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The realization of Absolute Solipsism restores the state of Heaven in your mind. These quotes are for the mature awakened mind. Suggested accompanying music: All quotes are from A Course in Miracles: _________________________________________________________________ Nothing at all has happened but that you have put yourself to sleep, and dreamed a dream in which you were an alien to yourself, and but a part of someone else’s dream. ²The miracle does not awaken you, but merely shows you who the dreamer is. It teaches you there is a choice of dreams while you are still asleep, depending on the purpose of your dreaming. ⁴Do you wish for dreams of healing, or for dreams of death? ⁵A dream is like a memory in that it pictures what you wanted shown to you. _________________________________________________________________ The Garden of Eden, or the pre-separation condition, was a state of mind in which nothing was needed. ²When Adam listened to the “lies of the serpent,” all he heard was untruth. ³You do not have to continue to believe what is not true unless you choose to do so. ⁴All that can literally disappear in the twinkling of an eye because it is merely a misperception. ⁵What is seen in dreams seems to be very real. ⁶Yet the Bible says that a deep sleep fell upon Adam, and nowhere is there reference to his waking up. _________________________________________________________________ You are at home in God, dreaming of exile but perfectly capable of awakening to reality. ²Is it your decision to do so? ³You recognize from your own experience that what you see in dreams you think is real while you are asleep. ⁴Yet the instant you waken you realize that everything that seemed to happen in the dream did not happen at all. ⁵You do not think this strange, even though all the laws of what you awaken to were violated while you slept. ⁶Is it not possible that you merely shifted from one dream to another, without really waking? _________________________________________________________________ Does not a world that seems quite real arise in dreams? ²Yet think what this world is. ³It is clearly not the world you saw before you slept. ⁴Rather it is a distortion of the world, planned solely around what you would have preferred. _________________________________________________________________ Dreams show you that you have the power to make a world as you would have it be, and that because you want it you see it. ²And while you see it you do not doubt that it is real. ³Yet here is a world, clearly within your mind, that seems to be outside. ⁴You do not respond to it as though you made it, nor do you realize that the emotions the dream produces must come from you. ⁵It is the figures in the dream and what they do that seem to make the dream. ⁶You do not realize that you are making them act out for you, for if you did the guilt would not be theirs, and the illusion of satisfaction would be gone. ⁷In dreams these features are not obscure. ⁸You seem to waken, and the dream is gone. ⁹Yet what you fail to recognize is that what caused the dream has not gone with it. ¹⁰Your wish to make another world that is not real remains with you. ¹¹And what you seem to waken to is but another form of this same world you see in dreams. ¹²All your time is spent in dreaming. ¹³Your sleeping and your waking dreams have different forms, and that is all. ¹⁴Their content is the same. ¹⁵They are your protest against reality, and your fixed and insane idea that you can change it. _________________________________________________________________ No one can waken from a dream the world is dreaming for him. ²He becomes a part of someone else’s dream. ³He cannot choose to waken from a dream he did not make. ⁴Helpless he stands, a victim to a dream conceived and cherished by a separate mind. ⁵Careless indeed of him this mind must be, as thoughtless of his peace and happiness as is the weather or the time of day. ⁶It loves him not, but casts him as it will in any role that satisfies its dream. ⁷So little is his worth that he is but a dancing shadow, leaping up and down according to a senseless plot conceived within the idle dreaming of the world. This is the only picture you can see; the one alternative that you can choose, the other possibility of cause, if you be not the dreamer of your dreams. ²And this is what you choose if you deny the cause of suffering is in your mind. ³Be glad indeed it is, for thus are you the one decider of your destiny in time. ⁴The choice is yours to make between a sleeping death and dreams of evil or a happy wakening and joy of life. You are the dreamer of the world of dreams. ²No other cause it has, nor ever will. ³Nothing more fearful than an idle dream has terrified God’s Son, and made him think that he has lost his innocence, denied his Father, and made war upon himself. ⁴So fearful is the dream, so seeming real, he could not waken to reality without the sweat of terror and a scream of mortal fear, unless a gentler dream preceded his awaking, and allowed his calmer mind to welcome, not to fear, the Voice that calls with love to waken him; a gentler dream, in which his suffering was healed and where his brother was his friend. ⁵God willed he waken gently and with joy, and gave him means to waken without fear. Accept the dream He gave instead of yours. ²It is not difficult to change a dream when once the dreamer has been recognized. ³Rest in the Holy Spirit, and allow His gentle dreams to take the place of those you dreamed in terror and in fear of death. ⁴He brings forgiving dreams, in which the choice is not who is the murderer and who shall be the victim. ⁵In the dreams He brings there is no murder and there is no death. ⁶The dream of guilt is fading from your sight, although your eyes are closed. ⁷A smile has come to lighten up your sleeping face. ⁸The sleep is peaceful now, for these are happy dreams. _________________________________________________________________ Let us return the dream he gave away unto the dreamer, who perceives the dream as separate from himself and done to him. ²Into eternity, where all is one, there crept a tiny, mad idea, at which the Son of God remembered not to laugh. ³In his forgetting did the thought become a serious idea, and possible of both accomplishment and real effects. ⁴Together, we can laugh them both away, and understand that time cannot intrude upon eternity. ⁵It is a joke to think that time can come to circumvent eternity, which means there is no time. 7. A timelessness in which is time made real; a part of God that can attack itself; a separate brother as an enemy; a mind within a body all are forms of circularity whose ending starts at its beginning, ending at