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@Javfly33 Nothingness is nothing you imagined to be it. Source, hell yeah it is something it is. ❤️ Practises get you there. Good luck.

Reading that almost makes me tear up. It vividly reminds me of my awakening experience with a combo of LSD and DXM. I experienced what can only be described as the universe arising from pure nothingness. A puzzle with no pieces being put together. Those kind of trip reports remind me why I continue to be fascinated in psychedelics and why I take them. Such profound realizations makes me want to cry in awe of all of this.

21-06-19 The day of huge changes. Tomorrow I will have my first date ever. More of that in the appropiate sub-forum on this website. School is about to end! A party is coming and I will be practicing my skills on hitting on girls. I am planning to focus on the basics of self-help. Meaning watching the old videos of Leo, finding my LP course and practice hitting on girls. I am done being confused with where I am on some sort of Spiral or what Nothingness and God have in common. Basics first.

Imagine you are god and you live in a nothingness. Nothingness. No light or dark. No change. No yesterday or tomorrow. No forward or backwards, up or down. No distance or thought or anything in fact. Nothing. You're bored. "I know! I'll create a something". So you divide your nothing into two. This nothing and that nothing. You live in your two nothings for a while, but it's unsatisfactory. Both nothings are the same. The only crumb of enjoyment is that you "know" there are two nothings. "By golly! I've got it. I'll have a million nothings!" And so you hop from one nothing to the other, experience a hundred nothings at once, a nothing inside another nothing, and have a good old time. Then you're bored again. "Sheesh. What to do do? How will I ever get something from nothing? Hmm..." God smacks his* forehead. "Duh!" "INFINITE nothings! Now THAT, is something." * Disclaimer. God has no gender.

Yeah this is unfortunate because Leo wants to help people to discover (universal) Truth. Therefore he points in a certain direction where we can start searching (inside). Most of us wouldn't know about the so-called spiritual path if he wouldn't make videos about some topics. But many people are just consumers of the information he offers. Consumerism is a epidemic of our time. Consumers are only absorbing his energy and information, probably they would even start worshiping him just because the possibilities of the concept enlightenment (here used as a form of escapism) sound great to some ears. That's why I would recommend to stop consuming spiritual-teachings unless you can embody them. If you don't do the work yourself you can't grasp what he is talking about. If he tells you that you can experience Oneness yourself by awakening this doesn't mean you can. Maybe he can but this doesn't matter. You have to go on the path yourself to try it. Most of us were trained to trust our minds, to trust expertise, to trust results or trust science. But this path requires the ability to trust in your inner fire, infinite love and finally in nothingness. These words don't have any meaning unless you can feel them and fill them with meaning. Therefore this path isn't easy. You think I'm just words on the screen because some teachers who seem competent told you? I think there is much more nuance to your personal situation than that?

yes that's right. You can't remember because memories are a product of illusion. The only thing that exists right now is the present moment, and literally everything is inside it, including MIT, CMU, the milky way galaxy, and you! You are literally in my present moment right now! You're hiding in the nothingness, you're not in Canada! Your in that nothingness! I can see you right now literally! But the best part is, at the exact same time you are in Canada aswell! Non duality and Duality are both true, and this entire post is both a big joke, because there are no memories to remember, but at the same time its not, because you can use memories to wake yourself up, even if they are illusions. Remember what Ramana Maharshi said about spiritual teachers? Yes spiritual teachers are illusions, but they are illusions that can wake you up! Just like how a lion in a dream you could of had last night can wake you up from sleeping!

You are the body and everything else. But not you as an Ego. Pure Nothingness in it's chaotic form has everything in it. It holds even the Ego.

