Arcangelo

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  1. because of this: ''True atheism leads to God. Atheism and theism go full-circle and the entire circle is God.'' -Leo Gura This happened to me before my awakening experience. At 32 yo I became an atheist. At 38 yo i had the realization while meditating that nothing is everything and everything is nothing. So If i say: ''God doesn't exist.'' (like all atheists do) I am also saying: ''God is nothing'' Which means that i am also saying: ''God is everything'' At this point i am like: -''Oh shit God does exist!'' For example: -Right now there is a little girl being raped in some part of the world. The way theists see it: There is a god who is watching this, but can not interfere with the freewill of the rapist. Even though he loves the rapist and the little girl, and even though he is all powerful. Girl goes to heaven, rapist goes to hell and burn forever IF he doesn't repent. And there is an even more twisted scenario where the rapist goes to heaven and the little girl goes to hell. This point of view made no sense to me, so i decided to drop it and become an atheist. The way I see it now: Long story short: God is raping himself. ''For a Christian, the final obstacle will be to throw away her notion of God and Christ -- to finally realize the actual God. Only after this final step will you become a true Christian in the way Jesus wanted.'' -Leo Gura Translation: For a Christian, the final obstacle will be to become an atheist -- to finally realize the actual God. Only after this final step will you become a true Christian in the way Jesus wanted. Right?
  2. Hi @Hansu , my name is Arcangelo and i am an alcoholic. I have been sober for 7years+ Quitting alcohol is my life's biggest accomplishment. Chronological list of things i quit after alcohol: -TV -Soda and chocolates -3 toxic friendships (cut almost all of my friends out of my life) -Porn (this is a big accomplishment too) -Ice Cream. -Coffee. If i could do it ANYONE can do it Currently working on quitting cookies, and being judgemental. @Hansu you are on the right path. Awareness alone is curative. Journal about your addictions, by just watching them you will overcome them. Wish you the best!
  3. Free will vs determinism. When i heard it, it blew my mind. I thought I was having an awakening experience, and maybe i kinda did. But now that i know what a full blown awakening experience is like, i can't call it an awakening. I will call it a mind fuck. Thanks Leo!
  4. Wake up and go to sleep at the same time everyday
  5. Scroll back, there are some great threads at the health and fitness sub forum. I gave up coffee, i used to drink 2-3 cups a day. Now i drink 5-2 cups of green tea a day. It was a good move. I didn't give it up entirely though, I drink 1-2 cups a week. It's an ace under my sleeve.
  6. Hi, today i payed the fee for the trip. I am staying the night before at my dad's house, so the minibus can pick me from there. Tomorrow i am buying gloves, salt pills and gels. I am gonna wait until a few days before the ride to switch to tubeless tires, just like a Formula 1 car. I'll be getting rid of aprox. 1kg off of my bike with this move. It's a lot of weight that i don't need to be carrying around + is probably more green to go tubeless. Tomorrow's training blocks: 5:20 am- 6:20 mellow ride / 8am -8:30 am sprint ride / 2:30 - 3:15 mellow ride (All flat pavement) It's gonna be great! See you next time.
  7. Hi, first of it all thanks for reminding me, since we forget due to conditioning and the illusion appearing so real. I am 0% human. -I am an infinite spiritual being that exists interdimensionally. -I was never born, i will never die. I have never been alive. I just exist. -I am Nothing. I am pure spirit. I am no longer a human being, I am more now: I am pure spirit, i am an interdimensional being. I was given a human body to move around here (in this physical dimension). This life is a game, it's a gift where nothing really matters except for probably developing loving connections with other beings (human or not). I feel like i have been awaken. For the first time i know what i really am, and i am not human. I am contained in this human form while i am physically awake. I am pretty sure that every night when i am asleep i go to some other places (dimensions) This is weird because a part of me says that i have to keep this to myself. That if i share it i will just confirm everybody's suspicions about me being crazy. Another part of me knows that some people will know exactly what i am talking about because they have been awaken too. And some other people, the most important group: the ones that are about to wake up, those are the ones that need to hear the message: You guys are not your body, you are so much more than that. You are spiritual beings, you don't have a form. You were given the gift of life, cherish it, enjoy it, get the most out of it. Do not sweat the small stuff, and guess what: It's all small stuff. You guys are complete already, you always were. You guys are eternal. We are all connected: what you do to yourself you do it to others, and what you do to others you do it to yourself. Peace and love to you all
  8. Jesus is a plagiarism of Krishna
  9. Yeah, this is paradox city again. The Truth is super horrible and infinitely beautiful at the same time. True Me neither. Awakening is something that just happened to me. Like i was sleeping and someone woke me up. I didn't pursue it. I have been working on myself and meditating like the rest of you, but only for personal (ego) benefit. I knew that meditation makes you healthier and less stressed. I wasn't meditating to achieve enlightenment or to kill the ego or whatever. I was just trying to survive, trying to preserve this human avatar. Actually i find silly the idea of wanting to kill the ego. Wanting and pursuing comes from an egoic mind right? Leo explain this but IDK in which video. Please point it to me if you know which video is it.