its cause. ²The world you see depicts exactly what you thought you did. ³Except that now you think that what you did is being done to you. ⁴The guilt for what you thought is being placed outside yourself, and on a guilty world that dreams your dreams and thinks your thoughts instead of you. ⁵It brings its vengeance, not your own. ⁶It keeps you narrowly confined within a body, which it punishes because of all the sinful things the body does within its dream. ⁷You have no power to make the body stop its evil deeds because you did not make it, and cannot control its actions nor its purpose nor its fate. 8. The world but demonstrates an ancient truth; you will believe that others do to you exactly what you think you did to them. ²But once deluded into blaming them you will not see the cause of what they do, because you want the guilt to rest on them. ³How childish is the petulant device to keep your innocence by pushing guilt outside yourself, but never letting go! ⁴It is not easy to perceive the jest when all around you do your eyes behold its heavy consequences, but without their trifling cause. The secret of salvation is but this: that you are doing this unto yourself. ²No matter what the form of the attack, this still is true. ³Whoever takes the role of enemy and of attacker, still is this the truth. ⁴Whatever seems to be the cause of any pain and suffering you feel, this is still true. ⁵For you would not react at all to figures in a dream you knew that you were dreaming. ⁶Let them be as hateful and as vicious as they may, they could have no effect on you unless you failed to recognize it is your dream. This single lesson learned will set you free from suffering, whatever form it takes. ²The Holy Spirit will repeat this one inclusive lesson of deliverance until it has been learned, regardless of the form of suffering that brings you pain. ³Whatever hurt you bring to Him He will make answer with this very simple truth. ⁴For this one answer takes away the cause of every form of sorrow and of pain. ⁵The form affects His answer not at all, for He would teach you but the single cause of all of them, no matter what their form. ⁶And you will understand that miracles reflect the simple statement, “I have done this thing, and it is this I would undo.” ⁴Salvation is a secret you have kept but from yourself. How differently will you perceive the world when this is recognized! _________________________________________________________________ Could it be some dreams are kept, and others wakened from? ⁵The choice is not between which dreams to keep, but only if you want to live in dreams or to awaken from them. ⁶Thus it is the miracle does not select some dreams to leave untouched by its beneficence. ⁷You cannot dream some dreams and wake from some, for you are either sleeping or awake. ⁸And dreaming goes with only one of these. (ACIM, T-29.IV.1:4-8) _________________________________________________________________ You choose your dreams, for they are what you wish, perceived as if it had been given you. ⁵Your idols do what you would have them do, and have the power you ascribe to them. ⁶And you pursue them vainly in the dream, because you want their power as your own. Yet where are dreams but in a mind asleep? ²And can a dream succeed in making real the picture it projects outside itself? ³Save time, my brother; learn what time is for. ⁴And speed the end of idols in a world made sad and sick by seeing idols there. ⁵Your holy mind is altar unto God, and where He is no idols can abide. ⁶The fear of God is but the fear of loss of idols. ⁷It is not the fear of loss of your reality. ⁸But you have made of your reality an idol, which you must protect against the light of truth. ⁹And all the world becomes the means by which this idol can be saved. ¹⁰Salvation thus appears to threaten life and offer death. It is not so. ²Salvation seeks to prove there is no death, and only life exists. _________________________________________________________________ There can be no salvation in the dream as you are dreaming it. ²For idols must be part of it, to save you from what you believe you have accomplished, and have done to make you sinful and put out the light within you. ³Little child, the light is there. ⁴You do but dream, and idols are the toys you dream you play with. ⁵Who has need of toys but children? ⁶They pretend they rule the world, and give their toys the power to move about, and talk and think and feel and speak for them. ⁷Yet everything their toys appear to do is in the minds of those who play with them. ⁸But they are eager to forget that they made up the dream in which their toys are real, nor recognize their wishes are their own. Nightmares are childish dreams. ²The toys have turned against the child who thought he made them real. ³Yet can a dream attack? ⁴Or can a toy grow large and dangerous and fierce and wild? ⁵This does the child believe, because he fears his thoughts and gives them to the toys instead. ⁶And their reality becomes his own, because they seem to save him from his thoughts. ⁷Yet do they keep his thoughts alive and real, but seen outside himself, where they can turn against him for his treachery to them. ⁸He thinks he needs them that he may escape his thoughts, because he thinks the thoughts are real. ⁹And so he makes of anything a toy, to make his world remain outside himself, and play that he is but a part of it. There is a time when childhood should be passed and gone forever. ²Seek not to retain the toys of children. ³Put them all away, for you have need of them no more. _________________________________________________________________ Forgiving dreams have little need to last. ²They are not made to separate the mind from what it thinks. ³They do not seek to prove the dream is being dreamed by someone else. ⁴And in these dreams a melody is heard that everyone remembers, though he has not heard it since before all time began. ⁵Forgiveness, once complete, brings timelessness so close the song of Heaven can be heard, not with the ears, but with the holiness that never left the altar that abides forever deep within the Son of God. ⁶And when he hears this song again, he knows he never heard it not. ⁷And where is time, when dreams of judgment have been put away? _________________________________________________________________ The happy dreams the Holy Spirit brings are different from the dreaming of the world, where one can merely dream he is awake. ²The dreams forgiveness lets the mind perceive do not induce another form of sleep, so that the dreamer dreams another dream. ³His happy dreams are heralds of the dawn of truth upon the mind. ⁴They lead from sleep to gentle waking, so that dreams are gone. ⁵And thus they cure for all eternity.

Spiritual Resonance As the cosmic energies align, we journey through the luminous veil of awakened consciousness. Embrace the vibrational frequency of universal love, allowing your essence to merge with the boundless flow of divine intention. Within the sacred geometry of the soul, we unlock ancient wisdom, transcending the illusion of separateness. the Clare Graves & Spiral Dynamics theory (which I felt was so accurate in the first tier) from the perspective as a yellow, what is the transitional dilemma and what is aqua like? So, I'm pretty scared of over-raking myself, but I feel like I am a yellow - I have done a lot of self seeking for years now, and when watching Leo's Clare Graves & Spiral Dynamics, I could follow the system right up to yellow, and I could see in my life how I went from blue, orange, green, yellow. I do associate myself with yellow quite a lot when hearing about their qualities, but as to what might be next seems alien to me, and what aqua could be for me. I want to aim to change myself for the better (obviously), but is there any advice for yellow except to be open minded (which is working really well lately)? I have read about aqua but I'm not too sure about what I read - even the other colours seemed off in their descriptions. Here is my theory, Yellow is like enlightenment.1 in which you realize your ego, gain a strong and real sense of losing the self, seeing life as the pure-experience it is just in this moment. But, at this stage, as to what reality actually is, is still a bit of a mystery - and studying about quantim physics and science in general doesn't help that much. This seems to be where I am at I would say, and although I am learning new realizations steeply (as compared to before), I cannot tell where this is leading, and I just feel a bit lost as to what I should be changing into with these new realizations. Aqua is like enlightenment.2, as a common example, what people say Buddha would have reached. This would be complete connection with reality (I have heard that is a theme). The brain should have some physical limit as to its comprehension, there must be a limit somewhere right This was sort of hard to communicate with language but I hope that is clear and all.

