playdoh

Thank you. Do you allow the visualization to continue once it arises in the mind even if violence is involved? Dunno if you read the OP. The visualization feels really good and cathartic when I do.

Did you read my original post^. And Miami is not green at all. Lots of red & blue from all the Latinos.

I’ve traveled to many places and IME this is the case. Nothing like an Austinite or conscious hippy chick from Colorado. My examples. Austin people are so open & friendly! Not reactive. I’ve meet a few scandanavians & many seem to be a bit arrogant. Not to mention some Western European countries/cities like Paris/some places in the UK. I’ve yet to see the openeness I’ve seen from Americans. And all this talk about green. I see so much silence in green! They just like playing music and have big hearts!.

@Moksha thanks Moksha. But even ET says to find a way to release the anger because some of the anger energy lingers in the body. I do meditate. But I for sure feel lingering anger even for weeks if I don’t release it.

If you meet an Austinite they’re pretty mindful about things, not so emotional as you say.

Up.. super interested to here someone’s thoughts on this.

This. Is that you in the picture btw?

Thank you

Jerkin off gives me A LOT of FEARS. NoFap makes me very confident, positive & happier. Like it masks my fears. So when I do Nofap it I get really confident, positive & feel overall much happier as the title mentions and my energy shifts to obtaining material and financial success from a deeper more meditative one. When I jerk off I get lots of fears and see the worst case scenario in everything, although I’m working on shifting that. Lots of self love & shadow work. Right now aside from self-actualization my top priority is bringing in financial abundance so I can feel secure (I’m over mid 30’s). Even though I’m working on feeling good no matter what I have. Bringing financial abundance now into my life is of top priority. I have the IRS sending me letters. I’m at the age where I should be making money. Yet again I see all my green friends not thriving yet but still seem to be happy. Honestly I’ve been doing FA (financial abundance) affirmations and already experiencing a shift. But I’m wondering if my focus is in the right place? Like am I worrying to much about material success? I keep getting ‘Angel numbers’ such as 66, 69, & even 666 straight up which suggest focus is on the material (I like Joanne scribbes to read about that). A few months ago a friend suggested I get a citrine Crystal which I did & my energy SHIFTED massively. I felt more solar plexus much more activated & I starting DOING a lot more & focusing on material success. It did it’s job. It didn’t feel good wearing it but I know I needed help in those areas so I kept it on. Actually day before yesterday I bid farewell to it & dug it underground outside somewhere & already feeling much better. **When I do NoFap I get super horny & totally shift my focus to women. Otherwise I’m pretty deeply spiritual and meditative and don’t get moved by that to much.** 2 totally different life paths. When I fap I have to practice a lot of self love cuz like I said I feel like shit after, although I’m getting better at it. When I do NoFap I feel like a rockstar. So what do you reckon, do NoFap for a few months or fap, continue on my current path & practice radical self love or NoFap? Any help or suggestions would be greatly appreciated ?

Thanks!

Thanks pablo!

@Moksha @Darodos Hey! I just wanted to open up the space here for another related question. What do you think about visualizing the person I’m upset with and see them on a chair and shaking the hell out of the chair and screaming at them at the top of my lungs? Sometimes, if I’m really upset that might turn into some slaps. Or some times I’ll see myself flying in space bashing a bunch of big ass asteroids (I often think of the last scene of the avengers movie or that hulk movie where he rages in the city beating the shit out of buildings and cars) or like street fighter beating the living shit out of an old car, although I don’t think that’s as bad since it’s not towards a human. I feel like this is a great way to release anger. Otherwise the anger may stay inside and I haven’t felt called lately to actually scream or hit pillows or anything like that. Is it “bad” to do this? I mean I guess it feels pretty reactionary. I remember reading on here someone did that, maybe not the screaming and all.

@Darodos ?❤️❤️

? Thank you

Thank you so much brother!

