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For me its a bit different: I can kind of concentrate on all of my perceptions all at once and then I am not aware of the differences between objects. The mind is the one that creates separation and differences in my experience. When the mind is quite all is one. Hope I've helped a bit. Namaste

@Michal__ I smoke joint's from time to time I found out that contemplating on weed is actually very powerful. Especially sativa. @001 I can share what I find enjoyable about it: The exhaling of smoke. I like seeing smoke come out of me like I am releasing something beautiful into this world. The feeling of a "bite" in my lungs. It gives me a chill vibe. The slow exhalation can be a part of it. Namaste

Hello Leo, I have been on the journey towards awakening since I was 18 (now I'm 26). You have been the biggest influence on me and I have learned so much from you. So I just felt like thanking you for all the hard work you have done for us. Your first video about awakening (Spiritual Enlightenment - The Most SHOCKING Truth You'll Ever Hear) was such an eye opener for me. I remember how I got a big fear arising in me as I watched it. Your teachings are so direct. You don't go beating around the bush. And that spoke to me. You have a gift of pointing to that which cannot be pointed out with a fresh clarity. I don't care if you are awake or not. You are a great teacher. Please continue. This is a gift to all of humanity. I wanted to end with a zen koan which I find very interesting: A zen master was waking up each morning saying to himself out loud: "Master" "Yes" "Are you awake?" "Yes" "Don't let anyone deceive you!" "I wont" I have written a short book about my journey which ends with some fun zen stories. If you would like to read it let me know and ill send it to you. Wish you all the best and bless your work. Daniel.

To anyone who have done MDMA and knows what bliss feels like its like that but from a real cause. It feels too good to be true. To be honest. I remember myself on MDMA laying back on a wood log and saying to my friend: "Why is it not the natural state of our existence?" Now it is the case. It's worth it. I can write 100 more lines and it wont describe how worth it it is. For your effort you will be rewarded with the most amazing feeling in the world. It feels like I've been going around all my life carrying two 10 kilo pieces of iron in each hand. And now I've suddenly released them. Everything is easy for god. I wont go beating around the bush: God is your true nature. This heavy pieces of iron in each hand, is the ego. Release him. And you enter heaven. The door was always wide open. You just had to have the vision to go through. And I applaud you for that. Each and every one deserves it. Everyone will be awake at the end. Not a single entity left behind. Namaste

God is beyond time so I don't think its correct to say he created himself. That implies a time where he was not present. And that is just not the case from my experience. Namaste

@Jehovah increases So tell me why cant you?

What is your practice? Smart decision

Can you be aware of the ego? If so. Who is aware of the ego? That's the first step. Then the ego definitely has a form. Can you be aware of that form? Is it constantly present or there can be gaps in its presence? Like when watching a cool movie. The ego will like to say: Yes of course I'm always present. But it is simply not the case. As a former sportsman I see that in flow state the ego is not present. That's the second step. Realizing there are gaps in the existence of the ego. The third step simply must be repeated sufficiently enough that the ego cannot survive it: You feel your ego. As vividly as you can. And dissolve it into pure awareness. When that happen its like a death sentence to the ego. You see that something remains unchanging, but it is definitely not the ego. It is you. The true you. God. Then it is not that you stop thinking forever. Thought still accrues. But you are no longer an entity which lives inside the mind. That is how to transcend the mind. Hope I've helped. Namaste

@Breakingthewall That is very interesting that you have this terror without an ego. It reminds me of a temporary state I have entered: I was without sleeping for a few days and went to a city in the north of Israel. I rapped free style whole night and it was also like a psychoanalysis where I would just associate words with one another and go through my whole psyche structure. When morning came I went a long way to the zen gardens in this city and on my way there I saw a chiar. I put my tobacco , phone , credit card, and weed on that chair. And just walked. I let go of everything that was holding me. Then as I was walking It felt like reality has died. Total death. It was so quite. Never in my life was it so quite. The volume of existence was 0%. It was the most pleasant state I have experienced although this word here is not that fitting. Complete cessation while nothing in the visual field has changed objectively. There was No god. And no ego. There was NOTHING. I have never managed to go into that state after. I hope you solve your riddle. Namaste

@Breakingthewall I applaud you for your courage to completely give in. I think the terror might have to do with the ego fearing its own death. Or you have lost your identification with the ego before that experience and I am wrong to assume that? I can relate to the terror of god. Sometimes I have this LSD flashbacks with amazing visuals which are stronger then an LSD trip even, and so I just lie on my bed and look at this visual. I was hearing a lot of voices in my head but it always came to the point where they where saying : "This is you, you are god" I was trapped in the ego then and was thinking it is the ego that is god and being very confused and disoriented. And it had a terrifying quality. My consciousness dial was cranked up to a million and a half and I felt like I was loosing it. Everything makes sense now , but then it did not. I have never taken 5 meo only LSD and DMT so I might not have felt the same infinite terror. But god is so big its terrifying. And so Loving it hurts. I literally don't know how my nerves are taking this amounts of bliss without getting fried. But the stillness is even better than the bliss. Namaste

@LSD-Rumi I agree I am not a professional artist.

@Breakingthewall I'm sad to hear about the pain you went through. Fear and terror are just a barrier on the way to truth. Good luck solving this, break through that wall. Namaste

@Someone here Israel man. I say namaste because its a greeting to your divinity. That's how I feel it is anyway. If you are Indian and want to correct me do so.

@Breakingthewall Sorry for misjudging I didn't know you had a god awakening. So I'm open to the possibility that I will get the same realization. Yet at the moment its so total that it seems it cant get more deep. Namaste

They will call it Egod

@Someone here Its like the mind is for thought, the heart is for emotion. Another avenue through which to explore the world. And I would argue that how you feel is the most important thing for you. Most of humanity is going around chasing the feeling of pleasure or happiness. They use the mind to do that , but the emotion is what they truly seek. Namaste

I know it sounds new age but I have something to comment on number 2: This will always stay a belief but hear I choose to listen to my heart. Not the mind. The heart. And it tells me there are other sentient beings. This is the only healthy belief and you can live without any others. Grounding your world view and drawing your conclusions from direct experience. Daniel.

@Breakingthewall Do not mistaken reality itself for the creator. I'm sorry but until you awaken to god you will just not get it. I was in your state thinking that the moment is me. And the only real thing there is. But there is an entity which never changes and exists in a different ontological lair. Spinoza put it very nicely: The phenomenal reality is a modification of god. God wears masks just to remove them later and wake up to its own glory. This is my experience which is no more valid then yours. Remember that. Daniel.

Our entire mental world is made up of 3 things: Thoughts - words in the mind Imagination - pictures in the mind. Ideas - concepts in the mind. Out of this 3 we create our entire mental environment. And the most harmful of this 3 is ideas. Thoughts come and go, you imagine fore a while and then you stop. Ideas can persist your entire life. And the most harmful idea is: The ego. Have a clear minded day. Daniel.

@Yimpa Thoughts , ideas and imagination.

@Yimpa Thoughts about the ego are not imaginary. Nor is the ego imaginary. It is an idea. Ideas are not imaginary they do exist in the mental world.

@Breakingthewall I had a god awakening. Unfortunately I'm in a loss for words about this experience but this is how I know. Who you are is god. This moment is enabled by him.

@Yimpa Observation

@Breakingthewall Where is this moment occurring? God is not outside he is before.

This really is the best NDE I have ever seen. Thank you for sharing. Have a lucid day. Daniel.