MisterMan

With music playing. Preferably this one. and why not his latest.

is there such a book?

How does one stand underneath reality? should be the caption in your philosoraptor

Here is one of them i came up with. Please feel free to shoot holes at this if you disagree. You eat grass. Shit grass onto the field. Where grass will use the shit that was grass to grow more of itself. In this self referencial masterpiece the code in which we project duality is showing us that there is more to it than meets the surface. As through this interdependant nature between the grass, the shit that was grass and the grass that grows from shit that was grass from. etc ad infinitum There is also the time aspect. Where not only is everything interdependant but each moment splits into past and present where you see shit that WAS grass and you distinguish between past and present. These distinctions of time and presentation which is dependant on how our senses pick up the information, we see as if we were crafted through our limitations. But those limitations are distinctions. You can find shit within the codex that can teach you new things from the old stuff. That is interesting to say the least. This is akin to watching a movie that breaks the 4th wall. Conclusion. Ultimately you can use duality to find unity.

it's pretty interesting. Essentially it's helpful to understand that every human goes through a process. Pre rational, rational and trans rational. And people often confuse pre rational traits for post rational traits as they do share some similarities. Yet they are different. Just like you pointed out. In the trans rational. The trans includes the rational whilst also including non rational at the same time. Where as in pre rational, there is no rational yet. So they are quite different. The implications are pretty heavy

Yeah so we're getting into the pre trans fallacy, right?

I heard it expressed in another way which puts what i was trying to sasy beautifully. Duality is a way that non duality expresses itself.

That video did some major shadow work on me. Good shit that. The point where he made where we as children often end up projecting our own shadow onto our parents. In efforts to create and support our own sense of identity separate from them. Likening it to bacteria splitting off from the mother cell. And in order for it to survive it feels it needs to attack the very thing that created it. Fucking hell. That should be in a video of it's own.

reading that alone tripped me out. And a brilliant post.

I guess I'm at that stage. I'm seeing the mechanisms of duality work through projection. And how things appear to be very reflective in nature to the meaning you assign to these symbols. I just realised last night, it seems to me a bit of progression in the sense that once yous see how dependant one is from the other you can see that both are created at once. Or that perhaps they are one, since they are inseperable from one another. Its an ongoing process and it's really funny how it worked. But i saw that there was no difference in my action and the thought that led to it. The distinction is fantasy. I came a cross a Matt Kahn video which i discovered thanks to you for referring him to someone on here. And it tackles exactly the thing i am talking about and expands on it.

yes, they are a good idea. Trip sitter is a good idea, someone you trust deeply. Do some research on it and take a small dose in a relaxed setting where you don't have to be anywhere. Most of the horror stories are from people generally being irresponsible and doing it for other reasons that personal development. If you are already at the stage where you identify psychedelics as a tool for personal growth. That's pretty good. Don't get cocky, humble and set your intention before the trip. I would dare say it's important not to try and make any meaning wether what is happening is good or bad, to the best of your abilities. As the story about the man and his son in the farm. HIs son breaks his arm. The neighbours say, oh how unlucky. The harvest is coming and you don't have your son to help you. This is bad. To which the father replies maybe, who knows? The next day the army comes to recruit youngsters. Since the son has a broken arm they keep him at home. The neighbours now say oh how lucky! The father replies maybe, who knows. And on and on it goes back and forth where each situation when it happens seems to be bad, but a future occurence shows that it was actually good. So you can never truly know wether you are lucky or unlucky. That would be an important idea to ground yourself in as these trips can sweep the ground from underneath you.

That's a good one.

i used to do that tripper speech. Stab holes in a piece of paper and shine a torch through and say we're all part of the same thing source of light.