ahahahaha thats why nothing is not the end ahahahaha aahahah OMG that is so funny THE MIND IS TOTAL! loooooooooool you tricked yourself into believe yourself that your not god because you are god, you are the whole thing you are not taking responsibility for it AND THATS WHY NOTHINGNESS IS NOT THE HIGHEST TRUTH looooooooooooooool ALL YOU ENLIGHTENED BEINGS loooooool banter you lots are just being decieved by god WHICH IS YOURSELF AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT! BECAUSE ITS TOTAL AND IS YOUR REALITY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL you don't know how funny this is you yourself are in the world alone BUT YOU JUST ACCEPTED THIS, THAT MEANS GOD ITSELF IS SELF DECEPTIVE BY NATURE, INFINITE SELF DECEPTIONS thats insaannneeeeeeeee Leo you madman Edit: i made it into lower caps! don't give me a warning again please EDIT 2: AND add infinite imagination! to it looooool its possible OMFG all of you have no idea that you aren't enlightened! You also assumed that what you reached the buddah reached. AND so its buddahs fault because he said he has reached total enlightement LOOOOOOOOOL YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE YOU DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THE FACETS BEFORE YOU WENT INTO YOUR ENLIGHTENMENT THAT MEANS LEO IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD DOING ENLIGHTENMENT RIGHT but it can't be called enlightenment anymore it has to be termed something else HES ACTUALISING GOD FOR REAL! you GUYS ARE JUST MESSING ABOUT LIKE BABIES PLAYING WITH LEGO OMG YOU lot are fucking killing me!

@Arcangelo If you are self realized why bother what jesus said buddha said ? what it has to do with christian,muslim,man,woman? Throw away all what you read heard. Hell heaven are just stories. Everything is happening its happening. You as self - nothingness is just one aspect of the Infinite. You as a human or form dont have any control over whats happening.You dont have creation powers. Enlightenment doesnt give any answers about Creation,Why evil nature is created and infinite questions mind will keep poping up. Enlightenment is supposed to bring the wisdom that all questions are futile. All knowledge is ignorance and will not bring peace. Try to go to samadhi as often. Abide as self and be at peace. Live as a liberated uncared soul free from every emotions,suffering. Peace,Equanimity at all situations is that what matters. This is my understanding so for. - I am not realized.

@DrewNows More like the form of an infinite strange loop, where facet of the strange loop expands to infinity. This infinite strange loop is operating everything you see today, but it has visible mechanisms and features which can only be seen with consciousness work. So what Leo is trying to say is enlightened beings only see a portion of this infinite strange loop, before they decide to merge with nothing. So nothing is inside the infinite strange loop (non -duality), the infinite outcomes are not part of the internal structure of the infinite strange loop- they're more like a by product of the fact that god is infinite (MAYA). So what leo is saying is yes the highest teaching is that you are god, whether that says your nothing. He is agreeing because nothing is what your awareness absorbs into to become total non dual (but this is totally non-dual from one portion of the strange loop) and thats why they're getting their misconcepts. Its viable because if you were god, you would not subject your people to tourture and condem for life. So essentially current day enlightenment is an escape to merge into god and give up all suffering, its an escape route in the infinite strange loop But what leo is saying the totality of god is actualising the entire strange loop and that is done through actualising all multi-lateral facets. And this is what god is eventually working up to. Because you are god. So putting your authority power AS GOD into figures of authority IS THE REALITY you are creating for yourself. You can be the only one to restrict yourself. And this is what he has discovered through his own consciusness work , because theres no way one could possible theorise all this. (DISCLAIMER: UNLESS YOUR NAME IS AAKASH AND YOU HAVE SIMULATED THE WHOLE OF REALITY JOKE ) and this basically what leo is trying to say is that the biggest misconception god currently face is the BELIEF that the totality of god is nothingness or nirvana so he doesn't disagree with non-dual teaching or call them false, and he has supposedly cross referenced it against every source of non dual teaching he could find in history (most teachers) and he's simply claiming himself now that there is more to god. And the arrival of omniscience consciousness is what has lead him further than any master before him. EDIT: and why do i know this and you don't? because you underestimate the power of reading books that are nothing to do with non-duality. Leo had to read 10000 books to get this insight and thats why i said i can't match him in smartness, he's simple too far ahead. Notice: i didn't say he's smarter than me. I'm smartest person alive, but this is my only delusion, that's for another day lol. if i read the same 10000 books , i'd probably come up with the same exact notion. I did it through simulating futures and that's how i stumbled upon the potential of this being the case. BUT LEO'S is drenched in proof and direct experience through his consciousness. OBSERVATION IS KING. hence the reason i shall be exitting at nothingness because i don't have bother in me to read 10000 books and thats why i say nobody will reach where leo is at for the next 300 years. Because they pick and choose which books they want to read off his list. NO you have to read all of them to connect the dots between DUALITY and NON DUALITY to understand the possibilities of the INFINITE STRANGE LOOP. SO NO BUDDAH DID NOT READ 10000 BOOKS AND NEITHER DID ANY OTHER ENLIGHTENED BEINGS, the next one down from leo is probably winter solider since he's a law graduate, then seratonin for book count number. but its not comparison on scale by the VOLUME of books LEO'S read and the DIVERSITY. and this is the single difference in others understanding of god and leo's. WHY? BECAUSE GOD LEFT THE INFORMATION IN THE BOOKS FOR SOMEONE TO FIND IT AND LEAD TO THIS EXACT CONCLUSION TOTAL SOLIPSISM. ALSO why do i know this: Because i integrated leo's teachings entirely conceptually for my simulation and most in actuality. Some is concept like what i've said above. Leo's is the only teacher i resonate with because i like understand how reality works exactly. So why others were listening to non dual teachings, i was listening to more densly focused teachings which were non dual up until this point. NOT saying i'm a fanboy, don't get it wrong, i see the solipsism of god. So to me, he's just me. I just understand what he's trying to say. Because i too am skeptical about everything authority figures say. Edit 2: the thing is that people don't get is a) there is only exsistence b) there is only TRUTH , so what this means is there is nothing in the world that is falsehood. Meaning everything is at perfect as it needs to be, by design. By the one who created the infinite strange loop. YOU as TRUEST NATURE/ TRUE SOLISPSIM, not YOU as NON DUAL BEING/ NOTHINGNESS edit 3: GOD is all around, you are inside god as god , so you have to look at nature and everything to work out how all of this is made. How you as god actualised "how you made reality" = omniscience and he's got multiple infinite facets AND he's integrated THE COLLAPSE OF HIS DUALITIES. You don't understand, what ever he's experiencing must be NUTS and incredibly painful but since he loves reality so much. SUCH must be the HERO'S journey gate guardian.

