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Uhh, yeahh, uhhh Its late in the morning yeah I wanted to night game but, but im so exhausted and stressed, and logistics and all local avenues are closed, post covid i guess, every business close, I wanna socialize again and find a sexy bitch and make her squirt like a hose Yeah, uhhh Uhh, yeahh Life is bliss and life is magical And if u don't feel it deep within then u need to travel and get the capital Yeah I need more capital And yeah im in pain Grinding out for shallow needs again just to stay sain Empty sex nothing compares to that, to that one that never left my brain Yeah i lied to myself for years i lowered myself thought i wanted dirty sex and sluts until I saw her and realized what it feels like to fall in love, holy shit my head was spinning but she looked quite young, it got to my head then i saw her mum Yeah maybe only ever once or twice i ever fell in love, and it was always at first site, sorry 6s and 7s your just a convivence service while i bid my time. Yeah i only ever wanna see women that are fine, no divinely fine When you're poor and in the dirt sometimes, for every fine wine you see 50 disgusting ass broken vines Uh no make that shit 500, its rough out heere, yeah its rough, everything so tough, had to grind just get basic stuff, fuck, fuck i gotta go fuck, uber i guess good luck Ah no fuck this shit im exhausted and this heatwave and 4 hours sleep wave and oh fuck And i dont even feel that sexual right now i guess my bodys physically burnt and once again i fap too much, once a week more than enough, helps to have that force to go fuck Lack of infrastructure fucking sucks Leverage is a law of the universe, and that lever is like a big bully that decides are fait and luck But u just grind so much and a little lever builds bigger ones and life just becomes "luck" I'm done with this life i only wanna meet rich people, unless its a profoundly beautiful girl who gives me goosebumps Hey rich people, i'm your friend! I'm married to the fucking money,and i will cement this into myslef and brainwash myself and orgasm myself into this, if i took psycheldeics id jsut think about money Money my highest value. Money and success Isle and no stress, freedom and children divinely blessed YEAH BITCH I wanna masssive garden and design all of that shit in its entirety whlie making 100gs a month no stress, every fucking month no i wont stop and i never lose motivation even after a fucking blunt, im fucking relentless and i wont hide myself or run, beauty riches art impact and fun, business and leverage and connections made in the sun, no golf yeah resorts i socialize my way up 1 single big connection can wiegh a ton, to power and wealth and freedom energy and fun, bilingual boy 4 languages im an alien, fuck a fucking alien, I need a mythacil and legendary alias, i need a bullet train through the atlas, to a beautiful bitches matress, immaculate I got immaculate taste but i back authenticity no copy and paste, but humility follow your mentor with grace, best mentors arent just in it for the money they really wanna see their students succed and change, and that deeply matters int heir brain

Some very practical suggestions on grounding and integration after a 5-meo-dmt or other deep psychedelic trip. At first I didn't think much of it, since there were some odd/unconventional suggestions in this guide. But after some heaving sweating in a sauna the week after a deep 5-meo journey, I realized how important bodily grounding after a deep trip is. I felt a deep bliss and integration of a sort of ungrounded energy that had been lingering in my body and mind after the 5-meo experience for a while. I am sure many of the other practices can be very helpful as well. Integration-Guidelines-CONCLAVE-28.05.18 (1).pdf

I just finished the LP course a few days ago. I have been thinking about this moment for quite a while as I started this course more then 2 years ago. Not that I get all the missing answers here but maybe some advice from more experienced folks who are already living their LP. I am 25 now and I live in germany. I have got inattentive adhd which made many things very difficult for me like concentration, dealing with emotions and social problems which indirectly also made other things difficult like finding study partners or getting help with emotional distress difficult. So basically I was always an emotional mess/ overtaxed/ semi depressed while getting nothing done and not understanding what was wrong with me. As a result I had difficulties answering many questions in the life purpose course because I experienced relatively little concrete success so far because I couldnt really take part in life as much. I feel like I have got as close to it as what would be possible with my blockades but I feel like the very thing that is my LP is something I cant see right now. I take meds now and it seems like many things are clearing up rapidly but and I do make quite the transformation. I feel more capable but not necessarily upgraded. The stars become less interesting and I see more immediate tasks ahead. I become a lot more concrete instead of abstract. Thats the best way I can describe it. I seem to manifest myself in reality. I was always very reflected and stuff but was like a wave without its own will it can force onto the world. I develop a sense of self now. It sounds pretty unconscious I know and I made the point myself that adhd (at least the inattentive type that I experience) makes you more conscious. But in taking my meds I can deal with reality at least. If I got emotional support/ grounding maybe I could do it without meds but currently I can only do it this way. So this situation is quite confusing atm. In terms of my career so far: teaching: I am in 10th semester of studying math and philosophy for middle school but only have enough points to complete like 4 semesters (you need 10 semesters in total) because of the emotional distress I was always in. I could probably do better with the meds now so it really isnt hopeless. I decided to study teaching though because I did some internship to see what I like and teaching was okay for a moment and I couldnt deal with the pain of being in a situation of uncertainty so I did the best thing I found at the moment which wasn't the most conscious choice. Also there is a bit of buffer as with this graduation I can do other things as well. Teaching isnt directly my Life Purpose I am pretty sure about that. But I would earn a lot of money per hour, can do it part time, have a lot of holidays and a class in school gives you many direct information to observe which can inspire you. A school class is basically a mirror of society, all the kids are just mini versions of what's to come. So that can help me understand society and psychology more which would deepen whatever I create with my LP. I already thought a little and am also teaching 5 hours per week atm and it's an okay job. So it wouldnt be my LP but it would have a good base to comfortable pursue my real LP. acting: Over the last two years I have been doing a lot of acting as a hobby which is a lot of fun but it took a lot of time and I am also thinking about doing this as a career path. It would give me a relatively unstable base though and it would probably just miss my LP. Learning to act itself is incredible fun but it can also be emotionally challenging which I might not be capable to do. My Life Purpose is generally a bit unclear to me. Being a critical thinker is very much part of my authentic self and I have also got a very creative mind because of my adhd. On their own or even combined they dont really give me a life purpose that I find meaningful. For example I always think critically but I dont see where this practically leads to. And I often come up with new start up ideas because as I love the creative process but when it isnt connected to something meaningful I loose interest in it. The closest I could with these two is working on series like Rick&Morty which comes close to feeling like a LP. But I think there is a last component, a last value that is blocked from my mind. Besides these top two values I also care about empathy, goodness, authenticity, but not enough about any of them to make a LP in combination with the two about them I think. I sometimes look in my past to where the last puzzle piece might be. I developed a very profound even mystical happiness as a kid as I think that I had mystical experiences in kindergarden. I really vibed with Jesus in that time as well. I felt like it would virtually be impossible to break my spirit because I was connected to something unbreakable. I even felt like I needed to go through some real shit, to be lost, to come out of it and from that place be authentically able to help other people. I had a feeling of calling back then. Well I am not quite back to my inner garden of roses yet. I did about 20 trips of psychedelics and never realized a mystical experience because I was in too much shit mentally I think. (interestingly never had a really bad trip either though) I formulated my LP rather vague. I couldnt find any formulation that deeply inspired because as I said I think there is some authentic part of me missing. Taking my reflection about my past and moments of reflection I feel like it has to do with healing, bliss, profound love, existential (healing), spirituality. But I cant completely make out if these things interest me because I feel like I have a lack of them (negative motivation) or if it is authentic. To make my LP more concrete I could reformulate it like this for example (but I am not sure about it): - giving people blissful spiritual experiences to make them more loving and conscious. - finding existential beauty and meaning in fucked up situations to make people more hopeful So with all of this I have no clear direction of where to go and I found out new things about myself/ unblock blockades and this is probably going on for months and years to come. All ways would help me move forwards. If I study to become a teacher that would be an acceptable path which would allow me to do lots of other stuff (LP) I am interested in as well but then I could never study to become a serious actor because I would be too old at this point. I would need to become more clear about myself and my values to see what I value most. A side thought is also to experiment with start ups (for money) as I have lots of ideas for them. Right now I am thinking of continue studying while giving myself time to process and I can on the side apply to acting schools. Chances of getting accepted are pretty low anyways and if I get accepted that would be a sign that I am quite talented. Design ohne Titel.pdf

"Ignorance is not bliss. Ignorance is poverty. Ignorance is devastation. Ignorance is tragedy. And ignorance is illness." Jim Rohn You guys are armchair speculating how happy people here in the Muslim world, some people are happy but most people are living a miserable life, poverty misery health issues, some people in Egypt are living life more hellish than the hell description in the Islamic literature the happy people are he one that has very stable family and very successful and stable marriages and a great health most people here are too foolish to have all of that at the same time lol

“The enlightened fool is the one who sees the ego trips of society and can still find joy and laughter in its midst. The fool is often the enlightened one, the one with crazy wisdom, with laughter and jokes as their weapon, they cut through the mundane conformity and bring to light the latent child like bliss bubbling just beneath the surface of all seriousness. The fool possesses a wisdom that is out of reach of the conformist. A playful attitude in touch with enormous amounts of creativity.“

The core issue of a 4 presented by an 8 My core issue is the excessive curiosity and social conditioning I have, my life would be bliss without any intoxicants but even food is an intoxicant

That's true ignorance is bliss!

My Rheinforce is also not working properly, idk why it's not instructed and we're still not testing enough..., even when health is holy we have that issue, and I found mistakes that are serious to the fire illness that fire is generally sick, just to let you know... but somehow my body likes it I don't get it, as the sex was good, but it had to be holy not faith-akin, fuck faith. Fuck lucifer if it does not give light, and fuck healing if there is a break in unity. I post it twice, there is an issue, but the core issue was the involvment of work, and the lack of integration Leo is right with a lot of stuff, but I can't integrate it in one day, if people don't follow my command, as I follow my intuition irregardless if it's right or wrong, it's right 99.9% of the time, but I also require some time to get away from technology, fuck vacation and fuck the independent women this is a huge issue still with modernity and it's ignorance of unshared bliss, leading blind sheep might require Jesus at the mount of olives and zen, someone truly send from God, like I said my chart has god-consciousness give me my health back and stop critiquing and speculating about my health, my day pillar causes already so much envy in others, due to it's sheer existence, that counts for others too. 29 is pure paradox worse than you think, and better than believe as it's a gift of GOD and also noble, I also have Geng-Chen consciousness, but as .3 we're fighting about this since years, while China attenuates, we talked about more stuff on Jews with the guy I meet, but I stop here... I started listening to the Qaballah, he said the Torah is an issue. Qaballah is fine. 没事 = It's fine not the other interprations, the I-Ching book I bought years ago is very powerful.

ignorance is bliss. And I don´t think they are so happy. The just cope with life by getting together and keeping themsleves busy with nonsense. That is like me saying how well I smell because I put perfume on all my clothes and deodorant under ampits instead of having a shower.