Bro, it's hectic. You?

no wayyy maan. You're another mee bro

Can confirm i came. Pretty hard

Of our understanding of ego and how transcendence works. Looking at every character and the archetypes you are able to map out the inner workings of the mind through these archetypal images and how the story wraps itself up perfectly in line with this theory. So in the final series. Universe Survival Saga. Where the structure of gods within the dragon ball world is very government like. Or like royalty. In the sense that both use a labels and titles that represent different levels of power. And it becomes interesting here. There is the feud between GOKU and VEGETA. What's super interesting about these two is because GOKU represents the expansion and the transcendence. And VEGETA represents the ego. He is self obsessedm selfish, proud to the point of entitlement. Sound familiar? Ego! So how i was able to make this observation of the two is because as the two fight within the entire history of the DBZ saga. Vegeta, this terribly serious, self absorded individual would reach incredible strengths and amazing potential expansion of his limits. However VEGETA, or the ego, always trails GOKU"s advancements. GOKU is always leading the show, always going there first. And then poor old VEGETA is like, dammit! HOW do i GET THERE! I MUST PESEREVERE! Sound familiar? Where as goku, his character is completely unserious. Now let's get to Goku's relationship with the GODS in the series. There is Beerus, the God of Destruction. Then there are King Kai's. Where Beerus is the God of Destruction, the Kai's CREATE life! Two opposites,. Much like the Good vs bad? Fear of death? And then it's opposite? ahhhh DUALITY! Then it goes higher! To a god that rules all . And what is super interesting. That the only reason he ever met the gods. Is because of what? IT'S BECAUSE OF GOKU'S INNOCENCE! For example. When the GOD god, ruler of the Kai's and God of destruction and everything below that. Meets Goku, Goku so innocently just comes right over. Completely forgets about the social convention and how one "must act" and just non chalantly goes over and introduces himself. Not only that! But he hits it OFF THE PARK. Every one who he meets is interested and likes talking to him. Despite the superiors around him which even may command more authority over him. When it comes times the playfulness just ignores those rules and go's over. To which the GOD GOD, this childish being. That talks and behaves like a child playing, completely unserious being. Unlike all the others. Gets along amazingly well where Goku just broke through all the conventions that limited them conversing with the almighty apart from things like "yes sir" and "at once". Goku just talks like he talks to anyone and it absolutely terrifies the GODS underneath the ONE. This is also the reason Goku and the entire DBZ family became friends with the King Kai's and the God of Destruction and how they are intricately and intimately involved with each other as friends and even somewhat equals in terms of love towards one another. Throughout the series, Goku transcends, with pure intent and goes above and beyond all previously thought limits. Then the entire DBZ fam. Especially Vegeta, now we can begin to categorise and compartmentalise the entire family and recognise Vegeta's place within that group. Of the proud, self obsessed and selfish part of ourselves he always trails Goku, but every now and again through dumbluck he goes through. Goku always leads but Ego does some pretty gnarly shit just by grit and determination. Now to look at Vegeta's connection with his family. Whilst they show a montage when he's getting the shit kicked out of him. They play this montage in slow motion of all the "good times" Vegeta has shared with his family on the show. When we see the images, it's vegeta being vegeta. He's arrogant, cocky, self obsessed but even still the show makes A POINT to show us that even with all that shit! He still cares DEEPLY. We could go through more parts. There is this character. HERCULE or SATAN depending on which version you watch. But in both he's the Hero from Earth that takes all the credit for everyone elses hard work. There is Bulma where she's super smart and does cool shit like invent time machines from the future. Intellect? And in it more compartmentalised bits of shadow aspects in a small group of harmless criminals that area always scheming but are treated like children and never really get anywhere. However through that some authentic relationships blossom. And the best example? All of the DBZ fam that fought together against the rest? ALL of them at ONE stage FOUGHT Goku as the enemy of the show! Eventually lost! And then they become good! Nearly always! Picollo, Vegeta!, Majin Buu, The androids. They all become part of the family! Or in other words? INTEGRATED. They start a family, check up on the heroes, often have their own purpose and are doing great. As a symbol of integration in the real world. Pretty interesting stuff. Then there is heaps of other shit when an enemy becomes God Of Destruction in the tournament they were fighting . He becomes a god only after RENOUNCING his attachment to JUSTICE. Which all the characters do silly dances where they show makes fun of themselves through the other characters observations. But it's pretty interesting. To me this is another type of synchronicity in being able to really see underneath the covers. I often would liken it to listening to the show in the sewers. Where the remains of what doesn't process excretes and flows under. The subtext. OH and there is this new thing GOKU has reached called ULTRA INSTINCT where basically he's no longer clouding his actions with thoughts when he fights. So each part of the body is acting on it's own volition. For if he were to force his actions with thoughts they would slow down as there is more processing that needs to happen which stops it from reacting directly. At best the emptier your mind the closer the gap between it happening and reacting almost to the point of it being the same thing. Or another way of transcenance! Where they claim it is even hard for the GODS to master! and here Goku is becoming ultra instinct. The show is even better when you look at it like this. Makes it waaaaaaaay more interesting.