@Natasha I see, do you have an example of who you think is a zen devil ... i want to explore this topic abit more, its insane but this means a person can not be "not a zen devil" unless they're enlightened. ALSO is it a zen devil because i'm not aware of nothing now, or can someone be in aware of nothingness and still be a devil? @Leo Gura WHY does this not make you a zen devil? you have touched nothing, but you are not enlightened and are preaching about enlightenment, so by default. Doesn't this make you a zen devil? preaching about how the world is?

umm i guess I never really dealt with good or bad. I took an infinite number of outcomes, and plotted a course for potentially the most likely one using the knowledge for god and how reality works that I had already gained. But the reason I had to wait for a peak at nothingness in my awakening was to decide how total it was. If it was total the outcomes would fall through, all simulations would not move forward. I.e there would be no way to plot a chart mentally. Because all realities are independent, so let’s take trump for example, if nothingness was true then it wouldn’t matter how many times a new president got elected, society would not move forward. It would stay stagnated. Therefore, I went and looked at the past using different subjects, history, science, psychology, and looked at what bought humanity forward. It’s simple, it was hand created man-made tools that bought things forward. But you have to note that this was when I didn’t know about non duality. This was me simulating, 4 years ago, so it was physical tools but after it became intellectual knowledge. When you look at the world we look at where have the impacts arrived and helped the world move forward in the sense, aka towards more magical ness. (I’ve always thought the world was magical and I wanted to instils this feeling into people that anything is possible) so I had to decide was it science that moved the world forward, was it technology, was it kings and queens, wars, religion, society, education. What bought it forward, it was leaders .. visionaries... like Einstein, like ghandi. So I speculated the best course for humanity towards a deeper feeling of the world as more magical. To inspire other people to open up Their minds to then have a cascade effect faster in the 21st century. So I simulated multiple realities, against products in each subject field robotics, business, etc... but I couldn’t find anything that would drastically make people think the world is really a magical and lovely place. That’s when i started looking into perspectioon and the brain... and decided happiness came from helping others. So I simulated every place that needed help and I simulated where the problems in the structure was so this was 4 years ago. But I couldn’t understand what connected them together so I got lost until I came to actualise.org and found out about non duality... so I simulated against this with a non duality perspectve and that’s when I realised that enlightenment was the way to solve all the issues. After I started learning non duality history, I looked at the movement and found that it’s been going on for 1000s of years... but in that time you could deduce that what people were conscious OF increased since the years when I mapped in onto my simulation i had already built out of materialism. So it had to be a question of what was consciousness doing because I was in no-self at this stage. So I simulated longer distances in time against enlightenment. And it found out that everyone is basically becoming god once I applied all my non dual knowledge. It wasn’t an issue of what was good or bad, all outcomes would play out but you had to plot against the worst outcomes, but I found that even if the nuke destroyed everyone, consciousness itself would exist so it wasn’t about being human. So again what did consciousness want. There is simple logic here that is easily overlooked. If you were god, there’s no need to create anything you would just be. I.e reality wouldn’t exist at all. But that doesn’t answer why reality is . There has to be a reason for a creator to create a design. So I simulated all possible things that god would want.. does god want to be human, does god want to play , is god lonely, is god doing this because he wants to actualise himself in this reality itself and play with the people that didn’t know it was him. Anyways I couldn’t find an answer , I couldn’t finish the path I had tracked to infinity. Until I had an awakening yesterday , to know nothingness