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I just finished the LP course a few days ago. I have been thinking about this moment for quite a while as I started this course more then 2 years ago. Not that I get all the missing answers here but maybe some advice from more experienced folks who are already living their LP. I am 25 now and I live in germany. I have got inattentive adhd which made many things very difficult for me like concentration, dealing with emotions and social problems which indirectly also made other things difficult like finding study partners or getting help with emotional distress difficult. So basically I was always an emotional mess/ overtaxed/ semi depressed while getting nothing done and not understanding what was wrong with me. As a result I had difficulties answering many questions in the life purpose course because I experienced relatively little concrete success so far because I couldnt really take part in life as much. I feel like I have got as close to it as what would be possible with my blockades but I feel like the very thing that is my LP is something I cant see right now. I take meds now and it seems like many things are clearing up rapidly but and I do make quite the transformation. I feel more capable but not necessarily upgraded. The stars become less interesting and I see more immediate tasks ahead. I become a lot more concrete instead of abstract. Thats the best way I can describe it. I seem to manifest myself in reality. I was always very reflected and stuff but was like a wave without its own will it can force onto the world. I develop a sense of self now. It sounds pretty unconscious I know and I made the point myself that adhd (at least the inattentive type that I experience) makes you more conscious. But in taking my meds I can deal with reality at least. If I got emotional support/ grounding maybe I could do it without meds but currently I can only do it this way. So this situation is quite confusing atm. In terms of my career so far: teaching: I am in 10th semester of studying math and philosophy for middle school but only have enough points to complete like 4 semesters (you need 10 semesters in total) because of the emotional distress I was always in. I could probably do better with the meds now so it really isnt hopeless. I decided to study teaching though because I did some internship to see what I like and teaching was okay for a moment and I couldnt deal with the pain of being in a situation of uncertainty so I did the best thing I found at the moment which wasn't the most conscious choice. Also there is a bit of buffer as with this graduation I can do other things as well. Teaching isnt directly my Life Purpose I am pretty sure about that. But I would earn a lot of money per hour, can do it part time, have a lot of holidays and a class in school gives you many direct information to observe which can inspire you. A school class is basically a mirror of society, all the kids are just mini versions of what's to come. So that can help me understand society and psychology more which would deepen whatever I create with my LP. I already thought a little and am also teaching 5 hours per week atm and it's an okay job. So it wouldnt be my LP but it would have a good base to comfortable pursue my real LP. acting: Over the last two years I have been doing a lot of acting as a hobby which is a lot of fun but it took a lot of time and I am also thinking about doing this as a career path. It would give me a relatively unstable base though and it would probably just miss my LP. Learning to act itself is incredible fun but it can also be emotionally challenging which I might not be capable to do. My Life Purpose is generally a bit unclear to me. Being a critical thinker is very much part of my authentic self and I have also got a very creative mind because of my adhd. On their own or even combined they dont really give me a life purpose that I find meaningful. For example I always think critically but I dont see where this practically leads to. And I often come up with new start up ideas because as I love the creative process but when it isnt connected to something meaningful I loose interest in it. The closest I could with these two is working on series like Rick&Morty which comes close to feeling like a LP. But I think there is a last component, a last value that is blocked from my mind. Besides these top two values I also care about empathy, goodness, authenticity, but not enough about any of them to make a LP in combination with the two about them I think. I sometimes look in my past to where the last puzzle piece might be. I developed a very profound even mystical happiness as a kid as I think that I had mystical experiences in kindergarden. I really vibed with Jesus in that time as well. I felt like it would virtually be impossible to break my spirit because I was connected to something unbreakable. I even felt like I needed to go through some real shit, to be lost, to come out of it and from that place be authentically able to help other people. I had a feeling of calling back then. Well I am not quite back to my inner garden of roses yet. I did about 20 trips of psychedelics and never realized a mystical experience because I was in too much shit mentally I think. (interestingly never had a really bad trip either though) I formulated my LP rather vague. I couldnt find any formulation that deeply inspired because as I said I think there is some authentic part of me missing. Taking my reflection about my past and moments of reflection I feel like it has to do with healing, bliss, profound love, existential (healing), spirituality. But I cant completely make out if these things interest me because I feel like I have a lack of them (negative motivation) or if it is authentic. To make my LP more concrete I could reformulate it like this for example (but I am not sure about it): - giving people blissful spiritual experiences to make them more loving and conscious. - finding existential beauty and meaning in fucked up situations to make people more hopeful So with all of this I have no clear direction of where to go and I found out new things about myself/ unblock blockades and this is probably going on for months and years to come. All ways would help me move forwards. If I study to become a teacher that would be an acceptable path which would allow me to do lots of other stuff (LP) I am interested in as well but then I could never study to become a serious actor because I would be too old at this point. I would need to become more clear about myself and my values to see what I value most. A side thought is also to experiment with start ups (for money) as I have lots of ideas for them. Right now I am thinking of continue studying while giving myself time to process and I can on the side apply to acting schools. Chances of getting accepted are pretty low anyways and if I get accepted that would be a sign that I am quite talented. Design ohne Titel.pdf

Nothing would Exist without Karma! Karma is not reward or punishment system, Karma is memory of all sorts.. When Leo say Genetics plays a role in Awakening, he is saying Karma plays a role as Genes are just a form of memory... So all forms that are around, stones, planets, stars, suns, apes, humans have Karma, living and non living things. For Humans it is more complex, we have evolved thru maybe thousands of cycles of forms, from rocks to plants to insects to animals to a Human, and probably many forms/cycles of being Human, all of that comes with You when YOU are born, Your playing it all out now as we speak and it reflects in Your personality, your dreams, what You think about and wish for, but most are completely unaware of this and the processes of Karma. For Us Humans we can bypass Karma completely via Living Now Totally, Accepting Now Totally, raising our Consciousness to a very high degree, etc etc... When Your present body dies, the other bodies with Your karmic substance intact go on (we all have 5 bodies, food, mental, energy, astral, bliss bodies), when Your body dies, the karma is still in the energy body and such and it and the astral/bliss body go on to find another host per say, this can be done consciously or unconsciously, ultimately You can choose which body to incarnate into, most are not conscious enough so their tendencies, basic core of their being (were they acting living like a pig while alive, a saint, a murder, an almost enlightened being) directs them thru this process, there is no discretion in this realm of afterlife, just tendencies/karma guides it all.. Then Your born again to do it all over again, If Your Spiritually inclined for some reason today, it probably means You were a bit in the last life, so keep up with it and maybe end the cycle.. They also say that what Your State of Being is at the moment of death will go on in the after life, if Your in fear and scared, suffering in anyway at death, You will experience that there too, if Your Blissful and at Peace with death, that will be Your experience there they say!

They say the moment of Enlightenment and the moment of physical death is the same moment, most cannot keep within the Body when Enlightenment happens since the energy surge and nervous system and others things are too intense for the connection between Body and Atman for lack of a better word to stay on. Only qualified Masters, masters of Energy and Karma can stay on, they conscious create more Karma to keep intact the various Bodies and Atman! Karmic substance keeps us glued to our Bodies and such (5 bodies, food, mental, energy, astral, bliss body) karma keeps it together, when Enlightenment happens Karma is dissolved, Atman is released from these Bodies and merges with Absolute, no more individualization is present, no more birth/death/rebirth samsara cycle happens, liberation is complete!

This is True, and never ending/infinity/endless Potential cannot be expressed via logic, via words, communication so that the one receiving the communication is instantly transformed, it can only inspire, maybe create a temp change,, Shit even ppl that take dmt/5 meo after having what they say is "God" like experience and come back proclaiming they are GOD, soon after go back to bad habits and old patterns, so Karma Rules, as You say it is all in our Genes, well Genes are one aspect of Karma, there are other forms of memory and conditioning being applied upon Us daily, so being Super Aware is key, that brings Clarity as a natural by product, via Clarity we transform, Bliss is normal, "What about Me" drops aside and then we can really explore this Infinity Possibility making machine we call Absolute!

