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Thank you! I will check it out.

Hey dear actualized community, Hope everyone is doing well. To share a little- I’m in a tight spot right now and really need to make some money quickly. I’m basically at zero and don’t even have a working phone, which makes everything harder. I’ve tried a few things already—selling stuff I don’t need, offering odd jobs locally, and even brainstorming skills I could use online, but it feels like I’m hitting walls. People either don’t respond, or I can’t seem to get anything going. There’s also this weird resistance I’m feeling. It’s like I know I need to act fast, but I’m stuck in this fog of uncertainty and fear. Maybe it’s that I don’t want to make a wrong move, or I’m doubting if anything I try will actually work out. If you’ve been in a situation like this, what worked for you? Open to any ideas, even things I might not have thought of. Just need a way to break through this and get moving. Thanks so much in advance.

Moderators: I hope this post can stay here as it feels aligned and I know gets much more traffic, thank you! Hey dear actualized community, Hope everyone is doing well. To share a little- I’m in a tight spot right now and really need to make some money quickly. I’m basically at zero and don’t even have a working phone, which makes everything harder. I’ve tried a few things already—selling stuff I don’t need, offering odd jobs locally, and even brainstorming skills I could use online, but it feels like I’m hitting walls. People either don’t respond, or I can’t seem to get anything going. There’s also this weird resistance I’m feeling. It’s like I know I need to act fast, but I’m stuck in this fog of uncertainty and fear. Maybe it’s that I don’t want to make a wrong move, or I’m doubting if anything I try will actually work out. If you’ve been in a situation like this, what worked for you? Open to any ideas, even things I might not have thought of. Just need a way to break through this and get moving. Thanks so much in advance.

Thanks for sharing. I think I might be mostly green. Plus this is what a few people have told me over the years. Along the intellectual lines of yellow (although not entirely showing at the moment since I’m pretty immersed in green and I know it’s just a story and I’m getting better at it but working on expressing myself clearly and effectively). With some aspects from lower levels I’m integrating. It's funny some years ago I was precribed a medication to help me relax and my writing seemed so yellow. Even talking and expressing myself I remember. i was a lot more open, fluid and able to hold multiple perspectives at the same time.

Thanks for the share. I'm not sure I often resonate to much when ChatGPT share's in a more personalized way.

@AerisVahnEphelia Thanks, a lot of that resonates. When I was in a deeper, more reflective state, I couldn’t have imagined coming back to the human realm. Now that I’ve had a non-dual awakening and I see everything as one, it’s like well I might as well do something! This seems fun; I definitely resonate with the artist part. A lot of what I read made me think of Coral? Much love.

Just watched this interview, wow, it seems pretty imminent we need to stand up to this tyranny. What are your thoughts? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv0TW2LF_dE

Thanks. I always had an inclination AI didn’t know what it was talking about when it came to certain things.

ChatGPT has grown a lot recently, especially in regards to spiral dynamics. I've interacted a lot with ChatGPT, so it knows a lot about me. I’ll post results of what level Spiral dynamics it thinks I’m at. Do you think it’s accurate? If you know or believe you have a feel from my posts where I’m at please feel free to share. Thanks! P.S. I definitely agree that a big part of my journey right now is integrating various aspects of my personality, gaining insight across different layers, and questioning my beliefs—hallmarks of Yellow. Estimated Breakdown (Approximate) Green: 40% - Reflects your empathy, self-reflection, and emphasis on harmonious relationships. Yellow: 30% - Shows your curiosity about complex systems, self-responsibility, and open-mindedness. Orange: 20% - Indicates goal orientation and self-discipline, especially in self-improvement practices. Red: 10% - Reflects an awareness of assertiveness and confidence but with balanced integration. This balance indicates that you’re primarily in Green with strong Yellow traits emerging, likely reflecting a shift toward understanding systems and integrating varied aspects of your personality. You’re actively working to bring balance and insight across different layers, moving towards a more Yellow approach while keeping Green values central.

A movie I recenlty watched and was pleasantly suprised how much I liked it, one of my favorites in a long time. 'Poor things' (2023).

I really enjoyed the first three recommendations so I decided to give Mother a shot, even though I don't ususally watch horror movies, any more. There was an aspect of it I enjoyed, the feel, the 'vibe' of it, and I liked Jennifer Lawrences character and acting in it, however I didn't enjoy the movie much. From nearly the begining I had no idea what was going on (Spoiler alert following). Then things started to get crazy. It kind of felt like what's the point of this, I really doubted many people had any idea of what was going on through out the movie. Even after watching a video explaining the movie, still didn't do it. Just to share. Thanks for the recommendation though.

I recently watch Poor things and quite liked it.

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Following. I'm much better now- after a concussion I started expericing brain overstimulation. Lions Mane, Psilocybin, Piracetam and HBOT just to name a few work great. A couple of years back I saw a Youtube video of someone mentioning a specific supplement or nootropic for brain over stimulation and that it worked wonders. I didn't write it down. Open to suggestions here.

The thing about Trump is his stance on environmental issues. When it comes to the most pressing priorities—protecting our planet, preserving biodiversity, and ensuring a sustainable future—he falls short. The evidence is clear that the Earth’s well-being, along with saving endangered species and ecosystems, is crucial for our collective survival. Yet, his actions and policies largely sideline these issues. In my view, any leader’s approach to governance should start with a commitment to protecting our natural world. Without a healthy environment, we compromise everything else. Would love to hear your perspectives on this—what do you think is missing in his approach to environmental stewardship?