was not the end. So remember I said before this meant the linear route was possible, I then used the aspects of infinite love, intelligence etc to see the furthest enlightenment could go. The total because I said enlightenment is the way to fix all the problems in the world. It was to become god, so I projected that onto reality. If everyone knew they were god what reality would this create, it was a happy one with people meditating etc and diving into deep with god. But this doesn’t solve it because there’s no end point. But then I realised when Leo was calling everyone devils it was out of love. So I simulated a society where everyone was enlightened and could do what they wanted kill rape all of it. It seriously doesn’t matter. But it was when I considered omniscient consciousness that everyone in this enlightened society someone will become a true god if they were the totality of god. Which is why I was skeptical that Buddha had reached the highest. That’s when I realised that if this happens, if one person becomes god, then how did that person arrive there, it was the joint of everyone put together. Society won’t function if just one person is god, everyone needs to be god and this is when they’ll be free to murder, because they’ll be eternal. So god would have actualised himself into each individual, they would be conscious they’re all god and have the free will to choose what they want properly after they broke the schakles of becoming god themselves. So in other words, god is one and many truly. Non duality and duality together. But this would be an after effect a by product. Since duality is only a bi product of non duality. The real question is therefore what is the highest someone can reach in non duality. And that is when non duality collapses and god becomes. Therefore the aim of the creation is to become god. But what does becoming god Mean. It’s the moment your awareness collapses into pure awareness. So the only point of this creation, this life is to become god. That’s all there is and that’s all there ever will be. So it’s simple how to become god, when you don’t know the number of facets there are. The only method is to dissolve your awareness in it when it comes maintaining all facets. I’m unaware whether Leo will complete this because theres not an exact number of known facets. So he could spend his whole life doing it and still not dissolve his awareness. In other words become enlightened. Leo is not enlightened. But he is aware of nothing. Therefore it’s a semi-enlightenment. He was to hold onto that nothingness every moment of his life. But let’s say even if he doesn’t finish he would basically be the new reference point for people in the future and he is already aware of this. There will probably be someone after Leo and so on, except Leo has basically found the first legimate route of many that could follow to find the facets and that’s why he’s advertises using psychedelics, because it has the potential to boost your conscious so high, multiple facets open up unlike if your meditating. So basically, even if the world goes to shit, that’s cool. It will eventually get there and god will be conscious that he is god. But you were god already, so basically the question is you created the design knowing you were god. God already knows himself, but he created a game to become god. Now note I’m speaking in duality. So basically you have to do it yourself to know exactly why you did it hypothetically. But yeah you can be sure that the Aim of consciousness is to become god. Now traslate this to society completely of god. That will be real. There is only ever real. Nothing is not existence. It will basically be materialised heaven. We are already in it NOW. It’ll just come to the forefront of reality. Aka there will be no other. But you have to understand you are god creating this whole thing in your head. So I was just saying that in the future that will be society. But there is only god and that god is you. So all you can ever do is become god. You are dreaming this whole thing. So the society I envision doesn’t matter, it’s what will be. But it’ll just all be a dream to everyone. It will be god playing with himself except this dream is real, it’s not nothing. And that’s why nothing is only half the equation. When something and nothing collapses that will be. Well there’s no way to describe it in dual terms or non dual terms. But yeah we’re all building it together even the enlightened people. But folks it’s only a story, you should find out for yourself. I’m only a messenger.