  10. I want sexual abundance. If it comes with love and respect all the better. You already asked me this (on another thread) same answer: Happiness doesn't exist only happy moments exist. Not really. There is no point, remember? Yeah, I will for sure have happy moments if i had sexual abundance. No doubt about that. There is a reason why they call it happy ending you know...
  11. See? i just fixed your post. No we DGAF about it. What we consider is: the more approaches i make the less i will care about being rejected. The more approaches i make the more chances i have to fulfill my goal. See? i just fixed your post (again). Yes, Day Game. My favorite. It is the most difficult one, because at a club girls are expecting to be picked up + alcohol is in everybody's system which makes it ''much easier''. True. You have better odds when you detect choosing signals. There you go. 100% True. I do see them like human beings. If i didn't i wouldn't be attracted to them. True. Exactly, that's what Pick up is for, to solve those problems or at least address them. Girls are deceitful, have a bag of tricks and strategies of their own too. No one is a saint you know... I agree.
  12. That's OK. We manipulate everything and everyone around us from the moment we wake up until the moment we go asleep. If my manipulation gives me the results i want, i will for sure keep manipulating. And i am not gonna distinguish between good and bad manipulation. I will just stay away from illegal manipulation that's it. I used to have a small/weak-people-pleasing ego. Now i am building a strong-even-arrogant-at-times ego. And the most important of all: i am building an i-don't-give-a-fuck ego.
  13. You guys liked that video? Then you NEED to watch this one.
  14. No. You are self deceiving yourself. If that was the case me and everybody else would climb a different mountain 3 times a day, everyday. The secret then my friend is to become or fake to be the "toxic" men they claim to detest. They don't have to know that you are a good man with feelings. Just act as the biggest arrogant asshole you can be. Attraction is counter intuitive. we thought that by being nice and a good friend we will get to something. We were wrong. Let's try the opposite now and see how it goes. I hear you. The thing about MGTOW and redpill is that i can see the bitterness of these guys. And if i get in touch with that i will become a bitter man. I don't want that for my life. I rather being an optimist and wrong, than to be right and redpilled. Glad to hear. Me neither. No it isn't. You just think the grass is greener on the other side. In my case i got the looks, I am super handsome and fit not super fit though but fit never the less. These looks have not got me too far. Physically i am a 9 but psychologically i am a 5. I realize now that a good inner psychology is what matters. Like the girls said, they have an X-Ray vision to see if you are confident. If you are not, you are not getting laid. Looks don't matter at all in my experience. See? I just fixed your post. I tried being good looking, humble and nice. Nope still no sex, just polite rejection. Now i am an arrogant asshole, and I can sense people thinking to themselves -''Who the fuck he thinks he is?'' I am God mofuga!
  15. I had an awakening experience about a month ago. So yeah, i am someone who claims: -''I have been awakened.'' However, I am still only attracted to hot women, and i want nothing but the hottest and most submissive women in my life. There is nothing wrong with liking the nicest things in life. But if you like nice things, chances are you will have to work hard to get them. Incels do nothing but complain. True. That's why i am never getting married. I don't need to be tied to a person and be denying and repressing my natural polygamic nature. Like i said, girls are not stupid. Yes this gives you your power back. Yeah. Good advice my friend.
  16. So true. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, but... No they are not. I have met lots that are not beautiful. Their spirit might be beautiful and untouched, but when it comes to their physical appearance, some are hot and some are ugly. Sorry. True. This is soooo effing true. Haha! You are not fooling anyone. A girl can put a cap on, not take a shower, not comb her hair, not wear make up, not brush her teeth and be dressed in sweatpants and using crocs shoes. If she is hot i will spot her hotness from a mile away. We are not stupid. We have like an X-Ray vision for that. Is like when we males play the long just-a-friend game. The girl knows from the very beginning that you want to have sex with her. Girls are not stupid either. No one is fooling anyone here.
  17. True. No it isn't. No that's not the problem.
  18. No there is not. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, but... No they are not. I have met lots that are not beautiful. Their spirit might be beautiful and untouched, but when it comes to their physical appearance, some are hot and some are ugly. Sorry. Yes you are.
  19. #1 reason why i smoke weed.
  20. This documentary is a Master Piece: