perceives onto the general population. Modern life has a way of wearing all of us down, but in different ways. For thinkers such as ourselves, it’s a different kind of burden with different challenges. The average person isn’t bothered by endless complexity, because they don’t perceive it.

Probably the contrast is what makes it special. Wouldn’t be nearly as meaningful to have it all if you hadn’t first been through a lifetime or more of deprivation. Although that still doesn’t explain why people go through unspeakably horrific waking nightmares. No individual would willingly subject themselves to things like gang rape, torture, etc. Even if the contrast once it’s eventually over is unlimited bliss in every way they ever wanted.

Some return to nothing and some go on to become self referencing nirvanic bliss and everything in between. If you have achieved full on sovereignty and sentience you will get to choose your next experience based solely on the experiences of this one. In other words, death is whatever the heck you want it to be. If you're just another flower that didn't bud death will be the end of the texture that is you but the good news is you won't be around to care. Sounds like a win/win to me.

@Miguel1 yes, you describe it very well. I don't know why, but I have always been this way. It is like some wicked cosmic joke to wake from the bliss of sleep. Once I have momentum for the day I am fine, I don't think and body just does it's thing. If I am suffering from a hardship, the morning is much worse. Waking from a nap also sometimes. Very discombobulating which compounds the overall malaise.

Great substance combination, I really recommend it. Lots of similarities to MDMA, even better and more conscious, although not so chemically direct with Love, but you can get directly through the state of consciousness it puts you in, if you know what you're doing. Great experience, very nice feelings and state of consciousness, one of my best trips ever. The awakenings were profound and good, but it was more on the aesthetics and personality of this combination what made me fall in love. The chemist that thought this combination in this proportion, knew what he was doing. Bad effects, you may need magnesium to make the experience milder. Also if in the middle of the experience you notice your mind losing sharpness and becoming a bit sloppy, means you need to drink or ingest some light food to keep going. Jaw tension a bit uncomfortable but less than with MDMA. Overall, words fail to describe the fullness of the experience itself, so if you can get this combo I recommend it and see for yourself.

If he were truly more conscious than average he wouldn't care about Trump/he would speak about him stoically, especially since as a self-proclaimed non-dualist he is supposed to be aware that Trump is a reflection. We want more joy or intensity in general but as i said once again Martin Ball is still busy insulting Trump like a child and stomping his feet in anger, and his life isn't particularly great and he even developed a serious chronic illness a few years ago. What probably happens is since he bases his theory essentially on psychedelic experiences once he’s sober he reverts to being just an random ego at best. Why would you want to vomit all over yourself and end up covered in bruises while on 5-MeO-DMT when none of the people who use it regularly have anything to show for it? Psychedelics in general. A tree is judged by its fruit. Where are the guys who turn their lives around thanks to 5-MeO? "Hey, I used to be depressed, do cocaine, and dress up as a girl. Now thanks to 5-MeO-DMT I’ve become a tennis coach, i eat ice cream and I live in a state of bliss nigga" No it doesnt; I personnaly almost never think about Trump I don't even really have an opinion on him. He thinks about Trump because he is Trump; he projects things onto him. Impulsiveness it seems in this case.

Friday: July 17th, 2026. Jolly by using a molly is distinct from sober bliss.

Suffering is sub-optimal. Allowable but unnecessary. A problem easily fixable. The world isn't suffering. It is the seer of suffering. The seer needs to correct his perception. That is the work. And the miracle is this: when you no longer see suffering, you no longer feel suffering! Why? Because the world is you - tadaa! So now you will abide in peace and not have to go through lifetimes of suffering. You merged back to the whole. Manifestation is now enjoyed, no longer endured. The puzzle of life solved and everyone happy. Everyone will reach eventually. Reality approves of bliss not blight. Drop the blight and see the light. That's the whole game.

It's not ignorance per se that is bliss. It's the lack of thinking. Thinking can make the mind unrestful, which can produce suffering if managed poorly. Being ignorant does not make you happy. It only simplifies complexities, which can make relaxation easier with little management.

Hey then what was all that "ignorance is bliss" crap?

Understand that there is realer better deeper than this. Check out, wake up. No sweat though - take your time. Spin you wheels, lick your lips, build castles in the sand. Ignorance is bliss when that's what one knows.

