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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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What is that supposed to mean, can you please elaborate? This is the post that so far most resonated so please help. I meet people all the time who I know are nothing like me, or I see aspects in them that are not in me anymore because I’ve worked on it, “healed” it. For example. Let’s say you are someone who has a big heart and shows a lot of love and affection, that person meets someone the polar opposite who doesn’t feel the need to show or give love and is perfectly fine with it. How is the “cold” person an aspect of the one with a “big heart”? The person with a big heart thinks the cold person is nothing like them and vice versa. -
The ones I’m listening to don’t sound high consciousness to me. I don’t agree with many of the affirmations. Would be appreciated. Thanks ? P.S. Any links to high consciousness manifestors giving advice, tips, etc would also be appreciated! I’ve been looking on YouTube.
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Boom! Thank you!
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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Can you please expand on this? -
Thank you! Dunno if I find it super high consciousness but I appreciate it!!
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Beautiful. Thank you!
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I live in a spiritual community with a reflector who’s very spiritually connected. Dudes an alien for sure. He’s so silent. I’ve learned so much from him. Every time I talk he would say I’m creating worlds with my words. Especially when talking about other people. He would never talk about people and would frown upon it when I did. So now I’m afraid to speak for fear I’m creating universes with my words. Is this fear based? I’m a very expressive person and I feel like I’m being silenced. Thanks so much.
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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Beautiful. -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Can you please expand? I didn’t quite get your analogy. -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Idk how to delete these things to start a new post? Moderator? -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thanks all ❤️ I think he means literally words are creating other physical universes the moment we utter it in this infinite number of dimensions that exists. But maybe I’m wrong? I will still talk but just be more conscious and less vicious of it ? And yes I guess when I talk about someone I’m just talking about myself.. But this idea still isn’t still entirely clear to me, have to do some more contemplating and have more direct experiences of it through time. Thanks all, love this forum ? -
playdoh replied to melodydanielluna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wilhelm44 https://youtu.be/j3MpK7kKWGo -
playdoh replied to melodydanielluna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
❤️❤️ sounds much better on Spotify btw https://open.spotify.com/track/67kXvg1KGgvoTgTM2QZX50?si=72ZF2Hk-SgG4sjbEMgmBTw -
playdoh replied to melodydanielluna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hot since 82 some interdimensional shiz -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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People are starting to look up to me. People are coming to me for advice. I find myself guiding people but I don’t even feel like I’m doing it. It’s like later in retrospect I realized what is happening. It’s like I’m not controlling my life. Im living in a green community. I’ve been asking to find my purpose. Is this my purpose unfolding? Guru or leader of some sort? I honestly don’t enjoy it when people come to me telling me their problems. Do I just go with it? Is this just life unraveling itself? But I want to feel like I am in control. I want to feel like I’m deciding how I want to live. I recently saw eckhart Tolle video where he says if your not present life is going to feel like it’s happening to you. I guess this is what is happening? I see I am running a program. The whole “angel” program. A lot of light workers in the green community and I observe how angels are real. If I’m going to play an external life role might as well be this one. One where I’m doing good, helping raise the consciousness of humanity and can set me up for the rest of my life. But how come I don’t feel like I’m choosing this. I want to be in control of my destiny. Isn’t this stage turquoise spiral dynamics stuff? Guru? Im considerably more advanced than the esoteric community here, I feel a lot of people look up to me and want me to give them advice. People writing me letters and telling me how they joined this community to be with me. Saying I have an amazing energy. People tell me I’m interdimensional and stuff (the truth is I’ve experienced infinity, infinite realities happening simultaneously and I guess people can see that?). I get this crazy amounts of energy running through me and friends telling me I’m experiencing a kundalini awakening. I go outside and under the night sky and breathe in the prana from the stars and moon and feel every pore and part of my being beaming with energy. I go to ecstatic dances often and I go off. When I say I go off I really mean it, I’ve become a really good dancer with tons of energy. Not to long ago at a party there was a crowd of maybe 20 people just sitting down watching me dancing on the dance floor alone for almost an hour. I work in a job where I interact with people on a daily basis most of whom aren’t spiritual and I can see they see the spiritual when they look in my eyes and it makes them believe and I see it has a profound experience on them and it makes me feel good. And I’ve been through a lot so I know stuff. I feel my sense of self inflating sometimes but I’m pretty aware of it and in a way find it entertaining. But it feels so hollow. Like I can just pop it. So I just watch and observe. But at the same time I wonder if all this is real? P.S. People telling me all sorts of things I don’t understand like I astral travel the world at night and if I do I’m not even aware of this. I live in a Harry Potter type house with roommates experiencing the most far out mystical and profound experiences you could ever imagine. I feel so much gratitude to experience these experiences am just so in aw. P.S.2. I read Siddhartha (which if you haven’t I highly recommend it). But I feel like I’m on that path. I’m grateful for what I’ve learned thus far but from now on at least for now I just want to start experiencing life and learn from life’s experiences and not learn from other experiences like in a book or forum that I feel can put me in a box and give me preconceived notions and make me start acting in a way that I think I should act instead of a acting the way I would actually want to act. I’ve been avoiding talking about this because it’s like I don’t want to egg on my ego but it’s getting to a point where I can’t deny it anymore. I feel I’m at a point where I could seek some guidance from some wise people in this forum because this could impact the rest of my life and others. Thank you so much and your consideration and prudence is much appreciated ?
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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thankss ?? -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Lol will do! -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Lol -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
thank you for your words! -
playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I like it! -
Yellow person: - meditates a lot. Is very present and aware throughout the day - Doesn’t have a lot of money. Sleeps in a 1 bedroom apartment in a boring city in not the nicest part of town. - Doesn’t eat the best food - Doesn’t have the money to take vacations and little time off work - Doesn’t have a lot of friends nor a partner - Doesn’t talk a lot with family Green person: - has healed him/her self. Heart centered. Materially successful. Lives in a nice city, in the best part of town, in a very nice apartment/house. Does retreats often. Takes trips often. Has lots of friends/going out/ sexual partners/ partnered if they wish - Their career is their passion. They love what they do - You can see they are happy - Not as aware or present as yellow person On average who is happier?
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playdoh replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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