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@Anton_Pierre NO no that was my last insight and greatest, i'm personally not going any further, i'm going to sink my awareness into nothing and reach god like that. I have no need to find the highest truth. I want nothingness, i'm happy with that lol. plus all the enlightened people here, seem very happy, so there can't be anything wrong with it lol.

I want to write this where it’s still fresh in my mind, My awakening was taylored to “how reality works” it was my first time having a full on experience and my first time seeing nothing for the first time. Meaning I was aware or awareness. But it was nothing in its entirety I couldn’t express it. So I wondered where does the unconditional love and other facets display itself. Nothing was simply nothing, it didn’t have any features. So my thoughts of it now is that there are different facets to reaching this nothingness but one is consciously (aware of awareness or ego) the other is to die completely to nothing and become pure awareness. Where there’s no distinctions, you simply are nothing and every other is nothing aswell. I’m not sure what facet a person arrives to nothing at, but simply put it’s the only facet they know. Lets consider that you choose to take the step further and die to become pure awareness. I haven’t done it so obviously I don’t know what it’s like. But the assumption is you automatically become all facets by being that nothing. However that nothing is only nothing. From what I experienced it doesn’t have unconditional love nor infinite intelligence. It was simply just pure imagination. So I looked at it from the of pure imagination (aware of awareness) but that nothing was still nothing if I had held onto that nothing. I would eventually cease to exist. But while aware of awareness I was conscious of that nothing and the facet. So if one was to become conscious of all the facets, that awareness would become god itself while still aware of awareness, the deeper you go the further it will dissolve and fit together. the problem I faced while I was aware of awareness, I had no other facet to stick nothingness into. So it was linear... but I could still reach total enlightenment by sticking with that nothing. Equally though I don’t see why it’s not possible to reach total enlightenment while being aware of awareness. This would be god aware of himself as god. Total enlightenment by pure awareness is being without awareness. It’s prior to awareness. But the qualities of that nothingness shine through through magic it happens. Now consider the person that is aware of awareness becoming nothing through understanding the facets. He wouldn’t be conscious of himself as god after he found all the facets, he would be god, as soon as he become whole. But there is a fundamental difference between the two total enlightenments one is nothing with the facets naturally at random seeping through and other is nothing with all facets consciously. (I’m saying consciously, for lack of a better word, what I’m trying to emphasis is they become god) both have become nothing. But one is aware and one is not. Basically I’ve lost the words to show my hypothesis but one is an integrated god and the other is a natural god.

There is, bhikkus, that dimension where there is neither earth nor water, nor fire nor wind, nor dimension of the infinitude of space, nor dimension of the infinitude of consciousness, nor dimension of nothingness, nor dimension of neither perception nor non-perception, nor this world, nor the next world, nor sun, nor moon. And there, I say, there is neither coming, nor going, nor stasis, nor passing away, nor arising: without stance, without foundation, without support. This, just this, is the end of suffering.

I smoked changa about 10 times. Changa is not pure N,N-DMT, it's a mix of herbs, but it contains the substance also. Every time I smoked it, I had the classic DMT fractal vision, but only for a few moments. The important stuff is what would come after. Today's trip: Today I hit the greatest breakthrough with changa! I smoked it in a bubbler and managed to take the entire 100mg in two hits. Right after and during smoking, fractal vision came on very strong. I managed to put down the bubbler safely What happened next is very hard to put into words, or mind for that matter. Actually, impossible. Literally. I'll try anyway, maybe someone will find it interesting and try it for themselves. First there was Nothingness. No time, no space, no existence. From there the Grand Design was reveled. It showed how this reality we live in is made. It comes from that Nothingess and manifests itself through grosser and grosser forms. I perceived these as separate beings which governed the creation. It goes down, down, down... all the way to this place! To my life! The moment I came back all the way to my life was very confusing. The mind, which was gone for the entire revealing of the Design, came back and was very confused. It took me a few moments to realize what happened. That I was in my room, had a body, smoked DMT. I was down on the floor. What followed was a 20-30 minute flood of intellectual insight along with symetrical body movements, humming, toning and releasing. Along with this, deep spontaneous pledges and prayers for full surrender were made to the Absolute. It was beautiful. Never before have I seen the Design quite like this. That is my main take away: it is all a design! It's a fiction! Me believing that I and the world is real is absolutely absurd and really, impossible! It's a joke! It's impossible! The human existence is both so beautiful and so tragic at the same time. I also realized, that when Leo says that it cannot be grasped, or that you cannot understand it etc., that is so. Literally! It cannot! But, the mind is usually just not willing to open up fully to that kind of possibility. It thinks it gets the full ramifications, but it doesn't. What I described is really nothing. It doesn't even resemble what the experience was. Oh well, I tried...