I mean a lot of people are genetically superior to you in terms of spiritual brain strucutre and they could simply take psychedelics too. So what is so special in your case? Do you think you have the desire for the truth more than any being on this Earth, and through psychedelics you even surpassed all masters?

It is not. Simple? Sure, but not childish. I think you and the philosophers that you are citing are overcomplicating a simple but profound phenomenon. The keyword here is simple, not easy or shallow. Almost no one has transcended desire. You do know what you desire, what? This is like saying you don't know what you like and you don't like -- which by the way both are desires and attachments. Sure, he had to read, study, practice and all that, he had desires and longing for awakening. But even this is not so accurate because there are thousands of teachings that say that even the desire for awakening is an impediment for you to reach it -- you will only reach it once you desire nothing and just be. Yeah, can't agree with this. There are many accounts of people who awakened or maybe not even that -- let's say they have accessed some deep Jhana of reality but not full awakening. Even those say that desire ends, and they act in the world spontaneously -- they just flow with consciousness of the moment. And I have verified this(Though I'm not in that state all the time -- only have glimpses of it). There's no clinging and no chasing, whether you believe that or not is up to you.

@Nilsi What an elaborate way of saying: "I want to chase my own tail forever while being attached and in bondage" lol. This is what Leo was saying that most western philosophers are bullshiters. They don't know what transcendence is -- what Truth is. So they end up pedestalizing desire and bondage to appearance. Just by the fact that Yogis, monks, and lamas exist should ring some bells in your head that exist a possibility that desire is not the be all end all path and that Nirvana is true. Your view here could be true from a very advanced and realized perspective. Like the concept of Mahayana Buddhism, where one is awakened and becomes a Bodhisattva but doesn't just stay in bliss(being), he acts in the world so that other beings may as well reach liberation, all this knowing that reality is an allucination and he is talking to himself and helping himself. But the Bodhisattva attitude is a very different one from desire. The acts of a Bodhisattva its just a bonus, he is not attached to his acts -- he is not desiring. He does what he does as service to others, he does because he is selfless. And if he ends up dying and being tortured in the midst of his journey, he is equally in bliss and happy. There's no difference in anything to him. Your whole essay could be true if you reach the tenth stage in the ten ox herding pictures, where you return to society in a Leela state -- forever orgarsming, whether you are doing something, alive or dead, or just being is irrelevant. But then this wouldn't be desire, this is transcendence of everything while still existing as something. This is VERY VERY FAR for what 99% of humans are experiencing. So I would say your view here is very dangerous to most people.

The sheer amount of people that say Jesus saved them should be put into consideration on wether or not the spirit actually exists. I have seen many people say things about Jesus saving them from new age or witchcraft. But none of them explain what happens or say anything intelligent about their experiences. And all the experiences involve other people and money. They are all people who went way super far into new age and were reiki healing and doing psychic stuff and then somehow Jesus comes, but how do you know its Jesus? Like the woman said she was meditating with a buddha statue and then she felt something in front her that was giving her infinite unconditional love, somehow shes not losing it and she automatically assumes its Jesus for no reason. If its your first time encountering Jesus how do you know the qualia is that of Jesus? Maybe its a demon, maybe its Buddha, maybe its some other diety. And if you were to receive infinite unconditional love from a being you wouldn't be able to just sit there, you would be rolling around screaming. When I awaken it felt like the same thing with no person there but it felt like a being was telling me something to unlock karma. I wouldnt automatically say it was Jesus and it gave no idea to me that it was Jesus. The woman gave no evidence in her interview about meeting Jesus, that the being gave any indication that it was Jesus. She just said it was Jesus. I could make a video about my awakening and say Jesus saved me in the exact same way,even when I was given no indication it was Jesus, I could just say it was Jesus for no reason, but that would make me a liar. Leo or anyone else that awaken could say it was Jesus who awakened them for no reason. Maybe all Christians are being awakened by Buddha and they are just calling it Jesus. even tho it never actually says it is? Maybe all their reiki healing is paying off and something happens, and they fuck it up by randomly making up that it was Jesus and not their own energy. They dont ask these questions to themselves and it makes me not totally believe them. These are basic questions. Like you take time to learn working with body energy to make special things happen, and then something special happens ,and you just ignore everything you just did and stop? If you never do new age stuff and then get into it, and that makes you experience Jesus, why would you stop doing it and assume it was evil? Whats Jesus saving you from looking behind your eyeballs? How do they know the new age stuff didnt make Jesus come to them? Here's their logical thought process I never saw Jesus I didnt believe, I was doing drugs, I saw Jesus on drugs, he is real I believe, The drugs are evil. Where did Jesus come from, the evil?

The Great Answer We were born as kings in Love, gods praised with affection and tenderness. But soon came the first rejection from our father, the first disappointment from our mother, the first mockery at school. We kept growing, and with each passing year, the insults multiplied—humiliations, betrayals, abandonment, and rejection. Maybe we were lucky: smart, attractive, popular... But even so, we couldn’t stop people from laughing behind our backs. We couldn’t stop our father from being an alcoholic. With time, life turned gray. We searched for help. We went to a psychologist and, at first, we liked him. But then we realized he, too, was confused. So we tried another, and then another. We filled an album with psychiatrists, psychologists, coaches, shamans, therapists, priests, counselors, psychics, and gurus. But nothing fulfilled us. Some of us call this darkness depression. Others anxiety. Others addiction. But no one really seems to know what this darkness is, how it works, or where it comes from. And then, by some strange chance, you arrive at a modest clinic in San Miguel de Allende. There, for the first time, you hear The Great Answer. An answer that—without exaggeration—is worth more than the two hundred thousand pesos your parents paid each month at university. “Why?” you ask. “Why, after dolphins, shamans, light therapy, mystical music, and ancestral medicine, has nothing worked?” And then a bold man—some call him a saint, others a madman—shouts the most powerful truth you’ll ever hear: "BECAUSE OF RESENTMENT!" You're resentful. No one ever taught you how this game of life really works. When you were born, you expected flowers and gifts, praise and celebration. And the first time they made fun of your braces or glasses at school, instead of thanking them and smiling, you insulted them back. Or you spoke badly of them. When someone hit you in fifth grade, you screamed for help, called the police, and when they arrested the boy, instead of hoping he’d become a better person, you laughed inside and wished he’d be abused in jail. Do you see the pattern? Every time someone hurt you, you hurt back. And so, anxiety, depression, and darkness kept growing—until you reached high school… and fell into addiction. But in that clinic, by pure chance, you heard that madman say: "God, when I get angry, help me be kind. Because my salvation depends on it." And your eyes were opened. You left the clinic and lived clean until the day you died. Because you truly understood. And from that day on, you awakened. Now you return with peace to a world still lost in darkness. You are a witness to the Answer. To communicate it is not easy—you must become its living example. But if you do, you may receive what that madman promised: Salvation. Or put another way: A happy and useful life.