Yeah i can feel chronic anxiety coming back But i ride this wave, deep breath away and loosen my back I will fight my own mind until I win and no fight persists, just being in the abyss, Yeah I dont want stress and I dont want pain, just ecstasy and bliss Yeah I do want impact I will be real, first i have to get rich And thats some stressful shit So much pain I was down in the ditch Just work with what I got, accept the shit Thats why you have to dream, its 1 of a few means in which you never quit Have to invest daily even if you're never perfect, which u never will be People terrify from petty negatives , but they cant see Men terrify rejection, they reject themselves Its a projection, delusional world collect the appreciating assets every day no matter what And It's about breaking thresholds, within your own mind, u fill the pot Confidence is an accumulation of breaking meaningful personal thresholds Until then u never stop, no matter what Yeah I guess the way im wired, I only ever wanna feel inspired Even when im tired Yeah I guess i always got the fire Yeah my English teacher used to get so frustrated, I was like 16 and I i was always late and my eyes were jaded, and i still got as but i didn't even try and barely finished my assignments, I was in too much pain I just did in one take, a scribble of sloppy notes and i just saw his face, look of disgrace, but looking back its kinda funny in a way And looking back im grateful he saw something in me, and he had charisma too and wasn't a boring guy, even if in his wage he struggles to survive, and in this way I can mature because i realize, not all teachers were sociopathic and tyrannical and evil in the eyes People call rap conformity and I'm not tryna argue or deny But u have to always focus on the gold and keep an open mind Lyricism is an art and the music too And they make beats and have vision and orchestrate to the producers they oversee, And that isnt easyy i call it masteree But business and life in general is my passion music just an extention I'm an interconnected guy there's no severance in my mind, some things irrelevant but most things human connect, i dont need no niche interest about cars I got bigger fish to fry, firstly living a good life and thrive not just survive, only success is on my mind, and hard work is divine, the blocks star heavy then u build a ville an pyramid in no time

The most common issues I see with moderners, they use capitalism as an excuse or materalism for anything: Just leave the country Just buy something new that will fix your soul I don't have a soul I am atheist (while they yearn to see yours very often) Making fun of the history and anger of black history (it's mostly saddening then anything I cry most of it out nowadays, because this level of ignorance is not bliss) The tendencies to use face and having a clean-slate which can also be an integral or tealish tendency imo, but more out of TIER II security reasons to secure knowledge and the priviledge of learning, but the exact narcissistic greedy tendencies of the modern consciousness attacks this The hatred of diversification of interest and money and networks The lonliness that can start at this stage The level of clarity required to make some dense people break-up where psychdelics often are the gateway towards looking into the intereoception of this level of consciousness There are many positive aspects to this also, but it requires the establishment of fundamental goodness, and after this the COMPASSION OF GOD, or at least the serenity of a GODDESS. More about my ex now...

Yeah when you put it like that I agree. You can't really practice sex outside of a relationship outside of doing a bunch of hookups which don't tend to produce great sex anyway from my experience so working on the package is the day to day logical move. When you're with a girl then yeah make sure she cums often and in varied ways and she'll feel like you're irreplaceable. Also being really attracted to the girl you're fucking makes for better sex I find since you become an animal and ravish her and that comes from having a high SMV to be able to pull hotties. I've banged girls I was not really into and like sometimes I can't even stay hard cuz I don't actually wanna be there and start questioning my decisions in the middle of it and it makes the process even softer . Also it makes it so I really want them to leave where as if I'm really into the girl I can fuck 3-4 times and afterwards we just collapse into bliss and pass out together even if I barely know her.

Even among weirdos, I feel lonely. Nobody has any idea what it means to be in my shoes. To experience the paradoxes and contradictions that I do, the bliss and the suffering. To live through all of it, and still be here, fighting, hoping, falling down, getting up, getting knocked down again, and again, and again... My experience of life is so unique, it feels like a mistake, an error, an exception. Something that wasn't accounted for. Nobody should be allowed this much integration. It's just so many different parts that don't fit well together, but somehow do. I'm a monster. A Frankenstein. I shouldn't be allowed to exist.

@Natasha Tori Maru @Leo Gura ive never cried in bliss at an orgasm, but ive sure as shit have cried when I realized other is me. Being Her will always be better then fucking Her. ☺️

Not gonna lie - I have had such intense, single pointed focus meditation sessions where all is so married in union it was the bliss of orgasm. After I really considered orgasm; it is a pure state of absolute being. Total single pointed focus. Irrefutable. A total inability to seperate mind in that state. It makes sense the deepest state of focussed meditation feel like orgasm, somehow. I shit you not, the feeling was the same. And so utterly shocking. It is a practice to reach those states though. I cannot get there without a lot of dedicated time. A purge of modern life does it. Isolation. It is no wander sex and orgasm is a huge drive for humanity if this is what we touch on. Who knows ...

“Ignorance is bliss”. It’s when you start thinking about it that it becomes a burden. They don’t see it as anything to escape because they haven’t built the structures to bother them. “The ability to step back and see the bigger picture” only occurs if you have the preference and capacity. Without the preference and capacity, the ability never manifests. Sure, it’s a more sophisticated use of the mind, but I’m not sure calling it “advanced” is the best frame, as it seems to smuggle ego in while at the same time obfuscating the more important preference and capacity mechanisms. Maybe I’ve misread, but you seemed to have projected a problem a very specific cognitive architecture perceives onto the general population. Modern life has a way of wearing all of us down, but in different ways. For thinkers such as ourselves, it’s a different kind of burden with different challenges. The average person isn’t bothered by endless complexity, because they don’t perceive it.

Probably the contrast is what makes it special. Wouldn’t be nearly as meaningful to have it all if you hadn’t first been through a lifetime or more of deprivation. Although that still doesn’t explain why people go through unspeakably horrific waking nightmares. No individual would willingly subject themselves to things like gang rape, torture, etc. Even if the contrast once it’s eventually over is unlimited bliss in every way they ever wanted.

Some return to nothing and some go on to become self referencing nirvanic bliss and everything in between. If you have achieved full on sovereignty and sentience you will get to choose your next experience based solely on the experiences of this one. In other words, death is whatever the heck you want it to be. If you're just another flower that didn't bud death will be the end of the texture that is you but the good news is you won't be around to care. Sounds like a win/win to me.

@Miguel1 yes, you describe it very well. I don't know why, but I have always been this way. It is like some wicked cosmic joke to wake from the bliss of sleep. Once I have momentum for the day I am fine, I don't think and body just does it's thing. If I am suffering from a hardship, the morning is much worse. Waking from a nap also sometimes. Very discombobulating which compounds the overall malaise.

If he were truly more conscious than average he wouldn't care about Trump/he would speak about him stoically, especially since as a self-proclaimed non-dualist he is supposed to be aware that Trump is a reflection. We want more joy or intensity in general but as i said once again Martin Ball is still busy insulting Trump like a child and stomping his feet in anger, and his life isn't particularly great and he even developed a serious chronic illness a few years ago. What probably happens is since he bases his theory essentially on psychedelic experiences once he’s sober he reverts to being just an random ego at best. Why would you want to vomit all over yourself and end up covered in bruises while on 5-MeO-DMT when none of the people who use it regularly have anything to show for it? Psychedelics in general. A tree is judged by its fruit. Where are the guys who turn their lives around thanks to 5-MeO? "Hey, I used to be depressed, do cocaine, and dress up as a girl. Now thanks to 5-MeO-DMT I’ve become a tennis coach, i eat ice cream and I live in a state of bliss nigga" No it doesnt; I personnaly almost never think about Trump I don't even really have an opinion on him. He thinks about Trump because he is Trump; he projects things onto him. Impulsiveness it seems in this case.

Friday: July 17th, 2026. Jolly by using a molly is distinct from sober bliss.

Suffering is sub-optimal. Allowable but unnecessary. A problem easily fixable. The world isn't suffering. It is the seer of suffering. The seer needs to correct his perception. That is the work. And the miracle is this: when you no longer see suffering, you no longer feel suffering! Why? Because the world is you - tadaa! So now you will abide in peace and not have to go through lifetimes of suffering. You merged back to the whole. Manifestation is now enjoyed, no longer endured. The puzzle of life solved and everyone happy. Everyone will reach eventually. Reality approves of bliss not blight. Drop the blight and see the light. That's the whole game.

It's not ignorance per se that is bliss. It's the lack of thinking. Thinking can make the mind unrestful, which can produce suffering if managed poorly. Being ignorant does not make you happy. It only simplifies complexities, which can make relaxation easier with little management.

Hey then what was all that "ignorance is bliss" crap?

Understand that there is realer better deeper than this. Check out, wake up. No sweat though - take your time. Spin you wheels, lick your lips, build castles in the sand. Ignorance is bliss when that's what one knows.