Started March 7th. Two sits a day, started around 30 min to now mostly 80 to 90 minutes each. I'm somewhere in the back half of First Kriya. Yoni Mudra stable at 90 seconds, Kechari, Maha Mudra, Navi Kriya, full Pranayama stack. The first three months were one of the ugliest stretches of my adult life. Nobody told me this part. So here it is. What actually came up An ex I hadn't thought about in months surfaced like she lived in my chest. Grief that doubled me over. A "I am fundamentally unlovable" core wound I didn't know I was carrying showed up around session 10 and sat on me for weeks. Refused to mute her on Instagram even though I knew I should. Dreamt she married a prince and I watched it through stories. That's the level of subconscious sludge the breath drags up. 4am wakings with my heart pounding for no reason. Sleep got worse before it got better. Samskaras process at night. Hulk level rage at my family. I'm talking visualizations of killing people I love. Then immediately the broadcast samskara fired. I went and told a friend the detail because part of me wanted credit for the catharsis. Caught myself only because I was reporting to a coach. Spontaneous body convulsions during Yoni Mudra. Gag reflex from vagus activation. The "verge of exploding and dying" feeling before the bliss door opens. A non-dual experience on a beach where I merged with everything. Woman, dog, ocean, no separation, weeping at the beauty. Followed within hours by a full ego reconstruction panic attack at 4am. I posted about the beach experience on Instagram and texted a friend a screenshot of my own insight before deleting both. That's the loop. Insight, broadcast, identity, pressure to perform, anxiety, shame. It runs in pickup, it runs in spirituality, it runs everywhere. Around session 92 I had a long conversation with a British woman earlier in the day. She left. Hours later I'm standing outside a cheesecake shop in India and she comes back. Says "hi friends," and jumps into my arms and starts weeping uncontrollably. Not crying. Weeping like something inside her had been waiting a year to come out. I held her. Took her to the side. Said "it's okay, it's okay, cry." Started breathing with her, our stomachs touching, for about 10 minutes. She stopped. I sat her down with the cheesecake and said "feel the wetness on your face, the sadness, the sorrow, it's so fucking pleasurable." She broke into laughing hysterics and we ended up laughing together. I walked her toward my place and decided not to bring her up. Gave her a hug. Didn't take her number. Closed loop. And right after, I felt the structural pull of how spiritual leaders become sexual predators. I felt it from inside. Regulated nervous system plus vulnerable seeker plus intense bonding plus projection of divinity equals the exact circuit. I understood Lahiri's rule against organizations in my body for the first time. That's the level of clarity Kriya gives you about your own potential darkness. A few days before session 101 I had another one. Deep conversation, very fast. Dating, sexuality, consciousness, silent presence. She cried during it. I felt the pull, decided not to pursue. Didn't message her. Then a few days later I'm sitting in a cafe working, and she walks in. Says "hey" passing me, sits with another guy. Five minutes later she leaves him, comes over to me, makes small talk about her foot healing for five minutes, says "I need to go, I'll see you again," and goes back to the guy. While she's leaving the cafe she shouts "Bye Hari!" across the whole restaurant. I was sitting with an American friend at the time. My nervous system went into the floor. Day-long fear spike. Mind bombarding with guilt, shame, worry, every possible angle. Sexual energy uncontainable, pulsations streaming up and down my body. That night I woke up hallucinating. My laptop became a boat. There was a crocodile trapped at the bottom of the boat. A lizard popped out of it crawling along the keyboard. Hypnopompic paralysis, couldn't move, just watching it. I didn't message her. Didn't post. Didn't go looking for her. Brought it to a coach instead of acting on any of it. Social collapse. Couldn't look people in the eyes. Couldn't smile naturally. Parvastha bleeding into daily life so much I stopped wanting to talk to anyone. Watching girls on the beach instead of approaching, half witnessing, half avoiding, mostly avoiding. Sloth states after sessions. Lying down "thinking" for an hour. Stopped sessions to write poems. Tried to do three sits in a day. Went over the timer constantly. The mind dresses up self sabotage as creativity, as devotion, as "deepening." Crying as cathartic relief, not pain. That's the good version. The bad version is hell/bliss oscillation inside the same retention. Pure terror, then pure love, every 8 seconds, for 80 minutes. You don't get to leave the seat. This is not a hobby. It's a controlled demolition of the self you walked in with. If you have unfinished business with a parent, an ex, your ambition, your specialness, it is coming up, on the practice's schedule, not yours. The bliss is real. The "I am" state is real. But the path runs straight through every wound you've spent twenty years arranging your life to avoid feeling. Sit twice a day. Don't post about it. Don't make it your identity. Don't join the course. Don't tell people how deep you went. Get a coach or a friend who will call you on your shit. It is worth it. It is not pretty.