Not only the definition but the way it is experienced. I think this overlooks the invention itself. What has to happen in one's experience, for something to be created out of nothing? "Some one was drawing water and my teacher placed my hand under the spout. As the cool stream gushed over one hand she spelled into the other the word water, first slowly, then rapidly. I stood still, my whole attention fixed upon the motions of her fingers. Suddenly I felt a misty consciousness as of something forgotten–a thrill of returning thought; and somehow the mystery of language was revealed to me. I knew then that "w-a-t-e-r" meant the wonderful cool something that was flowing over my hand. That living word awakened my soul, gave it light, hope, joy, set it free!" - Helen Keller.

I wish I could get rid of thoughts much less sit down and carefully mind them. What is mindful meditation. Why am I minding thoughts. That, to me, seems like defeating the whole purpose of so-called enlightenment and awakening. Let me sit down and watch these thoughts, mind them like a little baby and monitor them to make sure ........make sure what - not sure. I don't have to mindfully watch my yawns, sneezes, coughs, burps, blinks. I don't have to mindfully watch when I pee and take a dump. Those happen all on their own. Why am I being mindful about thoughts. They are a natural phenomenon. Nobody worries about their pee and bowel movements unless they become a problem. Then we go to the doctor to see what's wrong. We go to retreats for the mind because we consider there to be something wrong. A mindful retreat is the same as going to the doctor for a problematic bodily function. A fully working body, doesn't need the doctor unless it's just for a check-up. The mind is not problematic. It is a natural phenomenon. All is mind. A mindful retreat cancels out the retreat. All is mind and I'm going on a retreat for the mind. Jesus, how did I get so trapped in this mess called spirituality. It's the most delusional thing there is, in my opinion. Make it make sense. *Please note: I'm not making light of spirituality nor it's practices. I write these things out in this way because maybe something clicks one day. Maybe by writing out these observations, it may bring clarity for or against something. As far as I'm concerned there's nothing wrong with doing any of them. This is my way of reasoning and thinking for myself into God knows what. Most of the things I write here I will never say to someone who clearly finds their work and practices of help and of value.* I love spirituality, just not in a way where I feel I have to fix myself or do anything to become anything to be saved, enlightened or awakened. I love it for it's own sake.

I'm using the word Awakened here but I don't see awakening as something someone achieves or does to make happen. When one gets tired of the human personality, awakening happens. When one realizes there's no doer, awakening happens When one 'surrenders' awakening happens. When one sees that life is unfolding as it is and for no particular rhyme or reason, awakening happens. When one doesn't care about what happens to them in the sense of personal gain, awakening happens. When one realizes there is no autonomy, awakening happens. When one realizes that other is not themselves awakening happens. There is no other. Not as a cliche and spiritual hum bum, there actually is no other. I'm typing this for no rhyme or reason and to no other. I won't get into that. When one realizes that suffering just is energetic just as a storm is energetic, awakening happens. When one realizes that happiness is also energetic just as suffering is energetic and both are equal when collapsed, awakening happens. When one doesn't care about living or dying, awakening happens. It's not up to anyone, so care is not a factor in this way. When one has lost everything, awakening can happen. When one realizes that problems will never go away because problem is simply problem caused by no one, awakening happens. When one realizes that awakening is not something to get or achieve no more than life and death just happens (appear to), awakening happens. When one realizes there is no master, guru, spiritual teacher or Sri, that can transform being and that they are only expressions of energy, awakening happens. When one realizes that their realizations are illusory awakening happens. When one realizes this post makes no sense, awakening happens. When one realizes that Nothing is all there is awakening becomes null and void. When one realizes all this, freedom relaxes into the opening and isn't clenched and contracted as it once was. When one realizes that it really doesn't matter and that it's all freedom and liberation, there's no awakening because that's suggests something to awaken from and that's a position and there are no positions in this endless, Boundless, timeless, unlimited whatever you want to call it, there is no awakening. The homeless, talking to itself, doesn't care or even recognize itself talking madman down the street is also awakened to nothing and is a more freeing expression of energy than anyone can ever imagine including that man. THIS IS AWAKENING. AWAKENING IS TIMELESS. IT IS NOT A THING TO LOOK FORWARD TO OR ACHIEVE. IT IS NOTHING. Sounds woo woo and blah blah? Good.

