playdoh

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  1. I hear you but I think it’s not so cut and dry as you say. If you listen to Abraham Hicks or the great ascended masters they will always say never push against your will. Because if you do it sort of has a cascade effect on my things in your life/s. Do what feels good. But on the other hand if I can align with it and do it with inspired action in a healthy way then yes totally. I have been on a journey calling back in the divine masculine in a healthy way. I’m definitely aligning with many aspects of that, again in a healthy way.
  2. Hey the post isn’t available anymore. Would you mind sharing how you used Ho’oponopono‘s to help you with LOA?
  3. When doubt, anger, fear, etc., creeps up, do you feel the emotions (pain body) or send those parts of you love (self-love)? Do you sit and feel the life force energy inside of you (inner-body awareness) or just feel love? I’ve been on a journey of growth the past 1.5 years and I feel the self-love path is a very important part.
  4. Thank you! Explained so well. Anger is a tough one. My anger is often a mix w/aggression and if it don’t release it quickly it builds and can turn to rage! Let me ask you. What about when one is feeling just vast emptiness, nothingness, kind of almost feels like apathy. If i stay feeling that especially in a social situation I feel my emotions start to portray it. No fun to be around that or feel that.
  5. Can you please explain a little what you mean by this? I’ve been vulnerable to my feelings for years. All I do is feel them! And try not to attach any judgment to it as much as possible:)
  6. I guess w that logic what’s the point of doing anything if it’s all a hallucination. And how can there be self deception? Please explain. Ram Dass, a realized being talked a lot about love and feeling love, “I am loving awareness “.
  7. Hi, so to make a long story short I woke up 1 morning and found I had 2 flat tires, coming home the day before I don’t remember feeling like the car had a flat. On top of that I noticed a brand new unopened almond milk of mine was missing from the fridge. The only people living here atm is me and 2 other guys. Those guys came back home the night before and appear to have been drinking. This is usually a place where we don’t drink but the newest guy that moved in does. I held it in for like a day just feeling it until I saw the guy I new better and I brought it up with him, I’m sure he could see the anger inside of me. When I mentioned it to him he acted surprised. When I mentioned it to the other guy he also acted surprised. All I know is that the new guy started acting super guilty after that, couldn’t look at me in the face for days. He’s also mentioned repetitively how if anyone rubs him the wrong way he turns into a really nasty guy. The other guy also mentioned how he can get really vindictive. I’ve never had any problems with these 2 guys so I’m not sure what it could be. I’ve held it in for like 5 days now but I feel I need to talk to someone about it. I guess the most obvious answer would be the owner who’s not living here anymore. As of recently we’ve been getting along well but even as the owner has mentioned it they are a little emotionally unstable. I feel a little fear whenever I have to talk to the owner. The times I have before they’ve asked me to move out, I feel they use it as negative reinforcement, to be scared and not talk to them. I could also talk to the guy I know better and just straight out ask him if the other guy did it. I could also ask the other guy but not to sure about that. Yesterday they were talking all friendly so maybe they were in on it. Should I bring it up to the owner? Talk to the other guys? I don’t want to have any drama w these 2 other guys but I don’t want to hold this in. I’m trying to move out but not sure how long that’ll take.
  8. So when you say stating and protecting my boundaries, do you mean communicating with them and saying something of the sort “my food is for me and only to be consumed by me?” Thanks btw! Accurate! ? Thanks! I definitely can learn some things from you! ?
  9. It was the front right and back right. If I remember correctly they lined up. So what you’re saying even if the holes line up in a logical way the odds of it happening from a nail or glass are low? So basically you think it was foul play is that what you’re saying? Thanks
  10. Don’t remember tbh, I took it to a tire shop. Btw what do you mean by what kind of a hole was it?
  11. It was on the rolling part. Couldn’t someone also do it on the rolling part to make it a little less obvious?
  12. Thanks mate. If it was just milk I wouldn’t mind as much, don’t forget the 2 flat tires as well
  13. Julius Caesar is that you? Name checks out. Thanks!
  14. Thank you for responding. About the first paragraph I agree, sounds like it’s him. But if I just ignore him I feel the tension could rise and confrontation of some sort might arise. And since I’m also not sure it was the other guy I find myself starting to have a grudge against him. And I don’t want to because I like him. But then again I’m not sure who did it. The 2nd paragraph came off a little malicious? You are right, I am a little bit afraid of him/confrontation (past crazy roommates) but going about it the way you mentioned i think is not the most intelligent way. Thanks again though.
  15. So first thing in the morning I do about 25 minutes of mindfulness meditation, followed by about an 8 minute grounding meditation, then a “light” meditation for my chakras and stuff which includes prayer (affirmations), gratitude journal, play some brain training cognition games, take my vitamins, drink tall glass of water, go for a 20 minute jog, then a cold shower. This takes me about 3 hours. Then I eat! I’m pretty exhausted by the time I even go eat. Then after preparing my food, cleaning and all I definitely don’t feel like doing anything. I forgot to mention before my morning mindfulness meditation I recently start doing about 30 minutes of subconscious journaling and a few times a week I’m doing a 1 hour online eft sessions which both help tremendously. I could easily take 5 hours to do all this. I want to do so much stuff, projects, businesses, etc. I have very little motivation to do anything after my morning routine. Even cleaning my room and staying organized is a struggle. To be fair in the last 4 months I have improved tremendously and am “doing” a lot more, but I think it’s going to take more doing, more action! I feel my morning routine is necessary, if I don’t do mindfulness meditation I get monkey mind, if I don’t ground I feel ungrounded, I want my prayers to be a requirement every morning! Also running, game changer for me, feel like it wakes my brain, body and mind up. At night time I don’t have motivation to do much, I just want to wind down for bed. I’ve been doing this routine for several years now but sometimes it’s a push and boring! Any tips or advice please? Thanks!
  16. Just want to say to everyone thank you sooo much ?❤️❤️ Really helping. I’m still soaking it up! For a few days I went to just following my inspiration first thing when I woke up and went out and bought a redbull which I usually don’t drink! While those few days following my inspiration were great in a sense, felt more inspirations starting to come up and more excitement, I have to admit without a meditation practice a lot of monkey mind came up, more worrying and incessant non stop chatter. Silence really does bring us bliss. Been debating both ends, silence and doing with joy! Oh what a journey.
  17. Thanks!! ?? So much wisdom in this post! Dunno if I can cut it down to 30 minutes yet but maybe 40 minutes to an hour. If I add running to my morning routine it’ll definitely take upwards of an hour. I have a question for you about running please! Running gives me all day energy but sometimes right after running I feel it takes away from my attentional capacity and mental resources as you say and right afterwards I don’t feel like doing anything that requires a high amount of focus or attention. Do you think so?
  18. I just can’t wrap my head around it. I had a deep experience of oneness a few months ago where I saw everyone and everything is me. So are other people also having an experience of life the way I am, like do they think critically and have deep experiences? Because if not it’s pretty depersonal. Is it like the esoteric explanation that one consciousness/god broke up to experience each other/itself? Because if that’s the case then it’s like if this were real.. no difference really.