peanutspathtotruth

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  1. After realization of Infinite love, which practices do you find most potent to purify this vehicle to receive and emit more love, more unimpeded? In other words: How do we serve love? How do we become the impeccable, utterly pure "warriors" of Truth? There is truly nothing else to want for "me".
  2. @RedLine Logic and mind have no way to dive into the question you're asking, it's as simple as that. Without thought, utterly absorbed, you know because YOU ARE. End of story. Love is a word, but it's one of the best to point to the heart of reality. Peace as well. As soon as you try to do anything with that word, it's too late. This. Also, we are waking up to see that suffering is our own making - ALL of it. Why do you think awakened beings have nothing on their heart but freeing people of suffering? That's not only done in the phenomenal realm. It is the ultimate act of love without hesitation. Again: Only absolute silence reveals what is true. Questions melt away, for they are too flat for infinity, they don't matter.
  3. I personally don't see any benefit in alcohol. And so for years now, I only drink one or tw glasses of red wine a year. For new years or a very special occasion. I don't judge anyone drinking, but I have to be honest that I feel consciousness drop immensely when I drink and likewise around people who drink.
  4. ? Let us know how it went
  5. Hahaha I love your way of expression
  6. Thank you <3 She‘s amazing. Just realizing how 99% of all the teachings I „consume“ are from men. The female energy is powerful...
  7. This happened to me and a friend for years, we were the most materialistic, atheistic orange kind of guys baxck then. For me, it „stopped“ since I‘m on the journey. ?
  8. Martin Ball style, hm? Still going with the GVG, the disadvantage is that when I thought I hit the whole thing and it turns out at the second hit that that was not the case. Once I wanted to „just look“ if there is some 5-MeO left in the concentration pad because I wanted to use it for someone else for N,N-DMT (stupidly not even considering that I have clean, unused pads..), and it turned out to be 4 deep journeys. That‘s why I‘m thinking of a pipe or bubbler as well.
  9. Thank you ?? I have had plenty experiences showing me clearly that it is full, complete surrender that is the only way. But when clouding myself again, it is so hard to „remember“ in practical terms.
  10. @Preetom Nice, but I find it confusing. What is the practice after phase 1)? Hunting for the same observer? When I‘m out of it, it reeeally confuses me, I don‘t know if should just do nothing or look intensely. Effort or no effort.
  11. All that is, and evolution with it, is pure magic. I like to think about waaay into the future, when being cut off from the truth is „biologically“ impossible. Our form is as fluid as everything, and we will probably look extremely different in, say, 10 milliion, 100 million, whatever number of years. And then, what if reality itself starts to change with us? Dimensions intermingle etc. I have no clue what will happen. But looking into infinity clearly makes me excited like a child to experience all that. Luckily that‘s what‘s „going to“ happen.
  12. Wow great summary. Really helpful, thank you ??
  13. I plan to go 14 days starting on Monday, combined with a retreat. Oh the sweet suffering...
  14. @actualizing25 Wish you the best for your journey. Trust that the path will clear up. And don‘t believe psychedelic are the only tool, can be a big trap. But they help for suuuure
  15. Have you experience with any of those? Researched a lot about some of them some time ago. Really never thought about reaching out for any of those.
  16. Where will this end? Imagine a world where everyone is raised to go explore infinity, and this is the technology. The human vehicle itself as it is now seems pretty limited
  17. Great questions, now take responsibility to inquire into them. I think to some of them you know the answer, but it‘s not a knowing from the mind. Hint: actually feel into your heart. #6 If you still think about suicide, please get professional help. But when this pain is there (we all know it, even thuogh it might not go that far), use it!! Don‘t try to overcome it. Look at it. Be gentle to yourself
  18. Sorry but this is stupid. „Should“.... Look at what he is doing, he wants to help all of us. When there‘s a reason not to mention it, then accept chilling in the unknown - it helps you know?
  19. This is a powerful pointer! Sleep, not being awake, not getting it, being deluded, being unconscious - all halucinations.