@AerisVahnEphelia I tnever saw any trauma in him or longing for dead. It was the opposite. He was probably in a constant bliss state after his ayahuasca experience 5 years ago. since then he was tripping 24/7, had still incredible physiqe, a lot of girls and a mission. For me connor murphy was in a power state all the time and more happy than a normal human can experience in his normal life. And he wanted us to show that through his videos that he is free of all fears, even the fear of death.

Right now, I have no wounds whatsoever. It felt painful before awakening to my true nature and during the process. But those were healed as awareness crept in—I could sense how the pain subsided. I did not have to heal myself—the higher level of consciousness did that for me. And I remember how much pain I was in before starting to meditate: Toxic shame, insecurity, no discipline whatsoever, and unable to keep a basic job. I was addicted to social media, junk food, weed, and so forth. All that had to go away, or my life would have been ruined. While it is true that I sacrificed my ego and other forms of pleasure, that doesn't mean I lost something. Because the bliss of awareness is much more enjoyable than anything in the world or of the ego. I'm not saying that all people should do what I did; I am only saying that force was necessary sometimes, and that it's no easy game to overcome the ego. And the way I see it now is that it's not a tragedy or something bad that happened to me. I see it as a little bit of ego an struggle. That's it. And that's true, Elliott. For some people, because they struggle with heavy mental health issues, they will experience horrible side effects as a result of meditating. But they can be transcended and eventually healed. I went through that because I come from both families with harsh intergenerational trauma. My grandfather committed suicide.

Your brain gets high, then eventually crashes, because your biology isn't meant to stay different from its baseline. (That said, I think most people aren't actually living at their baseline. Anytime you're using drugs or are possessed by memetics or "spooks" (Stirner), you're basically sick and "on drugs.") There is no reason to meditate. It's almost like trying to get high from weed without actually smoking it. Meditation is completely useless. (Then again, everything is, so if you find it fun, go for it. I just wouldn't expect to find a lasting state of bliss that comes for free.) My theory is that your brain enters a kind of survival mode, similar to the adrenaline response during a fight, and after a while you experience a high. It's like the brain injects a survival response into the system because it doesn't know how to process what's happening. That said, there might be a good reason to meditate. The only way to know is to do it and find out.

A glimpse into truth doesn't fix an unstable ego. It can start the process of fixing it. But it doesn't automatically fix itself. A radical experience can leave a lasting imprint and cause what seems like serenity on the surface, and it can also cause a radical neurotic and obsessive bungee smack. Bipolar mania has many of the signs of neurosis and obsession, that you get hyper-fixated on certain things and it seems extremely profound, but there is also a restlessness and resistance. A manic person who is not resisting is just in bliss, their mind is silent, where does the energy go? To create bliss. That's especially how kundalini awakening can either cause immense bliss or immense contraction and not coincidentally mania. You're just upping the energy levels. How you deal with it, how reactive your ego is or self-fueled it is, that's what dictates whether it's chaotic and difficult or calm and pleasant. A subtle nuance is that your mind could probably still be "psychotic" while being in a non-dual state, but that would have to be in the realm of thought content ("thought disorder") rather than immense contraction and the associated restlessness, neurosis, perhaps more in the direction of schizophrenia than bipolar mania (although both see worsening of symptoms under elevated stress and energy levels). Like you could imagine someone who has immense calm but their mind is simply computing things quite differently than other people.

Very interesting, truly serious in his practice, and his descriptions of states of bliss are accurate and authentic. I'd like to be able to meditate for a whole day (not 5 months 😅), but for now it's impossible; my ego would start screaming at me to stop wasting my time right now. But in a couple of hours I can achieve a level of dissolution close to total. The thing is, automatically, when you begin meditating, your state changes to: there is no good or bad, no difference. Then your entire energetic structure relaxes immediately, and the boundaries of reality blur. You realize that you're creating barriers all the time with preference, which is inevitable and necessary, but it's essential to be able to deactivate this for a few minutes each day, even just one minute. The difference is total. When the barriers fall, reality becomes limitless. Then what is recognizes itself; nothing more is needed, no infinity, no god, no source, just what is. But there can be more, that is, mystical experience. The mystical experience is the opening to power, to the absolute source, to the sacred that vaporizes your psyche and, with just a fleeting glimpse, tells you: purify yourself. humble yourself. align yourself with the sacred. Then a process begins.

To transcend what you want to transcend to pursue what you want to pursue, this is what Leo wants to pursue. He's not pursuing 'bliss'. Ya *The need to accomplish what he's seeking. He's not on roids, studying linguistics, or living on a yacht or in a monastery. *the inability to entertain reactive criticism. Ya It's not normal, just not inherently 'bad' Make a video and post it, I'm sure Leo will study it. Yes I don't think that strategy is viable, because of the motivations and 'purpose'.