Hi!!! So this is a looong time coming! Seriously! Today I felt a tiny whisper “telling” me to post on here asking for help. I’ve been looking for a while on ways on how to bring in financial abundance. My first feeling and idea that has stuck since 2008 is to be a digital nomad. A la 4 hour work week & spend most of my time doing things I love. I want the freedom where if I wanted to travel to India for a month and meditate I can. I’ve tried this many times but never ended up succeeding. Don’t know if I have the entrepreneurial spirit, I’m getting better at becoming a self starter (maybe I never did something I’m truly passionate about?). However i don’t know if being a digital nomad now feels shallow to me somehow. Maybe I’ve just been hanging around to many green hippies all about saving the planet & purpose. My “spiritual” “abilities”: I seem to come into places and totally transform spaces/people just with my presence. Seriously. I have a keen awareness and apparently can see peoples faults really easy (I don’t know how much I want to be telling this story because honestly I’m trying to become more of a loving & accepting person). But it’s really powerful. A lot of my family members and friends have pointed this out. I can see their deep gratitude. If I’m in the mood, I’m also really good at counseling/advising people. Been teaching people online lately, many in China, and I find many of the sessions end with me counseling my students to follow their passion & do what they love. To a few I noticed a strong presence but they didn’t seem to understand it bc they have been so indoctrinated to be working/studying all day. But when I dropped in with them they realized it & also were really appreciative. My interests: Nature Meditation Water/ocean Retreats Personal development Plant medicine retreats Traveling Food Sports/horse back riding/skiing still seem to excite me at times I feel like this post is a bit ego driven but I’ve been pushing myself so hard lately & im just showing all aspects of myself. Any help would be greatly appreciated ??

Hello everyone, I wanted to share some thoughts that have been on my mind this morning. I'm feeling a bit vulnerable, but I just wanted to jot down my ideas. I have been considering starting a program or coaching to help others become "culpavictions," what Sadguru refers to as becoming the creator yourself. Through faith or by organizing the mind, body, energy & emotion; tools of yoga can help with this). I can teach people meditation & healthy eating & help raise consciousness while helping them align with their creator self. However, I'm also considering focusing on becoming more present in my own life. As Eckhart Tolle says, outer purpose is not as important as inner purpose, and some fear comes up (maybe it’s just become a story?) that too much focus on external goals could be a distraction from my inner journey. Osho also advises that a busy outer life can detract from inner peace. Ultimately, what I want is to have a relaxed and joyful outer life, full of dancing, fun, singing, and a yogic lifestyle. I hope to find a job that brings me both freedom and abundance, and I prioritize my own peace and happiness above all else. Regarding my recent session with chatgpt, I was reminded that I'm still working on becoming a self-starter and self-motivated. If I do create the program I mentioned earlier, I believe it could bring me passive income and help raise the consciousness of humanity. So, the question is whether I should focus on finding a job that allows me to be present, or if I should work on starting the program despite my challenge, even though I’m getting better & it’s happening, with self-motivation. It's worth noting that I am currently living abroad and hoping to return to a stage green place like Colorado in the mountains, my finances are low at the moment but I am currently working on improving this situation, and things are getting better. Any guidance would be so much appreciated. Thank you for listening ??

I thought more people would find this topic interesting. Don’t you agree @Leo Gura? I know you’ve spend time in Austin and get the vibe there.

Thanks, I’ll check it out. I had a strong Christ consciousness awakening in 2020. Several people even mentioned it, felt Christ’s energy around me.

What do you think of tuning in with “Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo’? My friend suggested me a special kundalini yoga meditation for prosperity & recommended I connect to Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo before doing it. This “connects us w/ the source of our divine wisdom, & prepares our consciousness for the sacred practice & honors the highest source for which it came.” I respect my friend and his beliefs but I’m not so dogmatic about stuff. Plus I’m not 100% clear on his intentions for wanting me to say it. Maybe he wants the prosperity to be for the “goodness of all”? Again I respect my friend but like Alan watts says that belief^ system is a big trap. I’m excited about doing this meditation but now doubting whether I should tune in w/ Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo before doing it. I mean I don’t want to download any dogmatic ancient beliefs or anything like that. Which I guess is a fear in itself. Advice appreciated. Thanks!

?

?❤️

How come stories are never mentioned here? Obviously the stories we tell ourselves shape our life. Let’s say we feel guilty for pigging out on junk food or over masturbating. Instead of feeling guilty & judging ourselves for it would it be ok to tell a different story, like I gave my body what it needed in this moment? Thanks.

Thanks Leo. But if we’re feeling guilty and tell ourselves a story to make us not feel guilty is that just like putting a bandaid on something? Isn’t real self-love allowing oneself to feel that feeling of judgment & maybe even do some shadow work on it & get to the root of it? ?