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what will it feel like?

“The winds of God's grace are always blowing, it is for us to raise our sails.” ― Ramakrishna

Take up a sport

Culture is fine, but when it comes to culture or love, we must choose love.

amazing

You are looking for yourself. The rule is, anything you are aware of can't be you... Get it? Make sure you get it. Now that you understand, start looking for yourself. Anything you come across - feeling, sight, thought... - anything and everything, you negate as not you and move on. Keep seeking and negating until there is nothing left.

Sounds really tough. Don't settle for this, it could even be dangerous. Maybe you could ask your school for scholarship explaining your situation? Is there anyone else who could help?

Consider that much more knowledge might not be helpful. You don't neccecerily need words, you need consciousness. Wherever consciousness "appears", healing follows. One great book on healing is - Letting Go by David R Hawkins.

It's about faith. It's about knowonh for sure that you can do it and 'just doing it'. If for some reason you cannot do it now, you can read about it, do vizualization and that might help you. But in the end, all that stuff will only bring you to the faith of "smiply healing".

No, I'd recommend to go with what I told you. Try not to know how to do it and just experiment. You don't need to know how, really. Just heal.

Psychedelics as a spiritual practice I have been doing psychedelics for years, but only recently I think I hit a really nice way of working with them. It's a mindset thing. The important point I see is - look at psychedelics as a spiritual practice. What does that mean? Don't do it once. Do it again and again. Make a habit out of it. Just like mediation. Strive to be good at tripping, just like any other skill. Be smart about it. Make it a practice. An idea of how this could work: 1. Choose a substance to experiment with. 2. Get enough for ... let's say 20 strong doses. 3. Try out a light, medium dose. 4. Dose up until you hit a point were it is really going deep into the mystery, but you are still conscious and clear - you don't pass out or loose your track totally. 5. When you get that dose, do it repeatedly. Let's say, every week. 6. What will probably happen is this - you will be busting through a lot of baggage and very soon (if not right away) you will start hitting mystical states. 7. Keep at it. Keep at it. See where it takes you. Be open. Be curious. This is a post to myself.

Via intention. Via imagination. Via faith. Play with it.

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"One's own dharma, however imperfect, is better than another's, however perfect. Even death in one's own dharma is to be preferred, because another's dharma can deceive and degrade." - The Bhagavad Gita Dharma meaning way, or life purpose. As Leo mentioned, although awakening is a lofty goal, it might not be for me. Gotta follow my dharma above all.

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Cool, go for it

@Damien Yeah, I wanted to serve there also, but mentioning self-inquiry banned me from that The rule is - vipassana only, or no serving.

Most of these seem really safe. Look at the reports online if you are worried. From my experience 1P-LSD is definitely fine.

Psychedelics. Mushrooms, if I remember correctly. Just deep deep into the experience and suddenly... this!

"Opening to Channel" by Sanaya Roman I haven't read it, but I know other books from the author. It's channeled material from an entity called Orin. It's pretty good.

Yes. It happened to me a couple of times. Even into consciousness of inanimate objects.

If you mean literally enlightenment intensives, the ones where you do dyads for 3 days and ask the question 'Who am I', then there is a great place in Bath, England. Highly recommend. The site is amazing, the facilitators wonderful. http://ei-bath.info/ If you mean just a general retreat (like the one with Rupert), there's a lot all around.

I think you believe you don't have free will. That's a difference. Stop believing that.