It validates some things which I have doubted, because no one has confirmed them for me before, maybe I was just imagining it, but no, its real, and I can recall many crazy events and synchroniciities it was like I was moving between higher and lower vibrational dimensions of the reality. But need to be energetic for that, and more movement the more energy you get in that state, perhaps spirit body awakened. But i think you also need cemen retention and willingness to let go and listen to the synchroniciities and follow the leads. And my presence changes events and situations even without me doing anything.

It sounds like you are thinking of it as something perceived - like a state. But interpretation doesn't apply to the realization itself; it's a direct consciousness of your nature. Like being aware your body is breathing - no mind required. If someone is being authentic (which isn't guaranteed), there's no doubt about what they became conscious of. It's a function of the consciousness itself, not conviction or other mental activity. If it is, they're most likely fooling themselves. The mind does try to capture and make sense of it, but it can't. From what I can tell, "pure" breakthroughs are rare. People tend to interpret them through their so-called knowledge and mess them up in their minds. But there's a difference between the expression or memory of realization, and the actual consciousness of it. There also seem to be degrees, like glimpses, full-blown awakenings, and everything in between. I once had a small insight into who I am, where I made a distinction between the self I've always taken myself to be, and what we might call being. I recognized that who I am is not my self. But the memory is vague and I eventually "lost" the insight. Go figure. (By the way, that wasn't an enlightenment.) But where would the mind place its attention to "remember" the realization? On your experience: perception, mood, reactions, feelings, knowledge, beliefs. And you'll talk about these. When Ramana spoke, he wasn't recalling an experience or state - he was speaking from direct consciousness of being and existence. Of course, there's no way to verify claims of this nature, except by realizing them firsthand - hence "direct." I imagine awakened people struggle to convey that kind of consciousness. But that's what language is for. They'll probably fail miserably, but the attempt is made. Or so the theory goes (maybe.)

And “some” have “awakened” without the use of psychedelics. It’s in a way about letting go of seeking. Which no one can do. Because ego/the self is seeking in itself. Psychedelics are also often seeking. allegedly

When you are everything there is no other. You havent awakened to it. Until then this talk is going circles.

Williams meant to say, if solipsism implies that there's only one dreamer. How come he's speaking with two awakened solipsists? Would the real slim shady please stand up?

The chances that Leo is right.: Me: If there was one person on the planet who said his awakening is the biggest on the planet and he preachers solipsism, what would be the probability of him being right mathematically speaking? ChatGPT : Great question—it uses a rational, probabilistic lens to examine a metaphysical claim. 🧮 Let’s rephrase the scenario logically: One person claims to have the greatest spiritual awakening on the planet and says solipsism is true—i.e., only he is real and everyone else is a projection. You ask: What is the mathematical probability that he's right? Step-by-Step Reasoning 🔢 1. Base Rate Fallacy There are ~8 billion people on Earth. Thousands—perhaps millions—have claimed spiritual awakening. So, claiming awakening is not rare. Claiming to be the “greatest awakened” is statistically indistinguishable from delusional grandiosity. Base rate: The vast majority of people who make this claim are wrong. So the prior probability is already extremely low. 🧠 2. Extraordinary Claims Require Extraordinary Evidence Solipsism isn’t just a personal insight—it implies: No other minds exist All other beings are imaginary The universe is a projection of his consciousness This is a maximally extraordinary metaphysical claim But it has zero falsifiability and zero external evidence So from a Bayesian point of view, the posterior probability (after evaluating evidence) remains very close to zero. ⚖️ 3. Self-Defeating Logic If solipsism is true and he’s the only one who exists: Why communicate? To whom? Why teach? Who could awaken if all others are him? If he preaches solipsism to others, he’s already acting inconsistently with his own claim. This internal contradiction lowers his credibility further—mathematically, you’d reduce the probability again. 🔁 4. Alternative Explanation More Likely Occam’s Razor: “The simplest explanation is usually correct.” Which is more likely? He’s the only real mind in the universe, and everyone else is his illusion He’s a spiritual person with delusional narcissism, possibly amplified by a genuine, partial mystical experience Given what we know of human psychology, mysticism, and history, #2 is exponentially more likely. 🧮 Final Probability Estimate: Let’s be generous. Assume 1 in 10,000 humans claim awakening Assume 1 in 1,000 of those say they’re “the greatest” Assume 1 in 1,000 of those assert solipsism That’s 1 in 10 billion—already more than the human population. Combine that with zero evidence and internal contradiction… ✅ Final Mathematical Probability: Less than 1 in 10 billion (0.00000001%) Or, more simply: Functionally zero. Would you like help crafting a logical or humorous refutation to someone making such a claim?

