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@Sincerity Very well written was pleasure to read. I agree with most of your points just wanted to add this: I do feel I have the ability to completely halt the mental process. In your vocabulary to suspend all energies for a while. As I was writing this an interesting possibility arose: Could you shape an energy that arisen? Like a thought that came up and you direct where it is leading.

Free will boils down to ignorance. You know what you want but are unaware of the causes leading to it. So you call it "Your will". In this case spontaneous action will be defined as true free will.

In its root is difference. Kant talks about space being a pre-requisite for perception to take place. Two things can't be different and located at the same place. So with difference comes location and with location comes space.

This part will be written in geometric logic due to the clarity it brings. Axiom 1: I exist. Axiom 2: Reality exists. Theorem 1: Eather, I exist in reality or reality exists in me. Proof: Reality has attributes, the self does not. So, the self is left as a free agent whose location is yet to be defined. Meaning either reality exists in the self in which case the self is omnipresent, or the self exists in reality in which case the self is located. Theorem 2: If I exist in reality then reality is primary, contrary if reality exists in me then I am primary. Proof: Self-explanatory. Enlightenment conclusion: I am primary. Theorem 3: I have existed forever and will exist forever. Since I am primary i do not depend on reality for my existence. Meaning that I exist under all circumstances. Which makes me immortal. But an immortal thing can have a beginning. So, I am not only immortal. Since time passes only in reality every instance where time took place I was. As human beings we are capable of seeing a never-ending future yet are incapable of grasping a thing which had no beginning. This is why the mind is no use here and I'll leave the first part of this proof open ended. Theorem 4: I have experienced all possible configurations of reality. Proof: Since I have existed for ever and will exist forever, I am an infinite being. In infinity all configurations which are possible for reality to be will take place. And so , I have experienced them. Corollary: I have experienced them an infinite amount of times.

Tring to understand God is futile. There are two things: God Experience What God is you cant know until you have enlightenment into this. The point is to come back and play the game of life. I am my body. This "small self" or whatever is incapable of underspending certain things. And we must accept those. Better work with what you got.

actually there is no telling if others do exist but for the chance that they do you must treat them as equal.

Boom!

Solipsism is exactly like saying 1=1. Nothing extraordinary or new is discovered here. Your perceptions are yours. If you perceived someone else's perceptions they will too, be yours. Experience is unified. But claiming you are the only bubble of experience even though might sound very philosophical not only drives you mad but denies reality the ability to manifest many such bubbles. How do you know that reality does not posses the power to create an infinite amount of such "bubbles" of experience? Does it not adhere to the principle that reality as a whole is unlimited? Consider this.

@Hugo Oliveira Every teaching is for another stage in the journey , from reading this post I think you need to improve your material foundation first before going deeper into spirituality. You do not live in a Zen monastery so you need to take care of everyday existence. I'm struggling with it myself and can say that a very good place to start is making good habits and routines. I's hard to get it started but whence you got a good habit rolling it has its own inertia. You can start with small things and then change some bigger stuff.

Beautiful! I relate a lot.

@LambdaDelta In my experience there is only the self so reality is the manifestation of it. Yet it feels there is the self as it is before any experience comes about , and then the experience. In this lies the duality. @Hugo Oliveira I agree and think that there is much more work for me to be done. I remember Leo's video where he talked about becoming aware of the absolute first, and then merging it with the direct experience we are having as the next step.

My road lead me to recognize only two absolute truths: The self Reality as it is in this moment I have been contemplating for two years since and nothing changed about it. You can learn many relative truths through the mind. But no matter what you will encounter it will be an experience in the moment plus your true self. The moment you start thinking and making theories about it it you get further away from absolute truth. For example if you think "what is it made of" you posit something other than what you are seeing that explains it. The absolute truth is the direct recognition of wats here with no need for it to be made of anything. As for the self there is nothing to be said about it. Note that the self here can be substituted for consciousness void or brahman. Each choose what fits his realization more . I still am in a state of duality since now there is the self and reality which are not identical in my current understanding.

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I thought It would be helpful to some so I post the third part of my little book. Part 3 - Other There is only one thing left to know after knowing yourself and reality. Other. The word itself is the knowledge. It is exactly you. But other. He is forever detached from you. And only one thing can make you know of the existence of each other: Love. Love is the connection between self and other. The way to know that other exists is exactly by knowing self and reality first. Self is silent static and unchanging. Reality is colorful dynamic and forever changing. So how can this be? It is because of love to other. Love is the greatest mystery in the world. I cannot explain how come it is possible. To have two completely disconnected self's love each other. But it is so. Or else there will be just a silent void. Reality is governed and made out of love. It is the only force and only substance. It can take any shape or form. What you experience right now is a love story. To stop loving is to stop existing. To love fully is to live truly. Love more each day. Love and be free. Let your love grow for infinity.

I came across an interesting concept : {} = empty set {} = the all set at its beginning state containing nothing yet This is step one. Next step: {} = still the empty set { {} } = The all set now contains all that there is which is just the empty set Step three: { {}, { {} } } = The all set containing all previous variations. Step four: { {}, { {} }, { {}, { {} } } } = The all step containing yet again all previous variations. It is easy to see how this set grows and portrays all the natural numbers and gives each one a distinct description. for instance the number 2 is depicted in it as { {}, { {} } } and so on. Dint know where to post this but I think it might be interesting to some.