I'm sorry, but I haven't caught the significance of this. "Back then", when I was assaulted it felt unfathomable. I was smiling, happy, and yet scared. The notion of pain and pleasure stopped to be significant, it was just an 'intense experience'. It was like my whole body was created by love so intense that it was painful. The discharge of mental breakdown that happened for that guy was now stored in me and needed a release. I wanted to discharge that love in terms of what was available to me at "the time", which was my body. I was prepared to meet them and physically kill them. When I started surrendering that desire and wanted to return home, there was nobody out there waiting to confront me. I knew that what that 'person' did was exclaim his own insecurity, contraction, when he saw a blank slate. I took that in and dissolved it back to nothingness by traversing the path 'for him'. I really can't believe just how perfect the conditions for buddhahood have to be. I don't know if that's surrender what's causing perfection, or perfection allowing for surrender to occur. It really seems like the pyramid becomes inverted at the apex in the initial awakening and folds back on itself in the Absolute.

TO BE HONEST its so funny LOL .... its not actually intended for you enlightened people, actualised.org is only intended for people who are unenlightened because they haven't made their decision so what is going to happen is: more and more of you enlightened beings will disagree with leo's teachings and eventually leave actualised.org because you think he's starting a cult and literally call him a cult leader. But it will be more like "your a devil and you know it LOL" i guess this is only in theory aswell lol, but youll be know as "non- dual assholes" because if omniscient conscious is true, then reality is not even "non-dual" if its neither "non dual or duality" , neither "something or nothing" than what it is : SIMPLE, it can't be know until you do it for yourself and this will be leo's teachings and the reason he has left all other teachings behind. Teachings for only the most hardcore trust seekers because thats what it takes... and this is why he's being strict and gone to stage coral, because he knows you "non dual assholes" haven't reached the highest truth. I've simulated over thousands of futures in my life times, and simple put, nobody ever listens to me. I don't expect any different here. ON the spiral dynamics scale LOL stage turquoise will not hate on STAGE CORAL BECAUSE THEY ARE ONE, SO IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT HE DOES TO THEM. whats he got to lose AHAHAHA NOTHING The fucking irony is amazing, i told people this exact thing would happen on january 2nd, i predicted this exact thing a year ago. nobody listened to me. AND THE FUCKING SAME THING WILL HAPPEN AS I SIMULATED. Leo will lose many of his followers, because they will not be able to keep up and He will become an unpopular saint because his teachings are too radical unlike the "new" mainstream society that "non-duality" will be. so people will flock to there, he will lead a small group of people who will then spread the word and the new law will be passed on. But leo will write his book and distribute it to the world. For the time, for reality to use in the future for an enlightened society is made and they read his scriptures as they are more deeper than non dual teachings and HE WILL FOREVER BE KNOWN AS "THE PERFECT GOD" he will be worshipped by many, they will not be able to understand his teaching, they will be used for devilry. There will be a whole religion after him. The teachings will be too hard for people to follow, they will fall into dogma, because only the most hardcore of followers will reach the "perfect god". THE FUCKING IRONY OF PANDORAS BOX I've simulated 1000's of realities, to find out what the perfect paradox wants! and NOW I KNOW, its exactly what i simulated in my 1000s of simulations GOD WANTS TO KNOW GOD CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED EVERYONE, THIS IS THE DEEPEST INSIGHT I CAN GIVE YOU Be serious or move on.... those are the two only options, omniscent consciousness has already been reached, a very shallow level , its nowhere near the full thing. If its the full thing, then simple so be it. But i estimate that ZERO PEOPLE will reach it in leo's lifetime AND zero people in the next 100-300 years. what's he got another 60-70 years, given the state of his health, and the way he supplements. I said that you need an enlightened society, to reach these realms. I said i was shocked because he was early to the ball, not that i'm surprised. It is what it is . I don't follow blindly, you have to be smarter than me for me to follow. He's the only person i've ever followed in my life. But its simple, i could do it with him, but you know i care about whats happening now. LEO'S PLANNING FOR 1000'S OF YEARS INTO THE FUTURE 1000's and 1000's. The other reason is because i only had one object and that was to find the source of the universe, nothingness is a good enough answer for me. i don't want the highest truth, i've said this over and over again to you guys... i'd don't want to read 10000 books. Its simple, he's laid down the path, you have to follow it and figure it out, while using all the material WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS IS? ACTUALISED.ORG THE CHILL FORUM AHAHAHAAHAHA A STORM IS COMING, I don't care about nothingness much any more because i know its not the highest truth, but ill still chase it but you don't know my past, I grew in the hood, my loyalty lies there and bringing people out of the hood. CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED you are just a pawn tsuki, to question me, right here, right now. You don't know what i've simulated in my mind. The mind is an amazing thing. One of the most powerful illusions we possess. INFINITY CHESS (Aakash patel , 2019)