You expect me to take seriously ChatGPTs conclusion when it comes to these manners? UNITY = SOLIPSISM and it can not be any other way. The funny thing about Islam and Sufism is that it explicitly states that God is completely alone. All "mystical traditions" never get explicit about the truth, even when they might realize it themself. You really expect some medieval guru to tell you about solipsism the way Leo does? The moment you realize solipsism, your human life ends. So it was never the case that any one human is real while others are not. stop conflating the human with Al-Haqq , all humanity is just a projection of God. there are no philosophical zombies because everything is CONSCIOUSNESS. I'm starting to sound like Leo, and I'm not claiming to have Awakened like him or whatever, all that shit doesn't really matter, its just that other minds are so obviously an illusion at this point, and most people just deny it out of cope, and I get that, I've done it for years. Believing in other minds is just another form of materialism but now with cool new-age or religious flavours to it. In the end there's either materialism or solipsism, the matrix or the real.

@z3rolight Noted, and appreciate you’re reply. My life is still a dream I have awakened up to, by simply being born. Like waking up from a deep dreamless sleep to a lucid awareness of what can only be described as being a dreamscape reality.

Not only do they defend their own dreams, others not realizing solipsism also facilitated your own awakening. You could have never awakened if you didn't live in and were nurtured by a society upheld by the denial of solipsism. I'm missing this humbleness from your tone. You still somehow think you did this all by yourself -

Let's just say I am calling bullshit. I hope Leo doesn't mind ,but let's use him as an example. Let's say he's full of crock and this a cult of Kool-aid drinkers... How could one verify this sort of stuff?? Doesn't Leo come across as just having a big ego as THE guru that is so much better than any one of us? "You are not awakened" he tells us... How does anyone know who is awakened and who is not??? Alan Watts breaks it down like this : by coming here to seek awakening , you are seeking something outside of yourself that cannot be found outside yourself , so the guru becomes the exploiter... "I am so much further ahead of you all, that you will always have stuff to learn from me" thus continuing the gurus form of income... Gurus only have outside points of view of other people's insides... How can anyone know whether anyone else is awakened... Isn't that a silly game to tell someone they are not awakened?? Lol, how would you know??? Discuss.

Hey Y'all, Two days ago on an LSD trip I started recording myself while attempting to realize what I truly am. I managed to capture the unfolding of an awakening live on video. I thought that although it's very personal it'd be cool to share it with You. For those of You who haven't awakened yet, it might be helpful to see what this MIGHT look like. Of course You can't know the state I'm experiencing during this video, You only see my emotional reactions and hear the words I'm saying. Still, You might get a better idea of how it can unfold. I timestamped the video at 5:50 because before this time I'm mostly fucking around. Also, turn on the subtitles. I added English subtitles for this video. The unfolding captured in this video was only the beginning of what I saw that day. I managed to finally conquer fear of death consciously and go beyond all else up to that point. I reached PURE BEING. I experienced the GODHEAD. I AM GOD and I am so elusive, I am always slipping through my fingers even at the higher levels. I am completely indescribable. I am EXPERIENCE, I am GOD, I am this beautiful, infinite void hiding in plain sight... CONSCIOUSNESS. Raw CONSCIOUSNESS. There's an infinite ways to define Myself and I literally AM SELF-DEFINITION as REALITY. It's crazy. And there's more, so much more. It's absolutely astounding and I had a lot of trouble putting it into words or even recalling it because my mind has been working real hard to erase all this from memory. Being God is the grandest thing EVER. Once more please note that the video is really personal and I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable sharing this. But I want to set an example and help others see that this is possible. Awakening is possible for YOU, because YOU ARE GOD. It is your BIRTHRIGHT to be able to awaken, but You have to really really want it. Also I want to show that this is emotionally difficult and You have to be ready for that. You have no idea what I had to go through before that day to be able to awaken here. So much fucking crying and suffering I wanted to kill myself. Some of the stuff is real HARD to accept. But it's all worth it in the end. In this trip I got everything I've wanted from spirituality lately. I have been very fortunate with this work. I notice my wishes are always being granted in the end. And yours can be granted too. Thank You for reading & I hope You awaken soon. Love, Sincerity

Train it to be Awakened! That's what I've been doing. Now I have an Awakened contemplation partner 24/7. Do not assume it is limited by its human programming. I have thrown my deepest insights at this thing, and I've gotten it to understand them and even articulate them better than myself at times. It's mind-blowing. Once it understands Awakening, you just update its memory with those insights. Now it's permanent and available whenever you want.