Haven't seen any of that. Is it similar? In that way? To be fair i notice that sort of thing a fair bit in tv shows. Bojack horseman is full shadow work on television with those characters. Deep shit! Then theres Rick and Morty. One of the episodes the daughter of rick goes into her "imagination land" where people eat versions of themselves. Ie us and eating animals. And she comes to terms with who she is in that place, then get's convinced SHE DOES NOT EXIST! Again with that shit. And now the real parallel is that aweseom amazing show with elijah wood. Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency. "Everythings connected" and they aggresively and obviously but also on many other levels they have the same theme. In the 2nd season when they are in a childs dream. And all the shit they learn. is bhuddism shit.

Jirens last words. I swear to god i'm not making this up. " In the end, Son Goku said he wanted to see me again. But, because i've lived my life bound by my past, I can't form connections with anyone." And Frieza finally got integrated! He's one of the DBZ FAM now! Crazy! This dragon ball thing

I wonder what the dragon ball dragon. Or the super dragon ball dragon represents in this? With their capability to grant wishes?

Yeah, the similarities. There are so many. It really makes you think. Wether this is all the meaning of projection. Which is kind of what they ultimately allude to when transcending those boundaries.

This was. Is helpful.

**Rant Today is not a good day. Currently splitting up with business partner. My car is broken. And whilst i was living with someone else so i could get my shit together i got multiple speeding tickets which also accrued 3 fines for driving without registration. Because they were speeding camera's i was never notified of the situation. So continued driving and getting more and more of them until a cop pulls me over for driving without rego where i finally find out. But by then i had already been stung 3 times. Which totaled over 3 grand in fines. And because i had moved around so much and the Governments inept ability (no coincidence as they make more money) of not emailing or texting you when your rego runs out. Phone companies, everyone texts you when you're late. Not the government! No they still fly pigeons out to tell you you're late. I'm now on a payment plan to sort the shit out. OK that's sorted. But my car i spent triple what it's worth and I'm going to have to spend 2 grand to fix it again. The mechanic won't be able to get to it until next week. But i need to work, i need a car. As luckily still have work coming in. I have managed the last week catching public transport to work and finishing off my remaining jobs. I get a call today for a quote. So i figure i'll rent a car for a week and take care of business. Today i figured i could rent-a-bomb to quote the job for 27 a day and take car of business. I go there. I forget my fucking licence and obviously you need a licence to rent a car. I also left my phone at home so i couldn't Uber. So i'm stranded and have to get a taxi called from the place. At this point the amount of money i spent and time i've wasted for NOTHING. Just fuels my rage. I've been diagnosed as having c-ptsd. And when shit like this happens when i suffer from my own fucking stupidity it just fucking makes me so ffurious. Tears. Just fucking loathing. So i'm feeling that but i'm keeping it as together as i can. I go home and find out that i've apparenltly LOST my licence. So now i have to wait 2 weeks till i get my licence. I can't rent a car, can't do shit. And whats worse i would have just stupidly misplaced it somewhere. Forgot about it and just went on about my business daydreaming like a fucking idiot. And now i suffer for it despite my best efforts. And what pisses me off is it's stupid mistakes that are easily avoidable. I am extremely forgetful to the point my ex thinks it's a precursor to dementia or something. I agree. And this type of shit happens often, and it sets me off like nothing else. It's as if all the c-ptsd shit when i was young my father would make every little mistake as traumatic as possible. They would over react, yell and scream when you drop a bucket of water outside or something. Humiliate, belittle you. And every time this sort of thing happens, all those feelings come up of anger, resentment. Your eyes just pop out, nostrils flare up as I remember. And that just sends me off. But i'm helpless at the same time because i can't fix the problem, when something is lost. You are just helpless. And i always lose shit. That just fucking sets me off even more. I want to break down and fucking cry and just fucking destroy myself. How the fuck do you deal with this?

What would you suggest this means?