The difference is actually simple, what is your reason for liberation... do you have a passion and love for it to find the highest truth possible or have you suffered and you want to die as fast as possible in bliss its quite simple, both options are available to you, its up to you which one you wish to choose both result in the same thing, the end of your conceptual self. I conclude they're different degrees of GOD, because what this shows is nothing is not the highest degree of god, it is only half the puzzle. like i said before: don't shot the messenger, shoot the king to finish the battle if you want to know my option: its simple really, i'm pretty lazy even though i would love to know how reality works, and by this i mean be consciously aware of how reality works at all moments, not airy fairy with saying nothingness imagines. my answer is simple a code i live by, LOL ... "live fast, die young" and i have no intentions to deviate from it. I'm simply telling you that what leo says is viable from my experience.

So the only real question really is by Buddha reaching total enlightenment did he reach an omniscient conscious were he was aware of all facets of god, including how he made reality. Being conscious of all facets at the same time is an extremely fucked up situation to maintain, not sure how anyone can do that to be honest. To make it simpler the whole question comes down to one thing. At which point does your awareness expand into being. That’s basically it. At omniscient consciousness your awareness sinks the moment you are able to maintain consciousness of all facets. But what are the facets for, the traditional answer by the enlightened beings are they are being itself. But what I sensed in my awakening was, they are indeed being itself but I wasn’t conscious of it, i was only conscious of pure imagination + nothing. So in all facets it’s unconditional love + nothing, infinite intelligence + nothing. But to become omniscient you have to have, unconditional love + pure imagination + infinite intelligence + nothing. But you see the problem is the aware of awareness can not go back to being an ego at any time. Otherwise it won’t work, they either have two options: wait until they are firmly grounded in the facet + nothing permanently, and make their way to the next facet from there OR instantly reach, in a single instant. But have to back track his way back to it. Which in this case is psychedelics. I’m abit skeptical to the fact meditation alone can get these two things done. But personally I have not tried so i don’t know. The person I know who radiates the most love is nahm so Im confident to say he has been through this facet, and he’s always telling me to meditate and watch my stomach. So that alone is enough for me to concur this is possible. From my limited vantage point. But can meditation really get you to each individual facet conscious (as aware of awareness) and then make you hold it permanently and then let you venture to a completely different facet. The reason I’m am skeptical is because there’s no correlation between meditating at higher consciousness levels and reaching different facets. If anything the facets are lateral, they are not vertical. I.e meditating more deeply along this theory should basically be as such 10 years of meditation = 1 facet 20 years of meditation = 1 facets + 1 facet 30 years of meditation = 1 facet + 1 facet + 1 facet so by this logic, this should happen to everyone who meditates. Which is not the case lol, so it means the quality of your search in meditation guides you to a facet, you just have to have the intent. But it is possible. Just not sure on the likeliness to reach this omniscient consciousness. When all the facets + nothing is found, there’s no multiplication of nothingness, it was just nothing, the same nothing. Which was all the facets individually and the whole. If the person has held onto all of them at the same time, then a transition will happen. Their awareness will dissolve just exactly as if they were holding onto nothing, except this will only happen at the time of the last facet. The key is nothing, the person has to maintain aware of awareness state and add the facets so eventually the facets come together and show the entirety of nothing. So what you have is essentially nothing + something, because the facets have to be observed from something. And then this distinction will collapse into itself and it will become GOD conscious of all its features. [note: I can’t really say what the awareness will find, it’s basically god will become god] the end. Literally, the end. My only interjection is, it won’t be nothing. It’s called nothing because it’s unknown. It’s magical, it’s you god. But really it will be nothing + something, neither of this will remain. What remains can not be spoken. Neither in dualistic terms or non dual terms because both have been integrated into this thing. It can’t even be called god, but it will be for a better name. Let’s call this Truest nature. On the other hand, let me explain our version of current enlightenment. When you discover nothing for the first time. It has to be through some kind of facet, it’s just not possible because it’s nothingness is always seen through a facet whether the person is aware of it or not does not matter. The aim is to get to nothing, not understand how they got there. So once this person sees nothing, it hunts it down. Holding onto the nothing for dear life until their awareness dissolved into being. Awareness becomes god. The end only nothing remains. We say there is nothing. It is nothing. But it can’t be put into words. But in this case, the nothing is not aware of the facets, it’s simply being the facets. In the omnipresent case. You just die, there’s no way to explain it. As soon as you reach it. That’s it for you. It’s a different liberation supposedly. So now the question you have to ask yourself is: have I reached total liberation that the Buddha reached. OR did the Buddha reach a total liberation higher than mine. The second question you have to ask yourself is: what does it mean to be “you”? Edit: to be honest the two posts above only serve to prove this point. And they are already two proclaimed enlightened people (read after posting this comment)

