Arcangelo

Hi. I have been smoking weed for 23 years. I get triggered when someone says weed is not addictive. I will tell you what is not addictive LSD. I did a lot of tolerance breaks on 2017. By the end of 2017 my financial situ improved so i went back to smoking like an addict would. You can change your relationship with weed. Tell yourself you are responsible. Tell yourself that when you smoke again you will be super high. take T-breaks they are totally worth it: more money, get higher, more productivity. Right now i am on a 96 hour T-break today is day 3, i already feel smarter, i move faster, i think better and faster. Exercise everyday so you don't have to deal with insomnia. You can have the best of both worlds. What i kinda don't like is that i become more social, more like a ''normal'' person: I waste my time on facebook, and post stupid comments on forums like this. There are pros and cons to smoking and not smoking.

Here at actualized.org veganism is a cult and if you eat meat you are a monster. I eat meat every single day BTW. Is just the hypocrisy of green showing. Plants suffer too when you cut them and when you chew on them, you know?

For me it was pure awareness (and weed) I started smoking at 14 by 15 i will smoke 1 cigarette every 2 weeks. By 16 i was smoking like every other day by 17 and 18 i was smoking on the daily. I started with weed when i was 16 by 18 i was puffing on the daily. By 18 i started going to college and one day after class i saw basically everyone smoking cigarettes. And that gave me the awareness that smoking didn't make me special (at all) so i stopped. And every time i wanted to smoke a cigarette i would smoked weed instead. That lead me to become one of the biggest potheads ever, until this day. You can try replacing it with candy that helped/worked for me too. The people you hang around is critical. I remember i stopped after my best friend stopped. But remember: there is no free will , so don't be too hard on yourself. Is not your fault, ''your mind is NOT your friend''

Hi thread. Leo has a video about this: The trap of projection. After seeing it you will not give a fuck about him being veggie or not. Arc

''I know that marijuana isn't addictive'' > No, you don't. Weed is 100% super duper ultra mega addictive. I kicked alcoholism out of my life through weed though. And stopped smoking cigarettes by smoking joints instead.

Hi my name is Arcangelo and I am an alcoholic. I'll be 7 years sober this december. With the exception of 2 relapses last year which really reminded me why i quit. Alcohol is very bad. Worst drug ever. Is like playing with matches at a gas station. Do not fuck with your life kid. ( I am assuming you are a kid) I started with a beer on social situations when i was underaged. (Just a little kid like you) It ended with me drinking 10 beers a day 6 days a week. I couldn't drink 7 days a week because of the accumulated weekly hangover. So for me it was seriously bad. I had a drinking problem. And yeah it ''helped'' being social, but i wasn't myself. I rather being an authentic anti-social, than a fake social butterfly. Arc

Hi. To all of you that are taping your mouth to sleep: The other day I went to the otorinolaringologist and asked if it was cool if i taped my mouth to sleep. He said not to do it because if during the night you need to breath really deeply that can kind of choke you . I did it before asking to him. I report to you guys the same: it improves my sleeping. Now what i recommend you guys to do is : Do not tape your mouth completely, put the tape diagonally instead of horizontally. In that way you can breath through your mouth if you need to. Also use micro-pore tape. They sell it at the pharmacies.

Guy is as tall as i am and has short hair. Not slim and not whitish though.

