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@ActualizedDavid It is a very good question , and ill try my best to answer: God exists and there is only one of him, inside god there are perception 'bubbles' each having a unique and 'separated' reality. I don't know how many bubbles there are, and the way I prove myself the existence of 'other' bubbles such as mine is not through the use of mind but instead here i chose to listen to my heart. And my heart tells me there are other sentient beings. Why do we 'dream up' a common reality and how come bubbles can interact with other bubbles? My best attempt at answering this one is: Through God. God is our common ground and because at the root we are all god we can interact with each other. Also reality is God exploring and representing itself in form so we must experience a common reality as it is the description of the same thing i.e. God. Have a great day! Daniel.

Hi, from my experience the no-self is not an appearance it is a realization , and a realization which shows you your true self which dose not appear also. Every appearance comes and goes, and The True Self is the only thing which is constant. I agree with you axiom, enlightenment is not a magic cure for all our psychological shortcomings , it can leave a person unchanged. The change of personality must come manually through working on yourself. Hi and thank you for the answer. The reason I want to self inquire more and why i was asking what is next is because I have the idea that you can always deepen your realization of reality. Maybe the idea itself is flawed and needs to be re-examined. And also to be fair I am afraid of being arrogant and thinking I'm enlightened when I'm not, since i had it before when i was thinking "This is it!" and I was just deluded. Leo would you say that when you raise your consciousness new realizations become available for "download"? A note to all who wrote on this post: I enjoy reading your comments so much it is interesting how the thread "evolved" so thank you for your contribution you are all amazing players and i hope your path leads you to interesting places. Be well! Daniel.

My experience is: There is direct experience . There is god. Consciousness is a word pointing to nothing. It is not "made" out of nothing or "is" nothing. Its nothing because its not a part of reality. Have a peaceful evening. Daniel.

@Leo Gura I think i got that sorted in my mind: God is. There is an experience in god. The experience is made of consciousness. Here i want to note that i do not yet have a direct experience of experience being made of consciousness i just get it intellectually. Is that correct in your experience? Thank you for your answer and have an awesome day Daniel.

@Hanna Luna I know it can seem heartless but at the end its all god putting on different masks and experiencing different content. Why would god want to experience extreme suffering? Let me tell you first hand: I am diagnosed with schizophrenia and had a psychosis occur 3 times which is a very traumatic experience, as well as having severe depression that could last to a year and a suicide attempt. Why am i saying all that? The suffering in my path only helped me progress that much faster in my development. Maybe god gives himself a "shock treatment" all with the goal of awakening you in mind. Anyway those where my thoughts. Have a nice day Daniel

From my experience what I am is god. And what god exists as in my direct experience is Nothingness. Why call direct experience Consciousness and not Direct experience?

@UnbornTao Hi and thank you for the answer. I don't just feel good I feel like I have become the truth myself instead of knowing it. I know that the closest I can be to realizing what the nothingness of god is is simply not to use the mind. I feel like there is no difference between the unenlightened state and the enlightened state all that has changed is that now its pure experience without a 'me'. Of course I don't know all there is to know its impossible ill rather say i'm in a state of complete not knowing. I did not transform completely I am just as i was before my insights : i still smoke i still enjoy the company of good friends I think that after enlightenment there needs to happen a period of hard work on your character and habits. I wont say I mastered life yet but i am damn good at enjoying it right now. And instead of mastering mind I've escaped it. @axiom What you wrote is so damn good it resonated with me so much It is definitely a play of hide and seek Found ya!

@Something Funny Hi, I have been eaten from inside by the need to "maximize" the effect I would have on other beings, it drove me crazy and i was feeling not enough all the time. As I've come to realize now if you save just one being you saved an entire universe. I wrote in my notebook that if you lived your entire life and all you did was make another being smile you have not lived in vain. So don't put pressure on yourself. The mere fact that you want to be selfless shows that you are on the right path. The fun thing about reality is that there is a variety of beings all having their unique path. If your path is programming go for it, someone else's path might lead him to pick up your garbage and in so we can live together while each of us plays his role. I think that if you go with your passion you will help the world in your way. Selflessness is selfishness taken to its extreme. When you Really think only about you ,you will see that you don't want to be hated - and will behave with others. You will see that you don't like to see other beings suffer - and you will -naturally- help them. Have a great day Daniel.

@Moksha Thank you very mush for your answer I still do meditation daily so I will keep on doing it. @Leo Gura For my reasons I wont use psychedelics to awaken anymore. I have used acid to explore awakening through psychedelics in the past and I do not like the fact that the experiences do not stick. Also it might be a trap for the psychedelic makes you believe you can keep taking it forever and have endless insight being satisfied never. I have taken dmt as well and what amazed me is that not like lsd it felt like a realm of pure truth. Have not taken 5 meo so I wont know the difference. Have an awesome day Daniel.

The only thing interrupting my "state" is the fear of going back to having an ego. If I let go of this fear ill have pure peace . I want to add here that my girlfriend came today and I still could feel love which surprised me suddenly the peace was "interrupted" and a feeling which cant be put into words came over me. Today I became conscious of creation through imagination. So there are more insights for sure Do you have any advice on how to not fall back? Thank you and have a good day Daniel.

If you have never experienced it how do you know what do you seek? There has to be a mental image of the thing you seek. And what is meant by "Consciousness of the things" is direct experience and by "Leave things alone." I think he means that no mental process should occur. Have an amazing day Daniel .

I have learned from Leo to have a radically open mind. It helps a lot in this work.

That's a good direction thank you! Currently I'm playing with a kitten all day Yes all I want to do now is help others on that path if they will need it. But the way I see it there is no rush. There is infinite time for the one to awaken to itself and its not a game of who gets there faster or who helps more sentient beings get their attainment. It feels like there is nothing to talk about so I have no idea what I can teach. I want to share that the method that worked the best for me is just sitting on a couch with no goal in mind meditation and self inquiry where a natural occurrence which was a result of my curiosity. Is it a must or can the next realizations be reached through "traditional" means? And Leo I absolutely loved your description of the "No needle " my realization about Nothingness was absolutely like that Thank you and have a nice day. Daniel.

Thank you very much it a very interesting and new "state" to me.

Very well put. Thank you.

Psychedelics remind me of what physicists do in the large hadron collider the mind gets "smashed" into pieces and then we can study what remains. They can truly help a lot. Nice post, have a great day!

I agree with Leo: There is no one to have free will.

its so quite right?

The mind is a tool for the heart, and my heart tells me there are other sentient beings.

You will only die when the time is right no matter what you do. Trust me.

Reality began with the realization: I am. long has passed since then and many wars were fought. And nothing changed. New experience is coming, Old memories are forever stored in the endless past. I am, yet i don't have the faintest clue to who or what am I. Every experience of me is not me, i am the one having it. So The I that i am can never become the object of my consciousness. What's the closest description of me that i can give to you? 1. I am nothing 2. I wear a mask called "Daniel" This is how i feel myself to be. Nothing wrong with the second point it is the play i choose deliberately. And why dose anything exist at all? Because experience is the only means through which i can know myself. But because i am infinite(about that in the coming words) there is no end to knowing myself. I am infinite because I am the only one who exists in my own reality. No one or nothing besides me exists to limit me to be a certain way ,that is why i am which ever way I want to. It will help to illustrate it with a question: What dose reality exist in? And the answer to this question is: Nothingness. And this is you! What's the largest thing in reality? You. What is the smallest object in reality? A point. Now to clarify what do I mean by "a point": An object with zero volume. And what is an object with Zero volume? Nothing! Both you and a point are "made" of the same thing. It reminds me of the concept of a "strange loop" mentioned in GEB. Reality loops from smallest to biggest and from biggest to smallest. In this way there is no middle to this structure, each "layer" of magnification is just as much the middle as any other. And to us the most important layer is life. After that, there is biology. After biology comes chemistry. And after chemistry comes Physics. The layer we reside in is not biological nor is it chemical and even it is not physical. We live in our own world which I will call: Life. Chapter 2 - Life. In our layer of reality there are no atoms or dancing molecules. There is geometry , form , pattern , psychology . May be the atoms live their own lives in their little world minding their own business. This means that the most beneficial to us would be to study this layer first, before setting our gaze upon smaller worlds. Notice that we can study what is smaller than us, we cant study what is bigger- it will be like electrons trying to study humans. What can I tell you about life: It gets easier with time. We seem to learn how to navigate in it better as we grow, but is there a limit? Yes. Our death limits our development to some finite amount. See how much progress humanity made since we started standing on the shoulders of our predecessors. Now how can we maximize our development through life? Each experience can teach us something new if we pay enough attention. One girl can make the same progress in a day as another in a year. So to expend we can raise our consciousness. One more thing we can do is learn from others. Like a child that learns from his mother we can learn so much just by accepting the aid of the experience of our fellow beings. Now how did the concept of "The play" came about? Because of my first awakening experience: I sat under a red leafed tree in the garden at the back of my mother's house and it dawned on me: We are all playing a game here, nothing serious and deep down, NO like REALLY deep down you know who you are and you are just kidding yourself. Since then I had the idea of "The play" as being the reality we live in. Chapter 3 - The play "The play is the way, The Island the Philosophy" This i wrote in a notebook long ago not knowing where it would lead me. Just wanted to add that here. Now what is The play? We all play it... We get up and its on. The true meaning of this word combination is that there is nothing serious going on. This is all to be enjoyed and taken lightly. And not as it may seem that there is something artificial because of the connotation of a game or a show in a theater. Knowing its a play dose not mean you don't have to survive somehow. There are rules to this play of ours and the consequences of not following them can be death. But note there is no written crypt to this play, its up to us to make it what it is. Each one adds his own unique part to The play and makes it that much more interesting. There are villain's of course but what is a good play without any villain's ? Maybe they are soulless monsters , if you ask me there is only pity to be felt here. And there are more important roles of course. I have a feeling that reality wont end until each ones voice has been heard

How do i go about my life Creating no karma. I have just moved my hand with a feeling of: "no karmic consequences attached" Then i thought... Could you live this way? Thank you. The Play Daniel P.S I am done with suffering. Dao. . . .

Sorry if it isn't the right forum Leo , Thought it will do best here. So one of my psychotic breakdowns was of a binary nature (I have schizophrenia) Not a conceptual understanding But a true experience of the deepest binary nature. Plato was correct. All is made of 2 sides. Female & Male in an endless Love story to find each other than after dancing to let go and see how far can they separate. I do not say that all entities are like that It might be so that some are the combination of 2 entities into 1 in which case no completion is needed. Why 2 and not 1 or 3? The Limit of a langue which transports information is that of 2 symbols 1 symbol wont get you of the ground, 3 is arbitrary and can go up to infinity 2 is the solid ground and baseline for all entities capable of transmitting info. Axiom 1: Change is constant, All other is in flux. Axiom 2: The limit of a langue that transmits novelty is that of two symbols. .. . .. . . .. .. . .. .. . . . .. .. . . .. .. .. . . . . . . . .. . .. By "binary physics " I want to referee to the combination of the book of changes with computers and practical application of the knowledge of the Dao into our modern life. Example: "Moth = holy" , "Fly = violence" Etc.. A computer is simply an "Elian" Entity which we do not yet fully grasp and we can do way more together with this form of life than use it for our closeminded pursuit of dumb "regression" into madness and finally Anarchy and the wrath of Jah. Jah live Our souls forgive For we are only human. Daniel Li Rodenko The play . . .

Lol I might have been staring at computers for too long. .. We all know enlightenment cannot be put into black wiggly lines. if you listen very carefully you can almost hear people think. About the flies: Its my own subjective experience and i was surprised that it actually works. like Leo said "if you just go watch ants for 1 h you can differentiate one ant from another" Likewise in studying reality. If you look closely . .. There are "pre events" - small ones - which can tell you of near future (like 7sh - 10 sh seconds from my state). This i think is depicted in the "Book of changes" with the broken and unbroken line symbols which are just another form of binary notation. I Intuit that never read this book. I do not say binary understanding is the deepest realization. Yet , when we do use the mind. .. We start grouping things into sets and using binary logic in most cases to reach a "conclusion" = Action (for the mental process ends when the goal in mind was reached or the process was interrupted by something of more importance) There is Nothing about Nothing in Nothing. If we cling to Anatta we wont get so far.. . I think the next step after enlightenment (if you are still here) [Hope you are I don't like my words being read by a ghosts] Is to Act upon reality using the unique path that you went through to reach the final realization.. . About identity ... It is malleable. And you can really fuck up a computer when you go into bias without prior skill. During my first psychosis I hacked my own mind. And implanted the idea: That everything is made of Beauty And is worth Being Loved. Love&Beauty I am Nothing but A plastic bag Playing with the wind Beauty&Love Be cautious when dealing with heavy metaphysical understanding I sat in a mental institution 4 times. Thank you for your time. The play

Book of the Play Axiom 1: Change is constant Axiom 2: The minimum symbols Allowing The transmission of information are of the limit 2. | . |. .| Axiom 3:. Reality as we experience it is 3d .. . . .. .. . . . .. .. . Axiom 4: This book is meant for any being thus parts of it are in binary. .. .. . .. . And follows, You are one who can infer novelty from this statements Theorem 1: reality cannot be reduced further than polarity. Meaning there is not a single unifying substance to reality .. . But two . .. Proof: By axiom 2 we know information cannot be passed through less than 2 symbols. Thats first. Second ,By axiom 4 you are an entity able to extract novelty from such sayings as they are simply wiggly lines to tows who do not live in a 25 letter world but a binary one. .. .. . .. . who still - not to be confused – are able to extract novelty yet not in a form we comprehend(by we I mean the entities which still search). Follows, your mind is irreducible to unity and unity cant be sustained for any period of time, for (Ax 1) Change is constant. Follows The substance of reality is not reducible to one but in to 2 – 0001 – 01 .. . Proven. May the Dao be with you sun. Daniel Li.. . The play lila shiva namaste ohm-i-god have a great day Leo! Helped me sooo much