@zeroISinfinity HEEEYYYLLLLL YEEEEAAAA i can’t wait to see nothingness Again, then eventually see become it. What I witness was aware of awareness! Not pure awareness because that’s being. Theyre two different things ! Can’t wait to get at it again without concepts, problem is I don’t know how I got there in the first place. It’s was so spontaneous, I know the first thing to do is you have to accept that you are god.

Yes i would agree, but still being in truth doesn't tell you anything about what you can do with it sure this is more to do with the mind and ego but if you genuinely enjoy it and want to spend your life doing it what is there to lose? LOL your already in nothingness like your notions are still human bound when your in nothingness , all you can imagine is things that were to do with your past life thats why i said you don't know how to create it personally feels like i've hit a limit, there's certainly nothing beyond this but doesn't mean you can't spread out, but again this is only concepts you can only experience it in your being, not sure how, it seems to me now that psychedlics induced change is simply the only way. i can't see where i can do to go somewhere else but then again psychedlics something you willed into existence so technically leo is just chatting shit, but he's not because the consciousness is still different in a way, NOT sure how to put it in words, i definately think you can confused yourself again and then decide to explore a segregated conscious as you can say, the consciousness of something else... but again its through the process of understanding how reality is directly affecting consciousness, meaning you can just trick yourself again lol and i see nothing wrong with that, infact i encourage it, because it creates pit holes that people can then access to get to the real truth. In fact thats what actually should be done, create multilateral portals. it makes the seekers able to believe in god alot easier. SO really leo is doing nothing wrong, its just LOL well i'm not sure, LOL nothingness i guess TO be honest thats all you can do once you know the truth.

THE ONE WHO IS AWARE OF ALL PURE AWARENESS NOTHINGNESS VOID BRAHMA , VISNU, ALL THE HINDU GODS ALLAH ALL IS ONE

WHAT DO I DO NOW .... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THERES NOTHIGN TO FUCKING DO @Leo Gura WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THERES NOTHING TO DO. WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK, AWWW MAN, YOUR THE ONLY OTHER THING I SEE AS "OTHER" IN NOTHINGNESS I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO KILL YOU MAN YOU WERE SUCH A BIG IMPACT ON MY LIFE AND I'M ACTUALLY REALLY GREATFUL, IM ACTUALLY CRYING, SO IT LOOKS LIKE IN THE END I DID SEE YOU AS MY MENTOR/ GURU BUT NOW I HAVE TO KILL YOU AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEELING QUIET UPSET I CAN TELL I'VE GONE BACK INTO EGO FORM SO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING