Truth Addict

The nature of one is two. The nature of two is one. ☯️

I've been on fire for a few days now. My energy levels are at max, I'm dancing most of the time lol. My happiness levels are at max, I cried a couple of times from ecstasy. My resistance levels are at zero, I'm flowing with life. Yesterday, I started contemplating the question: "what is a lie?", and then posted the question in a thread here. I got some replies, none of which was really satisfying, so I kept contemplating the question further, until I've finally arrived at the conclusion, and that is, lies are literally impossible except if I create and believe them, there's nothing but the truth, and whatever I believe in becomes the truth. So, I contemplated those conclusions as well, until at some point it clicked! The materialist paradigm melted away like it's the most absurd thing to believe in. Why in the world would reality be made of anything or obey certain rules? Those contemplations are nothing new to me, I understand them intellectually, but that glimpse was definitely beyond the intellect, it was the dissolution of the intellect so to speak. It's like the materialist paradigm is deeply rooted in my subconscious, that even though I know on the conscious level that it's flawed, but I still operate from it on the subconscious level. So, by contemplating the conclusion that whatever I believe becomes the truth, it's like I reached the point where I forgot that paradigm like it never was. The experience lasted for nearly 30 seconds, and a lot of things started to make sense after that. Here are some of my realisations during and after the experience: Everything is Infinitely Intelligent. There's no doership, and no ownership. There are no rules binding reality. Fire does not burn, everything is synchronised at every single moment to make it seem so, and so on with everything else. The rules exist when you believe they exist, so they appear to be first order, where in fact they're second order. I am God. No more doubt about that. Identity shift. A human being that is God. God in a limited form. Now I understand what that means. It was like I died or like I had never been born. Everything is divine. I don't know how to communicate this. It's like every single event in my entire life was finely selected by Infinite Intelligence. The movie analogy fits very well here. Everything is perfect and there's nothing to fear. Related to the previous insight. The question of "why am I in limited intelligence mode?" arose after the experience. I don't really have any answers yet. But I intuit that it's not possible for God to know itself without limiting itself. This answer feels right, but I'm not sure. Religion is backwards! Although it's not all backwards, it's just that its cons are more than its pros. Because clear-cut answers are what prevents people from awakening. How so? Because people hear the answers, and then they talk about them all the time until they get absorbed into the subconscious without them noticing. Answers are in thought form, but the infinite God is of no form. The way towards the unlimited God requires losing the answers, but that requires a lot of questioning, or I don't know, a lot of luck maybe. Although I don't think it's really necessary for everyone to know the infinite God. Is the materialist paradigm wrong? No. And it's not true either. In the regular state, it seems to work perfectly without glitches. In the heightened state, it flies out of the window. Is the regular state illusory? No. It's God taking specific routes, limiting itself to form. Is the unlimited state illusory? Absolutely not. One little glimpse of Infinity is enough proof of infinity. Because if you become infinite once, then that means that infinity exists and that it isn't a concept. Is duality true? Does God exist in two different states? No. God is all the different states in the present moment. God is one, whatever It is. I don't know how I got here. I didn't see that coming. A lot of things have become crystal clear. I'm not exactly excited for more, but it would certainly be nice to have more glimpses and to understand more about the Formless God. Of course, I'm operating right now from the materialist paradigm. Thanks for reading, and thank you Leo for everything ❤️

I no longer belong here. I'm leaving.

Share your understanding of lies/illusion. Just gathering perspectives for a potential future thread.

Maybe I'm just tired, but all I really want right now is silence.

I realised that I believe that that's how it works. In other words, that's the paradigm that I've limited myself to operate from. Maybe further questioning will remove that paradigm and then I'll become able to create stuff merely by my will/thoughts? Interesting possibility.

Being is so obvious that it doesn't even require you finding it. Being is always the case. That's what makes it tricky. Being does not require knowledge or understanding. In fact the knowledge and understanding are being.

@Angelite @Jkris It's not that I convince myself of things at will. I don't choose what I believe, just like I don't choose what my next thought will be. When a belief is operating, it's truth in its existence, and true in its content. Whatever I believe is a lie becomes a lie. That's how I create the concept of untruth. Again, I don't choose what I believe in. It's all planned by God. Haha! No. Those insights cannot be lies, because once you have seen beyond your ordinary potential, you will see that you are more than what you seem to be. Infinity cannot be a lie. Still, with the proper (rather improper) thoughts/paradigms, I can convince myself that those insights are lies. Imagine a 100 Mega hertz CPU that has suddenly become 100000 Giga hertz. How can you believe that the 100000 Giga hertz CPU was a lie? The 100 Mhz CPU creates a concept of a dream or a hallucination, and then attach that concept to that state.

Okay. Thank you so much ❤️ Although I'm not sure about depression, it's been a very very long time since I've experienced any.

@Angelite You will not be able to fathom what I have to say. I'm not trying to convince you of mysticism or of leaving your religion. If you love Islam so much, then by all means, hold on to it. What do you want?

That's called religion, not mysticism. God is beyond definition or description. Even if I say God is everything, it still doesn't seem fair. God is beyond Itself. What do you mean by this?

@Angelite Don't get me wrong. Religion is great, but mysticism is a whole 'nother thing. Religion hardly teaches true mysticism.

Yep, without the help of psychedelics and without willing it at all! I am the luckiest one!

Because God becomes formed when it identifies Itself as thoughts (I am this, I am that). The formless God is infinite and it's not identified with anything (I am everything, I am nothing).

@Inliytened1 Thank you David. How do I prepare for the backlash?

I'll try it for a few days and might give my opinion.

Now that's what I call epi-funny! ???

Bingo! Applies also to your whole post.

Then again, maybe you're right

Well, maybe not whatever you say

That was not an attitude. I meant it literally. Whatever you say/think/believe becomes the truth.

You believe that you prefer so

@mandyjw I meant to say that whatever you say/think/believe becomes the truth.

@rNOW You've succeeded in disidentifying yourself from external factors. You've created a gap between 'you' and 'other'. Now that you've become aware of how suffering gets created, it's time to collapse that gap. It's time to take no-suffering to the next level, peace of mind. Take more. Reject less. Do more. Think less. Soon enough, that peace of mind will turn into happiness, and that happiness will turn into bliss.

BUT, according to that premise, unless you're already balanced, you can't be objective, so?