First most Everybody is Selfish.. The Mother that doesn't want her Child to Suffer is Selfish because if her Child suffers She Suffers too, and she does not want or like that, so she does what she can to make sure her child does not suffer (generally). Every act we do is Selfish, when You open the door for a senior citizen, it helps them and makes You feel good, that is why You do it, if opening the door brought Suffering too You then You wouldn't do it! The Solution to it all is to make Yourself what You want to Experience.. All of Us want Pleasantness as our Experience, the Sadist tortures another person because it makes them feel pleasure! But we can determine our inner Experience, its within our power, if You take that Responsibility on and actually do it, so that Pleasurable Experience (Peace, Happiness, Joy, Bliss) is Your natural Experience, then Selfishness is no longer an issue for You, every act will be for the "other" because "What about Me" or Ego is now dissolved and no longer an issue for You!

Hi, Leo, I’m trying to understand a subtle metaphysical point you’ve talked about. You’ve said that no illusion can be permanent, because any imagined state eventually collapses into a deeper truth. In your own words: "Truth cannot be hidden, denied, or avoided indefinitely. Falsehood and illusion are always a finite game. Falsehood and illusion are unsustainable because they are self-contradictory. God must be itself. God cannot not be God. Because Truth is itself. If Truth was not itself, it would be falsehood, which is absolutely impossible." At the same time, God can imagine any state or dream, even one that seems endless. For example, God could imagine an eternal-feeling dream of pure stillness or bliss. Does this mean God can dream an experience that APPEARS to last forever in linear time (the same way a human can dream something that feels endless) even though it still ultimately collapses? In other words, how does the impossibility of true permanence reconcile with the possibility of imagining a dream-state that feels eternal? I’d really appreciate any clarity on this — I’m genuinely curious about how these pieces fit together.

The key is always raising of Your Awareness or Consciousness level, the side benefit to that is Bliss, once You have Bliss as a natural experience then all the other pleasures don't compare, that doesn't mean that while Blissed out you don't still have Your fav ice cream cone or eat Your fav meal, watch you fav tv show, etc... It just means those things are no longer an attachment for You, as Your Bliss is in your control and pleasure is always there for You.. Karma or Conditioning/Tendencies/Past will rule You if the past is dominate in you, we can dissolve Karma via Living Now absolutely, that doesn't mean ignoring past or future, we just use it when we need it and don't live in those places that's all.. Acceptance too dissolves Karma, if Your totally in Acceptance of What Is, then nothing will rule You..

Ignorance is bliss .🤟

Drinking coffee with cigs rn. Pure bliss 🙌 all day to myself. couldn’t be better — ate some golden teachers yesterday as well, which was pure serendipity. Just found some when I was walking around my neighbourhood 😤 I know you’re Australian (I’ve been lurking on this forum for ages). I’m in Brisbane. You’re in Melbourne if I remember correctly?

The moment you realize just about everything you've been taught in spirituality is wrong or is upside down or it's opposite is what's the case. Perfect example: Happiness is the default feeling of the true self. Your true nature is happiness and bliss. So far from the truth. It's opposite is so true that we have to keep chasing what's out of reach. Suffering, sadness and anguish is the default mode of humans. The moment a child is born, is the beginning of it's suffering. The deluded will come up with stories saying bliss and happiness is our true nature but we're blinded by society's this and that and the mind's this and that and unconscious thinking of this and that. Happiness is just the relief of the default mode. Life is pain and suffering because that's just how it sustains itself for survival. Imagine being complacent your whole life; no motivation there to change or move on.

Hey y'all This is going to be my new journal on my new account. I left the old acc because I didn't like my username. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Sincerity and I'm from Poland. [image removed] ^ This is me! I'm currently ??? years old. I'm admittedly young but I hope you can see me beyond my age, for what I am I've been on this forum for more than 3 years and until now I've (kinda) held my identity a secret. But lately I've had some realizations in regard to expressing myself more honestly and yeah. Here I am, being more open with you. Now you have a slightly better idea of who's behind the account. (Edit: Ironic haha. But it has to be this way. Everything ends.) I've been on the spiritual path for roughly 4-5 years now and I feel like I've had much progress. I definitely have many insights to share. But I'm still pretty much a beginner and I'm on the journey along with you. Try to keep up, because I feel like I'm growing pretty fast (this year has been insane for me so far, seriously!) I've been mulling over my important values for years and this is where I stand right now: I am primarily about goodness. I am about love. I am about bliss, wisdom, appreciation, responsibility, sincerity, curiosity, discipline and humility. I also really value humor and laughter. You might notice I'm often tongue-in-cheek in my posts I don't like posting very frequently and I'm still not sure what I will even be posting here but tell you what, it's going to come from a place of sincerity Love and have a great day ❤️

Who are the others you are talking to? Don't belive what your minds tells you bro. I had this experience on LSD multiple times. It is not true. To say that life is X, weather it is suffering or bliss is a limitation to reality. You can make heaven or hell out of your experience it is up to you. LIFE IS. IT IS. And it is absolute extascy and bliss because IT IS the I AM. IT IS YOU. It's not suffering, it's not bliss, it is so amazing that it is beyond that.

Work free bliss is possible. But the work comes after still (integration). So in a sense you are right even if you don't mean it that way.

It's been like 5 years since I started tripping, ever since I've been doing it consistently, the longest I would go without tripping was 6 months or so. Now, I reached the point where I noticed that I actually avoid life with spirituality and psychedelics. Ultimately, survival won't ever fulfill you. Life purpose is an ego construction and will never satisfy you, neither will you get satisfaction from chasing money, having family or becoming famous, because these things have hidden negative sides of duality and they are impermanent. It only looks that these things are designed to fulfill you, but the only thing that can do it is God. That's why I have developed some sort of an addiction to 5MeO-DMT. Nothing in life that I had experienced would ever make me as joyful and satisfied as breaking into infinity of Love, pure ones and awe, magical bliss. On the other hand, every time I would breakthrough, I would always choose to come back. And believe me, ego doesn't make that decision it's God. So basically when you're identified as Ego you want to get God but when you become God you want to come back as ego. I verified it in my direct experience multiple times. Ultimately, since God is so god damn good and one, it want to experience how to crave things and need something or someone. See the only reason you pursue awakening is because you want God, but God has always wanted to be you (small ego). Anyways, I am 28 and I reached the point where I don't know what is going on. All I know is that I can't be playing this games with 5MeO-DMT trying to chase God but ultimately coming back. My plan for now is to forget about psychedelics for 10 years and then we shall see.

Some of us already are but unaware of it. During my first long water fast i realized i no longer needed food to sustain me and had my "breatharian initiation", but to sustain that lifestyle required me to go far away from everyone else and live mostly in solitude, otherwise i would become too alien and non-relatable or useful to people around me and the modern world, and that i would be seen more as a 'threat' than someone who can actually help others awaken and ascend, which was becoming quite evident, and people would get so angry at me cause i wouldn't eat and felt amazing. So eventually i chose a middle way with a lighter diet of (mostly fruit & raw foods), which keeps me still somewhat anchored in the physical world, while still remaining of a very high vibration. Sometimes if dealing with very chaotic or dense energies and emotions, i will need to eat more dense which acts as a 'buffer' for the nervous system and protects it from overload. Overall In my experience when i tune into the 'breatharian frequency' there is a very small amount of people i can relate and harmonize with, and it seems I am not aligned for that life fully just yet, because every time i did venture out into the woods for long periods of time and ate less and less i realized I am meant to be here in the midst of the chaos helping bridge the gap between the worlds where I can help more people than a few. Its can be quite easy to be in bliss alone in the nature only connecting and conversing with ascended beings and energies, but to be amongst the crowds of chaos and ignorance while keeping a high degree of self mastery, inner-peace and stability, that is what I find truly admirable. I guess you could say i am a balance of both, every few months i retreat for a few months then come back when recharged and stronger. As always, allow things to come to you naturally and not from a mental standpoint, and as you become more purified and self-aware, things just click and intuition guides the rest.

Check out the Kryia Yoga Thread, and what "TheSelf" says, what he is stating as his experience compares very much to what Nemura says on the psychedelic page, there very one and the same... I haven't had "I am God" Experiences via Shambhavi Mahamudra Practice, but that doesn't really mean much, what I have had is a great sense of Bliss at times, and a general sense of Peace, Equanimity, Balance, Clarity most all of the time, so is that any less than a temporary God like Experience that You don't even know is real or is God???

Wanna know the highest level attainable? Living naturally and effortlessly. Not one or the other, but both. You live life fully, meditate and be in cosmic bliss, while still making love, raising a family and living the householder life. The greatest masters remain meditative, can be fully detached from the circumstances, but their beings are fully within the world. It is true that the desire for sex can dissolve, but the need to make love and create a child is an entirely different thing. Thus we must honour and follow what feels most natural for us and intuitive living each and every moment.

I discovered the power of my heart and experienced incredibly huge amounts of Love and Bliss. I gained the knowledge that this Love is always right here, in my center. While I still cannot fully access it at will when sober, just this knowledge makes my life better and fuller. Sometimes I just remember that I am surrounded by an ocean of Infinite Love and my heart just melts. It’s super cool

I’ve had many awakening experiences induced by self inquiry. My question is-when is the fun part? Every time it happens, I just feel myself disappearing and it is rather frightening, as everyone I love disappears too and it feels like there is no one else in any of my loved ones bodies. I just don't like the solipsistic part of it. Any tips on how to get over this so I can go deeper and fully experience my awakening without fear? I always cut it off before it goes to deep.

Yes, if You "Understand" then You will Embody it that is that.. States are the 1st priority of You really want to Know what is Reality, then Understanding comes with it, but Understanding is limited for sure as "What are You trying to Understand?". As SJV said in the poster, with Kriya You get to know the nuts and bolts of Existence, I think this is Understanding right? Some may put that primary, but for Me State of BEING is primary, get that down so that naturally Your intouch with Truth and Reality/God/Absolute then Your there, understanding wise and other wise.. From what I know, to be Enlightened doesn't mean all knowing either, there are levels to it... The problem with Psychedelic use, especially for those that have little to no experience with Spirituality, when they have a "Grand Experience" there is fear attached to it in the beginning and maybe Bliss and Completeness experience at the end, they come out of it wanting it again and again with no real insight that produces lasting change in their lives, its too quick of a uprising in Experience if You ask Me, they then "Experience" chase it, just for the experience alone, and many times think this is the only way, when it is not the only way to have Grand Experiences. The key is permanent change, which happens more safely imo with more traditional practices like Yoga or Daoism and such.. Just see on the psychedelic forum that one guy is experience chasing for sure, addicted already, this is no good

Just watched this YouTube and found it very insightful. Thought I would share it with you for those that may never have watched or heard of this channel called, "GOD WithIn." Here is the link: I copied the transcript for those that like to read instead of watching videos. You can meditate for 10 years, collect crystals, memorize spiritual quotes, and still never wake up. Because awakening has nothing to do with being spiritual. Most people don't realize this. They think awakening is about adding more, more practices, more rituals, more teachings. But real awakening isn't about addition. It's about subtraction. It's about removing everything that hides what's already true. You see, you don't need to become spiritual to wake up. You only need to see through what you've been pretending to be. But that's the tricky part because the ego is very clever. When it realizes it can't survive through material identity anymore, it puts on a new mask, the spiritual one. Suddenly it's not I'm successful or I'm smart. It becomes I'm awakened, I'm pure, I'm different from others. And that's how the spiritual ego is born. It's subtle but dangerous because it feels good. It feels peaceful, righteous, and even divine. But it's still ego just wearing white robes instead of designer clothes. You start comparing your peace to others chaos. You start feeling proud that you don't need anything while quietly judging those who still do. You say you're detached, but you're secretly attached to the idea of being detached, it's another game, another illusion. And the moment you realize that everything shifts because you see, the real awakening isn't about becoming anything. It's about ending the search completely. It's that quiet moment when the mind finally gets tired of chasing enlightenment and it just stops. It surrenders. And in that silence, something deeper begins to breathe through you. Something that was always there, hidden under all the spiritual noise. That's awakening. Not a lightning bolt, not a cosmic vision, not a new identity. It's the falling away of the old one. Let me tell you something most people won't say. Spirituality has become the ego's favorite hiding place. It's where the ego goes when it's tired of pretending to be worldly. It goes to temples and retreats and sacred spaces, but it takes itself with it. It becomes the one who knows the one who understands energy, the one who has awakened. And that's why so many seekers stay seekers forever because they're still someone, still a me that wants to become something more. But awakening is the death of that me. It's not glamorous. It's not about glowing chakras or manifesting things. It's about facing the raw truth that there never was a separate you to awaken. You see, the truth doesn't care whether you're spiritual or not. It doesn't care if you chant or pray or meditate. The truth simply is. It's right here, right now, waiting for you to stop searching long enough to see it. Let me ask you this. Who is the one trying to awaken? Who is chasing this idea of enlightenment? If you sit quietly with that question, something strange happens. The one who's been chasing suddenly disappears and what's left is peace. That peace doesn't belong to anyone. It's not personal. It's not something you achieve. It's what remains when the idea of me falls away. Most people don't reach that point because they're addicted to becoming. Even in spirituality, they want progress, status, something to hold on to. But awakening doesn't give you something to hold. It takes everything away, including the one who wanted to hold it. That's why it feels like dying before you die. When people say awakening is bliss, they forget to mention the part where your identity dissolves. Where the ground beneath your belief’s collapses, where everything you thought made you, you fade into nothingness. That nothingness is freedom. It's what you've been searching for disguised as emptiness. You see, true awakening doesn't make you special. It makes you simple. You stop trying to fix the world or fix yourself. You stop trying to be good or spiritual. You just are. There's no longer a you trying to live life. There's only life flowing effortlessly. You might still meditate, pray, or light candles, but not because you're trying to reach something. You do it because it flows naturally. Because the doing is the being. You can be fully awake and never call yourself spiritual. In fact, many awakened beings never use that word. They don't need to. They've seen through all labels, even spirituality itself. Because when you're truly awake, everything becomes sacred. The silence, the noise, the pain, the joy, the ordinary moments. Awakening doesn't divide the world into spiritual and unspiritual. It sees everything as one expression. The person meditating on a mountaintop and the person washing dishes in the city both are the same life playing different roles. And when you see that, judgment disappears. Comparison disappears. You stop looking down on those who haven't woken up because you realize there's no such thing as asleep or awake. There's only life experiencing itself in different stages of remembering. This realization humbles you. It softens you. You no longer need to prove you’re awakening. You no longer need to convince anyone of your peace. You no longer post about your vibration or your frequency because you've realized the most awakened thing you can do is be nobody. That's the paradox. The moment you stop trying to be spiritual, you naturally embody the deepest spirituality there is. Presence, authenticity, silence. You might look ordinary to others, but inside you're free. The spiritual ego wants to be seen as awakened. The true self doesn't care. It doesn't need attention. It doesn't need validation. It just quietly observes in stillness, in awareness, in love. You see, awakening isn't about reaching some higher realm. It's about seeing clearly this one without the filters of belief, identity, or judgment. The mind loves labels. It says this is spiritual, this is not. But awareness doesn't label anything. It just sees. When you wake up, you realize spirituality was just a bridge. A useful one maybe. But at some point, you have to step off it. Because truth isn't on the bridge. It's the ground you've been standing on the whole time. You don't need to be spiritual to wake up. You just need to be honest. Honest enough to admit you don't know anything. Honest enough to see how even your spiritual progress was just another story. Honest enough to let all of it go. That's when awakening happens. Not as an achievement, but as a falling away. You stop trying to become light and realize you already are. It's not something you learn. It's something you remember. And that remembrance doesn't come through effort. It comes through stillness, through exhaustion of all you're seeking, through the quiet moment when you finally stop trying to get it. That's when life whispers. You've been it all along and everything makes sense. You no longer care about being spiritual or unspiritual, awake or asleep, enlightened or lost. Those words lose their meaning because the truth was never hiding in your spiritual identity. It was hiding in your ordinary humanity. The laugh, the tears, the moments you thought were meaningless. Those were the doorway. The mind made it complicated. But reality has always been simple. You see, when you wake up, you realize there was never a seeker. There was only the seeking, moving through you like wind through an open window. And when the window realizes it's never been separate from the wind, that's awakening. So don't try to become spiritual. Don't force it. Don't wear the identity of it. Just be present. Because that's where the real awakening lives. In the silence beneath the trying, in the space between thoughts, in the deep acceptance of what is. And that's the funny thing. When you stop searching, when you stop labeling yourself as spiritual or not spiritual, you finally find what you were searching for all along. Peace. Not peace you create, but peace that's already here. So, the next time someone tells you to be more spiritual, smile gently because you'll know something they don't. That the real awakening has nothing to do with being spiritual. It's about being real, being raw, being free. You don't need crystals. You don't need mantras. You don't need fancy words. You just need to be willing to see what's true right here, right now, beyond all ideas of what awakening should look like. Because the truth doesn't fit inside an identity. It's bigger than that. It's who you already are before the story of spiritual ever began. So remember this, you don't wake up by being spiritual. You wake up from being spiritual. And when that happens, you finally stop trying to find the light because you realize that you are the light.

Can Infinity and Endlessness be completeness? I understand what you mean by "Pure Infinity IS Eternal satisfaction and completeness", but I am taking it one step further into the leading edge of satisfaction and completeness where the unknown meet. Where desire to expand into the unknown becomes satisfaction and completeness as soon as it steps into the boundless and endless infinity. It happens so instantaneously that it will always be the present. It is neither completeness nor incomplete. Aside from the human self, I don't dispute God being in absolute pure infinity bliss, but God is also never ending and always expanding into the unknown, never sitting still, always dancing at infinities leading edge.

I would say this is not so true, ppl can and have felt Bliss all the time when they have experienced their true nature, call it God or whatever.. Ppl can do amazing things, some ppl have lived decades without food, without anything that we think we need to survive and live... And its not all about Genetics which is just another term for Karma, we can live way beyond Genetics and Karma if we want too.. Normal is not defined by what the majority think or do, it is what is natural, we are meant to be healthy and fully alive Beings, with that comes eternal Bliss...

God cannot be lacking. But God as a human is lacking. God as pure Infinity lacks nothing. It is in infinite bliss. Complete satisfaction can only be death/formlessness. No fintie form can be complete because it is disconnected from pure Infinity. Pure Infinity IS Eternal satisfaction and completeness. It is everything you could ever want. It is so satisfying it annihilates the human self. You are just afraid of that much completeness because it will kill you.

Yes sort of... We are very conditioned people in the societies we live in pretty well no matter what country You live in.. This means we are not free individuals, utilizing our Free Will to decide how we want to feel within ourselves and control the direction of our lives, rather we are told what we should like, how we should live, what we need to do and have to feel happy or healthy.. So when You stop being addicted and consciously create not new patterns (cause patterns mean unconsciousness, no clarity, your blind and not aware of what is going on or where life is found), but create firstly how to BE, just BEINGNESS, which is a great sense of Self, what am I, where did I come from, a sense of Completeness and Connectedness with everything living around You, then via that You feel Peace or Bliss naturally, and then from that You go out and perform Action (DO) and get things and HAVE.. so the formula is this BE--->DO---HAVE or BE--->HAVE--->DO .. Very few ppl today Establish their BEINGNESS first, most go out and DO to HAVE things like ppl, places and objects/materialism/experience hunting, to have a 'sense' of BEING but this quickly dissipates and then the cycle repeats itself. in the end they suffer it!!