Hi. I would like to share my premonitory dream experience in this sub-forum. It would be cool to hear similar stories, thoughts and opinions about these type of dreams. Whether you have had them or not. Thanks! I have had 4 premonitory dreams that I remember. One was about kissing a girl, the other 3 recently. I dreamed that my dog jumped the fence of my yard. What happened in reality is that my dog didn't jump. The gardener left it open, however it was the backyard and it was the other dog (I had 2 dogs). And the other I programmed it. After listening to Leo's paranormal video where I started to take these dreams seriously. Here is the story: There was a family reunion I was attending. So the night before I said to my self: -''I want to have a premonitory dream about tomorrow's family reunion''. What I dreamed was me lifting a baby. Turns out a cousin I didn't even know I had showed up with his brand new baby boy! In reality I didn't lift the baby because I was afraid of dropping it though. If I could go back to that moment I would have definitely lifted him because that action would have been a strong reinforcement to my psyche about these ''super powers''. Today's premonitory dream (reason why i made this thread): I really don't like talking about my ''mcdonald's'' job but here it goes: I dreamed that i was at the office just like any other day and the new guy (who was in another person's body) stood up and said -''Hey i just wanted to make the announcement that today is Arcangelo's last day''. (Like i was getting fired and i didn't even know!). And I am like: -''Oh shit, OK''. Dream ends. So today (in reality) i go to the office like any other day and i see that the boss is there when he is supposed to be at home. I say hi and go about my business. I sit right next to him and over hear a phone conversation about how the new guy is getting fired! In my dream the new guy was inhabiting another body. This is the description of the body he was inhabiting in the dream: Slim and as tall as i am. Short hair. Whitish. What i am expecting is that the replacement for the new guy is going to fill the description. Guess we can chalk it up as just a dream, cause people get fired all the time. But idk I might have this superpower. It is very difficult for me to believe that this superpower is real despite the evidence. Because that will force me to accept that time is not ''linear'' or whatever. In the back of my mind i ''know'' that the more i believe the more i will develop this superpower. Is like self healing gotta believe to see results. I will program a premonitory dream tonight about my weekend. Lottery #s maybe...

Hi! Great thread thanks for creating it! But I didn't vote. I am 30% orange 55% green 15% yellow. I am a green person who tried to skip orange. (Can't skip stages though) I might be more yellow than what i give myself credit for. When i first heard of Spiral Dynamics for 2 seconds i thought i was turquoise.

Mad Reespek for the ones doing it! I don't see myself doing it. Ever.

For me is like drinking a ''light and clean'' redbull. It gives you an instant energy boost and it gives you ''extra'' awareness. IDK about the astral demons. But I have had premonitory dreams and seen UFO's so nothing sounds too crazy to me nowadays. #Radicalopenmindedness and #EFFsocialconditioning

Okay. Urine drinker here. I drink my own urine in the afternoons. It gives an energy boost. Since it is supposed to heal everything i use it for everything. What i am trying to say is that i put intention to it. Social conditioning is crazy! Go talk about doing LSD all by yourself home alone, drinking your own pee, with your co-workers see what they say? In the mean time they will be drinking soda and watching game of thrones.

Hi. MP, ME check. -It is time for me to give this basketball thing a break. -Page 44 so far.

One word: Bicycle

Hi. The way i see it with S.A. is that you stop competing against the other players, you are now competing with yourself, and with yourself only.

Yes totally. Former skater here. If you can't skate everyday just forget about it. You will NEVER be a pro. You will never even be ''pretty decent''. Sorry if it is too harsh of an answer, not trying to be a downer. Is just how mastery works. Is not just 10000 hours is 10000 hours straight, when it comes to skateboarding.

Hi on Monday I went to get a duplicate of my id. My plan was to do some cold approach pick up too, and shoot 2 birds with the same stone. When i was at the line a hot girl stand behind me on the line and i was like: -''ok here we go'' but due to social/approach anxiety i didn't talk to her right away, not even eye contact (waiting for a better spot). She then took a ticket and sat down (she got to the ticket before me). I didn't sit next to her right away because she sat in a difficult spot to do that, and admittedly still feeling some AA (approach anxiety). So i approached her by asking if she was getting a duplicate too. I sat next to her and she told me that they took about 2 hours for them to give us the id so i asked her to join me for lunch. Everything went fine during the lunch, except that i couldn't totally get rid of my people pleasing/ neediness to be liked or whatever in 2 spots: 1. When she asked me if i had kids and told her: -''No, not yet'' . I felt like whoring myself like Leo says. Reality is i don't want any kids, they are too expensive. Guess what i really wanted to say is: ''No. Never having a kid.'' Even if that costed me not getting laid or whatever. 2. Other thing she talked about was the abortion thing (this was after lunch when we where getting the new ids). She was pretty dogmatic about it. Didn't even ask me what was my stance on it (pro-choice here) all i could interject was: -''What if it is a rape?'' and she was like: ''Adoption...'' So that was another ''place'' where i felt very beta for not saying i am pro choice or whatever. So here is my first question for anyone doing SA but specially for the PUAs out there. 1. What do you do in these situations? After getting the ids i am like: -''what are we doing next'' she was like: ''idk what you wanna do?'' or something like that. Asked her if she liked coffee. During coffee everything went perfect. (Since lunch i got the vibe from her that we could really have sex that day.) After we finished our coffee she was like: ''What do we do now? wanna stay a little more?'' and i am like: ''I already paid'' kinda implying we are leaving. My plan is to get her number and hook up with her later. Second question and this goes for anyone doing S.A. but specially for the women out there: 2. How much does insta-date = insta sex? So as we are walking to her bus stop she asks me for my number and soon after she takes the bus she sends me an AM (audio message) saying that she really liked my company. I am like me too, i wanna see you soon bla bla bla. Next day i send her a text saying: ''i wanna see you today''. She answers 3 hours later saying: ''sure at what time?'' I call her and told her that we are going to my apt. to listen to some music and have some take out she says ok. She stood me up and an hour and a half she sends a text saying she is sick. I didn't answer. Next morning she sends me like a meme that says: ''I have never been wanting to be with someone as bad as i want to be with you'' or whatever. And i am like how are you feeling? bla bla bla. She told me that in reality she stood me up the first time because it was too soon for her to come to my place. Long story short she stood me up twice! Good for me i do what Napoleon Hill and make a success out of my failures. Thanks. Arc

Thank you very much for your replies. Aurum spot on sir. Today she called me as I was going down town where we met. Told me she was there asking what should she do. I said: ''ok wait for me.'' We meet and start walking. Told her that i am on my way to see my family. Her: -''Ok go see your mom but i wanted to ask you for a favor. Could you give me $ to pay my phone receipt? Me: -''no that will cross my boundaries''. (Actualized.org style) Her: -''is only $X'' Me: ''Is not the amount is the fact that you are asking for money.'' And she then started walking faster like we are not walking together anymore. And i am like you want me to go with you to the bus stop (still had hope) and she is like no thanks. Hope is the last thing that dies

No. A lot are certainly going backwards. You are right. Didn't word it like i heard it in my mind. Maybe what i wanted to say is that humanity is evolving positively as a whole? idk because that statement is debatable too. If you are someone that watches the news you probably believe that the whole humanity is going backwards. I was just talking out of experience there. Like that's what happened to me. The more S.A. you become the less judgemental you are. Arc

Judgement from the person doing S.A. Depends on what you call successful. Nothing is ''necessary'' you know? IMO probably isn't. But we give it the shot anyways almost always. Experiences I have gained: -Listen to the red flags -Get out early Guess that happens to every couple that is ''in love''. Whole 2 dif. human beings. It is possible to show him the door but it is not possible to make him walk through it. Personally i think that we are all into self development, meaning we are all evolving. Is just that some of us are conscious about it while others are learning the hard way sort of speak. Meaning that their S.A. process is too slow just like it had been all of my life until I started watching Leo's videos. In Leo's motivational speech he says that you might realize that your whole life has been about self actualization and i think that's my case and everyone's. This conscious SA that we are doing is great, in one year i feel like i have improved my psyche by decades. Glad you didn't delete the thread. I want a weimaraner first. Kids? don't think so, at least not yet, and i am 38 so....

I have done it. Not to heal but to stay healthy and for high energy levels. It is supposed to heal everything and to be a perfect mix of nutrients and minerals. Didn't see the benefit from it, but hey, everybody is different. Arc

I was able to do it for a very short period of my life. I was like 17yo. I was very much into reading books about metaphysics. I will go to bed and visualize myself being showered in light and i could see the light through my eyelids. I had to open my eyes to check if my room was really dark. When I was 21 I met a girl who was into meditation, awareness, Osho, no-mind etc. She reminded me about this experience and I tried again. I saw the light but wasn't able to sleep on my back. I always try to go to sleep this way. Intuitively i know it is the way to go. I am able to do it when I come home from BKB practice, but this is more like a pass-out-nap. I have had the most intense and vivid dreams trying to go to sleep this way. Sometimes i feel like i can't breath when i try to fall asleep this way. Let's make this thread about trying to sleep this way and document our results here? Arc