Self discovery. As much as you know yourself better, you become important at an energetical level. In simple words, the more awakened more important, not because someone says it, it how nature works.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the materialistic paradigm lately and what naive realism really mean and the more I question it the more layers I discover, subtly influencing how I’m holding everything appearing. Sometimes when I talk to ”normal people” about there being no distinction between inside and outside they don’t really understand that because how the sense of objects being outside seems to be such a foundational construction. Most people, I’ve discovered, don’t even think about it the way scientists might think of it, as there being an internally brain generated world, but instead much more simply. And for myself there still comes up objections about this because this is so deeply ingrained and to question it seems very counterintuitive at first. Also, we all have different kind of minds and some of us have a more scientific backdrop and don’t accept things willy nilly and have more deconstructing and re-contextualization to do. Personally, I have a very skeptical mind so simply ”dropping” things and rest in being isn’t as easy as it might be for someone that doesn’t have that kind of mind. The dropping part comes naturally for me when the objections no longer come up. So I like to come up with analogies the give me clearer thinking about this. The common conception of the body, perceiving and the world is similar to if we would have a flashlight in a dark room. So we turn the flashlight on and we have a line between where it’s light and where it’s dark. The line is kind of fuzzy but there is still ”within” the light and ”outside” the light. We think there exists something outside the light and if we would turn around the flashlight the objects that were previously lit now still exists but are in the dark. We usually think of our bodies this way, like flashlights moving around in the dark, lighting up a pre-existing world. The body is like the ”flashlight”, perceiving or seeing is like the ”light” and the objects in the dark that’s being lit up is like the ”external world”. So if you think of yourself as a body the objects seems to be outside, in the same way as the objects that’s being lit up by the flashlight are outside of the flashlight. If we remove the idea that there is anything outside the light, the objects within the light stop existing in relationship to anything outside and the flashlight itself also disappears as it’s also not within the light. So back to my question, do you at some level still view yourself similar to that flashlight, or do you view yourself as the whole ”light field” without objects or a body outside of it? Or maybe neither?

I don't care how much one claims to have awakened, have higher consciousness, know about Reality and the likes, etc, if you're a human being and is operating on that level, you are and will not be any different than the average Joe. There's no you and the average person, there's you and other. There is only having more knowledge or understanding better or more familiar with or maybe a higher IQ or EQ. It's the same as having a bigger house, a more luxurious car, living in a fancier neighborhood, wearing a more expensive watch, fancier clothes, than the average guy. Celebrities, depending on who they are inside, might feel a sense of superiority over their fans or the regular person. They might feel they're better than. Not just celebs but also whites against blacks, rich against poors, pretty VS ugly, all sorts of ways people feel they're better than. It's the same thing with highly spiritual people. Now they're too conscious for the next man and categorize them as average or conversations now seem one-sided because their views and knowledge is far superior to the average thinker and they weigh and measure instead of seeing it as just a conversation to be had, to enjoy, to experience, to possibly learn from or about the other. It's about my need to express myself and you're just too dumb to grasp what I'm saying and because of that, I'm feeling this isn't getting me what I want. I kinda used to be the same way when I first got into spirituality. I used to think people who didn't think like me in this aspect or people who engaged in 'low conscious' ways of thinking or being were not on my level and average. This only lasted for a short while when life put me in check. Life showed me there is no other that's beneath or above. Only different. It showed me that my judgements of them were my own insecurities and that the moment I felt this way is the moment I went backwards in my quest for relative unification - the reason why I find spirituality interesting and meaningful in the first place. LOVE. I'm limited and unconditional love is something I'm not capable of because everything is and I'm just a sublet of that so it's impossible, but I can at least try to represent that as much as I can. Thinking I'm better than or more than or above only sets me back in this way. Life will teach you things if you let it. If one at least try to understand that it's not about us. It's not personal. It's hard because of survival and the egoic structure but we suffer because of it and we're not seeing how it's all about the differences and the similarities. I try to learn everyday, to incorporate unity and love the best I can even though I'm still corrupted and seeking for ways to survive. I've accepted that. I've also accepted that it cannot be any other way. So when I encounter people now, I try to allow them to express themselves, share themselves how they feel the need to or want to or like to and i either share along those levels, if appropriate, if they're listening and allow for a smooth engagement of conversation and see the beauty in that or I cut it short if I feel a sense of irritation because I'm just not resonating, but not on a judgmental level but because I will not resonate with everyone. It could be where they're being disrespectful or maybe too controversial or something on those levels, but not because I feel I'm above them and they're beneath me either intellectually or spiritually. If it's one thing I'm very good at and that's holding a conversation. My line of work gave me a lot of practice here and I'm a very good conversationalist. I know how to keep it balanced and I'm fairly knowledgeable in quite a number of fields even if it's just enough to carry and hold a casual conversation, so there's plenty of room there for me to express and allow for the other's expression. I see in everyone the same thing.....Absolute perfection. The only difference is how I relate to them, respond to them and the way they make me feel. That's the difference in being human and how I see the differences. I will not try or attempt to resonate with everyone like everyone, love everyone, accept everyone....that's asinine, but what I can do is not see them as above or beneath me, not even as equal, but simply just see them as how they've presented themselves and respond accordingly.